Chapter 10

Bella's PoV

I didn't turn around immediately, just kept on glaring at the four vampires I wished to kill. Thousand things went through my head. I still haven't quiet given up to find a way.

Bella there must be some way? That can't be the end? Even if they change me and I can kill as much of them as possible or maybe even non...still, they wouldn't let me go, they would claim me as one of them! But I can't live as a monster, I really don't and I would have to find a way to kill myself? ... funny I think about suicide. I sighed...

And if I stay human? Can I really endure all the tortures? I definitely know it won't be pretty, well no torture is pretty right, so that thought was needless and ridiculous. I don't wanna think about what they would do, one is for sure, I'm gonna be their living blood-spender and whore and how long would it take for me to break, to loose my strength, my spirit, my will to survive? And then there is the other question...can I really make them kill me? For what price? And after what time? What am I gonna do? Do I have another choice? There must be something else? Which actually brings me back, what did Aro mean by 'he has something else that would maybe change my mind'?" With that I remembered the door opened and finally decided to turn around.

Suddenly it was hard to breathe, my lungs felt like they were bind up, my blood rushed from my head down to my feet, my heart felt like being stabbed with a sword. I couldn't stand upright anymore and let myself drop on my knees. Noooooooooo

Two vampires I haven't seen before, were standing on top of the staircase, they held Jason by his upper arms. He was undressed down to his boxers which were soaked in blood, his head was lowered so I couldn't see his face. Jason's chest was bruised, cut, sliced, his blood was everywhere, skin hang loose in some places and showed sheer flesh and veins, I guessed they were whip injuries. When I lowered my gaze to his legs, I had to swallow back bile. Jason's legs were both broken, his bones stuck out of his shinbones. I wanted to go closer, I wanted to hug him, I wanted to soothe him, I wanted to see if he's breathing at all, but I couldn't move, I felt numb and nauseated, my body trembled.

Then I heard Aro's voice behind me. "I have to say your friend got some spirit. He lasted long, no other human ever did, he kept on swearing, cursing and threatening what he will do if we would do so much as touch you. He's got a strong will to survive...but even the hardest can be broken in time...I'll tell you something else....I gave him the same two choices you've gotten and he didn't hesitate, No, he made his decision quick... I don't think I need to tell you what he choose, right?.... Take a very good look at him Bella!...If you make the wrong decision....lets just say, your torture won't be as bad as his, after all I don't want you dead, but still it won't be the most pleasant experience!"

The sight of Jason made me anxious, all the courage I had, left me and I was scared. I didn't see an escape or an alternative to what will come. "Is....is...is he dead?" my voice a mere whisper.

"Oh no...at least not yet...his heart's still beating, it's low but it's still a beat and his breath is shallow but other than that, he's still alive, but not for long. I can feel his pain, his thoughts are very open, his mind is not as withdrawn as yours, you know? But let me tell you something else, something that pleases me, after 3 days of torment we had him broken so far, that he ask one question, which I answered with a yes."

All I could do was frown, my head was blank, I just couldn't process what Aro just said and I didn't really care, I just saw Jason, battered and broken, barely alive, my last hope chattered in thousand peaces and I knew my fate as clearly as the view I had of my friend and partner.

Somewhere from behind I heard Demetri laughing, it was intimidating, I've never heard such a cold laugh in my life and it gave me goosebumps. He passed us, walked up to my friend and the two vampires, pulling Jason's head back and put one hand behind his neck, the other went around his waist. They looked like lovers. Demetri shifted Jason's head to the left and before I knew what was coming he sank his fangs deep in his neck.

"No you monsters, Noooooooo." I screamed with the top of my lungs. I could see how Demetri's pale throat worked over and over again as he drank and drained Jason, my vision blurred from my tears, I had a flashback of the same situation almost two years ago. I saw it all over again, my mom and Phil.

Jason stiffened in Demetri's grip, but whether because of pain or reflex, I couldn't tell.

