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Yuki POV
"I don't want to bug you any further…Yuki I'm not worth that sad face of yours"…is what he said, what did he even mean by that, why would he care, he's been bugging me since the moment I met him…but whatever, I have to see him regardless, I don't really feel like getting ready to go outside so I just grabbed a white dress shirt with black tights, put it on and went through the door, the weather was dreary, grey skies, windy weather, I didn't mind the chilliness the grey skies turned me off though, its not that I hated it, but it didn't go with my mood, although I don't like sunny skies either…I guess you could say I rather the snowy days.
I walked in the direction to the Harusame ship, I don't really want to see him, but the last thing I want in the world is for us to be on silence terms again, I didn't feel like going in the front so I just sneaked myself in.
"So you show your face again" Misa said walking up to her, I turned around to her and rolled my eyes, I had just about enough of this girl, just seeing her once ruins my day, looking at her pompous smile and her tacky wavy hair…well her hair was quite nice actually and that pisses me off. This pretty girl was around Kamui, although he said it wasn't like that and I truly believed it, but what really annoys me was she just kept coming back and starting a conversation with me, why can't she just ignore me whenever I'm on this ship.
Normal POV
"Save whatever you have to say…I'm here to see Kamui" Yuki said calmly
"Is that a joke?"
"What do you mean" she said sounding annoyed
"Kamui hasn't been here since he left yesterday…You're saying he wasn't with you?"
"…well he was, but then he left last night, he didn't come back here"
"…no, what the hell did you do to him"
"…where is he?" She said then walked away,
"Hey I'm talking to you" Misa shouted to her "that damn girl, how dare she ignore me!"
"Where is he then?" Yuki thought "where could he have possibly gone" she said walking in the direction to get off the ship. "…I'm a bit worried"
"I've been seeing your face a lot" a voice said from behind, breaking her out of her thoughts, Yuki turned around to see who it was.
"You are…what's your name again?"
"How rude, you shouldn't forget the name of someone you met"
"That's right, it was Takasugi Shinsuke, am I right?"
"Yes"
"Do you want something?" she said, clearly hinting that she didn't like him
"You don't like me"
"Not really" Yuki said crossing her arm "you seem sneaky and manipulative, and the prime definition of a person you can't trust"
"And what are you exactly?"
"What do you mean?"
"Are you his mistress?"
"Excuse me" she said getting angry "that's not it, were not like that, and what the hell do you mean by mistress you little piece of shit, you think I would be the second woman, who's the first"
He laughed again "I would say Misa-san…you sure have a nasty tongue, it doesn't go well with your face"
Yuki cringed at the sound of her name, "and what's wrong with my face? "I bet you two get a long quite well" she said
"What makes you think that?"
"Because you both piss me off" she said then walked off then stopped "wait a minute…you wouldn't happen to know where Kamui is, would you"
"You be rude then ask questions"
"If you know just say something" she said
"I don't"
"…I see…well thanks for telling me"
"What an interesting girl" Takasugi said turning to walk away
-x-
"Ok this is weird, why didn't he go back when he left, there's no way something could have happened to him right, he's not the type to get hurt so easily so…I really hope he's okay" Yuki thought while walking down the streets of Edo
"Yuki-nee" Kagura shouted from afar she walked up closer to her and was with shinpachi "Yuki-nee is everything okay?"
"Huh…yeah" she said "why do you ask?"
"You look a bit…sad"
"Huh?" she said "do I really?" she thought to herself "this is all because of your stupid brother"
"Did something happen"
"No…I guess it's just the weather bringing me down"
"Is that really it?" Kagura asked Yuki remained silent
"Okay no it isn't…I really need to find your brother Kagura, but I wish I could tell you that, but it seems something happened when he came to earth that you don't even want to bring him up….I can't say that though"
"Yuki-san if something is wrong, we could help" shinpachi said
"…nothing is wrong, I'm just a bit tired" she said
"Really?"
