I look in the mirror at myself and I can fill the tears building up in my yes this was not what I wanted but I was happy at the same time I place my hand on my stomach and I love this baby already even though the circumstances were not ideal I would still give this baby everything I could. I splash water on my face and walk out of the bathroom. Even though my friends had went with me to the doctor I still was in the bathroom not ready to face everybody but I had to I make my way out of the bathroom and out into the waiting room where all three of my friends rush up to me asking me questions as Eli reaches out for me. I look at them and smile and they already know the answer I was pregnant and they were excited about having a new baby on the way. They already knew who the father was and they didn't care they knew how me and Mark felt about each other the problem was how in the hell was I going to tell Mark and Sara. We arrive home and Eli is hungry so I go into the kitchen and fix him a snack to eat as I try to figure out how to reveal the news to Mark there were so many questions and what ifs running through my mind that I didn't even hear the front door open and close and Mark walk into the kitchen as I turn to go get Eli from his play room I bump into hard flesh and fall not to softly on my ass. I look up and I blush Mark's eyes had a way of undressing me that was unnerving he helps me up and hugs me Mark can tell there is something wrong, he can also sense that she is not telling him everything that she knows she was this way before when she was pregnant with Eli could she be pregnant. I laugh as Eli comes running into the room shouting "daddy daddy"! Eli throws himself into Mark's arms and wraps his little arms around his neck Mark maybe an asshole and a prick sometimes but he was a damn good father. He sets Eli in his highchair and feeds him his snack as Kat pours him a cup of coffee and she grabs a bottle of water. That was strange Kat always drank at least one cup of coffee with him, he shrugs it off and smiles as he thinks about Sara she was feisty in bed and was always looking to please him but something was missing and he couldn't put his finger on it. Mark was taking Eli with him for a week down to his house so he could get use to Sara and kind of give Kat a break since her work schedule was so crazy sometimes. She turns to the side and he notices that her figure looks fuller that it usually did he looks Kat in the eyes and he knows there is something she is keeping from him.
"Kat are you ok" Mark asks as he gives Eli his Sippy cup and sets the boy down on the floor and he goes off to play in his room. Mark and Kat still maintained their sexual relationship with each other it was weird to some people but she seemed ok with it and so was Sara. He pins her against the counter top and plants a kiss on her that had her head spinning Kat grabs his arms to steady herself and her knees are already weak.
"I'm fine Mark" I say as I try to catch my breath Sara apparently was off on another modeling photo shoot and she had given him permission to do what he wanted that was the one part Kat didn't get about their relationship. Mark cups her breasts through her shirt and he takes note that they seem bigger, fuller more than usual then it dawns on him. Kat was pregnant and she wasn't telling him. He looks at her and givers a searing look and she lowers her head he picks her up takes her into the living room sits down on the couch and places her over his knee. Mark had slipped her skirt up over her ass and landed two slaps hard on her ass cheek. She is squirming and trying to get out of his grip but his grip was like iron. Mark lands 8 more slaps to her ass cheek each landing on a different side each time then he pulls her skirt back down and sits her up in his lap as he looks into her eyes again there were no tears but she enjoyed this type of discipline in the bedroom which was pretty fucking hot as far as he was concerned.
"Now is there something you want to tell me Kat"? Mark says as I try to control the emotions that are running through me right now. I straddle his lap and we kiss as he wraps an arm around my waist and pulls me closer to him. But anything else would have to wait until later tonight when Eli was asleep.