"He's not gonna die my lovely Bella, Demetri is changing him right now." Aro said from behind. I didn't know what to do and didn't think, but I somehow managed to get up and just ran over to Jason and tried to pull Demetri away from him, I punched him over and over again in his back, but he didn't even flinch. After a few more seconds he stopped drinking and turned around, his eyes were pitch black his smile satisfied, I stopped hitting him as I saw Jason, his head dropped backwards, he was as pale-gray as the death can be, my emotion totally overwhelmed me with sadness, hopelessness and helplessness.

I just stood there and kept watching how Demetri took his knife and cut deep into Jason's chest, I was surprised that he still had blood in him as it dropped down his body, then Demetri cut across his own palm and pressed it against the gashing wound. Seconds or maybe even minutes later he pulled away, smirked at me and left.

I stand inches away from my friend, I couldn't help it but put my arms around him while the two vampires still held him, I didn't care about the blood and that it smeared me completely. I laid my face against his chest and hugged him. He didn't move, didn't say anything, did nothing. I pulled back, so that I could see his face again, with trembling hands I touched both his cheeks, holding his head up and tried to look him in the eyes, but they were closed. His face didn't look any better than the rest of him, I cried so much now, that I had to blink my tears away to clear my vision.

"Jason, Jason, can you hear me? Please say something...Pleaaaaase."

My legs got numb again and I couldn't hold myself anymore, my hands slipped slowly over his shoulders and chest until I sank to my knees again. Some of the vampires said something, but I didn't hear a word, I just recognized that they carried Jason to the altar as I followed every motion while I couldn't do more than crawling to turn around. They positioned him with his back flat on top of the cold stone and chained his wrists and ankles.

"How can you do this to him now, he's barely alive, why would you chain him, it's not like he can fight or something?" I screamed sobbing and weeping while I crawled forward like a baby that couldn't walk to get closer to Jason.

Markus looked at me, he still got this totally bored expression. "Obviously you have no idea, what will happen during the change? Which surprises me, after all, you knew so much about us, I thought that would be a part of it. But anyway, I'm going to tell you what will happen. But first, if we bite and drink from a human, it doesn't make him to one of us. The vampires you killed, they were mostly just sating the thirst and having fun. But if we decide to do a change, we have to drain the body except for a few drops, then, just like you witnessed, we have to draw this last and fresh blood out of the body, it doesn't matter how, but a knife is the easiest way of course, then we have to do the same ourselves and due to the exchange of our blood with that of the human will do the trick. The venom is in our bloodsystem, which basically numbs the whole body first, then all the organs we don't need to survive will die, which includes the heart of course, it's actually the last living part that will stop working . During that process the pain the venom causes is excruciating and almost unbearable, it's like burning from the inside out. The breathing will stop mostly after two days which is another factor, it will make the whole change to the undead more intensive because as human you live due to oxygen and it is an automatic reflex to keep breathing. A vampire doesn't need it anymore and after the change the body and the person will realize that instantly, but before that it's hard, it's impossible to concentrate and many changelings get insane and try to kill themselves. Therefore we protect them while we restrain them."

Now I felt even worse, I don't want my friend going through that, I don't want him to become one of them, what can I do? How can I stop what's happening right now? I tried to get up but didn't have the strength to do so. Instead I watched Aro, Caius and Marcus sat back down as if nothing had happened, the other two vampires left the room. Their plain reaction left me staring at the four men in disbelief, shock and pure agony.

How, how can they be so cruel? So heartless? So unbelievable careless? Everything is lost, I can't, I can't fight anymore, I live in a fucking hell.

" Do you care about anything at all, but for yourselves?" I said glancing at my friend. " You took everything from me, you are the ones, responsible for the hell I lived in these past 2 years, you killed people I loved, you destroyed my whole life already and now....you taking the last part what is left of it away from me as well..... why? Please tell me why?" I didn't look up, my head seemed to drop whenever I tried my breathing was shallow, so I starred on the ground but nowhere in particular, before I heard Caius speak.

