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Chapter 10

I woke up to emptiness around me. I slowly opened my eyes, letting the light of the room surround me. As I opened my eyes I noticed I was in a bedroom with a dresser in the corner and the bathroom right in front of me. This room looked really familiar. I opened my eyes more, to behold the room.

"I was in Tom's room." I whispered. I clutched my head moaning. I slowly got up from the bed walking out to the living room.

"Tom.." I said a little weakly. I called out for him again.

"I'm here." He said stepping out from the bathroom. He wrapped his self around me.

"Are you okay." He whispered.

"Tell me that last night was a dream." He pushed me away staring at my eyes. I started to sob.

"I miss her Tom. She was my mom now how am I going to live without her every time I go home I pictured *sucks breath in* my mom there." Tom stroked my hair and carefully placed a kiss upon my head. I buried my face deeper into his sweet smelling chest. I pulled away wiping my tears.

"It's going to scar me. I'm not going to live" I walked away from Tom almost making it out the door till Tom caught me.

"No you can't, stop.." He pressed his lips against mine. My lips parted away slowly. My tongue begged for him to roam me. I let my tongue play with his lip ring till a noise broke our embrace. It was my cell phone.

"Hello."

"Izzy you okay are you feeling better?"

"No ken."

"Smile.. Ha-ha can you make it to work today?"

"My Moms.. And your asking me if I CAN come!!"

"I'm sorry from work I have to bring you to her memorial."

"No! *Before I let him say anything else*. I want Tom to take me." I took Tom's hand gripping it tight.

"I'll be there." I shut off my phone stuffing it in my pocket.

"Tom drive me home." Tom nodded and we both walked downstairs.

"Odd question what happened to my car?"

"Bill drove It home then… I picked him up." I made a confused face, to Tom It was pretty funny. After seeing him laugh I giggled. At least something good is happening today.

After getting dressed in a black skirt and a white blouse, I wrapped my hair into a perfect bun. I walked downstairs in the highest black heels I had, slowly downstairs I walked to Tom's car trying not to cry, that will mess up my make-up. As I sat in Tom's car, he drove off immediately.

I walked to the building with Tom our hand twined together. Bur one thing that was weird is why we weren't talking. I walked into the building to notice Kendall engaged in convo with Jesse McCartney. I walked up to them slipping away from Tom.

"Hey, and your all in black oh wait Funeral." Kendall said all confusingly. I gave him a punch and he flinched away into his office. Jesse noticed me and gave me an unexpected hug.

"You look nice in black." He whispered in my ear, which sent chills down mine spine. I was never comfortable with other boys besides Tom touching me. Suddenly I felt the pressure of his hug off of me. I noticed Tom pulling him away from me.

"Tom.. Nein." Tom got all up in his face ignoring me. I wasn't in the mood to help anyone.

"Why were you doin something with her ear." Jesse gave him an evil grin. The flashback of the kiss with Tom came to me. I shook it off and continued to watch.

"I was playing with it." My eye's grew wide open. Tom stared at me. I shook my head, letting a tear fall. Tom showed his sympathy face. Out of no where I saw a punch. That punch came from Jesse. My hand flew to my mouth.

"Tom!!!!" Tom got up and threw one punch back sending Jesse across the hall. Tom stalked up to him kicking him in the ribs. I saw the security guard coming to break it up. I ran to Tom, there was a little blood near his lip. I placed my lips on his to wipe it.

"Tom.." I gave him a hug. The security guard pulled Tom away from me, I quickly grabbed his hand..

"Ma'am he's going to come with us."

"NO! It wasn't his fault." The security guard let him go and took Jesse with him. I pulled Tom into a hug, my face buried into his.

"Nothings ever the same." I said into his chest. I saw Kendall coming out of his office.

"What happened?!"

"Blondie over there GOT INTO A FIGHT WITH TOMMI! Das IST DUMM!!! Stupid people these days." I rolled my eyes then suddenly started to laugh. Tom stared at me as well as Kendall. I looked at the time and It was time for the funeral.

"I don't want to go." I said finally.

"But she's your mom respect her and go there."

"No, I don't want to hurt my self anymore I'm pretty sure she'll forgive me.. Somewhere, but if I go crying will never stop." I smiled a calm smile. Tom took my hand into his. He gripped my hand hard, I gave him the reassurance back. Kendall grabbed his stuff and left.

"So since it's your last day what do you want to do."

"Be with you." Tom said.

"Oh I know the PERFECT place! But first you got to take me home and change." Tom sucked his teeth, then brought me to his car and took me home.

After getting changed in black skinnies, A white hoodie with my hair still up in a bun. I put some black converse on and ran to Tom's car (again) and we drove off.

"So where exactly are we going?"

"We are going to a CLUB!! Downtown, take a right then a left then straight then a right again." Tom took the turns. As we reached the club, the lights were sparkling as the sky grew dim. I stepped out the car waving to some random people as they winked back. I walked In all proud as Tom wrapped him self around me. I went over to the bar and sat down. Tom and I both ordered a beer. I took as sip then rubbed Tom.

"Remember when this was the night we danced then you took me home and then you ruined it!" I hit him after that.

"Ouch.." I rested my head on his shoulder.

"Alright ladies grab your man and dance this slow dance.." I pulled Tom to the floor. He moaned a little.

"Come on, stop this is your last day!" I put my arms around him, then rested my head on his shoulder as he wrapped his arms around my waist. I felt his hands going lower just like the first time we met. I lifted my head to give him a kiss.

"Last time I remember you barging out.." Tom said laughing.

"Yeah that's because I was late." I said snuggling closer to Tom. He rested his hands on my butt. Putting pressure on it. I closed my eyes picturing a happy place. The song was over I rolled my eyes and sucked my teeth.

"Was?" Tom asked.

"It's over!" He gave me a kiss, "Damn you worry to much, lets get you home young lady."

"Tom shut up!" We both walked to his car as he started his engine I wish I ever said this.

"Since your leaving me, are you going to forget me?" Tom hit my arm.

"Ow!" I hit him back. He fought with me like we were two little girls. We stopped but we laughed as well.

"No I won't promise." He pressed his lips hard against my cheek almost falling on me.

*Scary Music!! Will he break his promise…?? Oo0oh.*