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AN. I'M CONTINUING IN EDWARD POV WITH A FEW OF BELLA POV. ITS EASIER TO WRITE FROM HIS POV. AND FASTER AS WEEL.

CHAPTER 10

Bella

So, college wasn't what I thought it would be.

You know those movies where they showed you college being a breeze and party after party, well they fucking lied. It was mean and it kicked my sorry ass. It was first year and I was already praying for it to go quickly.

On my first day I got labelled as a bitch because I didn't even know we had an assignment. The teacher put me out of the class and made me cry. I had ran straight into Edward's arms while he held me and let me cry it out.

Stupid teacher... Bitch I got my acceptance letter like four months late, I had only three weeks to prepare for this shit.

What the fuck.

After I had packed my shit up, I sulked into my room and met my roommate. Edward was one lucky fucker, apparently his father had a whole wing in his name so Eddie boy got a whole room to himself. He had a kitchenette with a mini fridge plus a tv with a sofa and his own private bathroom.

How lucky was he. Money paid and it paid good to be rich.

I was so excited when I heard Edward read my letter. It was nerve wracking and I felt like was going hurl chunks. Harvard was my dream. And some how I got it. I was so grateful for this opportunity.

My roommate was shy pastor's daughter, who hid behind her books and was really sweet. We hit it off instantly and we became good friends. But she was no Rosie, only Rosie can be Rosie.

Man I missed my bitch. I missed the late night sleepovers, the gossiping, the laughs and I even missed her bitching at me to make my move on her brother. Before I left for college the bitch cornered me and said.

''Bella I love you as a sister, please don't take my advice the wrong way, grow some lady balls and slut it up for Edward please. The man is dying to make out with you and he worships the ground you walk on.'' What she said hit me like a ton of fucking bricks.

Blonde Cullen say what! There was no way that Edward had a thing for me, I was fishface and he was a troll and that was that.

She had given me the stink eye and then launched into this long ass monologue about Edward loving me since we were kids and he was a sweetheart and he really cared about me.

And the thing is, she was right.

Edward is a sweetheart. Even with two shitty ass parents, he was so kind and large hearted.

He made college extra better just because he was there. The thing was, if I was going to pursue Edward I was going to have to give myself a make over from the inside out. I enlisted Angela's help because she was a sucker for romance.

So I got rid of all my old ugly boy clothes as Angela had called it. I skyped with Rosalie and she told me what to buy and what not to get. She said if I bought any converse she would fly straight to Harvard and make me wear them and then run naked around the building.

She was not joking. She would actually do that to me.

So I bought new clothes. Things that were on clearance. Lots of leggings. They were in style. I liked the lacy leggings. They were sexy with out being slutty.

I didn't want to look slutty because Edward hated trashy, slutty, faked boobs, fake lashes, fake nails, and finally high pitched fake voice.

I got a lot of tops, in lots of colours except pink, I will wear blue, green, browns, and purple but never pink. I blame it all on my mom as she tried to force me and Rose into matching pink dresses. We both looked like if Hello Kitty vomited us out. I still had nightmares about that shit.

I detested pink and the only pink thing I owned was a lipstick.

I bought shoes, heels and pumps.

One time I left a pair of pumps in Edward's room and told him to bring it back. The smart ass brought me a balloon pump.

''What is this?'' I eyed the balloon pump suspiciously.

''The pump, that you wanted?'' he asked.

''No, idiot I said black pumps.'' I replied.

''But this is black Bella.'' he pointed to the balloon pump.

''No sweetie pie, black high heeled pumps. The one's I left in your room. Those are Angela's and I need to give her back it.''

''Oh you mean shoes, gosh why didn't you say that. Damnit woman, confusing the shit out of me.'' he walked away muttering women were crazy shits to have a diferent name for a shoe. In his man world, a sneaker was sneaker and a shoe was a shoe.

Oh he was so clueless. Cute but clueless.

So right the makeover, I talked to Angela a lot. Since she was a pastor's daughter and she listened with an outsider's ear to everything I told her. I explained all the fights we had and kids, all the fights we had as pre teens and some of the fights that we have now.

She in turn said that we had a lot of hidden feelings that were misplaced. That I needed to stop seeing him with my childhood eyes and see with the eyes of a woman. She said that I needed to grow up in order to understand him a little better.

And she was right.

I did need to grow up.

So that's what I did.

I changed my whole perspective on life and my attitude in general.

Slowly I tried being friends with him, I studied a lot with him. We hung out more. I didn't bitch about anything. And realized I was the reason behind most of our fights.

I realized that I had feelings for Edward that night in prom. I loved being in his arms, and when he said he would never leave me made me realize he would always bethere for me. And he always was.

