Hi, thank you for all the reviews. I hope this chapter will satisfy you and you will review a lot more. Ahh I am so happy that I finished this chapter because I'm still thinking about to change some things but I hope that this is enough for you. I'll be soon back!
Monday. Clary really hated Mondays. You had to go to school that means getting up way too early. You still had the whole week in front of you. The only positive thing was after finishing school you could say. "One day. Four days to go."
However, she was still lying in bed staring at the ceiling. She wasn't fighting the sleep. She was fully awake. But she had this funny little feeling. In novels or movies they would say something would happen but Clary didn't believe it. Or did she? Dismissing this feeling and her thoughts she got up took a quick shower. As she came out off the bathroom she heard her phone beeping. She grabbed it and saw that she had a message.
Can't wait to see you. ~Jace x
Reading it she couldn't stop the smile which was slowly forming on her face. "What is he doing to me?" Clary wondered.
Suddenly, she was yanked out of her thoughts as someone knocked on her door.
"Come in." The door opened and revealed Jonathan.
"Hi, I'm gonna pick up Jace and the others. You okay riding your bike?" He asked.
"Sure, no problem." Clary replied.
"Mom and Luke already left. Luke got some new books and mom wanted to help…so I'm gonna go now…"
He motioned to the door and left. Thus, she switched on the radio listen to All you Are by Blue Box
When you're afraid of what your heart says
You fall into place with your excuses
Don't say what you mean if you don't mean it
If you're gonna dream why don't you dream it
You take all the wrongs and make it right
and break all the ties that held you tight
and wake up to find that this is all you are...
You follow the light your heart is strong
and make up the time that you have lost
and wake up to find that this is all you are yeah...
If you had a chance would you take it?
When you're caught in a lie and you can't fake it
yeah you're feeling the fire burning now
Now think of the way that you used to be
Is it a crime to say you're broken yeah...
You take all the wrongs and make it right
and break all the ties that held you tight
and wake up to find that this is all you are...
You follow the light your heart is strong
and make up the time that you have lost
and wake up to find that this is all you are yeah...
To life, to life, you come back to life
To life, to life, you come back to life
When you feel paralyzed and could not care
Well open your eyes and see what's there
yeah you can't deny that this is all you are... yeah...
and you follow the light your heart is strong
and make up the time that you have lost
and wake up to find that this is all you are...
Clary turned to her closet and picked out her outfit. She decided to wear a denim skirt and a blue lace vest today. Besides, she put on a cute bracelet and then applied mascara on her eyelashes. Thereupon, she grabbed her messenger bag and headed downstairs.(On my profile) A quick look on the clock which told her she had 20 minutes to arrive at school and then she grabbed an apple and a banana to eat. She quickly put on her shoes and leather jacket and went to the garage and after that she drove to school.
What Clary didn't know just in this moment someone from her past enrolled at her new school and he would bring a lot of troubles…
Jonathan had just picked up the lightwoods and started the engine again. Isabelle was talking with Alec in the backseat about this and that while Jace stared out of the window.
"So you and Clary?" Jonathan asked jolting Jace out of his reverie.
"What's with Clary and me?" Jace asked confused.
"Come on, you and Clary are together. I mean that's what Clary told me." Jonathan explained.
"Oh yes that's right."
"And why didn't you tell me?"
"Dude, are you being a girl or what?" Jace asked sarcastically.
"What? No but I would have liked to know that you like my sister, you know we are best friend…" Jonathan told him.
"Okay, I guess you're right. But I didn't saw you and Izzy told me you were hanging out with Maia."
"Hmm…yeah we were."
"So you and her..." Jace asked interested.
"Maybe, I don't know if she likes me that way…" Jace knew that Jonathan was mostly really shy about girls so he decided to push him.
"Well, I say go for it. What do you have to lose?"
"Thanks. So you and my sister. If you hurt her…" Jonathan warned and didn't end his sentence because he knew that Jace knew what he is capable of.
Clary arrived five minutes before the bell would ring. She parked her Ducati and went to search her friends.
