I felt my eyes flutter open as I saw Stefan staring down at me. "What" I asked suddenly feeling self conscious. "You stayed" he said incredulous. "Of course I did" I said shrugging nonchalantly as I stood up to stretch.

I stared down at the ground tracing the patterns. "I think it is time for story time Stefan" I said quietly as I looked up at him. "About what" he asked curiously as he sat next to me. "My past" I said quietly. "When you first turned" he asked. "Yes the best time in my life" I finished with a bitter chuckle.

"Ok well spill" he said beckoning for me to continue. "I woke up the morning by the quarry all alone." I paused feeling my mind go back to that day.

Flashback

I felt my eyes flutter open as I looked around my settings, trying to get a speck of an idea of where I was. I was by the quarry, and alone. The heavy feeling of something around my neck weighed me down eternally. I looked down to see a pretty blue stone in the form of a necklace.

I got up wanting to go back home. I than saw a girl coming down to the quarry to bathe. I grabbed hold of my skirts and ran over to her with a thankful smile. She than looked at me and her eyes widened visibly. "Alexis Forbes, you're alive" she breathed out incredulously. I than felt a weird thrumming in my head. My eyes wandered down to her neck unknowingly.

I than felt something stab at my gums. I fell to the ground crying out in agony. "Ahh help me" I cried out to the girl facing the ground. She knelt down to my level lifting my face up to look at her. Her eyes widened her heartbeat picking up. "I'm so sorry" I said through my tears, as I unconsciously lunged for her neck.

I sunk my teeth into her neck leaving a mark. I sucked her life away greedily suddenly not feeling one single ounce of guilt. I was hungry and it was so good. Her heart soon stood at a still.

I let go of her body laying her gently on the ground. I looked down at her to see her cold, dead and nothing at all. I closed my eyes suddenly feeling a newfound strength I never felt before. I smiled widely laughing out manically. "I'm a creature of the night, a bloodsucker" I said to myself out loud.

I picked myself up, and walked off into the woods. I than saw Jameson Fell walking out in the woods with his hunting gun slung across his shoulder. "Jameson" I called out my voice suddenly sounding unfamiliar to myself. He looked over in my direction and saw me. "I need your help" I cried out throwing myself in his arms.

I cried into his shoulder faking the whole thing. I opened my eyes, to see I was now facing his pulse joint. "What is it Lexi" he asked rubbing my back soothingly. God I would hate to do this to him, he actually meant something to me.

I felt my fangs painfully snip out. "I'm sorry, I love you" I whispered against his neck as I lunged biting into it swiftly. I covered his mouth with my now small bloody hand. I wildly took all that I could get, which left him dead.

I dropped his corpse licking the excess blood off my lips. I than looked to see his now girlfriend just cam and saw the whole scene. Her mouth widened as she saw me, and turned to run and tell someone. But as an instinct I couldn't let that happen. I channeled my energy and blurred over in front of her.

I gripped her head violently and snapped it in a flash. She was dead now to. I shrugged helplessly and decided why not just drink her blood since she's already dead. I bit into her neck and sipped her blood manically.

I dropped her body with a moan of pleasure. I knew I was full now and wasn't hungry.

I than stood still hearing a familiar voice. "Stefan since Alexis' recent disappearance, I think you need to get out more and do not sit hiding in solitude of your room" Giuseppe Salvatore's Italian accented voice resonated through the air of the day. "But father do you realize how special Alex is to me" Stefan's voice became clearer as I pulled myself closer to them still in the shadows.

"Yes I think I have a pretty good idea, but you mustn't sulk, you have to move on and find another wife to wed" Giuseppe declared stubbornly as he left Stefan with the horses. "But who else can I find as good as Alex" he whispered to himself silently.

"Stefan, I love you" I projected mentally to him, knowing that was one of the many powers that vampires had. I peeked out to see Stefan turning around in every directions confused.

"Alex please come back to me" he pleaded out agonizingly. I than felt a sudden huge weight crush me to the ground. It was sorrow. I blurred off wanting to avoid any emotion.

I than stopped and realized I was now out in front of the Lockwood mansion. I sped off seeing it was now twilight reaching into the night.

I saw some men were coming home in the carriage. They saw me and stopped staring at me fearfully. "Ma'm what happened to you" they asked ignorantly. I decided to not even talk, I lunged for one burying my fangs into his neck viciously devouring his life. I dropped him relentlessly, and blurred in front of the next one running away. "Not so fast Sir" I hissed out as I lunged for him heartlessly.

I dropped him and smirked. Hmm this will be fun for a while I guess, but I have to leave Mystic Falls. I knew Katherine was the whole reason for my turning, so I decided to leave a message. I ducked down and started clawing at the man ripping him apart. I ripped out his heart chivalrously not feeling nothing but hatred and evilness surrounding my now fading soul.

End of flashback

Stefan stared over at me incredulous. "That is my first day as a vampire" I said helplessly not knowing what else to say really. "You were badass" I heard Damon remark as I whipped my head over to see him leaning against the bars of the cell casually.

Ok here is a quick update I wanted to get into more of her past I enjoyed writing this so I hope you liked reading it. Please review and give me your feedback on how this was it will make me happier.

Songs inspired

Cannibal by Kesha

Blow Me away by Breaking Benjamin

Crawl by Breaking Benjamin

Manic by Plumb