English passed quickly, again the teacher passed out a worksheet on Wuthering Heights. We weren't allowed to pair up because the noise level yesterday was too loud. I still felt Jasper staring at me from behind. It was really uncomfortable. I was glad when the bell rang. I darted out of the classroom only to find that Alice was walking beside me. She didn't talk and I didn't even attempt to make conversation.

We got to history and in class we took notes. Alice didn't stared at me, or even occasionally look at me. This was slightly more disturbing than the staring because she still seemed aware of me and smiled every time I glanced at her. Again the time passed quickly, and the bell rang.

Biology was more interesting. We were finished with mitosis and were moving onto heredity. We were just taking notes and I knew about this stuff from back in Phoenix. I was just randomly writing stuff down when Edward slid a note over to me. (Bold is Bella, Italics is Edward.)

Can we at least be friends?

No, you need to get over me. Resist the freaking lure.

I'll never get over it. You are my soul mate Bella.

You can read minds, so read the numerous reasons of why it is not possible for me to be your soul mate.

I can't read your mind. Oh yeah, stupid Bella of course.

Yeah, I forgot. Hehe. Sirens have shields around their minds to hide their evil soul eating plots. You know if the teacher ever got a hold of this note and read it, it would sound very strange. He chuckled quietly as he read it.

I won't let that happen, remember, vampire speed.

Ah yes. Good old vampire speed. It must be fun to run that fast.

Yes it is. You know, I could take you running sometime. Crap, I let this get out of control. I have to stop it now.

No thanks, I'd probably get sick or something. Besides I have to stay away from your family and you. He looked hurt as he read the last part.

You know, you aren't bad luck and my family has already accepted you. They like you Bella. Please don't stay away from us. I looked over at him after I read this, and his golden eyes sought after me. They pleaded with me to believe him. I sighed and didn't write back. Going back to writing notes, I had to put my guard up again. They were breaking in, and I couldn't let them. I did not deserve them, I did not deserve Edward. He was perfection, and I was a monster.

The bell rang, and Edward caught me as I stood up. 'Please, would you sit with us today?'

'I'm sorry but I can't, but it's for the best really. You need to stay away from me Edward.' I walked out the door, leaving him behind. I found an empty table in the far corner of the cafeteria. I didn't get asked to sit with Mike and them. I guess I was out of their little group. Such a shame, I thought sarcastically. It was peaceful in this corner. It was actually, surprisingly quiet in this area. Too bad the food isn't as good as the quiet. I could see the Cullens staring at me. All of them had frustrated looks on their faces, except for Rosalie. She was glaring at me.

The last two periods of the day passed quickly, and soon I was driving home. I couldn't get the Cullens off of my mind. Edward appeared most frequently. He was a nice guy, but I was still sure he was lured. Nobody could love me after what I did.

Sorry, this was more of a filler chapter than anything, but I still hope that you liked it. Keep reading and please review.