"I'm pregnant". The words were out of my mouth before I could stop myself and Mark wraps me in his arms as I bury my face into his chest and just breathe it was the only thing I could do. Mark was beyond happy about this baby about the fact that it could be a little girl or a little boy. He didn't care as long as long as Kat and the baby were happy and healthy. Eli comes running into the living room and climbs up on the couch and somehow wedges himself between the two of us I laugh as he pushes me and Mark apart and he grabs my hand leading me towards his play room which was a total disaster but it was a play room and I wasn't going to ruin his fun because I wanted to throw everything that was too little for him away. Mark comes up behind me and wraps his arms around his waist it was like we had never been apart it was like he had never meet Sara and we never had a fight. But deep in my mind I kept telling myself I needed to let him go but my heart wouldn't let me. It was almost 630 pm and it was time for dinner and to get Eli a bath and get him ready for bed. Mark takes care of his dinner while I get things ready for his bath, I smile as I can fill what fills like butterflies moving in my stomach and I knew that my baby boy or girl would be just as loved and as spoiled as Eli was. Mark is in the kitchen feeding him carrots and peas and some chicken as Eli is stuffing his face as fast as Mark puts the stuff on the highchair trey for him. Eli gets done with his dinner as he reaches up for Mark and Mark picks him up and carries him into the bathroom strips off his clothes and his diaper and then sets the boy in the water as he lets him play for a little bit and then washes him up really good and then gets him out and gets his dried off and dressed for bed. Needless to say I was kind of impressed by his ability to handle Eli at night usually he was very clingy and didn't want anybody but me but he was glued to Mark's side tonight. We both go into his room as Mark puts him in his bed and we read him a bedtime story as his eyes close I kiss him on the forehead and I leave the door cracked as I head towards the bathroom myself and I strip off my clothing and climb into the shower as I let the hot water relax my body I jump as I fill Mark slide in behind me he takes the wash cloth from me and begins to wash every part of my body very good making sure he took the time to drive me crazy as I push him against the wall and I kiss him hard as he picks me up and pushes me against the shower wall as he slides into me as I arch my back loving the fill of him inside of me. Mark takes a nipple into his mouth as he swirls his tongue around the tip a moan escaping my lips as he drives me to the edge and then stops. I poke out my lip and he laughs as I carries me out of the shower and bends me over the bathroom counter he grabs my hips and shoves into me our slick bodies meshing against each other.
"Oh Fuck"! I groan out as I can fill my body tingling oh how I loved the feeling of his weight on me. I can fill Mark grow inside of me and I know he is close I tighten up my muscles around his cock and I laugh as he makes one last thrust and sends his seed shooting deep inside of me, he isn't done though he carries me into the bedroom and lays me down in the middle of the bed as he climbs between my legs and brings them up towards my body as he spreads my legs and plunges into me again as I gasp and whence sometimes I forgot how well-endowed he really was. God she felt amazing and he felt like he was floating on cloud 9! Mark groans as she becomes wetter by the second, she throws her head back as her eyes roll into the back of her head. Mark kisses her lips as she moans into his mouth and he can fill her falling apart in his arms as he begins to pump into her harder and faster as she screams and lets go as he throws his head back and howls out his release as he collapses on top on her she opens her legs to give him room to lay as he rests his face against her breast. She runs her fingers through his hair as sweat is glistening off of their bodies. Mark moves down and rests his ear against her belly his child was in there and for some reason that was so fucking sexy to him he can fill the tears building in his eyes he was torn and he didn't know what to do. Did he stay with Sara who he was beginning to have fillings for or did he stick by Kat's side that had been there for him since day one. Mark gathers her into his arms as they lay down together tomorrow they were taking Eli to the park and then Kevin and Liz were going to take him for a couple of days since they hadn't seen him in a couple of days. Mark had taken a couple of weeks off since Sara was doing photo shoots for the wwe because they were fixing to do a storyline together. He really wanted it to be Kat traveling and going on the road with him but he knew she would never give up her job let alone travel with two small children. All night long they made love he would let her rest for a couple of minutes and then they were back at it again. Kat was an amazing lover, she may have been a virgin when they meet but I guess being with him had taught her a thing or two. But by the time they finally stopped it was time to get up, they show and then go and check on Eli who was still sleeping I peep in on him and I smile he was just now waking up and rubbing his eyes as he sees me and jumps up and runs towards me flinging his arms around my neck. I grab him and change his diaper really quick and then we head downstairs for breakfast. It was hard to believe that Eli would be 2 in a couple of months he was learning more words by the day and he was looking more like Mark every day.
