A/N: I haven't posted in forever and I'm so sorry. Its holiday break now so I have time to post it is now one o'clock and I've been updating on all my fics since after school. Dear god I write to much on here and other sites. I hope you like it!

Narcissa cuddled up to Lucius.

What no one noticed lately was the bags under her eyes, the hint of running make up down her check. It wasn't noticed because she hid it well.

She sat with a plastered smile on her face at all times and no one knew that the thoughts in her head weren't happy at all. No one knew that inside she was dying. She didn't love the man she was laying with on the couch. She didn't love him at all. She hated her sister. It was because of her that Rodolphus had second thoughts.

The thought she was over reacting crossed her mind many times and most of the times she thought she was right.

But she loved Rodolphus so much, and they couldn't even be together... Narcissa bit her lip to keep tears back infront of everyone.

Rodolphus was staring at her.

Narcissa looked up feeling his stare.

He looked away.

Rodolphus was the exception to "No one" seeing the bags under her eyes and the hint of make up down her check. He noticed everything about her, the way she laughed. The way she smiled. Her fake laugh, her fake smile... which he was seeing so much of lately.

He knew the face he could once bring a smile to was the face he was bringing this fake smile too.

Narcissa stood up. "Lucius baby, I have to go to the powder room." Narciss said.

Lucius stood up and kissed her passionatly.

Rodolphus looked away.

"I'll miss you." Lucius said nibbling on her ear.

'No you won't you'll miss trying to get her into bed' Rodolphus thought bitterly. 'I would treat her so much better! She should be with me not hime' Rodolphus thought. He closed his eyes for a moment remembering the only reason they weren't together was he had wanted to stay with the woman who didn't give a damn about him.

Bellatrix didn't love him, and Rodolphus knew that.

He had ruined one of the best things to come into his life in a long time.

He stared after her and bit his lip. What could he do when everytime he spoke to Narcissa she told him to jump off a cliff and ran off. He never even had a chance to apologize. He never did stop trying.

Never

Time flew by and it was already Christmas Break.

Narcissa just arrived home. Bellatrix hugged her on the spot. "I missed you so much!"

Narcissa smiled at her smally.

"Doll Face and I are going to go town later. You and Lucy should join us." Bellatrix suggested.

"... I... I don't know.." Narcissa said.

"Come on, theres a play I want to go see and I won't be able to get Doll Face to go unless Lucius goes, and Lucius won't go unless you go so- please?" Bellatrix gave her sister a pouting face. "Alright, Alright... I'll go." Narcissa said.

"Good." Bellatrix said with a satisfied smile.

Narcissa forced yet another smile, it wasn't anything new. She'd been forcing smiles for months now.