She quickly found them but saw that another person was there and she immediately got a bad feeling. However, she walked towards them and tried to act as if nothing was wrong.
"Hi." She said quickly and Jace turned to her with a broad smile on his face. He hugged her but he could feel that she was tense. So he whispered in her ear so that nobody else could hear him.
"What's wrong?" He asked quietly. Clary knew that she couldn't just say 'hey I've got a funny little feeling since I woke up this morning' he would laugh in her face so instead she answered.
"Nothing. I'm just still very tired." She fake yawned and hoped that Jace would buy it.
She still a little hesitation in his eyes so she stepped on her tiptoes and kissed him fully on the lips. Not expecting the kiss Jace was surprised but immediately reacted and kissed her back.
Still kissing each other someone cleared their throat.
"Hey no PDA in front of me." Jonathan exclaimed. Clary and Jace broke apart a little bit flushed Clary brushed away her hair and saw Jace smirking.
"Hey Clary, I want you to meet Sebastian." As Clary heard this name she looked up at the person and was shocked to see her ex-boyfriend. The ex-boyfriend she hoped she would never have to see again.
Jace watched her and was surprised to see fear in her eyes but as quickly as it appeared it disappeared which let him wonder if he was imagining things but her face was still a little pale.
"Yeah, I know who he is." Clary replied coldly as she collected herself. She promised herself that she would be never ever scared of him again.
Everyone was surprised at her tone and Alec was the one who asked.
"How do you know him? He's my cousin." Sebastian smirked at Clary and said.
"Yeah Clary how do you know me?"
"You want to know how I know him. Well, here it is. He is my ex-boyfriend."
To say that they were shocked was an understatement. They were all gaping between Clary and Sebastian. However, Clary was trying to be tough from the outside but from the inside she was terrified as Sebastian smirked at her as if she was a piece of meat and still his.
Clary couldn't bear it anymore she excused herself and walked in to the school building.
Jace couldn't believe it. Sebastian was Clary's ex-boyfriend. This was another reason why he didn't like Sebastian. Since he lived with the Lightwoods, Sebastian always made it clear to him that Jace hadn't had a family.
The lightwoods were only trying to be nice because they knew his parents. Jace knew that this wasn't true but it still had hurt him to hear him saying such things.
At the moment he sat in his class and was waiting for it to end. He really had to talk to her. Clary, his girlfriend. He noticed the way Clary was shaking when Sebastian was looking at her. He had to ask why…
The bell rung and Jace almost flew out of his seat before the pinging stopped.
Clary was a wreck. She was nervous as hell. She tried to push away her memories but they wouldn't stop.
He entered the club and saw his girlfriend at the moment dancing in the middle on the dance floor. Guys were gawking at her but didn't try to go nearer because they knew that Clary was his girl. His name Sebastian Verlac.
Typical bad guy who of course had a lot of girls falling at his feet but he chose Clary. The total opposite of him. She had good grates and was nice to everyone. She was a good girl. But not for long. This was his mission.
They were dating for 5 months now and Sebastian didn't want to wait any longer. He walked towards her and slid his hands around her waist and pushing her in to his erection. Clary could feel him. He was never this straight forward. She tried to escape but so that nobody would notice in how much panic she was.
"Don't you like it?" Sebastian asked. His dark voice making her shiver and he thought it was because he was turning her on. She squirmed under his pressure and he let out a groan.
"Let's get out of here." He whispered in her ear and led her out of the club. His big hands grabbed hold of her delicate wrists and she had the feeling that if she would look they were already starting to bruise.
They arrived at his car and he pushed her against it attacking her neck. His hand wandered under her shirt making his way towards her pressed. Clary didn't see anyone else in the parking lot and she had the feeling that if she would scream…let's say it wouldn't help.
While he was kissing along her jaw line he fished his keys out of his pocket and opened the car.
He pushed her inside the car and climbed on her immediately and kissed her hard on the mouth biting on her lips so that she had to open her mouth. He pressed his tongue inside her mouth. His right hand started to unbutton her jeans and the other hand squeezed her left breast. He pulled away from her mouth and whispered.
