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Chapter 10: Raw

The softness of a down comforter surrounded me. I felt warm and safe. The familiar smell of the forest and everything wild filled my senses. Before I opened my eyes, I knew I was in Jacob's bed. I savored the sensation for just a moment before opening my eyes to a room full of pictures of myself and Jake together. Countless memories from the time I was born until just a few days ago. Jake was obsessed with capturing my every development, no matter how small. Alice had taken the time to frame many of our moments together in matching chocolate brown frames. The one on the night stand was of me as a small dainty child poised in attack mode mirroring Jacob's movements with a deliciously wicked snarl on my face. My memories lay spewed across the room like an endless game of fifty-two card pick-up. The silvery beams of the moon broke through the open window and the wind whispered secrets untold throughout the thickness of the forest surrounding the house. I lay still to listen. Drawing in a deep breath my latest memory stole the peace from my mind.

I jumped silently to my feet, fully alert as I ran through the transferred vision. Alice. I sprang to the hospital wing to find her lying silently as before. Only a small sunburst shape burn on her hand remained as proof of the occurrence. I shuddered. I was apprehensive to touch her again. The chill of the vision still sound loudly in my pulsing blood. I lingered in the sadness for only a moment before making my way noiselessly down the stairs. My nostrils flared as the smell of blood trickled through the air. I drew in sharply, analyzing the stimulation. Steaks. I smiled and flew down the stairs into the kitchen knowing who I would find.

I bounded into the kitchen catching a glimpse of Jacob's face before he knew I was there. His onyx eyes seemed dull and lost in dismal grief. The corners of his plump lips fell wearily in a downward curve, even his limbs were uncharacteristically spiritless. I couldn't help but mark the beauty that his sadness made in contrast to his next expression.

"Nessie!" I cherished the inflection in his voice and the stone coldness of his eyes flamed with sourceless light. His face seemed to melt into a younger version of himself as if he had drank a potion that instantly restored youth. All of the worry evaporated as he clutched me tight surrounding me with all of his being. He held me close and quickly pulled back cupping my face in his hands. "I thought I was going to lose you," his happiness crumpled like paper in a fire. Even in sorrow, his appeal was debilitating. My knees weakened as I gazed hopelessly into his dazzling countenance.

"Oh Jake, I will never leave you." My eyes held steady locked with his. I felt his fingers delicately graze my cheek as he pulled a strand of hair from my face. Our foreheads touched as we sat, both absorbing the stillness of the moment. The sharp memory of a certain vision rushed through my mind bringing the blood hastily to my cheeks. I flared with embarrassment. I shook my head free of his hands, "How long was I out?"

He turned back to his culinary distractions throwing the raw steaks on the tiny barbecue that he thought fit to bring into the house. The open flames danced, searing the meat, "Rare, right?"

I flashed my teeth, "Raw would be fine with me," I laughed gently. I knew he enjoyed cooking because it was something he could do for the both of us. I smiled, flirtatiously bumping into him. "You know how I like it." I allowed my eyes to glistening and meet his for a quick moment before I turned and hopped onto the counter swinging my feet nonchalantly.

"You've been sleeping for almost two days." he murmured quietly staring at the grill.

"Oh, really? I don't feel very well rested," I shrugged my shoulders gaging his response.

"Well, I wouldn't call it good sleep," he replied worriedly, "You tossed and turned, mumbling the whole time. You're parents are really worried."

"My parents? Where are they?" I looked around knowing that they weren't in the house.

"I finally convinced them and the others to go hunt. I agreed to stay here and watch over you and Alice. Things are getting mighty tense around here without the crystal ball to reassure everyone." He pulled the steaks from the grill and lopped them on a plate. He tossed me a fork and knife. I filleted the meat quickly and popped a piece in my mouth. I chewed slowly enjoying the steady flow of blood oozing from the barely cooked meat. I closed my eyes and concentrated on the flavors dancing in my mouth. "They said that they would be back by morning. Carlisle is worried about Alice, she hasn't fed in quite a while now." I nodded and kept throwing down slice after slice. "So, looks like its just you and me, kid." I glared at him. I hated it when he called me that. "Ahh, come on Ness, we both know you're not a kid anymore." A serious air surrounded him.

Suddenly, the tension was thick. Our eyes met and his cheeks flushed with heat. Alice's vision engulfed my thoughts. He moved quickly and grabbed my hand. Jake was the only one who knew that my thoughts could be literally stolen if he was quick enough to touch me in the midst of an intense thought. He usually respected my boundaries and waited for me to show him what I was thinking, but this instance must have proved too tempting.

I retrieved my hand, but it was too late. My whole face burned as he just sat there in front of me, eyes wide and stunned. "But... but," he stammered in confusion, "that hasn't happened! And, how did you make the pictures from my point of view?" I hung my head, ashamed that I hadn't shared mine and Alice's revelations with my best friend.

"Alice sent me the vision Jake," he didn't look convinced. I fiddled mindlessly with the tile of the counter top. "She picked the point of view and then sent it to me by touch. For some reason I see her visions from an insider's point of view."

"And she chose to send you that vision from my point of view?" His anger was building, I could see his skin start to twitch.

"Well, not exactly," I trailed off, unable to lift my eyes to his, "I chose." My body stiffened with guilt and fear of his response.