"Yes, really; I'm sorry but I have to get going" she said walking away
"I wonder what's really wrong" kagura said to shinpachi
"If Yuki-san doesn't want to talk about it, then maybe we shouldn't interfere"
"…I guess"
-X-
"Okay finding him is top priority right now, if something happened to him I don't know what I would do…but no! I should be thinking positively, he's probably just fooling around somewhere…I actually hope that's what it is." Yuki thought as she ran to look around she was looking from above with absolutely no luck "could it be possibly that he went back" she thought then landed on the ground only to actually see a familiar presence in the glimpse of her eye, yes it was him, only because of the trademark orange hair of his she knew it was him, she ran quickly to his aid, why was he even here, in the middle of nowhere, up in a dark run-down alley.
"Kamui" she shouted to him, he didn't answer he was rested against the wall with his eyes closed she knelt down to him, and stayed silent "what happened" she wondered, she touched his face slowly, but he didn't react. She remained silent, she was relieved that he was okay, although being in his situation is not really considered okay "Kamui" she shouted again, hoping to wake him up, but he still didn't, she began to shake him, but still no response "…what the hell is wrong with him" she wondered "why wont he.." she thought but was interrupted with Kamui's hand on her face
"Yuki? Is that you, this must be a dream"
"It's not a dream…Kamui, what happened"
"…what happened…well" he said then grunted in pain as he tried to move.
"Kamui, are you okay" she said then looked to his side and notice a deep wound and was in shock "…what happened, you're hurt"
"Well you should see the other guys"
"you got into a fight…" she said she had a worried look on her face, he would always get into fights but, it never bothered her, for he was a yato, the blood ran strong in him and she knew that, but she was different, as much as she loved to fight, she knew her rights and wrongs when fighting, and wouldn't carelessly get into a fight, Kamui on the other hand, would fight when he could, and get into careless fights, for example against his father, in which he almost got killed. "Kamui…tell me what happened, what were you doing, everyone's been wondering where you were…and I was worried"
"I'm sorry" he said then touched her cheek "for worrying you"
"Forget it, first let's get out of here" she said trying to pull him up
"Just leave me for awhile"
"No way, let's go..." she said pulling him, then stopped and looked down at his wound "does it hurt'
"No"
"Kamui…"
"I can handle it" he said then looked at her "don't look like that…I'm okay"
"I know…Kamui, what happened?"
"Yuki…"
"What is it?"
"The things is, I realized something when I left you last night"
"What do you mean?"
"When I walked out of that door, I was confused, but…the fact that I was confused pissed me off, so I decided to forget about it" he said Yuki stayed silent and listened "I went out, got a bit drunk, got into a fight…"
"That's just stupid"
"I know" he said "these girls came on me, and that's when I realized something"
"…what"
"They were pretty girls…but no matter how pretty they were and no matter how many I was with; I can only think of you" he said surprising her.
"…Kamui"
"I couldn't get you out of my mind, why I wondered" he said and she remained silent "was it love?" he asked and surprising her as he said it
"…k-Kamui"
"Yuki, hear me out okay"
"…alright"
"Yuki, I love you" he said, Yuki was speechless "it took a awhile, but now I know, that what I was feeling for you before was love"
"…Kamui" Yuki said tearing up
"Its okay if you don't feel the same, I feel better telling you, keeping it in would've have been annoying, so I had to tell you"
"…k-Kamui do you really mean that"
"I do"
"Please tell me you're not joking around"
"I'm not, Yuki I love you" he said and Yuki stayed silent "Why are you crying?" he said "did I make you upset again"
Yuki wiped her tears away "I'm not upset, I'm happy…hearing you say that makes me so happy…because Kamui…I...I love you too"
"Really?"
"Yes really, I love you so much"
"You sure fooled me…I swear you hated me by now"
"I told you, I'll never hate you" she said then hugged him "never"
"Why were you so upset?"
"Because of you, I thought you were playing with my feelings…I loved you so much, and I really thought you were just messing with me"
"I'm sorry about that" he said slowly "Yuki"
"What is it" she asked and he fell over her "k-Kamui…what's wrong" she asked holding him up
"I didn't sleep all night…so let me sleep on you for awhile"
"…Kamui"
-x-
Yuki took him back to her hotel in her room. Kamui woke up "Where am I?" he asked looking around, with a confused expression.