"I lub you mommy" Eli says as I put him in his highchair and I put some eggs, on and tear up some buttered toast into pieces for him to eat. Eli digs into his food as me and Mark sit down and eats our breakfast. I clean him up and get him ready to go to the park as I'm packing his I smile as I remember the day he was born and I can't wait until this next baby gets here. I put Eli down on the floor and I grab his bag I had packed his overnight bag for when he went with Kevin and Liz. We walk out the door and I make sure everything is off and locked up as Mark is putting Eli into his car seat; he closes the door and then helps me up into the truck as he slides behind the wheel and we make our way towards the park. I smile as Eli is squealing and clapping his hands he loved the park. We climb out of the truck and I grab the bag and Eli and we make our way to the swings Mark lifts him up and puts him in the swing we both take turns pushing him as he is laughing and saying "higher". We spend about two hours at the park and then we meet up with Kevin, Lynn, Liz, Shawn, and Margaret and Sean. Lynn and Shawn had decided that they wanted to keep the little man for a couple of days and that were fine with Kevin and Lynn who apparently were going out of town to get more than a little cozy. I smile as we had decided on a small diner that was just a short distance from the park, it had the most delicious food since it was so early in the day there were not a lot of people there which was a good thing when Mark, Shawn, and Sean were together they always seemed to attract a lot of female attention. Then my thoughts are drawn back to Mark and Sara, she had called just the other and Mark not being shamed told Sara that he was with me. Sara was a sweet girl but for the life of me I could not understand why she let Mark do what he wanted to do. I order some green beans, carrots, and beef tips and rice for Eli which was easy for me to cut up. We enjoy our lunch and have casual conversation as Eli is making a complete and total mess but the all the waitresses were so in love with him and with Mark. I scoot my chair closer to Mark and I grab his pony tail give it a tug and pull him down for a smothering kiss everybody looks shocked but laughing at the same time we pull away and all Mark can do is laugh along with everybody else. We finish lunch and me and Mark kiss and love on Eli before he goes off with Lynn and Shawn don't get me wrong I trusted both of them but he was still my baby and I was still very protective. Later that night after Mark and I have both had our showers we are relaxing in his big recliner watching TV with me sitting in his lap and my legs hanging over the side. I go to adjust myself and Mark reaches between my legs and cups my mound causing me moan, he slowly slips two fingers inside of me and I part my legs for me as we begin to kiss. I straddle his lap as he unzips his pants and I slide down between his legs and I take him fully into my mouth and begin to move up and down on his cock using my tongue to taste and tease him. Mark groans as I take his pants all the way off along with his boxers and I go back to work on his cock as I lick up and down the sides and then swirl my tongue around the tip as I fill Mark tense up. I smile as I can fill close to the edge as he pulls away from me grabbing me by the arm he bends me over the couch and parts my legs as he rubs his cock against my already wet folds I moan as I push back against him as he sinks into me I arch my back as he grabs a handful of my hair and gives it a tug as he begins a fast hard pace. His balls are slapping against me as I bring one of my legs up on the arm of the couch and Mark all about losses his composure. Mark reaches around and rubs my clit and I can fill my orgasm building up I scream as I cum trembling under him as he hits his peak and the carries me upstairs to the bedroom where he planned on fucking me for the rest of the night.
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"I fill horrible"! I say as I once again emptied my stomach for the 4th time today, which I was so getting tired of. I would be good for a couple of weeks and then all of a sudden I would be hit with a wave of nausea that would all but take me out. I groan as I stand up and look in the mirror I was currently 3 months pregnant and my stomach was just starting to stand out. Kevin and the guys were in town for the week and I honestly could care less I thought to myself as I rinse my mouth out and then head into the bedroom where I once again climb under the covers and go to sleep. This pregnancy was totally different from the last pregnancy, when I was pregnant with Eli I didn't get sick like I did with this one, I didn't really start showing until my later months but this child already had me getting big in areas I didn't want to get big. Mark was on the road with Sara doing their storyline and here I was pregnant with his child and I for some reason could not be happier. I hear the door to my bedroom open and I peak out from under the covers as I wave to Bradshaw who was one of the guys that happened to be in town this week. We had become great friends over the last couple of months and I enjoyed having him around, Mark on the other hand acted like an ogre every time Bradshaw looked at me. Bradshaw sits a cup of hot tea down on the bedside table and I thank him as I sit up and begin to sip the hot brew, I groan as it hits my throat and I realize I had a doctor's appointment today, I finish the tea up and race off to the shower as I wash off and shave and then step out quickly dry off and throw on a pair of short and a t shirt as I slip on my flip flops, I grab my purse and race out the door with everybody looking at me like I'm crazy. Luckily Eli was still sleeping so I explain to Liz what is going on and she smiles, lately I didn't know rather I was coming or going. Margaret wanted to go so she grabs her purse and follows me out the door as I race towards my doctor's office, I was usually never late for anything thank God I owned my own business, any phone calls had been forwarded to my cell phone and any applications could be filled out on line to be looked at when I got back to the office. I check in with the front desk and I wait to be called back as I'm trying to catch my breath I look at Margaret and laugh she never knew I could move so fast.
