A/N: Bet you all hate me now. There you thought I was gonna be nice. Muhahahah! Sorry. This is the end. Anyway I'm sorry but the name will not be Reneesme because I feel that is the name for Bella's own special child, and I already promised my friend I'd let her name the baby.

Bold is Bella singing.

I sat by window the baby asleep in her crib. It was three days since she was born and we'd had a memorial service today. Hannah wasn't there. But Molly was. She came over to me and kissed me. Told me that I did the right thing. I told her I didn't want to name the baby. Because that would be staking a claim in someone that didn't belong to me. She told me that fate planned this. So I should accept it.

I had a black dress on, and had already discarded my black stilettos. I sighed and peeked over at the sleeping girl. Emma Renee. The name just came to me. Her little lips parted as she slept. She was the most beautiful thing I'd ever seen. I don't know where everyone else was. I think Amy and Jacob went to La Push to see Seth and Leah. We didn't change Cassie so we didn't break the treaty. Not that it was our treaty. But apparently it goes with all vampires. I started humming as a song came to me head.

'It's like your a drug
It's like your a demon I can't face down
It's like I'm stuck
It's like I'm running from you all the time

And I know I let you have all the power
It's like the only company I seek is misery all around

It's like your a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me

And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

'Is that how you feel about me?'

I looked up at Edward. He was wearing a tux, open collar shirt and tie hanging loosely. I patted the seat next to me. He sat down looking over at the crib.

'You said you love me but I still seem to cause you so much pain. Tell me Bella, what should I do?'

'It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you
It's like I can't think
Without you interrupting me
In my thoughts, in my dreams
You've taken over me
It's like I'm not me
It's like I'm not me'

'Did you write that song?'

I nodded. It explains a lot of how I feel. Felt.

It's like I'm lost
It's like I'm giving up slowly
It's like your a ghost that's haunting me
Leave me alone
And I know these voices in my head are mine alone
And I know I'll never change my ways if I don't give you up now

'Bella!'

I chuckled and tapped my head.

'Can't read my thoughts?'

'It's frustrating.'

'I know.'

'I love your voice. So does she.'

I looked over at Emma. She was asleep but smiling. I looked at Edward.

'Her thoughts turn happy when you sing.'

'That song describes how I used to feel.' I whispered.

'Do you know one that describes how you feel now?'

I thought for a minute. I chose a different song.

Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe

You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me

So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe

My song was cut short as Edward's lips crashed into mine. Then suddenly I felt all the pain wash away and I wrapped my arms around him. I felt passion and hunger for a love that I missed for so long. Thank god I don't need to breath. He tasted even better than when I was human. I swear I'm crying on the inside. And his hand is now on the small of my lower back and his skin feels so…right against mine. And…oh. Wait.

'Edward…'

He moans, continued to explore my body which is just lovely but…

'Edward, the baby.'

Reluctantly he pulls back. I look into his eyes and it hits me.

'You really love me.'

'Truly, I do.'

I suddenly don't feel worthy of him but I don't want to let go. He pulls me closer and soon I'm snuggling up to him, my head on his chest.

'Is it safe to call you Bella?'

'When did you stop?'

He chuckles and I realise it's the best sound in the world. I smile, taking his hand.

'I was walking into the meadow. I was looking for it. Jacob was so guarded and I thought I was alone again. I stood there so broken. Then Laurent turned up. I stupidly called out to him. I try to lie as he came closer, saying that you were still in the house. But he knew. Knew so well that I was lying. Then he sank his teeth into my throat. I felt weak, then something collided with him. Next thing Jacob is stroking my hand. I realised then he was a werewolf. He didn't kill me. Broke away from his pack and lived with me and Charlie. I thought if I told you you'd come back because you were sorry for me. I thought you would hate me because I wasn't Bella anymore.'

'How could you think that?'

'You were so against changing me. It made me think you didn't want to be with me as a human or a vampire.'

