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Let's come to chapter 10. I should warn you. There is a lemon in there and if you don't want to read it skip that part at the beginning.

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Chapter 10: Love and hate are close

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The teenagers were lying on the bed stroking and kissing over their bodies. Ed's jacket was long time gone as well as Winry's shirt, his own shirt hanging loosely out of his pants. He stroked lightly over her abdomen, leaving no part untouched. Their kisses became more lust filled as Ed's tongue asks for entrance licking on Winry's lower lip. She moaned in the kiss as he tasted the sweetness of her mouth.

"Ed… I…" He looked at her, his eyes glassed and full of desire, his cheeks red.

"Winry…" He swallowed. She was so beautiful lying under him, panting from the kiss they just shared. Winry pushed some of his hair behind his ear after she pulled his hair loose.

"Ed… I want this please…" She kissed him again and he leaned into this kiss. His hand travelled upward. He carefully fondled her breast showing this way that he wanted this as much as she wants it. She started to yank on his shirt and pulling it over his head. She caressed his well built chest and stroked over one of his already hardened nibbles. He hissed to the feeling and couldn't wait much longer. But he wanted this to last as long as possible.

"Ed… I want you to be sure… that you want this… I don't want to force you to something, you don't want…" He gave her a questioned look and snickered.

"Shouldn't… shouldn't that be my line?" He kissed her on her swollen lips.

"Yes… normally but…you… I mean… what happened with you and…" She didn't end her sentence, but Ed knew what she was referring to. He had told her one night after they got together. He didn't want to make that a secret.

"I know… But I want that if you want that. I love you. I trust you." She stroked his cheek with her thump and nodded.

"I want that. I love you, too and there is nobody I would trust more beside my grandmother…" He smiled and began planting kisses along her jaw than her neck until he arrived on her cleavage she arched her back to allow him better access to open her bra. It didn't take him long. He caressed her breast nibbling on the other one. Her breath was heavy and hot on his head, her hands resting on his shoulders.

"Please, Edward. Make… make love to me." His movements stopped abrupt as he looked her in her eyes, she was red as a tomato embarrassed by her own statement. He just nodded and started to unbuckle the belt on her skirt. She reached forward to mimic the movements on Ed's own belt. The remaining clothes were removed fast and they were laying there just in their underwear, still kissing and caressing each other. Ed took a last look into her desire full eyes.

"You're really sure about this?" She nodded.

"Are you?" He swallowed and nodded, too, getting up to get his wallet.

"Wh… what are you doing?" She leaned on her elbows to see him rummage through his pants. He took a small cellophane package out of his wallet.

"Pre…prevention." He swallowed again and lay back on the bed. He tried to calm himself down, the first time really grateful his father had given him these and he didn't have to buy himself some.

Ed started kissing Winry again as he slowly stripped her from her slip. She swallowed as the air got to the already wet spot between her legs and made her shiver.

"You're nervous?" He smiled down at her kissing her lovely on her lips.

"Yes I am. Aren't you?" She got nearly angry at him, because sure she was nervous. This was her first time and it was with Ed, the boy, she loved since the day she met him.

"I would lie, if I said I wasn't." He gave one last kiss before he took his boxers off freeing his erection. She spread her legs to allow him to settle between them. He opened the small package and took the condom out ready to roll it over his groin.

"Wait!" He stopped and looked at her as she sat up. "Let us do this together." He swallowed and blushed even more if this still was possible. She laid her hand on his and helped him to roll it over, than laid back on the bed waiting for what will come next. Ed took a deep breath and positioned himself in front of her wet entrance.

"I… I don't know if I will hurt you and I hope I don't…" He swallowed hard and closed his eyes.

"You won't hurt me. Just go on." She stroked his arm as he nodded. He whispered 'I love you' as he kissed her and entered her in one fluid motion. She was tight, wet and hot. He opened his eyes again to look in her loving ones.

They started with a slow steady rhythm kissing and moaning in each other's ears. Nearing his climax and feeling that Winry was close to hers, too, Ed began to thrust faster in her until he climaxed in the condom feeling her walls tightening as she reached her own orgasm. They laid there for a while panting heavily letting sink in what they just had shared. Ed held her tight to his body kissing her.

"I love you."

"I love you, too." She swept some of his strands out of his face. "But you know that we have to go back to your parents' house soon. It's already late and I think your father wants to see you." He nodded.

"I know. But I just want to enjoy sometime with you. Just you and me." He kissed her on her lips stroking with his fingers over her back.

