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*** Ana ***

Wow, tonight was definitely going to be one of the top 10 most confusing nights of my entire life. Between being with Christian in what truly felt like heaven on earth and finding out about José's stupid stunt, i would never thought that i would end up being kissed so passionately by my very own fifty and still return home, alone and extremely sexually frustrated.

I mean, he clearly wanted me just as much as i wanted him, and my inner goddess had spent all night urging me to take a step and just let him have me right there in that gorgeous cottage, but i knew that the first time i let him in again i wouldn't been able to get away from him ever again and i just didn't felt ready to even consider getting back to him. Everything was still very fresh and raw in my mind, and i needed time to get my shit together before embarking in the rollercoaster relationship awaiting me with Christian. And now here i was, finally home, emotionally drained and just ready to get myself curled into a ball and sleep my troubles away.

Then, all of the sudden, i felt a chill run down my whole body and i felt something was wrong. But before i could even turn the lights up, i felt the sting of a needle, strong arms grabbing me, my head spinning uncontrollably and then, complete darkness.

*** ... ***

Damn, she was completely oblivious to my presence, probably rambling in her head about the wonderful time that fucker had provided her. I swear to god, seeing him kiss her in his car made me want to vomit. The only reason why i didn't run downstairs to stop him and beat him into a pulp was because i needed to wait for her here, to make sure she was never getting back to his filthy arms again. My poor, innocent Ana, tainted by his power and influence. But never again. I was getting her out of here and i was going to make her forget all about him and their disgusting short life together. She was going to be mine and i was going to make sure she was happy and had everything she could wish for with me by her side. Yes, that was the plan.

"You're so beautiful Ana. I'm so lucky to finally have you in my arms again. I can't wait to show you what i have planned for us and to see your gorgeous smile when you realize you don't have to be with that fucker Grey ever again. You're safe now baby, i'm going to take care of you" i whisper to her, stroking her smooth hair and touching her chest to make sure she was still breathing. I mean, the drug i gave her wasn't that strong but Ana was skinny and i was a little scared i might have overdosed the whole thing. But thankfully she was breathing, and she looked like she was at peace, at last. Now was time to get her out of here and into safety.

So i grabbed her in my arms, lied her down in her couch and went to fetch her bag i had previously filled with some essentials my princess would need to keep looking beautiful as always. And then i started to write a note , so that Kate wouldn't flip out when she came home and realized Ana was missing. I then typed an email using Ana's phone and personal account, officially resigning from her job at SIP. Yes, everything was ready and nobody was going to be worried about her.

After i had the bag in my hand i grabbed her and cradled like a baby, shielding her with one of her long coats so she wouldn't get cold and to make sure nobody saw that i was carrying her outside. I wasn't in the mood to answer questions or raise suspicions about this.

I gently walked into my car, placed her in the back seat so she would be comfortable and made sure the doors were locked, just in case she woke up in panic and decided to do something stupid like jumping out of a moving car.

When everything was secure and Ana was soundly asleep in the back, i started driving towards our destination, completely satisfied by my performance tonight. She was finally with me and now i could love her like she deserved.

After about three hours driving, a couple of stops to stretch my legs and make sure she was still asleep and comfortable, we arrived. I was beyond excited and i couldn't wait to have her full awake so we could get started on our life together. I truly felt like a teenager in love and i didn't care, she was the love o f my life and i had to save her, from him and most important from herself. Everything was going to be ok now, and we were going to be very happy together no doubt about that!

*** Ana ***

I opened my eyes and i found myself in a huge field filled with wild flowers, birds chipping away and the sound of a cascade invading my every senses. This had to be heaven because it was so peaceful and calm i could stay here forever. Then i looked at myself and i was dressed in a clean cut, white dress, so innocent like an angel would wear. I got up only to feel my feet rubbed against the grass, enjoying its freshness and taking in the overwhelming smell of pure and untainted nature around me.

Yes, this had to be heaven. But then, that meant i had to be...dead? No, i didn't feel dead, i felt more alive than ever before. I felt happy, carefree, young and blessed! I couldn't be dead could i? And then i see him, the impersonation of perfection himself, staring at me with those breath taking grey eyes and that million dollar smile. He was perfect in every way and now, wearing nothing but white linen pants and barefoot, i could see him for what he really was, he was the most beautiful angel i have ever seen, beautiful and still dangerous.

