A/N: Sexy times in this one, so...yeah.
"So..." the Doctor said awkwardly as he sat across from Clara. The two finally let go of each other long enough to cause tense silences.
"Well..." she continued with a slight frown.
"I"m s-" he started.
"I'm sorry!" She blurted out. The Doctor raised his eyebrow in confusion.
"You? What are you sorry for Clara?"
"I...I just, I know it really took a lot for you to open up and bring me to Gallifrey and then it was even more for you to ask me to move in with you and I just said no and I feel horrible, I'm really sorry," she fumbled with her fingers as she looked down.
"Clara, you don't have any reason to be sorry. You told me how you honestly felt and that was probably better than you saying yes and feeling crap on the inside as well. You were right...we're just not ready yet, and it's OK...we'll get there," he smiled softly and patted her knees. "I'm sorry for rushing things."
"I wouldn't say that, Doctor...it was just a bit quick, is all..."
"So rushing things..." he teased. She bit in a smile and met his eyes.
"What have you been up to the last couple of weeks?" She asked him, hoping he'd tell her why he avoided her.
"Not much really...spent lots of time with the Ponds...I know I didn't call you like I said I would...that's another reason I'm sorry," he muttered.
"Why didn't you?" she prodded gently.
"I suppose I just felt shit really...and I didn't want you to feel more overwhelmed...I thought you wanted a breath."
"Quite opposite, actually."
"How so?" He leaned forward, interested in her answer.
"I felt horrible after you know...saying no to you like that and I really thought you were going to close me off and drift away from me...you not calling sort of made me think it was true so all I wanted was you" she admitted. He walked over to her and pulled her off her feet, spinning her in a small circle as he closed his arms around her waist. She giggled softly.
"You have me," he murmured in her hair, "you always will." His mind trailed off about his earlier guilt if he hadn't been there for River's 'talk' but he realised what he just promised to Clara was different. With River today, it was purely out of pity, he felt guilty and a tiny bit curious what she had so desperately sought him out for. With Clara he knew he would do anything to keep this promise. They've only been together for a few months but he felt like he's known her for thousands of years and he knew that he'd always love her and do anything if she was hurt. The thought filled his heart with a warmth he hadn't known before and he placed a soft kiss on her forehead.
She looked up at him and smiled sweetly, cupping his cheek and pulling him down for a soft kiss. He sighed as he moulded his mouth to hers, letting her scent engulf him in the way only she could. Clara groaned as they pulled apart, both their lips swollen and red. She laughed at his lust-ridden eyes before sweeping a loose piece of his fringe behind his ear.
"You always know how to cheer me up," she whispered, eyes still locked on his.
He grinned stupidly and kissed her eyelids.
"D'you want to go to your bedroom?" she asked, eyes still closed.
"Ya miss me that much, eh?" he asked cheekily.
She moaned and nodded her head. He lifted her up in his arms once again before sweeping kisses along her collarbone. She lost herself in the sensation of his soft lips before realising they were now in his room. She pulled back and gazed around his neatly cluttered piles of papers, his shirts thrown hazily over his desk chair.
"You should tidy up," she said affectionately. He chuckled and stroked her cheeks before moving his fingers to her shirt, slowly unbuttoning the front. She bit her lip and looked down, a small smile forming at the gentle caresses he gave her exposed skin.
He seemed to memorise her skin with his finger tips as the shirt fell from her shoulders, leaving her in her navy cotton bra.
"Not very sexy I know," she chuckled breathlessly, cheeks flushed as he trailed kisses down her stomach. He laughed against her skin, his lips shaking.
"Clara you are so sexy. You're sexy in anything. Or nothing," he added, "you're beautiful," he murmured softly, continuing with his exploration. She threaded her fingers in his soft brown hair, massaging his scalp as she closed her eyes. He stood up moments later and pulled his shirt off, leaning in to kiss the crook of her neck. Feeling closer to him now, she pulled him onto his deep blue bed, hands moving to the buckle of his belt. Her fingers fumbled about searching for the loop as the Doctor swiftly pulled off her jeans.
"Not fair," she whined. He chuckled before moving in to capture her lips once again, tongues meeting each other over and over again. She finally managed to remove his buckle when she decided to tease him and slowly unzip his trousers. The Doctor must have known her plan as his kisses became slower and fainter, almost now just brushing against hers. She groaned out of frustration and pushed herself up more to grab his neck. He wiggled out of his trousers and pulled back to remove them, she smiled at the sight of his pants.
"Stars, Doctor?" She quirked an eyebrow.
"What's wrong with stars?" he asked, confused.
"Nothing!"
"Stars can be sexy," he leaned down and kissed her again. She moaned in approval as she felt him poke against her thigh. He leaned back to pull down her knickers, taking sweet time to plant kisses along her legs. She bit her lip as he hovered above her, mentally preparing herself for what she knew was about to come.
"Ahhhh," she groaned and turned her face into the pillows as she felt his tongue meet her nub. The Doctor grinned against her body as he darted his tongue inside her. She gripped her head as she bucked into his face.
"More," she breathed deeply, wondering if it was possible to pass out from this much pleasure. He surprised her by slipping in a finger, his tongue lapping at her with a gentle pattern. She shook her head back and forth, hands moving through his head as she held him there, moaning his name over and over again. Her groans began to grow louder when the Doctor pulled away from her and grinned.