"If I would have a still beating heart, it would brake at the sight you give me. Did nobody ever tell you, that life ain't easy? Everybody gets what he deserves. You chose your own path Bella. Don't blame others for the mistakes you've made. You see it's quiet easy actually, if you wouldn't have started to hunt us down, then I guess we wouldn't have met eventually... or it is your destiny after all my lovely Bella. But you know what? You have all your life to figure that out."

My eyes burned from all the tears, my emotions overwhelmed me, I never felt so much agony and anger at the same time. "I didn't know that I have so much hatred in me, or that it's even possible to feel the way I feel right now. Since you took everything from me, I can't care less, what you do with me, but I don't stay here any longer and watch my friend die!"

With that I gathered all my strength I had left and pushed myself up to leave the hall, not caring at all what will happen to me.

Nobody stopped me as I left, the doors opened, the guards were both grunting as I came out and passed by, but didn't do much more.

I walked pointless through the hallways for hours, trying to find my room they put me in, but every door looked the same, I didn't pay much attention to the paintings next to my room when I left the bath.

Mentally I screamed.

Where are you? Where the hell are you damn bloodsuckers? I want you to jump out of your coffins and just release me from this freaking nightmare. Jaaaaaaasoooooooon! I don't wanna live like this, everything is over, my life is over, I can't, I reached my end, I don't have anything left what's worth to live for. God what happened with you Bella Swan? How did all that happen, why me? Why could this fucking son of a bitch of a scare-crow not find somebody else than my mom. All these past months, seeking, learning, observing and getting injured, it was all for nothing. Never a sign of Phil. Never, it was all worthless and wasted time. I should have gone to my dad....oh No... dad.... I never gonna see you again, I'm so so very sorry, I can't even tell you the truth anymore, I would love to see you one last time, just one more time. I can't believe I just left him like I did and never talked to him myself, because I was a coward and was afraid that he might say something what would hurt me. And now, I never gonna see him ever again. Daaaaaaaaaaaad!

At that moment I was more than just desperate and didn't see any sense anymore, I let myself fall to the ground, sat back against the stonewall, pulled my knees up and dropped my forehead. My eyes were closed but tears rolled down my cheeks and I rocked back and forth.

From the distance I heard giggles and a childlike voice coming closer. "Oh poor girl, look at you, all miserable and ready to die. It's really heartbreaking, but I understand perfectly you know?"

When I felt a cold aura right in front of me, I looked up, my eyes followed the midnight blue satin dress from it's hem to top until I saw it belonged to Jane. I sighed, she was the last dead person I wanted to see right now unless she's going to kill me. "What do you want bitch?"

One of her eyebrows lifted and she smiled. "If you try to provoke me Bella, it won't work in the slightest. I don't end your life for you, nobody will, trust me on that, ok I eventually did that already but they decided to let you live which made me really furious by the way. But when I saw how miserable and pathetic you are, I was actually thankful, because it is so.... superb to see you hurting, just the way I did when I found out about Alec. This life here will be your living hell and I'll enjoy every single moment you suffer, but of course it doesn't mean I can't play a little, since you're all strong and healthy again. How about a little cat-fight? It was so much fun the last time around, don't you think?" Jane laughed, her childlike voice all evil.

I don't know why but she really pissed me off, right from the beginning, I hated her and she annoyed me to no end. My grudge and despair gave me a sudden powerboost of strength and I got up, stood nose to nose with her in the hallway. Eventually I heard some doors open but didn't dare to check who or what it was, I trusted this bitch so little, that I kept my eyes focused on her. Even I could feel the dangerous aura around us, the hatred and wrath we held for each other was so big, that it felt like floating energy.

"You know bitch, it's amazing how easy it is to hate your guts. Every time I see you, I feel like I have to scratch that smirk out of your pretty face. So bring it on!"

But just before I said it, I punched already and hit her right in the middle of her face, heard bones crack, that left me smile this time. Jane touched her nose and started screaming. "You bitch, you broke my damn nose and look at my dress, all that blood, it was new, for that you'll pay!"