"Your in my room, you don't recognize it" Yuki said walking towards her bed, which he was in
"You carried me here"
"Yes"
"Sorry for the trouble"
"Don't worry about it" she said "are you feeling better" she said bending over to him
"My head is killing"
"I wonder why" she said sarcastically "well you can stay here, but you should go as soon as you get better, after all everyone was wondering where you were" she said raising up
"I see" he said then tried getting up
"You should stay down" she said putting him back down
"Did you do this?" he asked looking at his treated wounds
"Uh…well no I asked someone to do that for me, I'm not really good at that"
"I see" he smiled "Yuki, give me your hand "he said raising his arm out
"Huh my hand?" she said confused "...Okay" she said putting her hand on his, as soon as she did he pulled her on top of him she was an inch away from his face and she rose up quickly "Kamui…what are you doing"
"Yuki, be my girl"
"What" she said blushing "…I" Yuki was shocked "I can't believe he's really asking this"
"I guess I should say that I won't take no for an answer"
"He's not even going to let me say no" Yuki thought then laughed "you are as persistent as ever, Kamui before I was scared, because when I realized I fell in love with you, I thought that it should never be"
"Why"
"Because, you meant a lot to me, and I didn't want to ruin what we had….but if I did that I would just be lying to myself, I don't want to lie to myself anymore, Kamui I love you, and I want to be together with you"
"I'm glad to hear that, Yuki" he said putting his hands on his aching head "Yuki, all I want is for you to be happy"
"And I think I will be"
"I'm glad to hear that, too" he said "will you give me a kiss then"
"What." she said blushing
"To make it final"
"Well…but"
"What? Am I still not allowed to kiss you?"
"Well, even though were officially together it's still really embarrassing" she said then Kamui rose up.
"Kamui if you're not feeling well, you should"
"But I want you to kiss me, so come on" he said
"…fine" she said "…close your eyes"
"Alright" he said as he closed his eyes, Yuki slowly brought her hands to his face, and slowly brought her face closer
"You're slow"
"Shut up, if you didn't say anything it would have been done already"
"Why does it take so long, are you really that embarrassed, even though we did it so many times?"
"It is… a bit" she said which made Kamui laugh
"so cute"
"You always say that"
"It's because you are, Yuki" he said holding her chin up and giving her a kiss "Yuki, I don't want you to feel embarrassed when you kiss me, so do it as much as you want right now, until it goes away"
"That's impossible"
"Is it really?" he said then kissed her again "I want you to be able to come to me freely"
"…That'll take awhile"
"It that so." he said then kissed her again, "are you still embarrassed?" he asked, only an inch away from her face
"I am" she said her face completely flushed
"Good" he said kissing her again "it just means I get to kiss you longer"
"I guess" she said, which made Kamui laugh, he went back to kissing her again she kissed him back, and enjoyed every moment of it, it wasn't fake or forced, and now she had absolutely no hesitation or regret about doing it. Kamui held her by her waist and twisted her around whereas he was over her, he continued to kiss her and moved his lips down to her neck kissing and sucking making her sigh in pleasure, he rose up and looked down at her.
"Embarrassed?" he asked
"I wasn't until you flipped me over"
"Oh"
"What happened to your head killing you" she asked
"Its going away as I kiss you" he said, he brought his hand to her shirt, began unbuttoning it, Yuki panicked and stopped his hand right away "whoa, what are you doing"
"I can't see?"
"No, not yet, that's going a bit too fast"
"Really"
"yes, really" "he totally wants it" she thought in her head "there's no way I'm going through with it though, he's moving way, way too fast" she panicked "is it okay to go all the way through with this…you can just see the lust in his eyes, but I…"
"That sucks"
"…Don't say that…besides you're still hurt, so let's just stop"
"No, I don't want to stop" he said then smirked at her "just let me go as far as I can"
Yuki blushed "Kamui…fine"
He wasn't going to go all the way, as much as he wanted to, now wasn't the time, but he wanted to go as far as he could with her, He looked down at her, he thought how beautiful she was, and was starting to have second thoughts of not going far…should he just try go all the way?