"You don't know how long I've wanted to do this." He tore apart her shirt and Clary whimpered.
"Please, don't ...don't do this."
"Tsk…tsk doesn't Clary want to this?" He laughed but stopped abruptly and his eyes were black more black than usually.
"Well, sweetie" he stroked her cheek." I don't care."
And then he pushed away her jeans and her undergarments. Without warning he entered her. Clary cried out and sobbed. She couldn't believe that this was happing to her. She wanted her first time to be magical and a boyfriend who loved her and now here she was and nobody could save her. She…
"Miss Fray, class ended you can go now." Her teacher interrupted her but didn't notice the silent tears which were rolling down her cheeks.
Without a word Clary left the class room and made her way outside. She needed to see Jace. To be in his arms feeling safe.
Suddenly, she was yanked inside a dark room and in front of her stood Sebastian.
Jace walked along the hallway searching for Clary. He thought he saw her walking outside but then suddenly the red head disappeared.
Therefore, he went outside and joined the others but blank out their conversation waiting for Clary to appear.
There he was standing in front of her and Clary didn't even try to move. She was terrified. Everything she had promised herself, never to be afraid again, vanished. Only because he stood there looking extremely angry.
"I heard that you're Wayland's girlfriend now. Well, I've always know that you are a slut."
"Why do you care?" Clary tried to act tough but she knew that Sebastian didn't care about it.
"You're still mine." He said darkly and Clary shivered not liking the tone he always used to talk to her.
"Are you kidding me? I've never been yo…" Sebastian pushed her against a wall and leaned in and whispered in her ear.
"If I were you I would be careful to talk to me like that. You wouldn't want me to go the police and talked about your little secret why your father is really in a coma." Sebastian warned. Clary didn't say anything.
"This has to be a bad dream." Clary thought.
Sebastian kissed her on the cheek and left without a word. Clary slide down on the floor and stared in to the darkness.
Jace still sat outside when Sebastian joined them. He glared at him but all Sebastian did was smirking back at him.
"Hey, Sebastian, did you see Clary anywhere?" Izzy asked.
"I think I saw her walking to the music rooms." Sebastian said.
Jace stopped and left without a word. He almost ran towards the music rooms but stopped when he heard a melody escaping one of the rooms. The door was slightly opened so he could look.
Sebastian was right. Clary was on her way to the music rooms. It was her way to cope with things. She reached the music room and let herself in. Nobody was in there thankfully.
She thought about Jace. She really needed to talk to him. Maybe he could help her. She felt safe with him. When he looked at her she got a fuzzy feeling and just wanted to jump in his arms and never let him go. He was her Angel.
Thus, Clary walked to the piano and sat down sliding her fingers along the keys.
Spend all your time waiting
For that second chance
For a break that would make it okay
There's always one reason
To feel not good enough
And it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
Oh beautiful release
Memory seeps from my veins
Let me be empty
And weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight
Jace watched her as tears where rolling down her cheeks but a little smile was on her face. He entered the room quietly without her noticing it.
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort there
So tired of the straight line
And everywhere you turn
There's vultures and thieves at your back
And the storm keeps on twisting
You keep on building the lie
That you make up for all that you lack
It don't make no difference
Escaping one last time
It's easier to believe
In this sweet madness
Oh this glorious sadness
That brings me to my knees
In the arms of an angel
Fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room
And the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage
Of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
You're in the arms of the angel
May you find some comfort here
Arms wrapped around her and she immediately knew who it was. She leaned in to his touch. Absorbing the security she felt with him. She didn't care to wipe away the tears that were still rolling down.
"You have a beautiful voice, my angel." Jace whispered emphasizing the word 'angel'. He had listened to the lyrics and he hoped that she meant him.
"Jace?" Clary asked shyly.
"Yeah?"
"Will you be my angel?" He nodded, pecked her lovingly and said. "I Love You."
Well, what do you say? Jace said the three words. What is Clary going to do about Sebastian and her father? Review and I'll let you know.