Wait a Minute

Memories come and also go

I go back in time and

Remember, my horrid past

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I sort of get side track, so if your wondering about Mikan and Natsumes bathroom incident and her work chapter, then this chapter might put things align.

I don't get it... I felt like this same thing happened to me before. Like in my past.

Natsume told me to get on his bed, so I did. My memories started flowing into my mind. One by one the horrible memories I tried to forget were coming back. I looked up at Natsume and spoke "Natsume, I'm not a virgin." He smirked, and I slapped my forehead. I ignored the gestures and cackled "I meant, I lost my virginity before you had sex with me." That made his eyes widened.

Natsume grabbed my wrist and hissed "What the hell did you just say?" I breathe in and whispered "You were never my first. He tried to keep his cool but he push me off his bed. I started to stutter "I, I was r-raped one day. It, it was scary. T-that day, I h-had work a-and a b-bunch of d-drunk m-men started to..." I started bawling. I was scared. I couldn't speak anymore.

Then I felt his hand. Natsume was holding me tightly. I was confused but it seems to me that he was, comforting me. This boy who hurt me a while ago is loving me. Even when though he hated me so much. This boy who seems to be in the same darkness is hugging me. I can't believe this at all. My heart feels so torn.

An hour after hug session

"Natsume, how do you love someone?" He gave me this quizzical look. Then I went on "I mean without getting hurt. How do you love someone with all your heart?" He looked as if he got what I meant and replied "I don't know. Maybe you have to find what you need in that certain person, and hold on to it." He suddenly hugged me tighter.

Ruka's P.O.V

"Hotaru, are you sure we should spy on them?" Ruka whispered into her ear. "Don't worry, these will make me rich, do it alright." Ruka's sweat dropped immediately. If you saw him, you'd feel sorry for him. Hotaru just kept taking pictures of her best friend and she didn't care if they'd give her the worst reputation in the academy.

On the other hand Ruka was beyond worried, but he was intrigued. This was the first time his best friend ever got close to a girl. I mean yah he'd screw other sluts, but he'd never feel anything towards a girl. Ruka was kind of happy for his friend. He wanted to say congrats, you finally found someone to love.

As time passed Mikan brought her hand towards Natsumes face and whispered softly "Thank you for being beside me. I personally have a minor grudge on you, but you have a soft spot." He looked away but smirked "Oh, so I have a soft spot." He pinned her to his bed and started to unbutton her shirt. She looked at him and then kicked him at his general area. He held his stomach and hissed "What the hell was that for. "Well, I don't want to have sex again! We just did it in the stinking mens room, and you think that we can do it again? Hell no!" It kind of sounded like a statement near the end, but oh well.

End Of P.O.V

I can't believe that idiot! Why in the world would he want to do it again! He is the most perverted guy I ever met! I want to kick him again, but that be a bad move. "Natsume, I'm sorry but I just can't sleep with you. I don't want to be categorized as a slut." He suddenly took out a camera and a video camera. "Hmm, if you don't want either of those, then have fun with me. I made these so I can have a toy."

I was fuming! What kind of jerk does this to a girl! Oh wait Natsume! Who the hell does this guy think he is! He is not my master or anything like that! "Hey, Hyuga! I don't know who you are and what you want but-" He cut me off "Hmm, now its strawberries. Can you get anymore childish than that." He chuckled and my eyes began to widen and my vain popped.

I actually flipped a table and he started laughing even more. "What does the table have against you?" He just kept on laughing. It made me madder and madder by the second. Then I heard a flash. I looked outside and saw my best friend taking pictures of me with my unbuttoned polo and my skirt scrunched up high. I fixed myself up and hissed "Hotaru, if you don't give me that camera now, I will literally give you a round house kick." Hotaru gulped and passed the camera to me. I grabbed the memory stick out and stomped on it till it was totally broken.

Then I handed the frickin camera to Hotaru and bellowed "If you ever, I mean ever do that again, I will literally beat the crap out of you!" She nodded but she had a smile no a smirk on her face that you could barely see. Hotaru had other plans even if she didn't have those pictures she just took.

Natsumes P.O.V

I wonder, why didn't Polka Dots say something like that to me? She was probably scared to do something like that to me. I came up from behind her and whispered "Why didn't you threaten me when I did all those dirty things to you?" She turned to me and whispered back "I knew you could beat me. You have many friends who can gang up on me."

I understood everything that she said but Imai came my way. "You, if she comes to me broken hearted or hurt in anyway, I will literally kill you. You got that?" I gave my signature smirk and nodded. What the hell is her problem anyways. I mean she may be related to Polka somehow but who would care for this stupid idiot. Well, I probably am being soft towards her, but why is the Ice Queen giving to shits about her?

End of P.O.V

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