A/N: Small, but I think it does prove my point. :P

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#90 – Home

She has to sleep.

Her logically set mind feels obligated to rest. But words are always easier than actions. Lucy turns and spins around the dorm, trying to find something to occupy her hands and mind. There's no more thrown clothes to gather, no chocolate wrappings or pieces of parchment to fill the bin with. And she has to keeep her insomnia quiet. Her dormates won't be specifically happy if she woke them up in the middle of the night, specially Mary.

Bloody hell, she's aware of the fact that she has to go to sleep. She must. But she's unwilling to lay , if she does, she will clam down. And when she calms down she can think. Who would have said thinking was such a dangerous hobby? However, every single thing in this world can turn in a complete different form from the original when you're such a mess.

A mess. That's what she is. Three weeks left for the NEWTS to start, and she wishes she could just run away. Feeling prepared is an untouchable dream, and anxiosity is starting to eat her from the inside out. She has even argued with Stephan. Overreacting to his nonsense. Or maybe she's tha mad here. She sits down on the floor beside her bed as she seems unable to handle it. Unsure, that's what she is.

Lost. Desperate to see a sign, telling her what to do, give her a clue.

But nothing's there. Only her cracked nerves and foggy mind.

Nothing. Not even him. He had promised he'd be there for her. He knew it's a hrad task, double hard for her due to her nature and ,oh, well, her goals. Although there he is not.

And she can't take it ,she's unable to. She just doesn't function.

Doesn't worked right.

Can't do this.

She needs him to hug her. Or maybe not him. Someone she trusts. Someone who knows her. She needs a home.

And she's sobbing now, the now familiar feel of the tears down her cheek, she swears she'll be she's sure she'll keep her promise,

At least until the sun will fall, the day after.

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