'Bella, I… if I could…'

'You can't change the past. Only look forward to the future.'

I looked at little Emma. She deserved so much more than pain, anger and hate. After all, she was so special.

'Edward?'

'Yes love?'

'Will you marry me?'

He tensed and I looked up at him. He looked strangely uncomfortable.

'Bella, I know times have changed, but…'

He stood up and knelt before me. My eyes widened as he held a black box out.

'…I still want to do this the old fashioned way.'

He popped the lid open and I stared at the most beautiful ring.

'It's…magnificent.'

'It was my mother's. I want you to wear it. I've always wanted you to wear it. Marry me?'

I had a million things to say. Firstly, I wasn't serious. Secondly there was the internal debate to whether I was actually old enough to get married but let's not go there. And thirdly can you say sudden. So I went with whatever came out of my mouth.

'Yes.'

Bad mouth. But as he slipped the ring on my finger I was never more happier. I leapt at Edward and hugged him, placing kisses all over him. My hands slid under his shirt but he chuckled and gripped them. Well, tried.

'Bella, could we wait until after the wedding?'

I sighed and rolled off him.

'Fine. Mr Cullen.'

'Thank you. As soon as your Mrs Cullen I'm all yours.'

'Oh god.'

'What?'

'We're perfect.'

'Is that bad?'

'Yes, because we're both vampires and…'

'And?'

'Very old virgins.'

-xXx-

Okay, scary thing. Vampire/Human children grow very fast. It's been three weeks in which I moved into Edwards house, finally unpacked all my boxes and gave the evil twosome, Alice and Amy, full reign of my wedding. And Emma Renee is practically two. Also, no-one can smell her or hear her heartbeat. She bounces up and down on Jasper's lap and he never has that in pain expression that he had when I was human.

Jasper is her favourite uncle, much to Emmett's disappointment. She spends all her time trying to sneak up on him. The wedding is in one week. Just close family and friends. We've decided to slowly introduce Emma to all the other vampire clans. One at a time so that this doesn't get out of hand. So far so good. We're just nervous about this getting to the Volturi. But when that comes along we'll deal with it.

We've decided to do some research on the matter and so far Alice feels she's on to something. She gets very irritated when the werewolf come around. Apparently it gives her headaches. But she really likes Jake, even though she won't admit it. Edward and I are still going to Forks high. That way we spend more time together. Amy looks after Emma during the day. She's the best option because she can sense when other vampires are near. She's starting to get a hold of her ability. She can now sense other vampires even if she hasn't met them.

All in all life is great and for once it's working out. I finally feel happy. Not just content or barely making it but one-hundred percent happy. Blissful too. Looking at everyone around me, Esme, Carlisle, Emmett, Rosalie, Alice, Jasper, Amy, Jacob, Emma Renee and Edward, I feel at peace with life. Edward is smiling at me. I started opening my mind more, giving him free access to my thoughts. It's really hard and the connection is harder. Edward comes over and puts his arm around me. It breaks my concertration and I sigh, shaking my head.

'What?'

'You'd know what, if you didn't break my concertration.'

'I'm sorry, would you like to try again?'

'No, I like it when you have to guess.'

He chuckles and kisses my cheek. I smile and snuggle closer. Emma Renee looks up from where she was sitting on Rosalies lap. She giggles and waves at me. I smile and blow her a kiss.

'She's so beautiful.' whispers Edward.

'I know. Edward?'

'Yes, love.'

'Promise you'll never leave me.'

'I promise. It would cause me too much pain to be away from your side again.'

'I know what you mean.'

'Hey Bella!'

I groan and turn to the pixie.

'Yes, Alice?'

'About your hairstyle…'

Oh dear god, save me!

-xXx-

A/N: Last chapter! Also you know it's true, they're virgins and have been for awhile. First song was addicted and second song was you found me. Both by Kelly Clarkson.