Next day

I had awoken pretty early. Everyone else was still asleep, so I decided to cook breakfast. I quickly set the table, and awaited for my family. Within the next three minutes, I heard two sets of feet, clambering down the stairs. It was Jake and Seth, who looked like they were really hungry.

Leah! I missed you! Seth ran full speed, and wrapped his arms around me. Jeeze, Seth! I just seen you yesterday. He just shrugged his shoulders.

Wow, Leah! You've really outdone yourself. I watched as Jake reached for a piece of bacon, but I quickly slapped his hands away.

Not until ma's here! A soft gasp, caused me to turn around. My mother stood in the doorway, hand to her chest, as she peered at the display of food. Ma! I immediately enveloped her in a hug, then sighed at her warmth. It had only been a week or so since I had last seen her, but I truly missed the warmth of her touch.

I missed you, ma.

Oh sweetie, I've missed you too. You didn't have to do all this, you know I would've cooked.

I know, but I wanted to surprise you guys.

We took our seats, said our prayers, and began to eat.

So sweetie, how are the Cullen's? I truly do miss their company. You should tell them to stop by more often.

I will, and their great. Everyone went on a hunting trip, except Jasper and Emmet. They should be back tomorrow.

That's good honey, and Nessie? How is she doing?

I immediately thought back to yesterday, and to that very vivid dream. Nessie's uh.....good. Seth snorted rather loudly, and it caused me to glare.

I think she's more than good. Especially if she had you.....I cut him off , mentally, by hissing a threat.

If you don't want Rosalie or Emmet to find out about your not so innocent dreams, involving her, then I suggest you shut that trap of yours....now! He bowed his head in submission, which caused Jake to laugh.

Oh..okay, what are you two going to do today? She asked ,as she cut into a thick piece of pancake.

Actually, I was wondering if I could spend the day with you...if you want to, that is? She gave me an amused looked. Of course you can sweetie! I'd really love that!

We spent the day, talking, cooking, and just enjoying each other's company. I even got to spend some time with the Elders and the Pack. By the time we came home from the Elders, it was about nine-thirty, Nessie's bedtime.

I knew I had gained my self -control back, so I decided to spend the night with Nessie. When I climbed into the window, the sound of rushing water, let me know she was in the shower. I sat on her bed, absentmindedly thinking about the day I had. I smiled when I thought of my mother. I thought about the content smile on her face, the way her eyes shimmered with admiration, the way....I was brought out of my thoughts, when a power scent hit me. Dear god! This cannot be happening! It was the scent of arousal, but not just any scent, it was Nessie's scent. I turned my head in her direction, and my mouth went dry. She was standing there in a black-lace thong, and matching bra.

Nessie? I half moaned, half squeaked. Where did you? How did you?

I found it in Auntie Rose's closet. Uncle Emmet sure seems to like these things, especially since I got a glimpse of what happened in the stores dressing room, when she hugged me a few days ago.. It still had the tag on, which let me know that they probably hadn't used it yet. I wanted to wear it....for you. She said the last statement shyly, but with a hint of lust. Do you like it?

I was so dazed from her sight, that I hadn't noticed how close she was standing at the moment. My face was literally in front her center, and her powerful scent hit me ten times as worse, so I had to clutch the sheets to make sure I didn't do anything foolish. She caressed my face, with her hand, sending a shiver down my spine.

Do you like it, Leah? That was the first time, she had ever called me by my real name, and it was the sexiest thing I had ever heard. Did I like it? I fuckin loved it! Standing there, she reminded me of one of those Black Madonna's of Europe, and I wanted to protect and worship ever inch of her body. My mind began to wonder , thinking about all the things I wanted to do to her. I knew she could see and feel all of my thoughts, because she let out the most delicious moan I had ever heard. That had did it, that moan caused me to let go of all my resolve.

Taking her by the hips, I roughly through her against the bed, and began to ravage her skin. Her soft whimpers only drove me further, but at the back of mind, I knew it was wrong. Stop Leah! You're not ready, she not ready, and she just a child. I mentally convinced myself. I immediately stopped, and pushed away from her. Please don't stop.....what's wrong? I didn't reply, I just turned my head shamefully, then handed her a robe.

Please get dressed, Nessie. I didn't look at her, but I could feel the hurt radiating off of her from my rejection.

Why? I thought....no, I you want to do it!

You don't know what you're saying. You're not ready Nessie, your still a child.

She huffed, then slapped the robe away in anger. That's all I am to you! A child? A stupid, naive child! Well guess what!? I m not! I'm mature enough to know what goes on around here, and unlike you, I know what I want. Do you know how much courage it took me to do this? To completely put myself out there, just for you to keep denying us both of what we really want!?

I could see the tears running down her face, and it really crushed me. I thought you wanted me, but I guess I was wrong. she paused for a moment, trying to collect her strength. So tell me, what do you want, Leah!?The harsh tone she spoke, as she said my name, made me flinch.

I do want you! I want all of you! It's just......your still so young Nessie. I don't want to rush things. I don't want our first time to be like this. It should be special, not lust filled.

