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(BPOV)

I led him to my special place i knew he would like it. It was kinda like the meadow, it was exacly like the meadow just different flowers. As we entered he gasped.

"Wow, Bella this place is so beautiful. It reminds me of our meadow." He said amazed while looking around. WAIT! Did he say 'our meadow'.

"Yeah it is like the meadow thats why I like so much it is pretty and peaceful. So what did you want to talk to me about." I sighed.

"Oh well...uh...Bella I...uh..."

"Edward just spit it out. What are you so nervous about?" I laughed.

"Well. I never stopped loving you." He said sheepishly. WHAT???

"Yeah right Edward stop lying to me!" I yelled to him.

"Bella Im not lying to you. I really never stopped loving you Bella. These past few months have been the worst most painful time of my life. Worst than the three days of my change and you know how painful that is. Please believe me Bella." Why was he here putting me though more pain than i was already in.

"Why do you stand here and put me though so much more pain than I am already in. I have been so much pain these past few months you have no idea how I have felt. I can make it so that other powers work on me so that Hailie Jade and Jasper can feel my emotions but I am doing them both a favor that is why Hailie Jade doesn't ask me if I can let up my sheild. I lifted it up once for her and she fell to the ground in pain and agony. She was in so much pain. Thats why I alway have my sheild up." I fell to the ground dry sobs racked thought out my entire body. I looked up at him. His face showed only three emotions. Pain, agony, and something else.

"Bella, I'm not tying to put you in pain. We left so you would be out of danger. It felt like with us you were constantly in danger. We put you, your family, and all of Forks in danger with the Tracker and Victoria. The again on your 18th birthday we ourselfs harmed you. Why are you a vampire? Who changed you? Dont get me wrong I'm glad your alive but why are you a vampire? I want to know what happened after we all left." He said. I stood up grabbed his hand and ran. "Where are we going?" He asked me chuckling.

"We are going back to the house. I know they will want to know what happened when I was gone. I plan on letting you all know what happened at the same time." I said quickly. We ran all the way to the house hand-in-hand. When we came to the house I took my hand back and opened the door. I walked into the living room and saw everyone talking. HJ, Alice, and Jasper were talking on the couch. Josh, and Emmett were playing a videogame. Tia and Rose were on the loveseat talking while Carlisle and Esme watched everyone with loving expressions like all of them were their kids not only 4.

"Hi everyone. What's up? I asked Josh and Emmett put the game away. HJ, Alice, and Jasper quieted. and HJ moved over so I could sit between her and Alice. Hailie Jade always liked Alice, Carlisle and Esme but not so much the others in fact she hated the others.

"We were just getting to know eachother." Hailie Jade sang.

"We should have never hated these people. We never hated Carlisle and Esme but we should have never hated any of these people. Emmett can acually beat me at Guitar Hero." Josh exclaimed

"OMG Rose is like awesome we re so much alike she told me her story and everything our storys are so similar!" Tia squealed.

"Ok well I am going to show them my past. Hailie Jade?" I asked

"Staying lil' sis."

"Okay Tia come here so you can see all my past you were hunting the last time I did this." I told her

"Give me your hand." She instucted.

"Here we go Jazz this will be painful if you have to you can leave go at least one mile away." I told him then brought up my sheild. I thought about everthing from my 18th birthday party to my concert along with my emotions during those events. When I was finished I opened my eyes. Edward, Jazz, Tia, Alice, and HJ were all dry sobbing. The rest of the Cullens were looking around shocked along with Josh. Once we got HJ calmed down she managed to get everyelse calmed down.

"Um...Bella, dear what just happened." Esme asked me in a motherly tone.

"Like I said before I showed them my past I knew they wanted to know so I lifted up my sheild and thought about what happened and my emotions from my 18th birthday party up to the concert yall crashed in a good way." I said with a laugh "I missed my 2nd set of parents and my best friend Alice, my 2 big brothers Em and Jazz, and my hatefilled enemy who is now my sister/ friend Rosalie."

"Why were they all drysobbing?" Emmett boomed.

"Well I dont know why Alice was sobbing but the others were sobbing because of my emotions from those times as in all of them and seeing it as in Edward and Tia." I explained.

"Ali why were you sobbing?" Rose asked her.

"The future. They weren't sobs of saddness but happiness. I cant say what it is its going to be a surprise!" She squealed clearly excited. I wonder what that vision was. What would make Alice so happy she would start to sob. Maybe I could get Edward to tell me.

"Oh well I have the tickets for you! I'll get them before you leave today. Do you have anything to do tomarrow?" I asked no one inparticular.

"Tomarrows a Monday we have school. Do you have the songs picked out yet can we help?" Alice asked

"Yes I do have the songs picked out but it sucks you have school. When do your school start?"

"8:00 and gos till 2:45. We will have to leave around 7:00 so we can get ready." Jasper said.

"You guys must get bored going to school over and over again. Bella told us you go to school every year." Tia said

"Yeah only last year was a fun and different. We enteracted more a human we all loved." Alice said.

"Thanks. Since it will be sunny on Wenesday till Saterday you will be able to come to the dress rehersal if you want to come. It is going to be hard to sing about a family I hate when they are back and I love them more again. Oh well!" We talked alot about what they have done the past few months and had alot of fun till they had to leave to go to school.