Yuki looked up at him, just looking in his eyes, you can tell that he wanted it, he was practically taking of her clothes with his eyes by they way he was looking at her, Yuki hid herself as if she was naked, Kamui noticed and completely abandoned the idea of going any further, as much as he wanted to "Kamui, I…" she said rising up
"Don't say a word" Kamui said to her. he pulled her closer to him and looked at her deep into her eyes without saying a word, she became completely flushed at it, Kamui caressed her cheeks and starting ruffling her hair "you're so beautiful" he said warmly Yuki didn't say a word, in her whole life there was only two men in the whole universe that ever referred to her as beautiful, one was a lying jerk, who probably didn't mean it and the other was her father, but Kamui, seemed to always call her beautiful, does he really mean it, the way she was treated back home really affected her, and because of the way she was treated she never thought herself as beautiful, is she? She wanted to ask him.
"…Kamui am I really?"
Kamui became really baffled at what she just asked him, was she really serious? "You're joking right?"
"I'm not" Yuki said
"Yes, Yuki" Kamui said hugging her "you are absolutely beautiful…I didn't think you were really that modest"
"…idiot…thank you" she said silently, Kamui released her, and gave her a soft kiss on the lips, her lips were soft and cold, that combination made him not want to stop kissing her, he slipped his tongue inside, which he thought she seemed to enjoy but he wanted more, He pushed he back down on the bed, he continued to make out with her He slid his hand under her shirt caressing her waist touching her cold yet soft skin, he was pushing his hand higher, hoping to go further, but she stopped him again "no, not yet" she said in the most cutest possible way ever, Kamui couldn't even be mad about it, "Damn" he thought to himself "why does she have to be so cute, and is she really not going to let me go that far?" he smirked and just gave up, instead of going any further her embraced her tightly, they were silent.
Yuki hugged him back tightly, she wasn't sure if she was wrong in not letting him touch her further, besides she was nervous if he did, She knew one thing would have lead to another, and she didn't want to go all the way in just one day. Besides she wasn't ready for him, as much as she would love to go all the way with him, she felt as though something was stopping her.
"My head is still killing me "he said breaking the hug and lying down
"It didn't go away at all" she said still sitting up
"Can you stay in bed with me?"
"Uh, well" she said moving away but Kamui just grabbed her and snuggled her down to his chest
"You have no choice now; I'm not letting you go"
"Come on, Kamui" she said trying to break free
"No"
"So goddamn difficult"
"Yuki, I love you" he said which caught her by surprised, she went completely silent after he said it, and her face was red, she gave up on struggling out and snuggled in his chest "I love you too" she said completely embarrassed, but she felt okay saying it, and was happy that she did today.
"Kamui" she said moving up, but then he groaned in pain "sorry, did I hurt you" she panicked then he laughed and hugged her closer to him
"You actually fell for that"
"That's just sneaky…"
"Sorry"
"I want you to stay beside me for a bit longer" he said then brushed his hands through her hair and brought her head closer to his chest "okay?"
"Fine" she said cuddling in his chest "just for a bit"
-x-
They slept there for hours, and Yuki was the first to be awake. "that was some jacked up dream I just had…" she said then rose up and looked at the sleeping Kamui "he's so cute" she thought as she moved his hair away from his face "he looks so innocent when he's sleeping" she said then stretched out of bed, she yawned and was about to walk off until Kamui grabbed her arm
"Trying to run away"
"Kamui, I thought you were sleeping"
"I was but then your moving woke me up"
"…well excuse me, it's about time you woke up anyways, its 5 in the afternoon"
"Oh really"
"Are you feeling better" she said sitting back on the bed
"Much better"
"That's good, but you should be heading back now"
"Sounds like you're trying to get rid of me"
"That's not it, you've been gone for awhile, and they must be worried"
"I'm sure they're not"
"I'm sure they are" she said "…get up" she said pulling him
"No I want to stay longer" he said turning his body around, away from her.
"…Kamui get up" she said shaking him, he sighed then rose up
"You're really trying to get rid of me"
"Like I said that's not it"
"Then come with me"
"What?"