She lunged for my neck but I was faster, ducked and kicked her legs out under her. Jane hit the floor and I jumped on top of her. "You know for a vampire you're a really bad fighter, every child could take you out in seconds. It's obvious that you just look pretty but other than that...well, there is nothing else."

I bashed her in the face again as hard as I could and heard my own knuckles crack. I ignored the pain and kept hitting her, all my frustration about my fucked up life came out. Her lips split and blood spattered, I knew she could easily push me off or knock me out, after all she got vampire strength, but she just tried to protect her face as good as possible, I thought what a princess, afraid of her beauty or what? I punched and punched until she dug her nails into my upper arms and scraped down to my wrist. I was so mesmerized through my anger that I didn't even notice it, just kept hitting her over and over again, broke her nose even more, her blood spat all over us. I guess she finally had enough and threw me backwards into the wall.

When Jane jumped up and lunged at me again, somebody grabbed her from behind and pulled her away. It happened so fast I didn't recognize Jasper immediately, he held Jane with ease, even while she screamed and kicked him and tried to get loose, but there was no way for her.

That was also the first time I realized what she did to my arms and swore to myself. That are going to be some ugly scars. I saw Jasper smile from behind her. How weird he seemed to be pleased with the fact I battered her. I couldn't help but smile back at him. Jane of course didn't saw that Jasper grinned, she grunted and snorted.

"Human, you should be glad that somebody came to save you, because you gonna pay sooner or later, trust me on that." I arched one brow at her and was annoyed that her injuries already started to heal. "Vampire, you should be glad that you're dead and heal fast, because otherwise that would've hurt like hell and wouldn't look pretty for weeks."

Jane growled one last time at me and tried to get out of Jaspers grip, but he held on tight. "You were lucky today, Bella, belive me!....Jasper let me go!" she ordered in a harsh voice. "We definitely have to talk about this later, I know you like humans, even respect them, but you should realize that those times are over." With that he eased his grip and let Jane leave.

I sighed and shook my head, watched her walk away and sank back to the floor, not out of sudden weakness, but out of realization that it doesn't matter what I do or say, Jane was right, there is no chance for me to escape.

"Bella, hey listen to me." I heard Jasper say eventually and glanced over at him. "Common I bring you back to your room, you don't look your best right now, I feel your agony and pain. You need to relax and calm down." that got me out of my absent-minded mood and I sprang up, totally aghast.

"You got to be kidding me, right? You telling me to calm down? It is easy for you to say of course. Your best friend isn't dying right now and will suffer like hell, because your so called masters found it might be funny to change him into a bloodsucking monster... or... you aren't forced to be here and held as prisoner who got two choices, either to become a monster as well or be the human pet....or just the fact, not even to know what day it is, or if it's dark or light outside, because you guys have to live in a fucking grave makes the whole thing just peachy for me. But I forgot who am I talking to, I'm sorry, you're one of them, it was dump of me to expect that you might understand what I'm going through... I don't even know why I tell you any of this at all, I hate you, all of you, so leave me alone!"

With that I stumped away, not knowing where to go, I just knew I have to hit or brake something, otherwise I might gonna loose it.

Jasper followed me, eventually said left or right path from time to time, to guide the way. I never looked back at him just turned as he said it until he finally said stop and I was standing in front of a big brown door with a paper and my name on it. I frowned and took a glance at Jasper, he nodded at me. "I didn't have anything else I could've put there, so I just thought a paper would be enough to show you that this is your room." I didn't respond just opened the door and he added. "Um...Bella, I know it possible doesn't mean anything to you, but I am really sorry for you and understand perfectly well what you said in the hallway. Because I don't wanna be here either, we're not as different as you think we are." When I looked at him, Jasper was already gone and I sighed, closed the door behind me and went over to my bed and lied down.

What is that suppose to mean? Ok I know what it means, but why? Why would he not want to be here? After all I was right with my assumption right from the beginning. He is different, but how and again, Why?

