I Can't Forget the One I Love
It was a few weeks ago that we broke up.
I felt so mad at him for ending it that way because I came to college.
It was the following week I was busy as hell that I forgot him.
All my stuff was packed and I only had a few days left to live in my house
It was the next day I had to say goodbye to everyone: my friends, my ex and my co-workers.
College came and I had set.
I kept walking along meeting new people but . . .
I kept seeing boyfriends & girlfriends, fiancé's, and husband and wives walking along side by talking, kissing, and being together.
I realize I can't forget the one I love, I can't forget him.
I get an IM from him the other day saying "I want you back."
I then see myself not being able to accept him
I say "Sorry, I can't."
I then realize as a week goes by that I still miss him.
I write 2 e-mails back saying that "I miss and want you back in my arms."
Later on I realize that . . . I still love him.
I talk to him later on the phone, and realize how much I miss talking to him.
I have missed his compassionate, caring, and loving voice.
I then realize then that . . . I can't forget my first love - he's the one.
Ever since I never stopped thinking and talking about him.
And I feel great - he's the one I'll spend my life with and I know I won't stop loving him.
- Lia Galanodel