"I want you to come with me"
"…you don't need me too…besides it'll be weird if I did"
Kamui grabbed her closer to him, and kissed her "but I said I want you too"
"…f-fine then, I'll come too" she said blushing "idiot you didn't have to do that"
"And why not, you're my girlfriend after all" he said making her cheeks go into a darker red "what's with the face, your not still embarrassed are you"
"…it's a bit embarrassing when you say it like that"
"Oh, I see" he said then kissed her again
"That's enough" she said pushing him away, "just get ready so we can go" she said hopping out of the bed and walked away.
"…now that was mean"
-x-
After getting ready they both walked out of the hotel to the front of it" Are you really feeling better" Yuki asked looking at him
"I'm fine"
"…I'm just checking, let's go" she said and began to walk
"I want to hold your hand" he said making her stop
"Jeez what's with him…I guess it's not really a problem if he wants to hold my hand but…jeez he has absolutely no awkwardness in his voice when saying it"
"Can I?"
"What's so different, that he's actually asking instead of forcefully doing it…? I really don't get him"
"Well?"
"I guess its okay" she said putting her hand out, he gently took it and pulled her closer to him "you don't have to be so against it Yuki" he whispered in her ear
"I'm not being…"
"See"
"Shut up" she said making him laugh
Kamui lead the way back, but then she stopped "why did you stop walking" he asked
"Let's not go this way" she said pulling his arm "wouldn't it be bad if you were seen?"
"…I guess you're right"
"I know a better way back" she said pulling him to it
Back the ship
"Okay we're here"
"Come inside with me"
"…do I really" she asked but Kamui didn't answer, he pulled her in anyways "stop running away"
"…I'm not"
Just as they were walking to their displeasure, Misa was up they same passage. "Kamui you're back!" she said running up "…with her?"
Yuki rolled her, "yes he's back, now I'm going to drop him off and be on my way"
"Drop him off, so he was with you all along"
"He wasn't"
"Have you no shame?"
"Have you no brain?"
"Excuse me, what happen to your little promise"
'What, didn't I say I wouldn't bother with that anymore?"
"Here they go again" Kamui thought. Kamui walked up to Yuki and wrapped his arms around her shoulder "I thought I told you to ignore her" he said in her ear
"Just wait a second Kamui, it's her that keeps coming up to me" she whispered back to him
"Well?" Misa said "why is Kamui on her like that"
He completely ignored the squabble between the two and made his way to enjoying himself He began to stroke her waist going down to her hip "why isn't she noticing this" he thought "oh well might as well take advantage of it"
"You're a liar' Misa said
"You're the one that's a liar" Yuki said crossing her arms completely ignoring Kamui who was all over her. "I think I told you this before, but I had enough of you"
"And you think I haven't had enough of you, always getting in my way"
"Getting in your way, of what? I'm sorry to repeat this to you again, but you should end this one-sided war already"
"I'll end it when I'm ready" Misa said "And what the hell is he doing to her?" She thought while looking at Kamui who's hands could not come off of her "Why are his arms all over her? It's making me sick…and angry."
"Whatever, when you do that you should start but not talking to me every time you get the chance, it annoys me…you know what how about starting that now" Yuki said then turned to Kamui "and Kamui…what are you doing!"
"Oh, so you noticed"
"How could I not notice two perverted hands crawling all over my body" she said then pushed him off of her "and why aren't you saying anything
"What do you want me to do?" he said "to be honest I wasn't listening to a word you two were saying"
"…Forget it, I'm going back home" she said walking past him
"Could you not get mad at me for just one hour?" he said stopping her
"And there you go again with that sarcasm, its not getting you anywhere"
"Oh, really" he said then hugged her while pressing his face against hers "sorry"
"Kamui…get off me" she said sounding bothered
"These two are making me sick, what the hell kind of friends are they" she said then walked away
"Oh look, she walked away…does this mean she'll stop"
"I'm not done with you" Misa shouted from a far "I'm not giving up yet"
"…great"
"Now that she's gone" Kamui said and began to devour her neck
"What do you mean 'Now that she's gone'? You were touching me all over while she was there" she said but he didn't answer for he was addicted to her body "Kamui, stop it" she said pushing his head from her neck.
