Emma had no idea what she was going to do. It was like her heart was holding two men who both meant the world to her. Manny, Jay , Emma and Spinner were in hospital cafeteria eating lunch.
"Manny I need to use the ladies room come on" Emma grabbed her friends hand and headed for the bathroom.
"Are you okay? I know this must be hard for you. It's hard for me and I have only always thought of Sean as a friend" Manny looked her friend over again Emma looked like she did the night she was hospitalized for not eating.
"No I'm a mess. I love him Manny. I love Sean, I love Spinner and I have no idea what I am doing." Emma broke down again in the bathroom.
"I know Hun, I know you love them both but who do you love the most? Are you thinking of the passed or are you thinking of a future with Sean. No matter what you pick I will always be there to back you up. Hell I'll even bring you to California if you need to be away from here" Manny meant it she wanted to put herself and Emma on the next plan to California.
"Ha, ha I can't leave my husband. I am thinking about the passed, I keep telling myself the future is in Spinner. I know it is. I mean look how he is handling this. He even let me have my moment with Sean earlier." Emma knew she wouldn't be leaving Spinner. But she just had no idea how to handle the Sean thing.
"Come on Em, I know you need me. But if we keep those guys waiting you know we will have a mess when we get back. I am glad you know your future is with Spinner, because I think that's where you belong also. hurricane Sean will always hold a place in your heart its okay to deal with that. Its okay to spend time here at the hospital with him. Just don't forget about that husband of your's because he will put you back together again. He's already trying." Manny stopped talking when they approached the table again.
"Thanks Manny." Emma sat down next to her husband feeling a lot better. If there was one good thing about Manny that Emma had to pick out among all the other good things about her best friend it was that she would always be there no matter what was going on.
"Em, do you want to see Sean one more time before we leave?" Spinner had grabbed the tray to dump the food.
"Yeah I'd like that." Emma started back to the room.
"Okay well I am going to go to the car let you have your private time." Spinner turned to go.
"Wait up man, I'll go with you. We will leave when your done too Manny. I need some serious shower and sleep time. Double check the nurse has our number and Trackers." Jay jogged up to spinner
"Want me to come in with you Em?" Manny asked when they got back to the room.
"Yeah that would be nice." Emma was hit with the same pain she had the first time she saw him laying there.
"Remember when he came back from Wasaga Beach? He was here for you." Manny couldn't help but think back to that time now because that was Sean went to prison. "Remember when he came out of that prison looking like he had been in about 50 fights. Man I never thought I would see him look worse than that day." Manny said.
"Oh yeah, and we told him he looked like a real thug!" Emma laughed at the memories.
"Well Sean you get better and soon. I have a dinner to cook us. Em, I'm gonna get going. I'll put you on emergency list also okay. I do need some sleep too and I know Jay needs me." Manny walked out of the room.
"Sean, I need you to get better. My heart is in a turmoil over this. Be okay. I Love you!" again she kissed him but this time on his busted open lip and turned her heels whipping her tears again and walked to the Car.
AUTHORS NOTE:
I couldn't help myself. I wanted to update you guys after all the reviews. I just had to stop studying and I wanted to write. It is a blast to write Emma and Manny scenes for you guys. They are so honest with each other. Enjoy this small chapter. I will be back with more on Monday!