I was such an ungrateful bitch and I needed to start showing him I appreciated him much more.

On days I know he was swamped with class, I made him lunch and always got him his latte coffee.

Edward loved coffee but he didn't like black coffee.

I on the hand loved black coffee. He loved all those milky shit.

He would get a shot of coffee and fill the rest up with milk. And I would be like what the fuck are you doing?

Anyways I taught him how to his laundry once and he messed that up. I told him one scoop of detergent for a load of clothes and then two capfuls of fabric softener. Well, he called me ten minutes later screaming for my help.

Apparently he put two heaping scoops of detergent and the laundry room got flooded. He was covered in soap suds and I laughed at him.

He was frantically pressing the buttons of the washer because it was a touch screen pad, he pressed everything at once. When the water didn't stop he tried locking off the valve and broke it. He was hosed down and complete soaked from head to toe. His clothes clung to him and his body printed out. He got a body to kill for. He looked like he was working out and paid, because he was ripped. I wanted to licked whip cream of his abs. The sight of his cock pressed against his track pants made my panties wet.

I had to take an extra long shower tonight.

His hair was covered with suds and he looked like an old man with grey hair.

I couldn't help it and laughed the fuck off.

''Bella, stop laughing at me?'' He gave me a pained look, because I kept laughing.

I took a picture and forwarded it to Rose, Emmet and Jasper. ''I'm never forgetting this, and now Rose and my brothers wont either.'' I grinned evilly.

''Bella.'' he whined, ''help me.'' He desperately called to me. I walked over to washer and pulled the plug and looked at him with one eye brow raised. ''I'm a dumbass.'' He looked sheepish and then looked around and burst out in laughter. ''Hahaha, get over here Smella, lets play in the soap suds.''

''No way Troll face, those soap suds contain your germs.'' I backed away. He grabbed me and pulled me in the soap suds and gave me a soap suds beard and hat. He let me give him one and he took his phone out and snapped a few selfies of us.

Some were of us making silly faces, some with our heads together but my most favourite was the one he snapped of us with him kissing my cheek. It was my screen saver for my laptop.

Edward and I quickly became friends. it was blissful because I had no idea that he was so sweet and genuine and his heart was so kind.

One fine day, I had to meet him for lunch and he over heard some guys talking shit about me in the quad. The guy had said he could fuck me six ways till sunday and Edward punched the guy out. I ran towards him and had grabbed him before he did any real damage. I took back to my room and iced his knuckles and then put ointment on it for the swelling.

I kissed his bandaged knuckles and then clocked him on the head. ''What were you thinking?'' I chastised

He gave me an angry glare. ''Bella what the fuck, I just punched some asshole for talking shit about you.''

''I know, and I appreciate it, you're my hero. You always do things like that.'' I whispered and looked him straight in the eye. I wanted to be heartfelt and let him know I truly appreciated him. ''But what if something happened to you. I couldn't bear it something happened to you.''

He pulled me into his arms and gave me a tight hug. ''Nothing will happen to me, And I will never leave you.''

That's when I knew I loved him.

One evening, Edward asked to go for dinner, it wasn't unusual for us to get dinner and then come back to our dorms. Either his or mine, we would pig out and argue about what to watch. We often bickered about watching Law and Order vs CSI Miami.

Edward loved Law and Order while I loved CSI Miami and no matter what he said, and how he argued with me we would end up watching CSI.

All it took was my famous kitty cat sad eyes pout and he would cave. He called it the Bella pout.

So we were going to get Mickey D's and as I changed Angela suggested that I dress up a little fancier. So I changed into a new pair of leggings that hugged my thighs and butt and looked like a second skin. I paired it with a tank top and a matching see through top with cute ankle boots. I let my hair down to show off my new hairstyle and colour.

I grabbed my jacket and walked over to Edward's building. When he saw he me, his eyes lit up as he scanned my body. I knew he liked what he saw and I heard him mutter a muffled curse.

When we took off in his fancy schmancy shiny new car and he commented on my hair. ''Hey, you cut your hair.'' I nodded. ''It looks nice.''

''So the old hairstyle didn't look nice.'' I said and looked away to hide my smile.

''Um well you see, it looked nice and this is pretty too.'' He gulped and looked at the road.

''Relax troll head. I'm just messing with you.'' I smirked.

''Har har, very funny fishface.'' he countered back with a twinkle in his eyes. ''Thanks for saying it looks nice Edward. I wasn't sure how it would turn out.''

''You worry too much Bella. You can make any hair style look good.'' he countered back. I blushed and smiled so hard that my cheeks hurt.

