Okay guys,
This chapter deals with Tara loosing her virginity to Jax. The last chapter of my other story, There's Us, deals with the events the lead up to this chapter. So if any of you feel lost, go over there and give it a read so this chapter could make sense.
Please R&R.
Chapter 10
She wrapped her arms tightly around his waist. He leaned back and gave her nose a small peck before maneuvering the bike back on the road, leaving the old gas station behind them. The sun was still beamed in the horizon and part of her wished they could just stay behind but they had to make their way back to Charming.
They had been riding for hours and she felt her body screaming in pure exhaustion, but she wouldn't give up this day for anything in the world.
When she saw Jax waiting for her at the terminal, she felt her world shifting into place. When he admitted his love for her, with tears in his eyes, she thought would heart would burst out of pure joy. He loved her, just as much as she loved him.
For two weeks, she thought that he didn't love her. When she first confessed her love for him, his silence broke her heart. When he accused her of distracting him when it came to the club, she couldn't help but hate the club he loved so much. Now, he was a Prospect of the club she was slowly being introduced to and part of her feared that the same club would one day come in between them.
She leaned forward and placed a small peck on his shoulder before pressing her cheek into his kutte.
Today was her first time on a motorcycle and at first she didn't understand the appeal. Now, she understood why Jax loved riding so much. The open road gave her a sense of peace she has never felt before. The road just stretched on for miles and miles and she absolutely loved it. She loved feeling the wind on her face. She loved the sound of the bike. But most of all, she loved feeling her arms around him. She felt safe and loved.
She closed her eyes and inhaled his scent.
She loved this man.
She loved him...
It had to be around eight, when he parked the bike in her driveway. The Cutlass wasn't there, so he knew that her father was probably in some bar getting drunk. Jax could bet his top rocker that Derek didn't even know that Tara was coming back to Charming.
Tara got off the bike and handed him the helmet. He also got off and stretched, his body exhausted. He rode to San Diego and back in less than 24 hours. But he had to do it. He couldn't lose her. He loved her and he made his way over there in record time to tell her how much he loved her.
At sixteen, he didn't think he would ever love someone like he loved Tara.
They spent the day in a park in San Diego, talking and letting everything out in the open. It was the perfect day... They were alone, in a city that didn't give a shit about two teenagers in love. For a day, they had escaped Charming and the everyday bullshit of the small town. For one whole day, it was just them and the love they felt deeply for one another.
Part of him was sad they had to return to Charming but they had to come back to reality. Before he left to San Diego, he placed a brief call to Opie at the clubhouse explaining where he was going. The clubhouse was roaring with their Prospect party but Jax felt disconnected from it all. He needed Tara and Op understood that. He just hoped that the rest of SAMCRO did as well.
She wrapped her arms around his waist and looked into his eyes. She was so tiny compared to his tall frame. When he had her in his arms, he just wanted to hold her there so to protect her from everything and anything.
She kissed his lips softly. "Do you need to be somewhere?"
He shook his head and she smiled. Unwrapping herself from him, she took his hand and walked towards her front door. She fished out her keys from one of her pockets and opened the door.
She led them inside.
The place was a pigsty. Tara gave him an apologetic look and led him to her room, not really stopping until she reached her safe haven. Locking the door, she led him to her bed and motioned for him to sit down, which he immediately did.
His body screamed out of exhaustion and he thought of just laying there and sleeping for a couple of hours with Tara wrapped tightly in his arms.
All those thoughts came to a halt when Tara pulled her shirt over her head letting it fall on the ground. Next, she unbuckled her belt and unbuttoned her jeans, pulling the zipper down. She slowly pulled them and her panties down her creamy legs. Stepping out of them, Tara stood semi-nude in front of him, her jeans and sandals long forgotten.
With one of his hands, he squeezed the bulge that was rapidly forming inside his jeans.
Tara's hands reached behind her and she unsnapped her bra and allowed it to fall on the ground with the rest of her clothes. His eyes roamed over her beautiful naked body.
