Hi, guys! No time no see. xD. Well, this story is coming to it's end. It only left one chapter and it's done. I really want to thanks to all who revew me... I'm glad to see that you like my story, even if it's messy sometimes... My writing it's not too good, but at least I have fun writing it. Please, just do a little efford to revew this last chapters a make me happy! Byes.
It was a beautiful night in Killeen. There was no claud in the sky, and it wasn't too much heat either. Lilly was sitted in her front door, looking to the stars, thinking. She could hear James moving around in the kitchen, while he washed the dishes from dinner.
But her mind was far away from the comfortable cabain. Really far. Because she coulnd't stop thinking about the young boy with her eyes that saw that day in Scotty's house. How could he hide such a big thing like the fact that I have a son? She thought, with the angry still boiling inside. That's unforgiveble!
Althoug, deep inside of her, she knew that she didn't runaway because of the angry. She did it because she was scare... Scare to death. I mean, how could she managed to deal with a little boy, when she couldn't even deal with herself? It was too much. And her memory was still blank.
-Lilly... –called James, sitting next to her on the porch-. For how long are you going to hide in here?
-That's... None of your business –she answered, with that tone of: don't insist.
James ignored her.
-It is my business, because your're using me and this supposed life of yours as an excuse for not face your ghosts. Lilly, whether you like it or not, you have a family waiting for you. You should be trying to regain your true life, instead of being hidding here.
-But... –she started. Then, she was interrupted by James.
-No buts. You don't belong in here.
Lilly didn't add anything else. James was telling the truth. But she didn't feel ready to face those demons yet... She wanted to be prepared to confront the future: but for that, she needed to regain her past first. Now she knew that untill she recover her memory, she coulnd't go back to her family.
-Look, James, I know you're trying to help, but I don't need it. This is something I have to do by myself –Lilly took of her engagment ring and place it in James hands-. I'll never forget what you've done for me, you helped me to survive. I don't know if I would make it without your support. But now... I have to make it on my own.
-I know –James put the ring in his pocket-. But you're not going to make it here. There's nothing here for you... Not even your true memories. You have to go back...
She remained silent. James stood up and, kissing her in the cheek, he said goodbye. They both knew that, this time, there was no turn back. They will take separate ways, and probably never see each other again. This was the deal since Scotty showed up in her life again, and they accept it.
Oh, Scotty... Her mind flew again to that man she was obssesed with... Who was her partner once. She couldn't take him of her mind: she felt betrayed by him, and that was another reason why she runaway from Philadelphia. Besides the boy...
He was really cute, though. With the blue eyes, and the dark hair, he was the perfect combination between she and Scotty, and he probably grow up to be a handsome man. Now, the question was if she would be there by his side to watch him grow or not. Lilly realize that she didn't even knew his name...
Suddenly, without even think, she went to the living-room and graved the phone. She called Scotty, to force him to give her his name at least. But nobody answered. The answering maching activated and she could hear:
-Hello. This is Scotty... and Michael –the little boy's voice went straight to her soul-. We're not here right now so leave your message after the beep...
Michael... It's beautiful. A single tear went down her cheek, while she let the sound of that name get trough her veins. She asked herself who chose this name. Uncapable to answered, now she wanted to know all about him. His likes, dislikes, the kind of child he is, if he's quiet or if he's all day playing. She felt so scare when she saw him... In this moment of self conscience she knew what a huge mistake she made...
She couldn't help it though. Since she woke up in that hospital bed, she never thought about becoming a mother... All her strengh were focus on healing first, and to try to get ger memory back later. But then, the years went by with a blank memory, and the hope of getting it back flew out of the window... James were always there, supporting and always caring... For her, it was easy to believe she loved him too, because he was there for her in the worst time of her life. Now she know that she was fooling herself.
Finally, she got in and started to make a cup of coffee, but she drop it when she realize that a major headache was coming... Again. When she couldn't take it anymore, she went straight to bed and fell sleep almost instantly.
Lilly was in bed, turning from one side to the other, in her deep sleep... A hole bunch of images pass trouhg her mind, one after another, endless... Her sheet were swetty and the bed was a real mess...
-Hello. I'm Scotty Valens, your new partner...
Before she could awoke, another image came...
-You slep with my sister! How could you? I've told you, you can't trust her! You betrayed me!
And another...
-I've heard about your mom... And I thought to drop by, to see if you're ok... If there anything you need, I'm here. Just say Hey.
Lilly was fighting with all her dreams. The bed was even worst, while she twisted with the torturing pain she was going trough right now.
-Hey! –Then, a gun shot...
Lilly woke up with a loud scream. She sat on the bed, while her heart was racing in her chest and she was trembling uncontrolably. Finally, all her memories came back:
The day she met Scotty... All the troubles they've been trough, the support between them, in the goods, in the bads... All his help when she got shot, the day he confessed his love for her, and even better, the day of their wedding. Oh, he looked so handsome in his groom suit. She felt so proud of him... She knew perfectly that some women on the ceremony were jealous of her.
Then, Michael's birth... Suddenly, there they was... All the memories that a car stole from her.
Because she also remembered what happened to her the day she went missing, and how she got here... Looking for Christina. Not too far from here, her car went out of gas, and she had to walk to find some... 'Till she arrived to Killeen. Then, she wanted to call home to see how Michael was doing, but she was so lost in her thoughts, that she couldn't see the car that was coming towards her. The car hit her really strong, and she stayed there, in the floor, unconscius. The hit in the head was so bad, that she remained in a coma for several months, untill she awoke. She really had to fight for her life.
In the midtime, her beloved husband and her son had to live without her... She couldn't stand the hell they had to live in. Scotty's eyes nowadays were the proof of all the pain he had to suffer, because they had lost their bright. At least, not befor she reappear. Now, that bright sure was gone again...
Lilly got out of bed and went to her window, to look to the stars again. In that same moment, she promised that, no matter what it takes, she made sure that Scotty recover his natural bright and that he knows that she loved him, with memory or not.