"Nessie," he said chidingly.

"I know Jake, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have, I just... I just wanted to know. That's all." My eyes slowly made their way up to see his expression. He seemed over come by something. His eyes glazed over giving him an airbrushed luster. He moved closer to me, seemingly deep in thought.

"I want to know too, Ness," he whispered breaking his trance. Before I could respond, I felt the softness of his lips crush haphazardly against mine. A moan escaped as he delicately parted my lips with his tongue. I gave way to his advances and lustily responded. He pressed himself between my legs as I sat on the counter. The heat radiated from him like the sun. I basked in his rays as our lips pressed urgently together. My arms reached around his body pulling him flush against me. I liked the way his chest felt pressed hard against my breasts.

The combination of Alice's vision and the heat that was building within me at this second was too much. I felt myself loosing control in a fiery burst of passion. I tore at his shirt ripping it into white little shreds that littered the kitchen floor around us. I freed myself from the confines of my clothes in one smooth motion, our mouths never parting. I tugged feverently at the button and fly of his jeans. I could feel his cock straining from beneath the denim. I moaned hungrily running my lips down his throat. His smell was intoxicating. I could hear his hear pumping without restraint. Flashes of red and gold played in my mind. I swallowed hard as the thirst found its way into my thoughts. His lips found the taught skin of my exposed nipple and my body returned to its state of lust pushing the thirst deep into me. I threw my head back gasping with pleasure. I pulled his head against my chest wanting more and more. I pushed him back and sprang to my feet seizing his pants and ripped them at the seams. A moan escaped his succulent lips when my fingertips softly stroked his hardness. I smiled with intense desire. The sight of his long and thick cock sent a wave of wet heat throughout my body. I fell to my knees hungrily taking the head into my mouth. I slowly circled it with my tongue all the time moaning with my own desire. I instinctively wrapped my hand around his shaft and sliding it up and down in time with the sucking motion of my mouth. The yearning pulsed from between my thighs. He pulled me to my feet and swept the table clear with one motion of his perfectly sculpted arm. He lifted me carefully to the table and climbed on top of me. My hips bucked up against him. I clutched the back of his head pulling our faces together. His breath felt delicious on my lips. My tongue flicked over his lips, "Please Jacob, I need you."

"Are you sure?" his husky voice whispered into my ear. I felt his voice quiver all over my skin. I moaned and lifted my hips in response. His hand found its way to the arch of my back, he positioned me as I felt the head of his shaft pressing lightly at my opening. My slit was slick with juices and his head was throbbing in anticipation. He kissed me hard as he rubbed his cock all over my pussy. "I said, are you sure?" I felt him so close. His eyes were portals to his soul and even without Alice's vision I could see his love for me.

"Yes," I panted as he thrust deep inside of me. The sharp pain sliced through me like the plunge of a dagger. I felt blood fill my mouth before I realized that I had sunk my teeth into his chest. He gasped, but the pleasure from below must have overshadowed the pain because he kept thrusting. His skin began to heal as I hungrily licked the remaining drops from the wound. The taste of his blood washed all the pain from my body. I bucked wildly beneath him. I dug my nails into the fortitude of his back. I felt the table begin to give way beneath us. He must have felt it too because he lifted me effortlessly from its wooden surface and without breaking our union we found ourself surrounded by downy softness of grass. Outside the confinements of the house, the moon fell on our naked bodies showering us in its magical glow. The coolness of the night air tantalized my sensed in contrast to our heat. He paused, also taking in the appeal of the night. He pressed his lips back onto mine and continued his rhythm. I closed my eyes to waves of red and gold playing to the music of our hearts. Jake flipped me delicately to my knees and pushed himself into me from behind. I closed my eyes screaming in agony as I felt his cock ripping into me, pulling me apart. Without opening my eyes, my mouth closed on the flesh of his wrist. His luscious blood cascaded over my lips and dripped down my chin. He thrusts continued mercilessly as he moaned into my ear. "That's it baby, take all of me." My eyes opened in shock as I realized that he was offering his blood to me. The thought of this echoed within my core. I sucked harder as he pumped harder into me. His other hand reached around tapping my clit. I wriggled beneath him, unable to stop the blood flowing into my mouth or the cock pummeling into my opening. My veins flamed with desire. My eyes closed back on the blood red flashes as a feeling of serenity and complete lack of control crashed over all of my senses. I shook with the intensity of my first orgasm. My muscles held him tight inside of me and I released his wrist from my mouth panting.

He repositioned me beneath him again and resumed his passionate momentum. My whole body tingled and I felt limp in his arms. I swooned with his strength and took great pleasure in watching his face as he moved steadily in and out of me. My hunger was sated, but my lust soon returned seeing his desire mount. I moved in time with him, watching his beautiful face. He began moving faster and faster. His cock pushed excitedly in and out harder and harder. I was screaming with the pleasure as it moved between that and pain. His fingers began to tear into my flesh. I was building on another orgasm and I could feel his body beginning to tighten. His skin twitched and his eyes were wild with his desire. His name escaped my lips over and over as I came closer. He pumped even harder. I thought I would lose my mind. I began to tighten my sheath around him as I came like crashing waves over his cock. My eyes fell closed and his body twitched and pulsed and ripped into me. He groaned loudly and when I opened my eyes, shock over took me...

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