"But why changing your minds so quickly ? " I ask , more than curious to find out her explanation . She was so beautiful , so innocent . Her eyes were looking straight into mine and I was able to see that she was happy .
"Because … I realized I can't live without you , Greg , I just can't . No matter how hard I want , how much I try to forget you , it's impossible . Everything in my life has a link to you . I'm even having a child with you . Faith tries to show me you're the only person I need in my life And …" I love her voice ."I don't want to cheat Grissom behind his back . I want my kid to live with his real father and Gil to find the true love of his heart or at least a woman who will love him like he deserves . That woman ain't me , I tried , but I can't be that one for him . He'll find her …I don't wanna lie myself any longer ! I love you , Greg , only you ! " hearing her voice is like listening the small waves on a calm sea . Her voice is amazing . It makes me happy . She is so sweet , so amazing . She broke my heart million times since the day we met until now that I can't even count . But I don't care . In my heart is place only for one person and that person's name is Sara Sidle . No one else can fill the void that my breakup with her would make . No one has the power to conquer my heart with one look , to chain me forever with one touch and to make me hers with only one kiss . And , still , no one ever broke my heart with simple words , like Sara did . She's special .
"Really ?" I smile and take that white and small hand of her in mine . "Sara , promise me you'll be mine , and only mine forever ! If you say you can't live without me , then divorce and be my wife !" I want to kiss her right now , in this second . I want to feel her next to me . I take her softly in my arms and only her brown eyes are shinning in the darkness of the closet.
He pulled away from Sara's hug with easiness and put his hand on her chin , lifting her face until her shinny eyes met his . Then he started approaching his mouth to her , nice and easy . She was lost in the feeling of his warm breath hitting her lips and closed her eyes . Her mind wanted to escape this , but her heart didn't . And her heart won control . Their lips were approaching more and more , like two clouds on the blue sky . In the moment their mouths touched , a lightning passed her tiny body and made her shiver . He was in control of the kiss . She put her white little hands around his neck and pulled him close to her . Their bodies melted into a single one. And there , in that dark room , they make the promise to be together always .
We step out of there holding hands . We are smiling and looking At each other in the eyes . But we have to break up , until she'll tell her husband about the divorce . Then everything will be wonderful for us . We have a beautiful life waiting for us to step in . Our new life together . It seemed a dream and now is reality .
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"He won't agree , Greg , he doesn't want us to be together !" Sara comes at my home tonight "he knows about us and said he won't sign the divorce papers ! " she burst into tears in his arms .
"What , Why ?" I am confused . My head is like messed up , my thoughts ….
"He said only he is man enough to take care of me and the baby …Greg , Greg , what am I going to do ?" she's crying and I don't like to see her crying . It breaks my heart in small pieces .
"It's okay , babe … I'll go talk to him tomorrow . I promise . "
I will make him give her the freedom she deserves … who think this guy he is ? He'll have to come back on Earth … Sara's mine … mine , mine , not his !