"Don't you think she got the message then?"
"…so your saying that that was your motive the whole time" she said running her hands threw his hair "I doubt it" she smiled placing her hands on his shoulder
"Yeah me too"
"Then it was just a waste of effort"
"Not really, I enjoyed playing around with you" he said kissing her cheek
"Jeez Kamui" she blushed pushing him stop.
"Stop pushing me away" he said hugging her tightly
"So you are back" Abuto said from behind, as soon as Yuki heard his voice she pushed Kamui off of her again.
Kamui sighed and moved away from her "So you do it again" Kamui said pouting
"…You don't have to do that face"
"Why not, you keep pushing me away every time I come near you"
"…that's not it"
"Seems like it"
"…its not"
"Hey, you two don't ignore me, when ever I appear! Where the hell where you captain" Abuto asked interrupting their little fight
"Uh…well I was…somewhere"
"What the hell is with that vague answer? Where the hell where you? Everyone was worried, they though you died or something"
"Certainly you guys weren't that worried"
"You run out and leave your job to me and then you come back a day later with no explanation; as expected of you I guess"
"Really"
"It's about time you thought about why you came here"
"Really" he said, he hugged his arms around Yuki's neck from behind and then began to walk off
"Wait where do you think you're going"
"I've had enough, let's do that tomorrow" he said lazily and turned around while holding onto Yuki
"And what the hell have you been doing this whole time?" he said making them turn their heads "…or should I say who" he said looking at Yuki
Yuki blushed and turned at him as soon as he said that "that's not it you perverted bastard, we didn't do anything like that"
"Really?"
"Yes really! We didn't do anything, so don't make up stupid rumors"
"Now that's a lie" Kamui said
"I-it's not a lie" she said still blushing
"We did do something"
"See" Abuto said
"Kamui don't lie like that, its so embarrassing" she said hiding her rosy cheeks"
"You're so cute" he said removing her hands and kissing her on the cheek
"…I thought you guys were just friends"
"…uh well…um, we… are just friends" Yuki said
"You don't have to lie to him, let him know"
"I don't want to" she whispered to him
"Why?"
"…fine, tell him if you want. Let the whole world know"
"I want everyone here to know that you are already taken…I don't want them coming on you"
"They won't"
"I guess you don't realize how beautiful you are" he said making her blush
"Fine, I don't care anymore let them know" she said turning away from him to hide her face
"…what are you two whispering about?"
"…Nothing" Kamui said
"…Kamui?" Yuki turned to look at him
"Let's go" he said walking away
"Wait, you trying to run again" Abuto said
"Like I said, I'll deal with that tomorrow" he said while walking "Yuki, come on" he said to her, she was still standing in the same spot
"…uh, right" she said going to him "are you sure that's okay?"
"It's fine"
-x-
Harusame ship, Kamui's room
"Kamui should you really be ditching your job, not that I know what it is, and by the way I don't want to know what it is, and I don't approve it, just to let you know…but is it really okay"
"Like I said before its fine…but"
"But what"
"I won't be able to spend as much time with you"
"…why? because of this job?"
"Yes" he said hugging her
"…I see" she said moving away from him
"Yuki, I had just about enough of you pushing me away from you"
"I'm not pushing you away"
'Yes you are, why?"
"…I said I'm not""
"Are mad at me for something"
"I'm not mad at you"
"Then what is it"
"…well" she said blushing "I'm just not used to this whole boyfriend girlfriend thing..."
"Just when it thought she couldn't get any cuter" he thought "Should I do the kissing exercise again?"
"What?"
"It must have not worked, I'll have to kiss you until you don't fell that way" he said walking up to her
"Uh, no we don't have to" she said backing away
"Don't avoid it" he said then trapped her against the wall "I don't want to be able to not touch you"
"Well…that's not exactly it"
"its weird, you were so into it before, after you woke up it's like you realized something" he said silencing her "…you did?" he asked and she nodded "what is it?"
"…I don't really want to talk about it"
"…Yuki, did you have a boyfriend before me?"
"Where did that come from, and why are you asking me that?"
"Don't I have the right to know?"