I stared at the ceiling, not thinking, not brooding, just watched until my eyes got heavy and my lids closed. I dived into a deep sleep, far away from the horror that surrounded my real world.... but just so as to escape into another nightmare from my past.

When I opened my eyes, it was pitch black, I blinked several times, tried to clear my vision, but still, I couldn't see at all. And as if that wasn't bad enough already, it was ice cold and smelled of mold, death and blood. The air was sticky and muggy, I could feel the moisture on my skin, the only sound came from dropping water in the background and my own quickened heartbeat. I stretched my arms out sideways and then for- and backwards to see if there is a wall or anything else, but there wasn't. From my feet up to my knees I stood in something wet and hoped it was just water. I shivered, was frightened and nervous, but tried to take one step forward, the ground was uneven and my foot sank a little as I set it down again. The penetrating smell left me choking and I tried to breathe through my mouth, which didn't make it any better, rather worse, due to the damp and wet air, I could literally taste the odors.

From the distance I could hear giggles, they echoed through the darkness while I walked forward and wrapped my arms around my body, that was when I realized I was naked. My feet dabbled in the water and splashed up to my thighs, leaving me shaking with cold. Occasionally, there was something hard under my feet, that pricked and then got soft and muddy again until I stumbled and fell with my whole body into the liquid.

Before I pushed myself up on my hands, I felt along the ground and froze. I wasn't hundred percent sure, but it still felt like bodies, I touched faces and hands or feet and hair.

My body trembled even worse and my breath shortened, it was sheer horror. I cried for help over and over again, but nothing happened, just the giggles which seemed to come closer as I kept walking. Then finally somewhere ahead was a weak yellow light, it was as small as a glowworm, but I was sure it was there. I cried again for help, first it was quiet and I sighed, but then there was a male voice. "Don't be scared, come closer, you're almost here." I was so cold already, that I couldn't think straight anymore, my teeth clenched together and I got tired. I stopped for a moment and closed my eyes, tried to get myself under control.

The giggles got louder all of a sudden, it was almost unbearable for my ears, they seemed to be all around me, they weren't happy giggles, rather mean and terrifying. I pressed my hands against my ears to silence the ghastly sound, but it didn't seem to help at all, No, it got worse and my head felt like it's going to explode. I started screaming until something...coming from the ground, grabbed and touched my legs. I stopped short, opened my eyes and looked down instantly.

Suddenly there was bright light everywhere, I had to blink to adjust my eyes before I saw what pulled me down. My body stiffened and my blood froze, I was in a tunnel, the liquid wasn't water at all, but blood from the hundreds of dead naked bodies that surrounded me. My body was completely bloodied and the thing that clutched at me, was... my mom, her eyes gleamed bright red, her fangs lengthened as she dug her nails in my legs, drew fresh blood and tried to pull me down. Her legs were missing as were the ones from all the other bodies around me. I cried again and tried to shake my mom off me while I tried to run over those dead people. But my mom's grip was to strong and she bit down into my calf. I screamed from the top of my lungs and fell to the ground. I grabbed on arms, heads, everything I could get a hold of and tried to pull me forward and away, but there was no chance due to the slippery blood. With every move I took, she seemed to bite even deeper right through my calf.

My throat burning screeches echoed along the tunnel, left me heavily breathing and strength weakening. I squeezed my eyes shut, tried to calm down, but that wasn't an option as new arms wrapped around my body and picked me up in bridal style. I felt the pounding in my leg ease, put the dizziness increase. "I got you darling" said the person who held me and I knew just from those four words who it was and shivered even more before I opened my eyes, just to confirm I was right, it was Phil. I hit him wherever my fists reached his body, but he didn't flinch, because my blows were as weak as a child. He laughed and carried me to a 10 by 10 feet big white nuthouse cell. The walls were strewn with mold and blood. In the center stood a metal gurney with shackles on each side, he laid me on top of the cold thing and chained my wrists next to my head, my heart was racing with fear and I almost forgot about the pain and my leg. As I finally looked down I gasped, my left calf hang mostly on bone, tendons and muscles, it was totally eroded. I leaned my head back and preyed for mercy and that my life would end soon.

