SO. MANY. TESTS.
I CAN'T TAKE IT.
Requested Song: Hurt
By: Leona Lewis
Pairing: RepliNami, eventual Anti RepliNami
Requested by: xxHikari-Kuraixx
WARNING: There is some SELF HARM and EMO-NESS in this chapter. If you're not into that, I suggest you wait until my next update.
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~Namine~
The blood spatters all over my silver dress. And even in the cruel sight of it all, I smile.
I can feel it.
I can feel the pain.
I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything
The knife is steady over my wrist. I wince as I pass it through.
You made me feel once.
Didn't you promise you would protect me?
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
Ha. You were full of lies.
Just like everyone else.
Sora promised he would remember me. Did he?
Nope.
Marluxia said that I was doing the right thing. Was I?
No.
You said you would always be there to protect me. Are you here?
Check my wrists to see if your doing a good job.
I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here
My life is nothing but a lie.
You were a lie. Sora knowing me was a lie.
I smile, I couldn't feel. Not now, not ever.
You're gone. Now it's just me.
What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt
You failed. You failed to protect me.
I hope you feel my pain as your own.
If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way
The smile still molds my lips.
Silly me.
I forgot nobodies can't feel.
You seemed to have forgotten.
Silly me.
OHH MY EMO!
~OmegaStarShooter14~