A/N: You guys have been, as my niece says, "super much" patient, and I appreciate it deeply! This chapter's a little short because the next one is giving me trouble, but I finished this part and figured I could give you something. :) I love all of your reviews, and hope you enjoy this segment!
Chapter 10
The Captain gathered a few necessities from his cabin, then paused before he left the room. Feeling more than a little foolish, he returned to the bed and plumped the pillows, then began digging in the closet for suitable nightwear for one as small as she. Perhaps one of the women who visited the men had left something behind? Even as he searched for a nightgown, he frowned at the thought of her wearing something that had been worn for such purposes. She should have something untainted.
Caught in a moment of rare indecision, he finally yanked out one of his old, well-worn shirts, and laid it on the bed, then turned and stormed out of the room with his belongings, refusing to look back. He'd already done enough foolish pandering to the girl; if he wasn't careful, she'd be running the ship before long. It was hard for a Captain to be regarded as bloodthirsty whilst asking a dainty chit if she'd like sugar with her tea.
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Smee opened the door for Wendy, grinning all the while. "Captain's orders, Red-Handed Jill," he said cheerfully as he pushed her in.
She took in the scene with one wide look, then whirled, eyes flashing with anger. "I beg your pardon? Surely you are joking."
Smee raised his eyebrows. "You don't like it? This is the Captain's room. There's nothing better in the whole ship!"
She folded her arms. "I am well aware of the Captain's tastes. I simply object to being forced to share occupancy." She knew there had been a spark of attraction, an electric arc connecting them, and something more subtle that bonded their very souls together, but for him to have the audacity to assume that she'd repay his actions on her behalf with her body... well. She had a few things to say about that.
She realized that Smee was laughing so hard that he was clutching the door for support. She assumed her most regal posture and stared at him imperiously. "Is there something I have overlooked?"
The man wiped his eyes and resumed grinning at her nearly maniacally. "Why yes. The Captain ain't here, is he?"
She looked about, paying special attention to the shadows where he was wont to lurk. "I suppose not."
Apparently that was her answer, for he blinked at her as if she were slow. "Well, then." The little man began to walk out of the room, then paused and turned. "The Captain isn't in the habit of forcing women to his bed," he added in a confiding tone. "I would've thought you'd know that." Then he closed the door, leaving her gaping after him, uncertain if she were confused, insulted, or simply annoyed.
She finally decided to ignore it, tantalized by the opportunity to look about; it was not every day she was given unrestricted access to the personal chambers of the very man who captivated her so.
The most prominent object in the room was the bed, and she found herself drawn to it relentlessly. It was large enough to sleep three men comfortably, and she forced herself to refrain from thinking about who had shared it with the Captain in the past. That sick feeling in her stomach had nothing to do with jealousy, it was simply a result of fighting with him before dinner.
She forced her concentration back to the bed. The pillows were down, and the sheets were made of silk. Laid out on the end of the bed was a large shirt. Had someone set it out for her? It could fit as a nightgown for her, so she assumed it had been left intentionally. She touched it hesitantly, and found that it was quite soft. It didn't seem new, instead it looked as if it had been worn often, but it was clean. Had he left her one of his shirts? She found her cheeks flushing at the idea of wearing something of his to bed, especially as well worn as it was.
Wendy blew out a breath in a sigh. "Snap out of it, Jill," she muttered, and turned her attention to the rest of the room. Unsurprisingly, the walls were lined with bookshelves, and the books did not seem to fit any one genre. Apparently the Captain had varied taste, as she looked over the shelves. She could easily enjoy her time here. She forced herself to just skim the titles, since she didn't have official permission to disrupt his belongings. Scattered around the room were various weapons in form of disrepair; it looked as though he was in the habit of mending his own artillery. On his desk lay a rather detailed sketch of the inner workings of new machinery, alongside a book on philosophy. He seemed to be rather more complex than she had first imagined.
She smiled as she looked back at the bed. As grand gestures went, allowing her his room certainly fit the bill. She wondered if he knew that she'd have trouble sleeping in his bed.
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Wendy sat up again, and pounded her pillow in frustration. She kept rehashing her earlier argument with the Captain, and retorts were cycling through her mind. He had brought up valid points; she had thought him a villain, so he had acted like one. Had he truly been ready to kill them? When he had forced her to tell Peter's story, he had seemed so tormented, driven by a frustration that ran deeper than a mere boy's game.
And when they had been arguing, she'd felt... something from him. When he'd accused her of orchestrating the story to her own happy ending, she could've sworn that he was feeling pain so fierce that she nearly gasped aloud at the sharpness of the ache. And she'd caught a glimpse of a memory of herself and Peter, dancing on air together. Her face had been suffused with light, joy and hope shining in her eyes as she gazed at the Boy Who Would Never Grow Up, even as she had desperately wished that he would. Had the Captain seen them together?
She groaned aloud, and turned over again. She was never going to fall asleep.
It was his fault, really. His very presence surrounded her; she was trying to sleep in his bed, wearing one of his shirts, and yet she was trying not to think of him. It was hopeless.
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The Captain puffed his cigar in the library, purposefully thinking of nothing, concentrating on keeping his mind free from the clutter of memories and emotions. So far, he'd been able to keep from thinking of her a grand total of--he checked his pocket-watch again. Seventy-two seconds.
He gave up, and began pacing. She'd been genuinely upset when he'd accused her of manipulating the story. Had she truly been unaware of her power? She'd seemed so fierce in her defense that he wondered if she knew the power she carried even now. She still seemed constrained, limited. As if there was a part of her that held on tightly to control, no matter what. The only time he'd seen that control flicker had been when he'd discovered the bruises on her arms.
He frowned to himself, lost in thought. Those bruises had been mottled blue and green, showing signs of nearly healed skin, instead of freshly inflicted injuries. She had received the blisters on her hands here, but not the bruises. Where, then? And who was so bold as to inflict pain upon her?
When he thought about it, her pain threshold was quite high. She'd been bleeding profusely and had been knocked around quite a bit, but hadn't cried, or whined about her injuries. She had only objected when he treated her as inferior to him.
What was in her past that she was so unwilling to allow him to probe?
He gave up that train of thought and stomped down to Smee's room. Since he gave up his quarters for Red, he had kicked Smee out of his room instead. He was a gentleman, but he was not about to sleep in the common area with the rest of the men. As Captain, he needed to maintain an air of superiority as well as fear, and both were rather difficult when the men discovered you snoring in a hammock in the galley.
He took off the harness for his hook, groaning as the weight came off. It was a helpful contraption, but difficult to bear at times. The leather strap chafed, so he had taken to smearing the pulp of an aloe vera plant on his skin where it bled. Chief Tiger Lillie had shown him that useful trick; too bad she hadn't given him an extra arm to reach his back where it truly hurt.
He lay down on the lumpy mattress, grumbling at the courtesy which had necessitated giving up his own soft bed. The little chit should be grateful to him; if she was not, he toyed with the idea of forcing her to bunk with the men, but quickly cast it aside. Even he was not that cruel.
He sighed, and closed his eyes once more, his mind returning to her as if by default. He was not unwilling, this time, and indulged himself by wondering absently what she dreamed. He slowly drifted to sleep, with the scent of lavender surrounding him and a small hand on his chest. He touched her hair hazily and sighed with contentment as sleep finally took him.