Phil didn't bother to chain my still functioned leg or that I was all bloodied and smelled of death, No, he didn't care at all, instead he undressed himself and touched me just as he did the first time, pulled me forward, spread my legs apart, so that they dangled on each side over the edge and gave him an easy entrance. He stood right in front, his fingers slid all over me, he licked my breast, played with my nipples, moaned and growled as he swallowed the blood, then he sang his fangs deep into my breast and drank while his fingers thrust into me. I screamed tried to move, but I was incapacitated as he spread my legs even farther and overstretched them until it hurt. When he finally pulled his head away, he'd taken so much blood already, that I felt dizzy and my eyelids kept on falling. "Oh no darling you do not go yet, not before I'm finish with you." I felt his erection at my entrance and I screamed again "No, no, no" I moved my hips as much as I could to keep him from entering, but he dug his hands deeper into my hips, until I heard something crack. Then there was the final penetrating pain and I screamed and screeched, shook and trembled.

I jumped up in bed still screaming, completely wet, dripping with perspiration, my breathing was heavy. When I finally realized it was just another nightmare, one of the most horrible I ever had, I pressed my palms against my forehead and cried.

I kept on telling myself, it can't go on like this, something needs to be done, I can't live like this anymore, so I went into the bathroom.

I took my clothes off and stared in the mirror, my eyes were red and swollen, tears still running down my cheeks. My gaze moved to my arms and I saw that the scratches Jane inflicted were almost gone, which meant I still head some of the vampire blood in me. I yelled out in self-disgust and smashed several times with my fists into the mirror until blood spattered the wall in front of me and my hands hurt. I sank down to the floor, sat on my knees and cried, shards were every where around me. I looked at my hands and started to pull the stuck splinters out. Each broken glass fragment I picked, made me somehow feel good. It stung like hell of course, but still the pain was relieving and I felt a sudden liking to see my own blood dripping out of my skin.

Oh gosh, I like to see my own blood? That is crazy, right? ….Just another side-effect of the vampire blood, why else would I like to see blood all of a sudden? Of course they didn't tell me that. Now I'm more like one of them as I ever wanted to be....but still it makes me feel good, the pain feels good. Maybe....?

My gaze moved over to a bigger glass peace which lay on the floor, I picked it up with my right hand and squeezed as hard as I could, the razor sharp edges sliced into my palm until I felt the warm liquid, I turned my hand, so that I could follow the movement of the blood as it sidled its way down to my wrist. I opened my clenched grip slowly, took a deep breath as the pain eased.

Somehow I didn't want to let go of the feeling, so I took the glass splinter in my fingers and led the tip to my left wrist. I held still for a moment, didn't move at all, just breathed and glared at my arm. But after all I cut a deep horizontal line across my wrist.

First there was this stinging pain as the blood ran out of my skin while I sliced, then it started to pound and there was this nice comfortable warm feeling around the spot until it slowly faded away.

I wondered if other people felt the same when they did that and couldn't stop myself from cutting again. After the sixth time I felt as satisfied and good as I didn't in month, suddenly there weren't any problems or misery and I felt sort of alive again, my mind was blank and I just wanted to take a bath.

The warm water and the lavender smell of the bath soap relaxed me even more, the cuts were burning here and there but it wasn't an unpleasant feeling. I let myself float and closed my eyes as I touched the slash wounds and felt small bums appear on my skin which made me smile with happiness.

I was so absent-minded, that I didn't hear the door open, just felt the sudden grip around my throat, that pulled me out of the tub. I tried to struggle and pulled on Demetri's arms but he was to strong. I couldn't breathe, started to panic and just as my body fought for air, he let go and dropped me to the floor. I coughed and held my throat as I tried to get some oxygen back into my burning lungs.

