"W-What?" He stuttered.
"Well do you?" I asked again.
"That's none of your business," Mako said quickly before walking away.
"It involves me so it is my business." I said taking a step forward getting closer to him. He stayed silent not sure what to say. "You do," I smirked.
"No," He said after gulping.
"Yes you do, you suddenly got nervous when I said you do." I said poking at his chest.
"Psh, um," He said with a lost for words, "Well, your just doing this because you like me!"
"What? I don't," I felt myself slightly lie.
He stepped closer to me an inch from my face, "You broke me up with Asami cause you wanted me yourself!"
"What? Like I said, I didn't break you guys up!" I exclaimed.
"But you do like me,"
"No! I-I don't," Damn, I'm loosing my lying touch.
"Ha! You do you stuttered!" He smiled.
"Well you like me!" I said loudly.
"No!" He said.
"Yes!"
"You like me!" He exclaimed back.
"No!" I denied.
"Yes!" He said when I couldn't take it anymore of this bickering, I grabbed him by the shirt and put my lips on his. I could feel him being shocked at first but quickly kissed back. I felt a pleasurable tingling sensation run through my body as the kiss went on. I felt his hands slinger on my waist while my hands laid flat on his chest. Every second the kiss got more passionate, but soon enough I pulled my lips away from him keeping his gaze for a second before I looked down and taking my hands off of him. He pulled his hands to his sides, "Um I should uh go um back to the um apartment, uh yeah." I said awkwardly before leaving him standing there.
That night I couldn't sleep no matter hard I tried. The kiss kept replaying in my head, I wondered if he slept peacefully tonight as I laid awake at 3am the day before another match. That night I realized I did like him but I never planned on admitting that. I sat up after pulling of the blanket that had laid on top of me. I got up deciding to take a walk I put on my leather jacket before walking out the door.
Once my foot hit the streets of the city I sighed, I kept walking around the dark streets trying to escape my thoughts. I turned to go down a corner when I ran into someone. "Shit," came out mumbled from my mouth before falling to the ground. I looked up to see Tahno with a grin plastered on his face. I rolled my eyes, this guy is what I call a jerk bender, I thought to myself while getting up and brushing the dirt off of my pants.
"Hey girly," He said a smirk on his face.
"What do you want Tahno?" I asked with attitude in my voice.
"You," He said stepping closer making me back up.
"Well you can't have me." I said.
"Really," He says before taking another step towards me making me back up into the wall of a building. "Who says?" He questioned before taking one more step forward making him so close his body was pressed against mine.
"Move or I'll-" I started but was quickly interrupted by Tahno.
"You'll what?" He grabbed my wrists and pushed them harshly against the wall making my jaw slightly drop in slight shock and fear.
"I-I'll-" I stuttered before he kissed me harshly. I struggled in his grip as I tried to push him off of me. The more I struggled the more he tightened his grip on me. I bit his lip making his face pull away from mine.
"You bitch your gonna pay!" He yelled angrily before slamming my hands on the brick wall of the building making the back of my head bounce back and hit the wall making me feel pain spread through out my head. I could feel tahno pulls his hands off of me but I fell to the ground as my vision ceased.
I opened my eyes to see the sun just rising in sky and no one around the street. I sat up and saw my shirt ripped and my pants and underwear around my ankles. I stood up pulling up my underwear and jeans back on. I zipped up my jacket to hide my ripped up tee shirt trying to remember what had happened last night. Suddenly It all came back to me, "Tahno raped me," I whispered to myself before falling down to the ground crying, I pulled out my legs and hugged them while crying.
I cried until I pulled myself together, I stood up and walked around the corner. Shit what time is it? I asked myself while looking for a clock. I saw one on the outside of a shop it read 11:30am. Shit, Mako and Bolin will be awake. I thought to myself before walking up the steps of the arena. What was I going to tell them, I went on a late night walk? No, they would question where I have been. Before I could think of any excuse I walked into our apartment. "Where have you been?" I heard Mako's voice making me sigh.
"I was just out," I said heading for the stairs.
"Fine, don't tell me, but we uh need to talk about last night." He said making me freeze in place.
I sighed before turning around and walking over to him. "Is Bolin asleep or out?"
"Asleep," He answered.
"So talk," I said seriously.
"Look, can we just pretend that we never kissed?" He asked.
I looked down, I found out I really like him and he just breaks me. "Do you want that?" I asked my voice slightly cracking.
"Please, You and Bolin went out and he would be hurt if he found out." I realized that what he said was true we would hurt him.
I sighed looking up at him, "Sure, we're back to basically hating each other." I said. Mako nodded before I walked back up the stairs. I felt myself tearing up,
"You okay?" I heard Bolin's voice from a few steps away from me, I looked up to see him staring at me.
"Yeah I'm fine just kinda... tired, I didn't sleep much last night." I lied. "How long have you been awake?" I asked trying to avoid the topic we were talking about before.
"Only a couple of minutes ago." He answered.
"Cool, I'll be in my room if you need me." I said before rushing into my room slamming the door behind me. I just sat on my bed and started crying letting the tears fall down my face.
Awe so sad :( I'm sorry I haven't posted sooner but a lot has been going on lately and I had slight writers block. Please review and favorite. :)