"Doctor!" She shouted, close to release.
He moved up to her lips and kissed her, allowing her to taste herself on him which undeniably turned her on even more.
"That was not nice," she murmured against his mouth as he pulled away. He laughed.
"It's payback for the first time you went down on me." She pouted and rolled them over, making sure to grind on him. She placed his arms behind his head, making sure he had no control before raising herself above his member, tip poised at her entrance.
"Clara!" He grunted, attempting to thrust into her. She pulled back and smiled at him cheekily.
"Ah, ah, ah!" She smiled, "You keep doing that, you won't get your prize." He closed his mouth after that, eyes wide in anticipation. She leant down to lick his nipples, playfully biting them. He writhed beneath her, desperate for them to join. Clara got the message as she realigned him, tip resting against her slick entrance before sinking down on him in one smooth movement.
"Uh!" He grunted as he felt her heat encase him.
"Doctor" she moaned, walls clasping onto him tighter as she placed her hands on the base of his stomach. She rocked her hips back and forth teasingly as she leaned forward to give him open-mouth kisses.
"Clara," he gasped against her lips. She pulled back with hazy eyes. "Ride me." She bit in a smile as she lifted herself up from him before falling quickly back down, his girth touching that special spot in her that made her see stars. They rocked in unison as a slick sheen of sweat soon enveloped both of their skin, blending them together.
"Harder," he breathed. She moaned and bounced up top of him faster, the sound of their skin slapping against each other filling the bedroom. She groaned as she took him in deeper, hitting her cervix a few times. The Doctor's vision blurred as he rolled his eyes back into his head, moaning her name as Clara moved faster and faster. She let out small pants as she continued riding him before he freed his hands and wrapped her up against his chest, rolling her over and placing her shins on his shoulders.
"Oh fuck—Doctor!" She shrieked at the change of angle, he pounded into her deeper than ever before, continuously hitting that sweet spot inside her. He grunted as he struggled to hold on, the sound of her hot breaths and moans bringing him closer to the edge. He held her hip as he leaned back, rocking into her as he tried to bury himself into her. Clara thrashed her head back and forth, shrieking unintelligible words of love as he brought them closer and closer to release. Her legs soon slipped from his shoulder, wrapping them around his waist tight before he pulled out completely.
"Whaa-?" She asked from the emptiness, confused as to why he stopped. He quickly moved behind her and repositioned himself at her slick hole, teasing it as she gasped. He roughly entered her again, their bodies moving in unison. Clara bit her lip as she reached behind him for his face, giving him a sideways kiss. The Doctor grabbed her breasts, squeezing them as he thrust harder and harder. She moaned at the intimacy of the position, holding his arm against her tighter and sucked on his finger. The Doctor rolled her nipples between his fingers as he growled before giving her a hard thrust, his hips surging up as he came jerkily, crying her name into her hair as he emptied his load into her. She breathed deeply as she felt his warmth. He rolled her over before slowly moving inside her again, humping her gently as she convulsed around him, sucking him further into her tight heat as she held him there. She sighed his name deeply into his neck as she came, gripping him tightly. He placed kisses all over her face as she came down from her high, smiling at her glowing face. He pulled out with a slack, groaning at the loss of her around him before pulling them under the covers, him on top of her.
"Mmm," she moaned as she hugged him to her chest, "I've sure missed that."
"That all you missed?" he smiled cheekily and cupped her face, giving her a chaste kiss.
She hummed as she closed her eyes, stroking his back with light touches. "Not true, I've missed everything about you." He chuckled before rolling over so she laid on top of him. He breathed in the light scent of her hair, taken back to when they first met. It seemed like so long ago but in reality only been a few months. Funny how your entire life could change in that short time frame, he didn't think he could ever love anyone as passionately as he did Clara. She had him in the palm of her hand and she didn't even know it.
"What are you thinking about?" she asked softly after a few moments.
"You. And how much I love you." He replied simply.
Her cheeks flushed and she chastised herself mentally for still heating up whenever he said something romantic. "I love you, too." She leaned down for a few more languid kisses, rubbing herself against his body.
"Has anyone ever told you you're incredibly sexy?" He asked, tugging on her bottom lip with his teeth.
"I think you did earlier," she brushed her tongue against the small opening of his mouth. He looked deep into her eyes as she pulled away.
"Well I have to say it again; you are by FAR the sexiest woman I have ever laid my eyes on," he said dramatically. She burst out laughing at his tone and collected herself before pretending to swoon.
"Thank you so much Doctor Smith, it has been my lifelong dream to have you say those words to me," she smiled as she fanned herself. The Doctor laughed brightly as he pulled her back down to his chest and spooned against her, tucking them neatly into his covers.
"I'm tired," she murmured.
"We did just have mind blowing sex," he commented.
"You're so romantic," she teased. He pressed his lips between her shoulder blades, smiling into her smooth skin. He fluttered his eyes shut as he felt her breathing even against his chest and relaxed his hold on her knowing she was now back where she belonged; in his arms.
A/N: Not much exciting stuff in this one but my original plan ended up being too long so you'll see what happens next ;) please review/favourite/follow!