My Trip Through Time
Chapter 10
"So what do you want?" asked Harry coming into the empty classroom, where he and Severus were asked to meet Lucius.
"Well I've been thinking and I want to train you" said Lucius.
"Train me why?" asked Harry surprised.
"Yes, in Dark Arts and other things, Severus can help you with Potions" said Lucius. Who looked like he was not going to back down, obviously he was expecting to have to convince the young man to train.
"Ok" said Harry, Dumbledore didn't like him in this time, so he would not be watched every move. This was his chance to learn to fight against Voldemort, and his Death Eaters minus these two of course.
"Good" said Lucius looking faintly surprised that Harry had agreed.
"When do we start?" Asked Harry.
"Well we will start after classes, but I don't know of any good places to go" said Lucius admitted.
"Well I suppose we could learn in the ROR" said Harry.
"ROR?" questioned Lucius, Severus didn't look surprised.
"Room of Requirements, Severus will show you where to go, just think of a training room and the things you want to train me in and it will give you it. This is why it's called the room of requirements" said Harry.
"Ok" said Lucius, if he didn't know then the Slytherins don't know about it so all was good.
"Fine we will meet you at the end of the day" said Harry softly.
"Ok" said Lucius leaving puffing himself up proudly he left the room his masks already firmly up.
"Come on or we will miss breakfast" said Severus speaking for the first time since they entered.
"Ok let's get going" said Harry leaving the abandoned classroom and making their way to the Great Hall.
Entering the Great Hall together they sat down, and began eating their breakfasts. Some of the Slytherins looked at them curiously, some in distain including Lucius Malfoy.
"What do we have first?" asked Harry digging into his bag for his timetable as they polished off their breakfast plates.
"Herbology" said Severus immediately before he could even find his timetable.
"Oh, well we better get going otherwise we will be late, it's a long walk to the green houses" said Harry getting up, it was obvious he just wanted out of the Great Hall.
"Come on then" said Severus.
There was an uncomfortable silence as they trudged to the green house.
"Do you hate me for not telling you right away?" asked Harry looking sadly at his friend.
"No" said Severus.
"Then why are you so uncomfortable around me all of a sudden?" questioned Harry frowning.
"Sorry didn't mean to be, just thinking I suppose" said Severus not sounding Snape like at all.
"Right I suppose I have given you a lot to think about I suppose" said Harry feeling slightly guilty.
"Indeed" drawled Severus.
Harry smiled, that was more like the Severus and Snape he both new, loved and hated.
"Come on" said Harry quickly racing his friend to the green house, taking their minds of thoughts such as time travel and the likes.
Classes went by no problem, Harry answering quite a few questions correctly. Gaining more house points for Slytherin, which made Harry happy, and Severus more uncomfortable, now Harry was getting agitated, what was wrong with him? Deciding he would deal with it.
He grabbed Severus and quickly had them back in the abandoned class room they had just been in this morning.
"What's the bloody matter?" asked Harry determined to get it out with Severus now.
"What?" asked Severus awkwardly.
"Why are you acting awkward?" asked Harry looking annoyed.
"You want to know why?! You're practically waiting for an invitation from Voldemort doing that! Don't you realize why he goes for Head boys and prefects?!" yelled Severus.
"Eh…I didn't know he went for head boys and prefects, he doesn't in my time anyway" asked Harry frowning himself now feeling awkward.
"He goes for them because they are smart and clever! Like you are acting in class! Most of the Slytherins will write back home. It won't be long before Voldemort asks you to join him! What are you going to do then?" snapped Severus.
"That's why he went for you…you used to act the best in class…you don't do that now" said Harry his eyes going wide.
"Yes he indeed has asked, long before you showed up, telling me I would have to make my decision before the end of my seventh year. After my father beat me I in a fit of anger joined him, and my mother was the consenquences of my actions" said Severus sighing as he ran his hand though his hair.
"Oh god, I'm sorry Severus" said Harry horrified for his friend.
"Don't worry, I guess I would have ended up dead if I refused" said Severus weakly.
"Gods I wish I could stop it" said Harry standing against the wall.
"Then change it!" said Severus getting up looking passionate as he got right up in Harry's face. "Change everyone's future, have the life you always wanted! It will only take two words the killing curse" said Severus.
"I can't! I can't" said Harry his eyes wide with longing and fear, not even able to move much because Severus was way in his personal space.
"Why not?! Tell me why not! Save us from all having to join the maniac" snapped Severus.
"I can't! You have no idea how much I want to change everything! I want to have parents! You don't know how much I want to rip PETER PETTIGREWS head off his shoulders and save my parents life! The bloody traitor and bastard! Without him my parents would be alive and Voldemort would never have been brought back" yelled Harry tears leaking out his eyes his heart felt like it could burst with despair.
"I know Harry," said Severus, before he knew what he was doing he was kissing Harry softly on the lips.
Harry eyes were open wide in shock, but he could not help but moan and shudder in the kiss. Ripping his head away from Severus, shaking his head softly to clear it out so he could think rationally.
"We can't do this" said Harry weakly sliding down the floor.
"Why not?" Asked Severus.
"Because, because it would never work out, I mean you will hate me you should hate me. It will make it all the harder to hate me in the future, I wish I could say you would be angry with me when I got back, but it's not possible is it! You know who I really am and always will" said Harry knocking his head against the wall sighing softly.
"But it might be years before you go back, who knows? You can't let time interfere with your life. Live your life to the fullest Harry, otherwise you might regret it some day. Unless of course you are physically not attracted to me or you like girls?" asked Severus.
"I don't know Severus; I mean I've only kissed one girl, Cho Chang a girl I know. It was disgusting really, but she was crying so I can't say it was a real kiss. You are the first bloke to kiss me" said Harry looking a little lost and confused.
"An innocent Potter? Your father truly didn't bring you up" said Severus sounding more amused than anything.
"Thanks for the reminder," said Harry softly, no hate just sadness behind it.
"I didn't mean it like that" said Severus awkwardly when he realized what he had just said.
"It's ok I know, I was brought up with my family, my mother's sister, Petunia, Vernon and they eventually have a son Dudley Dursley. They hate me with everything that I am, because I have magical parents then because I have magic. I grew up in a cupboard under the stairs, knowing nothing of how special I was, or that I was a wizard. I guess I could say I was pretty sheltered eh? I was beaten almost every day, healed during the night of course, they said they would beat the magic out of me, didn't succeed as you can see" said Harry softly.
"I wish I could help you" said Severus sadly.
"No one can, well Dumbledore could have, because he knew but chose to do nothing about it" said Harry.
"No way! Dumbledore would not leave a child abused!" said Severus wide eyed there was no way he could not imagine it.
"Still see the grandfatherly man with the kind twinkle? Wonder when you realize he is not all he seems" mused Harry almost to himself Severus of course heard and knew immediately that Harry was indeed telling the truth.
"Shit! We are late for class! Did you put up a silencing spell I didn't hear the bell!" said Severus wide eyed.
"Oops yes I did, I'm sorry class is just about finished anyway, come on lets just get up to History of magic. We can start reading our book" said Harry speaking no more about it.
"What about us?" Asked Severus taking a hold of Harry's hand in his.
"I um…I guess there is no harm in seeing where it can lead too" said Harry giving in when he saw those eyes.
"Good" said Severus kissing Harry's knuckles softly, Harry blushed softly, before shaking his head.
"I'm hungry let's get to the kitchens first" said Harry.
"Kitchens you know where they are?! I've never seen a kitchen in Hogwarts yet" said Severus impressed.
"Come on then lets go see it" said Harry glad he was getting to show Severus something else in Hogwarts.
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