She leaned in and took him by his hands. Pulling him until he stood, Tara didn't waste a moment to pull the kutte off his body. Letting it drop to the floor, Tara's hands made their way to his shirt and she lifted it over his head. Jax groaned when he felt her warm lips placing small, wet kisses on his chest. Her hands lingered to his crotch and swore he was going to bust a nut when she squeezed him thru his jeans.
Notwithstanding it anymore, he grabbed her face and kissed her. Opening her mouth to him, Tara melted into his passionate kiss, moaning when he pulled her lower lip into his own. They kissed and kissed and the fog in his head got a bit clearer when he heard the unbuckling of his belt. He pulled away for her lips and looked down to where her hands were unbuttoning and unzipping his jeans.
"Tara?"
She looked into his eyes and he noted how dark they looked to their usual green. She gave him a smirk and dropped to her knees and he swore he heard himself gasp. Her hands rested on his waist and she pulled his jeans and boxers down simultaneously. He kicked off his sneakers and help Tara by stepping out of his jeans and kicking them behind him. With her delicate hands, she removed each one of his socks.
Standing, Tara leaned in and kissed him, while her hands travelled to down to where his cock was throbbing. She stroked him and kissed him and Jax knew he would have to slow her down before he embarrassed himself.
Pulling away and leaning his forehead against hers, he took deep breaths to calm himself down, but damn did her hand feel good around him. He closed his eyes and moaned when she slowed down her pace.
She licked a trail to his ear and took his lobe in between her teeth. Sucking gently, Tara pulled away and whispered into his ear, "love me, Jax."
He opened his eyes and looked into her green orbs.
"Are you sure?," he whispered and part of him wanted to kick himself for asking but he knew the importance of this decision for her.
She nodded as she rest her hands on his chest. "I love you so much, Jackson."
He pulled her closer and wrapped his arms around her. He felt the heat of her body and he just wanted her with him for the rest of his life. The love he felt for her was all consuming and he wanted to be scared but he wasn't.
"I love you, Tara Grace Knowles."
She looked up at him and smiled. He leaned in and kissed her full lips with tenderness and love. His hands made their way to her hair and she tilted her head to give him more access to her mouth.
Slowly he backed her to her bed his hands slowly roaming her soft body. He wanted her so badly but he had to take his time so to make it pleasurable for her.
Settling her gently on her bed, Jax hovered over, pressing his body to hers as their tongues danced together slowly and erotically. He felt the heat of her center as she opened her legs to him and he settled in between them as he placed lingering kisses and love bites on her collarbone.
Tara moaned when he sucked on a sensitive spot, he knew drove her wild. By the time he got to her breasts, Tara was panting and clutching her sheets. He took his time with each of her breasts, slowly licking and gently biting each one until her nipples were harden peaks.
He made his way further south and he paused in her belly button, licking it and then making his way down further. He gently spread her legs further apart and saw how much she wanted him. Looking up at her, he saw how Tara had her eyes shut tightly, her breathing coming out ragged thru her parted lips.
"Look at me," he whispered. When she opened her eyes, he saw the passion and love for him. That made him swell even more. He dipped his head in between her legs and licked her.
Tara moaned and he teasingly started licking and sucking her, never applying the pressure he knew she wanted. He continued lapping on her sweet juices until she shut her eyes again and he abruptly stopped.
She opened her eyes and silently pleaded with him.
"Keep looking at me babe..."
She nodded her head, a light layer of sweat covering her body.
She moaned when she felt his tongue circling her nub. She wanted to cum so badly but he kept teasing the hell out her. She tried to close her legs but he kept them open with his expert hands.
She kept her eyes on his, like he wanted and she swore he was smirking at her as her cries of desperation started to get louder.
"Baby, please..." she moaned.
He pulled away, "tell me what you want, Tara." He gently inserted a finger inside her. His finger went in and out in such a slowly torturous way that she thought she would burst.
He kept going in and out, his smile getting wider the louder she got.
"Tell me what you want Tara…"
She gasped when she felt him insert another finger inside of her, stretching her walls as he continued to provide her with intense pleasure.
