James walked slowly down the halls. His ears bled from all the screaming they just witness. Remus and Sirius were at each other's throats. Every time they enter the same room they would get into a fist fight. He had no idea how they were going to make up. Even though they fought James could tell that they still loved each other.

Not only were his ears bleeding his eyes were red because of all the crying. He felt like he didn't know who he was any more. No matter how hard he tried to let go of her he couldn't, and he didn't want to. How could he? For the past for the past 5 years every time he did something he did it for her. She is everything. Without her he felt like a ghost, a shell of his old self. The hardest part was letting the loneliness in. knowing they could never be together. He wanted her. He couldn't have her.

He saw someone walking towards him. He didn't want anyone to see him so he hind into the closest closet.

"Come on bab… just let me." He heard a guy say

"No." a girl yelled. He heard someone get pushed up against the wall

"GET OFF." A girl screamed

"Shut up …."

"I said no bab." A girl said calmly

"I know bab and I respected that."

He waited for them to leave before he opened the closet.

"What just happened?" He asked himself. 'Maybe Remus knows what happen.' He headed back to the common room, and found Remus sitting on the couch reading a book.

"Hey can I ask you something."

"Is it about Sirius?" He face looked sour when he said his name.

"No it's not."

"Okay sure what do you need?" James explained what happen

"Oh my heck I know what spell he used. I just can't remember how to casted it."

"Isn't it like any other spell?"

"No it's two spells in one. Whoever casted it must have been a 7th year, those are really hard to cast. I've only been able to do it once."

Sirius walked into the room and the tension built up. He made a b-line to James and said

"Can I talk to you?" James sign and said

"What do you need?" before Sirius could say anything Remus said

"Um excuse me I know it's hard for someone like you to think about anyone but themselves, but he was talking to me first." Remus was now standing

"Why would he want to talk to a monster like you." The blow hit Remus hard. Sirius looked like he was sorry. Remus jumped on Sirius and started hitting him, but Sirius didn't stop him. James grabbed Remus' waist and pulled him off of Sirius.

"You're a jerk." Remus yelled Sirius' lip was bleeding; he had a scary look in his eyes.

"At least I never killed anyone." Remus jumped out of James' arms and started beating Sirius again. This time Sirius fought back. James tried to pull Remus off, but he couldn't so he grabbed Sirius instead. Sirius let him pull him off of Remus. He turned around and looked at James and said

"I knew you would choose me over him." Sirius put his arms around his neck and kissed him hard. After a few seconds James tried to push him off, but Sirius just held on tighter. Sirius put his tough into his mouth. James bit it as hard as he could.

Sirius pulled back and said "Oh you like to play."

"Sirius get off."

"Are you sure?" Sirius whispered in his ear.

"Get off before I hit you." Sirius let him go and James left to find Remus.

He found Remus outside the common room on the steps "Hey are you okay."

"Sirius is a jerk." James could tell that Remus wasn't only hurt by what Sirius said but by what Sirius did to James. No matter how many fights Remus and Sirius had Remus was still in love with him.

"Hey look I'm sorry." James tried to put his arm on his shoulder but Remus shrugged it off.

"I'm sorry James I can't be around you right now."

"Can you at least show me what book that spell is in?"

"Fine let's go."

...

James' back hurt because he was hunched over for at least an hour trying to find the spell. The library was quitter then usually because it was close. James stood up and stretched, his back popped back in place. He was about to go to bed when something caught his eye. He read.

Using similitude will cause severe damage to your victim memoires however by saying Dis-similitude it's least severe. Victim may only forget days or weeks. However it is impossible to erase all ties that the victim may have to the memoir. Often they will remember in a couple of weeks maybe a few month's only one wizard was able to erase a victims memories for more than a year. When casting the spell, caster must be very detailed, often impossible to cast if the caster wasn't there. The most anyone has been able to erase was a month….

"This spell sounds really hard" James said to himself. He started to remember all of the fights Remus and Sirius had and how impossible it seem that they were going to make up.

He decided if someone in his class could do it then he could. He stayed at the library for an hour thinking about what exactly he was going to easer. He thought about erasing the date he had with Lily, but he didn't think he would be able to go through it again, if he started to remember. He went back to the common room, and walked to his room. He didn't think he would be able to cast the spell more than once so he put Remus in Sirius' bed and started to cast it. It took him 20 minutes to cast the spell the hardest part was not letting his mind wonder. When he was done he tried to move Remus back to his on his bed, but he could barely move he crawling into Remus' bed. 'No more fighting, tomorrow is going to be a wonderful day' James thought before falling into a dreamless sleep.

...

James woke up to Remus and Sirius yelling at each other.

"Remus just go away." Remus through a pillow at him, but Sirius ducked and closed the bathroom door.

"Why are you fighting with him?" James asked cautiously

"I don't know I'm just really man at him right now it will pass over."

"Is it that time of month again?" James asked smiling

"Yes full moon is tomorrow.'

"Dang that sucks."

Sirius walked out of the bathroom and said "Hey sorry about this morning I know today is going to be a hard day for you, because of the full moon."

"That's okay" Remus said coldly.

"What did I do?" Sirius asked putting his hands in the air.

"It's not you I'm just a bit moody." Remus said walking out the door.

"That's okay." Sirius yelled after him.

"The weird think is I feel like I did something wrong, and I really want him to forgive me, but I can't remember why."

"That is weird." James said nervously

"It's probably nothing let's go eat." Sirius said leaving the room. James slowly followed Sirius to the great hall. They walked up to Remus who looked like he was going to throw up. Sirius sat next Remus and put his hand on his back.

"Do you want me to get you some pain killers?" Remus just shook his head.

"Let me know if I can get you anything." Sirius said and started to get his food.

"Hey James I only have one class today do you want to practice quiddtich after lunch?"

"Not really." Sirius stopped eating and reached a crossed the table and put his hand on his forehead.

"Are you okay James what is going on?"

"Nothing I'm fine." James said. Sirius looked at Remus than back at James

"It's Lily isn't it?" James' eyes started to water

"Are you crying" Sirius whispered.

"No a spider just flue in my eye…Yes of course I'm crying." James said and rubbed his eye.

"What did she do to you?"

"Sirius I don't want to talk about it."

"Where is Lily, she is in big trouble.' Sirius started to stand up, but James grabbed his arm.

"Please Sirius I can't see her right now."

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