Chapter 10

"Hi, you must be Jamie."

"Yep."

"And who's this?"

"This is Jack." Jamie says flashing him a smile. The older gentleman outstretches his hand and I take it in.

"Well you both look like fine boys. Jason!" He shouts towards the back. A boy around the age of Jamie and I, with blonde hair comes up to us and says hi.

"I'll take Jamie to room one and you take Jack to room two." He says.

"Oh, wait, I'm not here for an interview." I say but he's already in the other room with Jamie. The other boy, Jason, smiles at me kindly. He grabs my wrist and drags me into the other room. He tosses me unto a chair. "Hey, wait-" I start, but he cuts me off by kissing me. What the hell is going on? Why is Jamie bringing me here. Jason sticks his hand down the front half of my pants. I try to push him off of me. He bites my lip which causes me to gasp and he sticks his tongue in. I feel a few tears falling down my face. This is rape and I can't seem to get this guy off of me. Jamie! I try pushing him off of me again. However this time he pulls on my dick which causes me to gasp some more. When we break I look at him.

"You're a lustful, dirty, bitch." This makes me cry some more.

"Just stop this, let me go." I plead. He just smiles at me. "Jamie. Jamie. Jamie. JAMIE!" I say feeling more tears coming. Next thing I know, I hear Jamie banging down the door. "Jamie!" I yell again. He comes in and punches James to the floor. He picks me up bridal style and we walk out of the room. He turns and faces the owner.

"I'm not taking this job. If you think, that you can touch my boyfriend and still believe that I want this job. You got another thing coming." He says and he carries me out of the club. He places me in the passenger's seat, in his car and gets in the drivers seat. We sit there not doing anything. Tears are still streaming down my face. I feel him staring at me.

"I'm sorry, I didn't think that would happen." He says as he takes my face in both of his hands and he kisses me. When we break he says, "There. Better?"

"Yes." I smile as he drives away. We head towards a fancy restaurant. When we get there I hear him say something about a private room. I look up at him with confusion written on my face.

"Can I ask you something?" I ask Jamie when we were sitting at a table in the restaurant.

"Anything."

"Back there, you said I was your boyfriend. You do know that I have a girlfriend, right?"

"I just got caught up in the moment." He says looking down at his menu.

"Okay, just checking."

"I just that thought that after everything that…" He trails off. I have a feeling that this was not going to be good.

"Jamie, I…"

"You what?"

"I just… I don't know okay. Why are you doing this to me?"

"Doing what?"

"You know exactly what." I snarl. The waiter comes up a little nervous.

"Can I get you two something to drink?"

"Yes please." Jamie says. We told him our drinks and he disappears.

"Forget it." I sigh.

"Why are you always so mean to me?"

"I am not always mean to you." I say. Was the voice in my head right? I don't think that I am that mean to him. I just don't know what to think right now. I don't know what I am feeling for Jamie and to be truthful it is scaring me. My feelings always come easy to me. I always understand how I feel about someone, but when it comes to Jamie I am at a loss. I don't know if I want to kiss him or yell at him. I don't know if I want to punch him or throw him against the wall and fuck him hard, which is really confusing. My head hurts. I get up and Jamie gives me a confused look.

"Where are you going?"

"To the bathroom." I say as I walk away. I don't feel so well.

Do you know why?

Why the fuck do you keep coming back to bother me?

I asked you a question first.

No.

It's because you are so confused on your decision. You should really just give in and give him what he wants. You know you would rather be with Jamie than Tooth.

Yah, but...

See you just admitted to it.

I did not.

You idiot! You just did.

I'm not that mean to him, am I?

You're basically a dick. You should let me take over sometime.

What? And let my inner desires run freely, I don't think so.

You've got to remember that I am your inner desires and sooner or later you're going to lose yourself to me.

That will never happen. I think as I get into the bathroom.

You might want to start rethinking that last thought.

What? I go into a stall and lean over the toilet. Shit!

I think it's about time that you learned how to actually love someone. "Get out! Get out!" I yell as I hold my head. Do you know what you're missing? Love, you don't know how to love someone properly. Or at least you don't let yourself be loved by others. Sure all Jamie thinks about is sex, to you. But in reality he just wants you to love him back. There's silence and I take my hands down from my head. "Now, why don't I show you how to love him properly." I say with a smirk on my face.

Don't you dare! I walk out of the bathroom and towards the table.

"Are you feeling any better?" Jamie asks when I come back and sit down.

"Yah, just didn't feel right."

"Were you having a boner over me?" Jamie asks leaning over the table. I smirk at him. I'm happy that you guys got a private room.

Don't even think about it!

"Maybe I was, maybe I wasn't." I say flirting with him.

"So...what did you mean by you don't know anymore?"

"I don't know if I should date Tooth anymore, you know." Don't tell him that!

"Uh..." Jamie begins to blush. I lean over the table and I grab his chin and kiss him. I bite his lip hard and he opens up. I stick my tongue into his mouth. He soon gives in and slips his tongue into my mouth. When we break I walk over to his side of the table and kiss him again, but this

time I shove my hand up his shirt and begin to play with his nipples. What the hell are you doing?

What you wouldn't do! When we break the kiss Jamie looks up at me with a confused expression on his face. I get off of Jamie when I hear the door click open. The waiter walks in and Jamie stops him from setting the drinks down.

"W-we've changed our minds. This place is too fancy for us." He says and he grabs my hand and we run out of there leaving the waiter in a daze. We get into his car. He starts it and begins to drive. I lean over and undo his pants.

"J-Jack what the hell are you doing?" I pull his dick out while ignoring the question and begin to suck.

"What you want me to do." I say when I come up for air. I can see him wanting to cum. Will you stop this!

Nope. A smirk crosses my face when I think this. We finally get to the car garage. Jamie adjusts my seat so that I'm lying down. He pulls down my pants and gets above me.

"Jack, I don't know what's come over you, but whatever it is. I like it." He says as he kisses me. No, that's not the real me. Stop this! He lifts my shirt up and ties it around my wrists.

"Jamie." I say teasingly. Stop! I yell in my mind. Jamie's hands slide down my body too slow for my liking, teasing my back. I bit my lip. Am I actually liking this?

Of course you are.

Shut up! I didn't ask you.

Then who did you ask. They had a point.

"I'm gonna make you feel so good." He hums biting my lip and then leaning in for a kiss. I put my tied wrists around his neck and pull him in deeper. His one hand is cupping my face while the other plays with my nipple pinching lightly.

"Untie me, baby." I moan into the kiss. Jamie instantly does just that.

"Off." I say tugging at his shirt. He tosses it somewhere in the backseat.

"Switch. I'm going to make you feel good." I hum in his ear. He smiles and we quickly change positions so my legs straddle his hips. I start grinding my hips down on his. I pull his pants all the way off and mine too, so we are both stark naked. I look out the windows, afraid a neighbor could see in but they are fogged up from our breathing. I smirk and start trailing kisses down his body. From his jawline to his neck and then his chest. I suck on one of his nipples and gently bite.

"Fuck." He gasps.

"You like that?" I hum. I then do the same to the other one. I skip to his inner thighs, skipping over the spot that I want to kiss the most. Wait I don't want to kiss his dick. I want to stop this.

Then why did you think it?

My inner desires might be right- wait no they aren't. While I am debating this I am leaving bites all over his legs.

"Jack please!" He moans loud enough that if the neighbors couldn't see us they definitely heard us.