"…well…I did sort of"
"How did you feel about him?"
"Usually guys don't want to know that about their girlfriend's ex"
"I want to know…did you love him."
"…I did" she said "I think"
"What Happened?"
"I don't want to talk about that"
"Why"
"…I just don't"
"Tell me"
"Kamui" she shouted "I don't want to talk about that…so drop it"
"What did he do to you Yuki?"
"…just stop" she said pushing him away
"He hurt you?" he asked making her stop pushing him and she remained silent "I see" he said
"…I" she couldn't say anything, Kamui looked at her, then moved away from her
"That pisses me off"
"Kamui…"
"Forget it; you don't have to tell me" he said sitting on his bed he was clearly angry "but understand this" he said then looked at her "what ever he did to you, I won't ever repeat"
"You don't know what he did"
"Because you won't tell me" she remained silent "Yuki, I'm here for you now, so you don't have to hid anything"
"…fine…I'll tell you"
"Really" he asked and she nodded, she came to sit on the bed next to him
"Don't judge me after this okay"
"I'll never do that"
She took a deep breath and started with her miserable story, which was deleted with details "well there was a guy that I thought I loved, I was sixteen years old, and it was back on Ekishou. As you already know I hate it there because the way people gave me looks, but he was nice to me…well I least I thought he was being nice to me …he wasn't the nicest guy, he's wicked, twisted and he was fake… he used me for his own purposes, but while he used me for whatever reason, he took advantage off me; he said he loved me, and well like a fool I believed him, not because I wanted too, because he was a good liar…you don't understand how much of an idiot I felt after that, I told myself that I would never ever trust a guy again…and that I'd never fall for a guy again…of course until I fell for you…its one of the reasons why I was so against being with you"
"…oh"
"yeah…but he didn't get away with it, after he took my heart, shot it three time and stepped on it, I took his heart shot it three times and stepped on it"
"You're kidding"
"I'm not; he was still in the hospital when I left"
"…that's hot"
"…Its not, after I did that, you can only imagine what people said, he was noble, so that made it extra worst for me"
"That's the Yuki I remember when we were kids" he said patting her head
"…You don't think I'm weird because of this"
"No" he said hugging her "just know, that I'll never do that"
"Kamui, I know that because the way I love you is different compared to the way I felt about him, towards you, I never felt this way before, my heart beats so fast when I just think of you, I get butterflies every time you touch me…when I was with him I…I don't even know; what I felt for him is forgotten, it probably wasn't real, Kamui I love you…so"
"Its okay Yuki" he said kissing her neck "I'm not worried about that guy, as much as I want to kill him for what he did to you"
"I'm sorry, I won't push you away anymore"
"Yuki, I love you, don't forget that okay"
"I won't "she said and he kissed her softly on the lips.
"I'm glad you told me"
"I'm glad you listened" she said and he began to kiss her again and wrapped his arms around her body, while she wrapped hers around his neck and continued to make out with her. The broke out the kiss, after a while, and Yuki began run her fingers in his hair
"Why is your hair so soft?"
"I love it when you do that"
"Huh…when I run my fingers through you hair"
"Yes" he said kissing her neck
"You're so weird" she laughed
"And you hair is much softer than mines" he said playing with it
"I don't know about that" she laughed he moved from her neck and looked at her
"I'm glad you're feeling better" he said making her blush
"As usual, you cheered me up" she said then gave him a kiss "thank you"
"I see you're not shy anymore"
"…you don't have to say anything" she said looking away
Kamui chuckled "stop being so cute" he said pushing her down on the bed
"Kamui"
"Its getting late, should I walk you home"
"…uh yeah" he gave her one last kiss and then pulled her up with him "let's go" he said holding her hand, Yuki smiled "there's no way he's messing with me right now…I know Kamui…and I know he wouldn't go so far" she thought as she walked with him "I love him"
A/N: Omg you don't know how long it took me to finish this chapter…well I guess you do know since I haven't been updating, but I've been sooo busy with school and stuff so, I didn't have the time, and every time I did start to write, I didn't know what to write…well sorry about, I will try my best to update quickly and until then review please! tell meh whatcha think!