So Mickey D's was over crowded and we ended up going to some bar. It was cozy and quiet and we got a booth way down to the back. Edward was shocked when I said I wanted a burger with sweet potato wedges. He thought I would get a salad because most girls had salads.

''Edward if I wanted a salad I would turn into a rabbit.'' I said.

He let out a laugh and then said. ''You know Charlie, told me he shot your rabbit and made rabbit stew.''

''Oh my fucking God.'' I shrieked and called my father. ''Did you shoot my rabbit.''

''No what in the fuck?'' my dad exclaimed. ''Its getting fatter and fatter everyday.''

''Im kidding.'' Edward exclaimed. I gave him the stink eye. ''You are a troll.'' and he laughed.

God he was so fucking pretty. He was wearing black jeans with green tee shirt and his emerald stone earrings on his ears, he was wearing a snapback and he only wore these when he gave up trying to comb his head. His hair was a clusterfuck of sex. I wanted to run my hands through it. His lips were kissable and I just wanted to push him against a wall and attack his lips while running my hands all over his fuck hot body.

He oozed sex. If he could make me this wet by just looking at me what could he do if he actually kissed me.

Holy sweet lord. My panties were getting wet again. And I squirmed in my seat. I scowled as the waitress came to take our dessert order and this stupid bitch thought I was his fucking sister. So I snapped at her saying I was his girlfriend. Where the fuck do these sluts come out from.

He said he was okay with it and I honestly thought he would be mad. But then he told me something that made my heart and stomach exchange places. He thought I was beautiful.

I knew he wanted to kiss me because he kept looking at my face and lips. His hands brushed mine from across the table and his touch give me goose bumps. He leaned forward and I anticipated his lips on mine and then that skanky ass waitress brought dessert.

What the actual fuck. She was looking at Edward like he was a piece of meat and I wanted to claw her fucking eyes out with my dessert fork. He was mine.

When we made it back to college. He switched off the engine and we sat in silence. I kept looking at him with questioning eyes. I was stressed and really needed a night out so i told him how much I appreciated him taking me out.

I could help but think did he really think I was pretty. Did he really think I was beautiful. ''do you really think I'm beautiful.'' I asked and what he said made me realize that Edward was it for me.

He said that I was the most beautiful girl he had ever laid eyes on. I knew he was going to kiss me and I licked my lips waiting for his lips on mine but the shrill ring of his stupid phone interrupted us and I cursed under my breath.

I was sad and dejected.

I guess it wasn't meant to be.

I rolled my eyes as Edward said it was Rose, I knew he had been ignoring his sister because all his time was spent with me. As he dropped me at my door and I walked in. Angela rushed to my side as she saw unshed tears in my eyes.

''What happened?'' She said and put her arms around me.

''Ughh every time we get the opportunity to kiss something happened.'' I rested my head on her shoulder and told her what happened.

''Aww Edward is so sweet and he really likes you.'' She gushed. ''I wish some one liked me that.''

''Ben from political science likes you a lot.'' I said. She gave me and shy smile and blushed.

We talked and then got ready for bed, she told me not to give up hope and I rested my head on my pillow. I kept tossing and turning, trying to get comfy on the bed. It was hopeless because my mind was running ten miles a minute.

All I could think of was Edward and his warm smile, his sweet words were like caresses. His chaste touch on my hands and lower back made me weak. I wanted that kiss. I wanted Edward to kiss me.

And I wanted to kiss him.

So when he texted me asking if I awake, I pulled a robe over my pyjamas and hightailed it towards his dorm with my heart beating like a drum. I let him know I was outside and when he opened that door. I grabbed him and planted my lips on his poring my heart out into the kiss. All those years of arguments and petty fights were poured into that kiss. As I let him know what I felt for him.

His lips were warm and he tasted of chocolate and sweet cheesecake. He licked my lips and I gasped as it sent jolts of pleasure all over my body. I felt it everywhere but touch of his sweet hot tongue on mines made my panties wet and I was weak for him.

He pulled away saying that he wanted to kiss me so long. He kissed every inch of my face. Making feel special and loved. He trailed kisses on my jawline and he guided me to his sofa. I had never been kissed like that before and it made me felt breathless.

His lips were like liquid fire on my skin as he nuzzled my neck and shoulders.

He made me weak and wet.

When I told him that I had never kissed the way his kissed me, he attacked my lips again pining me down on the sofa and nibbling my lips.

Kissing him felt so right.

So here was Bella, awww she is growing up...

Next up we have that a little insight of the Bella and Edward and then the vegas scene.

Time for the vegas scene I'm tired of waiting.