"Oh God, Jax…" she panted as she felt her eyes drifting to a close.
Jax stopped and she opened her eyes and looked at his face, still in between her legs. "Keep them open, babe."
She nodded and he kicked up the pace of his fingers. "Tell me what you want…"
Tara looked deep into his blue eyes… "You. I want you, Jackson. I want you," she gasped.
He dipped his head in between her legs and started tongue fucking her as his fingers picked up speed.
The sounds that were coming out of her mouth were driving him crazy. She was keeping her eyes opened for his sake… he wanted to see her cum. Wanted to see the pleasure cross her face when she reached her peak.
He increased the speed of his fingers and tongue. He felt her get rigid as her moans became louder and louder. Her hands made their way to his hair and she tried to get him closer to her center as her orgasm started building up.
"Jax…"she panted over and over again.
He felt her cum inside his mouth as she screamed his name. He drank her in as she gasped for air. She moved her hips in synced with his tongue as she rode out her orgasm.
He wanted to be inside her so badly.
Finishing up, he moved so he hovered above. She grabbed his face and kissed him with all her might. They kissed and kissed and he wanted to be inside her so badly.
He pulled away. "Tara…" he whispered as he looked into her eyes. "Are you sure?"
She nodded. "Look inside the drawer," she looked at one of her night tables.
Jax leaned over to where the night table stood and opened the drawer. He looked inside and saw a box of condoms.
He looked at her and she actually blushed. "I knew this would happen one day; you and I making love. I like to be prepared." The red flush spread across her chest.
Jax laughed as he opened the box and took one of the foils out.
He sat on his hunches as he opened the condom and put it on. He swore he got harder as Tara watched him put the condom on.
He moved so he hovered above her. He placed lingering kisses along her face and she opened her legs for him.
With one hand, he placed himself on her entrance inching closer to her.
"It's going to hurt," he whispered.
"I know. I am ready. I trust you, Jackson."
He gently kissed her lips and he felt her tremble.
He paused and looked into her eyes.
"I love you, Tara."
She felt a tear slipping down her cheek.
"I love you too, Jax."
He kissed her tear away and with a gentle move of his hips, he pushed into her.
Tara gasped as she felt the pain of her seal being broken.
Jax stayed still as he waited for the pain to fade.
She moved her hips and tried to get adjusted to him. Jax groan with every wiggle and after a few moments, she nodded. "I'm ok."
He placed a small kiss on her lips and moved so his cock was barely inside her. Tara groaned as Jax moved his hips forward. Jax moved in and out of her, gracefully moving his hips in slow, circular motions.
She started to match his movements with her own and she felt the pleasure with each meeting of their hips.
Jax placed his hands above her head and changed the angle.
"Fuck," she moaned as he hit a new sensitive spot. He groaned as he felt her nails digging into his back and the muscles of her pussy tightening.
Her nails were cutting into his back. Tara wrapped her legs around his waist as she arch into him, her moans getting louder.
"Baby, go faster… Please…"
Jax felt the sweat running down his face as he picked up speed.
He felt the pressure of his orgasm building up on his lower spine and balls.
He grabbed her hands from his back and placed them over her head, their fingers intertwined.
He placed kisses and love bites along her arch next.
"Jackson…" Tara moved her hips faster and tighten her legs around his waist. "I love you, baby…" Her breaths were coming in fast pants.
One of his hands made their way to where they were connected.
As soon as his fingers touched her center, she fell apart.
She screamed his name, the waves of her orgasm making her body tremble as he pounded into her.
Jax moaned loudly as he felt the pulses of her walls.
He kissed her and their tongues waged war with one another, before he pulled away.
"Fuck baby, I am going to cum."
Tara groaned as he moved faster and harder. She met his moves with the same force.
She looked into his eyes. "Cum for me, Jackson."
He felt her walls pulsing again and she screamed his name again as a second wave took her body.
This time he didn't hold back.
He looked into her eyes as they both ascended into nirvana.