With a swift movement, he was in front of me, his lips brushing against mine, his heavy breathing rivalling mine, his hands awaiting my approval and then, without a word, i was his and he was mine. Our bodies moved, in unison, stroking, touching, kissing, licking, pulling and making every second count. We had been away from each other too long, and peace and calm were replaced for longing and lust. In his arms i could be truly happy, in his embrace i could be myself again, i could be whole again.

And just as it began, it ended. I was abruptly forced back into reality by someone calling my name and gently shoving me awake. I tried to open my eyes and make sense of the situation, but whatever i had been drugged with was still in my system and i just couldn't help but feel that no matter what awaited for me when i finally awoke, that peaceful and blissful place was where i wanted to be. I just didn't know just how much i would miss it in a few minutes.

"Wake up Ana! It's about time girl. Stop being lazy and just wake up love, we have so much to do" he said, with such excitement in his tone you would think he had just won the lottery or something like that.

"W-what? Where am i? What's happening?" i managed to mumble, almost inaudible, but somehow he could hear me just fine. I guess i was just too drugged to even hear myself properly.

"You're safe at last. Don't worry. I'm going to take care of you Ana. You're ok now" he assured me, but i couldn't help a feeling of unease about this whole thing. And besides, i was too drugged to make sense of the face standing in front of me let alone his voice. It felt somewhat familiar but still alien to me. Damn, this drug was strong! Or i was too weak. Either way, i needed to pull myself together because i could feel him getting closer and closer and just before i could manage a sentence, he grabbed me and pulled me to his chest, i guess. After brushing a strand of hair from my face, he kissed me, long and hard, his tongue invading my mouth, violating and dominating. I wanted to stop him, but i was too weak. I tried to push him away but ended up in the same place, in his strong arms, still being tortured by that mouth, so unfamiliar and unwanted it made my stomach sick and i felt like throwing up. Maybe then he would let go of me and i could get some grip on myself. But after a few disgusting and agonizing minutes he freed me, letting me catch my breath.

"You're delicious baby. I'm going to make you so happy Ana, just you wait and see. You are mine now" he said, causing my whole body to stiffen and dry up. This man, still unidentified to me, had drugged me, was kissing me against my will and now was promising me happiness. And i was his? What the hell? I had to sober up, i needed to figure out who he was before i could do anything else! He clearly was deluded and i was starting to get really scared for my safety. All i could think was that dreamy place and my fifty, all i wanted was to go back there and forget all about this sickening man in front of me.

"Stop. I don't know you! I don't want you! Let me go please" i begged him, desperately trying to reason with the obviously mad man.

"Ana baby, of course you know me. You're known me for so long. And you don't need to worry, you're safe now. Nobody will take you away from me ever again. I promise you that. You are mine forever" he said, and just like that, i felt myself numb to the possibility of never seeing Christian again and i knew, in that moment, that if i could ever flee this crazy man, i would go to him, no matter how far i was and i would tell him just how much i loved him. he was my one true love and i would fight till the end to be in his embrace once more.

"Now, we need to get you sober up. We have a lot to do" he says, grabbing both of my arms and ushering me somewhere, i don't know where, still drugged and numbed from the fear. Christian please! Find me! I need you! I love you! i pray, hoping that somehow, he would feel it and make his way in here to save me, my fifty in shiny armour!

*** Christian ***

It was now 3am and i couldn't sleep. Except this time, i was anxious about seeing Ana again. I couldn't wait for Friday to come so i could hold my beautiful woman in my arms. She truly was a beauty, in every sense of the word, and she evoked emotions in me that were foreign, until now. I wanted her, and i wasn't going to give up on her for as long as she gave me reasons to keep fighting. I could make her happy and for once, i felt like i deserved to be happy, but with her, no other woman could make me feel the way she did. I needed her, she was my salvation. Ana was the hero of my very dark and twisted story and i was going to make sure she saved me and i spent every day rewarding her for it.

And just like that, thinking about her with me, for the rest of my life, i felt myself relax and fall into deep sleep. She truly was the best remedy for my troubling mind, and she would be mine again.