That's not good enough, Leah. I can understand the whole" no sex" thing, but we don't even really kiss! At least, not like a couple are supposed to. I may not be grown, but I'm hormonal, and I do have needs that require some kind of physical contact!

I know you have needs and I'm trying! Please, you have to understand that our age difference is really difficult for me.

Difficult for you! What about me!? She huffed. You know, you're just like my parents. Always treating me like a kid, worrying about my age!

Peering around her childlike room, I gave her a questioning look. She crossed her arms, then narrowed her eyes.

You know what I mean Leah! There was a brief pause of silence, and I watched as she wiped at her cheeks.

You know what!? I think you should leave. She turned her gaze away from me, and pointed towards the window.

Nessie wait! This was all blown out of proportion!

Now Leah!

Nessie.....please?

GET OUT! I flinched at her outburst. Emmet and Jasper came bursting through the door.

What's going on in h.........GOOD LORD NESSIE! WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU WEARING!? Is... Is that Rosalie langerie set? He asked awkwardly, and Nessie took shelter behind her curtain.

GET OUT! GET OUT, GET OUT, GET OUT! ALL OF YOU, GET OUT NOW!

I bowed my head, then slowly made my way to the window. I turned my head slightly towards Nessie. Nessie?... Goodbye Leah! Without another word I climbed out the window. Her soft cries tore me in two, and I knew sleep would not come easily that night.

I next morning, I woke up sore, and Emmet was staring intently at me.

Man Lean, you look like shit. Surprisingly, his usual playful tone was gone, and it was replaced by a serious tone.

Yeah well, we all can't be inhumanly beautiful , like you Cullen's. I grumbled, while stretching my body.

Ohhhhh youuuu! You really think Im beautiful? He asked in a very gay like manner, while batty his eyelids.

Emmet, your such a whore. I laughed lightly.

Only for you, sweet cheeks.. ....Come on, I'll make you some coffee.

Can't go wrong that! When I walked into the kitchen, Jasper was sitting by the window, reading an old war book.

Emmet handed me the coffee, and by the look on his face, I knew what was coming.

Sooo, trouble in paradise? He asked with a toothy grin.

Emmet! I swear! I raised my fist into the air, effectively making him submit.

Okay, okay....seriously though, what happened?

What!? You mean you don't know? I'm surprised you weren't listening in on us!

Hey! What do you take me for!? Some kind of pervert!? I raised a eyebrow at him.

Really Emmet? Your really gonna ask me that?

Alright, so I am a pervert, But I promise you that I wasn't pervin this time!

I sighed. She's mad at me.

Okayyy, but why?

Another heavy sigh. Was he really gonna make me say it out loud!?

Wellll? You gonna tell me or not?

Because, I wouldn't have sex with her. I blurted out, trying to keep the blush that threatened to spread upon my face.

There was a brief, awkward pause.

Oh uh........yyyeah....ya know what? I forgot to go huntin this morning.....so ill uh.....see you....later.

What!? No teasing? No stupid remark? He didn't say anything, he just slowly backed away, then turned to go outside. I nearly jumped out of my skin, when Jasper placed his hand on my shoulder.

Jesus Jasper! I forgot you were in here! How bout a little warning next time?

Sorry, and for what it's worth, I think you did the right thing.

Thanks Jasper, I really apprec.......I was cut off by Alice's angelic voice.

What "thing" did Leah do right, love? She asked, as Rosalie came in right after her, followed by Emmet.

Where's the rest of the family? I asked, trying to change the subject.

Oh, the others decided to take an extended vacation, so they went to visit the Denali's. They should be back in a week or so.

Just then, Nessie's scent filled the room, as she made her way into the kitchen.

Morning everyone,...except a certain somebody, who I refuse to speak of. Completely ignoring me, she gave everyone a hug, grabbed some orange juice, then ran back upstairs.

Another Awkward pause.

Wow, what was that all about? Alice asked, completely confused.

Nessie's mad, because Leah wouldn't have sex with her last night.

Once again, awkwardness filled the room.

I literally smacked myself in the forehead, as Emmet continued to ramble about. Why couldn't he just shut that over sized mouth of his!? I slammed my head against the islands counter top, and awaited for Rosalie wrath.

Wow, I'm physic and I didn't even see that one coming.....I say go for it!

I agree. Rosalie replied nonchalantly.

I whipped my head up so fast, I felt my neck crack. What!? Did I just hear correctly. Did you guys just give me permission, to pursue a physical relationship with Nessie? You do realize she one years old....and your niece!? For fucks sake! Are all of yall fucked up and perverted!? Then you agree with her, Rosalie!? What the hell happened to" I'll kill you if you touch my innocent Nessie!?" Oh, and believe me, she aint so innocent!

Calm down, Leah. We're not telling you to go have sex with her, we're just saying that it's okay to show her some kind of physical attention. Trust me when I say, you definitely need it.

I just shook my head in disbelief. I couldn't believe my ears. They were basically telling me to "touch" Nessie?

She's mad at me. What the hell am I supposed to do now!?

Relax Leah, it's not the end of the world!

It is to me! You guys don't understand the whole imprinting thing. I can feel everything she's feeling, so when she's mad at me, it physically hurts.

Just give her some time, shell come around. Alice gave me a reassuring smile .