Authors note: Chapter 10! holy cow, never thought I'd get this far. Thank you reader's for making me feel like what I write isn't actually shitty! I am greatful to you readers and to you reviewers, thank you very much. Anyway's enjoy and don't forget to Review!


"Oh Sanny, your a tease!" her blond hair whipped around her face as the wind blew across the open meadow.

"Well, if you'd just let me-" I try to explain but am stopped by a hand pulling me along a stone path. Huh, where'd that come from? Her light giggle is what keeps me focus, but yet distracts me enough to trip a couple of times as she pulls me along this never ending path.

The grass dances beside us as Brittany spin's in continuous circles; her blond hair swirling and twisting as the wind and the force pushes it in different directions, her smile brighter than I have ever seen and trust me, I thought I've seen it at its brightest before. As I walk closer I notice something a bit off about the place, the sky was a beautiful baby blue and grass was perfect, but it didn't itch. You'd think it would itch, because I'm wearing short-shorts and this is like prairie grass. But I just shrug it off, maybe it's the new lotion I've been trying.

"San come here and stop staring at me… its making me nervous."

"Why is it making you nervous babe? I'm only admiring my girlfriend." I try, and fail horribly, to give a hurt expression as Brittany's smile only grew.

"Well come here anyways. I want to show you something, last time I was here me and my sister sat on this rock, right over- hmm where is that damn rock? Oh right here!" I walk up to a large rock that Brittany is already climbing up on. Reaching her hand down, I take it gratefully as she hoists me up on top. "She told me that as far as I look, this world will never change. As long as you wish it, the world you live in will never have to change. She told me, right here, to look out there-" She points to the horizon of the meadow "and never forget the true beauty of what is around us. Never forget those who love you. Never give in to what everyone tells you to be and to always remember that you are special as long as you are yourself." I shift my gaze over to Brittany as she sit's with her knees to her chest, retelling me a story of her childhood. I feel a sudden rush of déjà vu. Like I've been here before, and that Brittany has told me this before. My face must've shown my confusion as Brittany smiled knowingly at me.

"San, you need to wake up, or else I will tell you this story again. I love spending this time, just me and you in this world. But babe you belong with the real me."

"What do you mean? Isn't this the real you?"

"I hate to do this, but you have been here far too long." I stair openly at Brittany, till she shift's her weight, putting her knee's down to place a hand on either shoulder.

"Do what Britt?" My voice softer than intended, when a sudden jolt hit's me as I feel Brittany push me off the rock; that's right push me! What the fuck. I close my eye's, fretting the feeling of the ground. But all I feel is a soft bed under me, no longer the sounds of nature filling my ears, but a loud annoying beep and slight shuffling around.

"She's awake." An unfamiliar voice announces, what feels like just inches away from my side. Opening my eye's slowly I see a white walled room, letting my eye's travel; I see my mama sitting in the corner of the room, my papa stand's at the foot of my bed looking at me as if I was born again, or died and came back alive. I guess that works too, but I just wanted to say I was born again. Wow your lame. Fuck you. Again- finally I see a set of blue eye's watching me carefully. Her smile, not full, but comforting and warm; I try to clear my throat, suddenly feeling extremely quenched.

"Water?" is all I seem to be able to croak out. Brittany jumps into action, reaching for a paper cup that she passed over to me. I inhale the cold water, thankful for the quick soothing it gives me.

"Good to have you back Ms. Lopez; you have been shot and lost a lot of blood, but after some more examinations I believe you'll be well enough to be heading home tomorrow. Only if your charts are looking positive." The man or doctor left the room pulling my parent's with him. Clearly to discuss something that I really didn't care too much about. Brittany stood motionless at my bedside. Just looking at me, her emotions hard to read; the only ones I can figure out is fear but also relief.

"I missed you." She finally say's, breaking down into tear's. I grab her hand and tug her onto the bed with me. It's small but I don't give a fuck. Pulling her in close, I move all the wire's out from under her and let her cry into my shoulder as I rub my hand up and down her back.

"I missed you too." I whisper into her ear while I begin to play absently with a piece of her blond hair. Her eye's find mine as she pull's away from my shoulder; supporting herself above me with her elbow's. Her eye's darting back and forth from my lips to my eye's; I can't judge because I was doing the exact same but adding little sneak peaks as her chest, not my fault their sexy and delicious. Leaning in slowly I feel her lips brush up against mine; I lace my fingers into her hair, pulling her deeper to the kiss as her tongue dances around with mine. Feeling her body slowly lowering onto of mine my pulse quickens, which the heart monitor pick's up quickly, sending doctor's and nurses running into my room to make sure I wasn't dying or something.

"Um- hi… I'm not dying, it's just… I got…. Well… umm… I'm okay" Is about the smartest thing I give the doctor's and nurse's who stair comically at me. Leaving me once again with Brittany, I feel her sucking on my neck as soon as the door shut. Working her way up to my ear, she nibbles on my ear lobe- making my body burn with desire- before she whisper's far to seductively to be coming from her.

"I love you."


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