"Bella, Bella, Bella, what did you do? I hope the broken glass doesn't mean you tried to kill yourself, that would be horrible. Because you know, you've been told and it was an order for everybody who lives here, that you are suppose to be kept alive no matter what, which also means, that you aren't suppose to kill yourself. And it just looks like you disobeyed, which is a very, very bad thing to do."

His voice was evil and sarcastic and my happy mood was gone, I was frightened now. "It's non of your business.... but anyway, don't you know it is rude to stroll into a womens bathroom without knocking?" He smirked at my gasps. "Oh well, in that case, I think I should apologize to you for the invasion and just leave you alone, would that meet your wish?"

"What do you want from me Demetri? Are you one of the vampires who came to torture me now, since I didn't decide which hell I'd find better to live in?" I stood up, got a towel and dried myself, then walked over to the closet, took jeans and a long sweater to put on.

"As much as I like to be the first one, but No, not today. Instead I'm here to pick you up." I frowned at him, walked back to the basin to get a scrunchie. When I opened the drawer, one of the glass splinter lay on top, I turned so that Demetri couldn't see what I was about to do, I picked the 6 inch piece up and hid it in my sleeve, then pulled my hair up into a messy bun while I kept as much distance as possible between us. "Pick me up for w......?"

Demetri was on me and threw me over his shoulder in a heartbeat. His grip was to tight around my thighs, I struggled and shoved, but he just held on tighter. I punched him with my fists in the back and yelled, he should let me down. But of course he didn't, he actually dared to laugh and told me how fragile and weak I was and that he can't understand how I could possibly have killed so many vampires as he walked along the hallway.

Slowly I let the shard slip out of my sleeve until I held it in a good grip. I hope you'll enjoy this vampire. I kept on struggling for distraction, before I jabbed him with full force and clenched fingers into his back right were his heart was suppose to be. The sharb edges bored into my already injured palm from the glass before and I shed blood anew , I welcomed the pain as he screamed out, stumbled and dropped forward on his knees, letting me fall backwards.

I knew I didn't kill him, the shard was to short and not silver-wooden, but still, I reached his heart and scraped it. I stood up, backed away a little and looked down into Demetri's eyes. His face was all tense and I could see he was in pain. "Oh I'm so sorry, I thought I saw something crawling on the floor, I must've totally forgotten how to throw." I moved around him and grabbed the glass and pushed it even farther, he yelled out started choking, wincing and spat blood. "I want you to get up, now! And then we walk together to see your friends. I know you won't die but still it hurts like hell and I make sure the wound won't close" I turned the shard a little and he growled, trying to get up, I actually pulled him up and we walked together.

"For that you'll die." He said gasping, tried to grap behind and get my arm. In anticipation I moved the glass again, pullled it upward this time and he yelled out again, which delighted me to no end and left me grinning.

"I told you already not to try anything, because I really enjoy hurting you right now and just to show you that I'm serious..." I pulled, then pushed into his back again, he stiffened, his blood soaked my shirt and smeared my arms. "See? And don't tell me later that I didn't tell you in the first place, oh and by the way, I don't know how you can be one of the strongest vampires who obviously live here, because right now your're as fragile and weak as you've said I am, you silly douchebag."

Oh Bella what did you do? For that I'm gonna pay a lot later on. But hey I'm a slow learner, right? And until it's day of reckoning, I might as well enjoy myself.

We moved slowly, I pushed and urged Demetri forward until we reached my lovely guards again, who ran in our direction. I stopped and told my captive to hold them back or I find the urgent need to move my hand again.

Nothing was said out loud, so I guessed they communicated mentally wich each other, because they stepped back and opened the doors.

" Ah, my best friends, how are you guys, why are you always wear those ugly cloaks, I can't see you certainly ugly nuts... you call them heads I think, oh and thanks for opening the doors, this guy here is kind of rigid." Just because of the fun of it and knowing it would be over soon, I turned my hand again and he grunted. I laughed out loud and kept walking. The stairs were even funnier, with every step he took, my hand suddenly moved in different directions and he snarled and coughed more blood.

Sorry guys, it took me so long, but I really didn't have much time. But anyway I hope you like it though.

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