Sadly, I DO NOT OWN FAIRYTAIL!
(But if I did; oh the things I'd add to this anime) *smirks evilly*
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It's been months since my encounter with Natsu...We don't speak anymore.
No more "Heys"
Waves.
Not even a nod to acknowledge each other's existence.
It hurt. Bad.
There were times where I wanted to say something but just...Couldn't. It was like the words disappeared right before they left my mouth. Plus, what the hell would I say? After how I treated him before?
I sometimes would wonder if he ever thought about talking to me again...Or even thought about me. Just the thought of him possibly thinking about me made my heart skip...I couldn't deny that I was still hopelessly in love with Natsu...But I also couldn't deny that we weren't together anymore. I had to face facts that he ended things and that I had to move on...No matter what hurt.
I didn't want to stay that lonely girl anymore. The girl who ignores her friends when they knock at the door, just to check up on her... Everyone's stopped checking on me because they know I won't answer...Including Levy.
I bet that hurt them too.
I can't have the break-up affect my life like this! I have friends! And a social life! And dues to pay! I can't stay cramped up in my apartment just thinking my days away about him...Especially if I know that he's not doing the same for me.
I roll off my bed, stretch my very sore limbs and finally take a good look around my apartment.
Tissues on the floor, books on the floor, a broken lamp is on the floor...Jesus.
*Note to self, don't throw everything on the floor in a pit of sadness and rage*
I head to the bathroom and look at my puffed out eyes. Red and sore from crying for days. I can actually taste my breath...Tastes like cookies and cream ice cream...Ahh ice cream, the specialty food for break-ups.
I wonder if boys stuff their face with ice cream after a break-up too...Or do they just punch the shit out of stuff?
I shrug my shoulders at my reflection.
"I need a bath. And a long one"
I run the hot water, strip and soak for about an hour while I let the water and bath essentials wash away my tears and ice cream stains.
~An hour later~
I feel like an old guy and a prune had a baby. Yet at the same time my skin and face have never felt better.
I knew steam had it's beauty purposes but I never knew it was that good.
I take my towel, wrap it around my body and finally exit my bathroom. When I exit I realize that my apartment was still a total mess.
"I need to clean up...And redecorate"
I threw on some clothes, nothing major just shorts and a tee and began to pick up, sweep and mop up my hovel.
After I was done I took a step back to admire my work.
"Okay, bed-done, dishes-done-,floor-done, bathroom-done, alrighty looks like that's everything."
I look around and something hits me...
That bedspread...Natsu slept in there with me...
I slowly approach my bed, pick up my covers and take a quick whiff.
"Smells like him..." I fight back the tears "Well...Looks like I need to go shopping for a new bedspread, while you're being washed"
I rip off my sheets until my mattress is bare and throw them on the floor.
"I'll make sure nothing reminds me of that heart breaker..." I said angrily. I walked over to my desk and scurried for my celestial keys.
I pick up the one I was aiming for "I summon the celestial spirit, Virgo!"
The whole flashing lights show ended and she finally appeared. "You summoned me princess?"
"Hey, I know it's been a while but I need you to do me a favor"
"Anything, princess"
I pointed towards the sheets on the floor "Wash these. I know it's a pretty simple request, but I don't want to touch them, not even look at them until they're clean"
"Of course, princess"
I walked over to my coat rack and got my small purse. "I'm heading out to buy a new lamp and other things, I'll be back later...And Virgo-"
"Yes, princess?"
"Thank you..."
"But princess, I haven't done anything as of yet"
"I know, I know but...Thanks for just...Doing this for me...And for showing up. I know I haven't summoned anyone in a while"
"Princess I am here at your beckoned call, no matter how long the wait"
I swallowed. "Thanks" I said as I headed out the door.
No matter how long the wait huh...That is some loyalty...That I'm actually glad I have. Especially now...When I'm at my loneliest.
Hiya Guys! Wow I have NOT updated this in a whiiiillleee. My muse for it just kinda faded ya' know? But I remembered how awesome it was and I just couldn't leave it incomplete! So! Any stories that I haven't updated, will be! Once a story starts it has to finish! Especially a fic. Don't cha hate it when people don't finish their fics? Anywhoreville! I will be updating as many times as I possibly can AND I have ALOT more NALU comin at cha! Love you guys! Thanks for reading and stay aweshum! ;D ~Kooky
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