Inside of You

Song: Inside of You - Hoobastank

Bella and I both finished our dinner and I hopped of my chair and grabbed mine and Bella's plates and headed for the sink to wash them.

"Edward! Don't be ridiculous!" Esme chastised gently, taking the plates from my hands as she began scrubbing.

"We'll get to chores later, dear. But right now, you have have 'lady friend' to take care of." She winked at me and pushed me out of the kitchen. I stumbled right into Bella.

"Hey..." I breathed, looking at her gorgeous brown eyes. I reached my hand out to brush a stray hair away from her face. Her lips parted slightly and her breathing became a tad erratic.

"Let's go outside." I suggested quickly.

I basically raced out the front door, my face flushed. Wait to be a man, Masen. I looked back at Bella. She looked slightly disappointed.

"What's wrong?"

"Nothing..." She mumbled, turning around, she began to walk towards the darkness. I quickly followed her and got close behind her to whisper in her ear.

"What's wrong?" I asked her again. Goosebumps broke out on her skin and I put my hands to her arms to hold her against me.

"Why won't you tell me?" I pressed.

"C-cause." She stuttered.

"Cause why?" I twisted a piece of her hair between my fingers, looping it around.

"It's not important." She squeaked.

"Mmmm..." Was all I said before I moved her hair away from her neck and kissed it gently. I heard Bella gasp and I pulled back to see her face. Her eyes were big, and her breathing, too fast. I smirked. "Still no answer?" I asked.

"It's cause...I was hoping you'd kiss me..." I could tell she was struggling to get the words out as she said that.

"I see...well...would you mind accepting a kiss from me now? I'm sorry...I just..." I kissed my way down her neck, "didn't want to get too carried away." I smiled against her skin and kissed her neck once more. I let go of her arms and allowed her to face me. We both just stood there for a moment before she jumped me. She began kissing me and yanking on my hair, I really didn't mind. I laced my fingers through her hair and kissed her back. I could feel how eager she was for this, but I had to break the kiss. We couldn't be going too far. She gasped for air when we broke apart. Her chest heaved with the effort to breathe. I laughed and kissed her nose and grabbed her hand.

"Can we go back to the house before we get arrested for fornicating in public?"
Bella giggled and nodded. As we started walking back, I started thinking. I know that Bella wants to have sex, or at least she acts like she wants it. Hell, I want it too. Fuck, I want it so much. But I know it's too early for the both of us, and poor Bella isn't ready for that kind of a relationship right now, no matter how much she thinks that she wants it. I've wanted her like that since I started thinking about sex. Which was about 13. But at 12, I started thinking boobs were cool. Bella had boobs. Bella has boobs. I looked over at them. I want to touch Bella's boobs. My teenage hormones weren't on my side. I think they are on the opposite side of the fucking playing field! They are trying to get me to do stupid things. Stupid, wonderful things that I want to do to Bella...FUUUUCK. I ran my free hand through my hair, trying to make the dirty, yet wonderful, thoughts go away.

"Something wrong?" Bella asked, in her cute, yet devastatingly sexy voice. God, did I want to hear that voice do more than just talk...but she can talk, just...dirtier...yeah...

I shook my head again, attempting to scatter the thoughts.

"You got something stuck in your head, Edward?" She inquired, looking at me strangely.

"Yeah. And it won't go away."

"Well..what is it?"

"You." I growled and picked her up, threw her over my shoulder, and I ran back to the house. She squealed the entire way there. Demanding that she be put down. A crazy thought just entered my head. Bella's ass was right in smacking range. I debated with myself for a few seconds before I reached my hand up and smacked it. She stopped giggling and let out an out of breath moan. Oh, shit..

I saw the door about ten feet ahead and I ran inside before I could let my hormones rule me. I sure didn't wanna do anything stupid with Bella. I don't want to do anything that she might regret.

"You kids have fun?" Carlisle asked us from the armchair he was seated in, reading the news.

Lots of fun, Dad...