"Maybe we should get a shower first before we go back." She stated and Ed just smiled. They both got up and took a shower together before they redressed and went back to Ed's house.

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They walked hand in hand back to the Mustang household. They were in their own thoughts until they turned into the street where Ed and his family lived. They were stopped by a military police officer saying that they couldn't go behind the barrier.

"Listen officer. I live there. My family lives there…" The police officer gave him a look.

"And you should listen to what I was saying. You can't go behind the barrier. It's an order, even if you live there, kid." The officer smirked at Edward who got angrier every moment.

"Could you at least tell me, why there is a barrier?" Ed tried to calm down his anger still showing in his eyes. The officer sighed.

"If you really are that interested, I gonna tell ya, kid." The officer scratched his head. "There was a break-in in a house of a high ranking military officer down there." He pointed in the direction where Ed's family lived. "I heard, the burglars were really violent, crushed some furniture and stuff and left some pretty bad messages in there." Ed's eyes were large as he listened to what the officer was telling them. No, please don't. Don't let it be our house. He swallowed hard as Winry laid a hand on his shoulder.

"Edward? What's wrong?" He couldn't think anymore. He got over the barrier hearing the officer and Winry shouting after him.

Ed ran as fast as he could until he saw two military officers coming out of the house, both pale and the one rubbing the back of the other to calm him. He slowed down until he was next to them.

"Havoc, Fuery." He panted heavily trying to get his lungs filled with air. The officers were starring at him.

"Ed. You aren't supposed to be here." Ed gave Havoc an angry glare.

"I live here. Why shouldn't I be here?" Ed stepped on the stairs to get into the house as Havoc gripped his arm.

"You should really avoid seeing that." Havoc's eyes were full with concern; Ed had never seen the man looking that way. He smiled sadly than shook his head.

"I'm sorry. I have to see it myself." Havoc loosened the grip on the teenager's arm and nodded, swallowing heavily.

"But be aware that it's not a nice sight." Havoc looked at him swallowing again. Ed nodded and got into the house carefully not to destroy any evidences.

The hallway was smudged with something he didn't realised, the photographs lying shattered on the floor. He took a glance into the living room where his father was talking to another officer. Avoiding to be seen by them he walked up the stairs. Everywhere was the fluid on the walls and the wallpaper was destroyed. He walked past his parent's bedroom to get into his own to see what damage was done there. He slowly opened his slightly ajar door and stepped inside. His eyes grew large. His curtains were hanging from the curtain rail, his bed sheets were ranked up and his desk was nearly fully destroyed. He swallowed hard and approached his bed where he could see some of his clothes lying. He took one of his boxers from the bed and looked at the crusty mass on it. He let it drop down and sniffed. He hadn't even recognised that he started crying. He knew one person who was able to do that. He looked around to find a piece of the photo with him and Winry on it lying on the floor next to the bed. He took it and turned it around. 'You're mine. Remember that.' was standing on the backside. Ed gagged from the realisation. He couldn't take it anymore. He ran out of his room and into the bathroom where he threw up his last meal into the toilet bowl. As he was done he sat next to the toilet trying to calm down. He breathed heavily. Calm down. I have to calm down. He was dizzy and couldn't stand up. The last thing he could remember was his father's face, coming into the room looking worried. He couldn't hear him shouting his name as he welcomed the darkness and let himself fall to the floor.

It was hours later that he woke up with a hand stroking his hair carefully. He opened his eyes to see his mother sitting next to him.

"Mom? Where am I?" He tried to sit up but felt the dizziness claiming his body again.

"You should lie down. Do you remember anything?" She pulled the comforter tightly around his shaking body.

"I was in my room and than I ran to the bathroom to… to throw up… and than I've seen Dad before everything went black." He swallowed still tasting the vomit. She gave him a glass of water and nodded.

"Your father found you sitting next to the toilet. He said you didn't respond as he called your name." She pushed some of the strands out of his forehead. "I tell the others that you're awake." She stood up and reached for the handle to open the door. Ed looked at her hesitantly.

"Where's Winry?" She turned around and smiled.

"She's downstairs playing with Al and Elicia." Ed nodded and sighed as she left the room. The last time she had seen Ed this broken was after the incident at his school, but this time there was something else. There was not only worry in his eyes but also pure hatred for the person who had done that. This can't be good…

AN.: blushes that was my first lemon ever okay I've read some but never wrote one in my entire life it wasn't actually as hard as I thought blushes even more the second part was a bit harder with Ed's feelings and the house… yeah… I just wanted to tell you that…and they have been in Hughes' house… please review, okay?

TenshiShanai.