"I think we can slow down now, race horse we got here early" Margaret says as she grabs my hand and reassures me I'm going to be fine. Today they were just doing their regular routine which consisted of a urine sample, blood pressure check, weight check and drawing some blood. I hated needles but I just learned to turn my head and pretend I was in a different place. They call me back and Margaret is right behind me the nurse goes to stop her but I tell her it's ok as she notices that my bp is a little high.
"I was in a hurry today, completely forgot that I had a doctor's appointment today and have been going 90 miles an hour since I woke up this morning". The nurse and I laugh.
"Ok, I was getting a little worried just try to take it easy and if you have to start writing yourself notes to remind you ahead of time, go ahead I was the same way when I was pregnant and I had to learn to slow down". She measures my belly and goes to get the fetal Doppler monitor which allows us to hear the heartbeat. She finds it and me wipe the tears that come to my eyes I could not wait to find out which sex this baby would be!
"Well baby has a great heartbeat 140 miles per minute, I'm going to go ahead and get you to set up your ultrasound appointment for next month when you go to check out". I think your bp will be ok just making sure not to be in such a hurry and take you time". The nurse says as she wipes the cold jelly stuff of my belly and she puts my shirt back down. I smile and Margaret helps me sit up as I head to the checkout counter. I my appointment is set for the 24th of next month and I thank the lady as Margaret and I head out to the car, I all of sudden fill sick again and since I have nothing in my stomach to empty out all I do is dry heave. I groan and I plop down in the passenger seat and I prop my feet up on the dash, Margaret drives us home as I still fill completely exhausted, I wave goodnight to everybody and head back upstairs to get some rest, I wish I had more energy for Eli hopefully when I woke up I would fill a lot better. I open my eyes and look at the clock 8pm, shit! I can't believe I slept until 8pm! I jump out of bed and head downstairs where I see the guys playing card and the girls are sitting in the living room watching TV with a tired Eli who doesn't want to go to sleep, Eli looks at me and runs to me and throws his arms around my neck as he kisses me on the face. "I miss mommy" "I missed you too buddy sorry mommy hasn't been filling great today". I say as he all but jumps out of my arms and goes back to watching TV as he is rubbing his eyes, I arch my eyebrow at him and he smile. I go and grab him and I give him a Sippy cup of milk and I lay him in his bed, read him a bedtime story and then lay with him until he falls asleep. I kiss him on the forehead and then leave the door cracked open in case he gets up in the middle of the night. I head back downstairs as I sit with the girls on the couch they are eating popcorn and drinking sweet tea.
"Hey are you feeling better, we were kind of getting worried about you but we also didn't want to wake you up because we knew you didn't fill well". Margaret says as she takes a sip of her sweet tea and grabs a handful of popcorn.
"Yes I'm filling a lot better; this kid is really kicking my ass this time". I say as we laugh.
"Have you picked out any names yet"? Liz asks I look at her and smile I had picked out several just wasn't sure which one I was going to use".
"I have actually picked out a couple I'm just not sure which one to use".
"Well spill the beans"! Lynn says as she goes into the kitchen to grab some more tea.
"Well the first one is Brianna Nicole, the 2nd one is Ashley RNA and the 3rd one is Ava Lynn Margaret Elizabeth". The other three women look at me and I swear their smiles could have reached the moon they all three gather me in a hug and are excited. I grab me a handful of popcorn but I decided that I better each something that would actually fill me up instead of junk food as I make my way into the kitchen the guy all say "Hey the dead has awakened"! I laugh as I see that dinner has already been brought and it was a lot of it. They were several different type of pizza, and some chicken wings and I see that Margaret had grabbed my favorite thing which was a dish of vegetable lo Mein. I mouth thank you to her and I put my food on a plate and heat it up as I grab a bottle of water and sink down at the little bar area to eat.
"Hey girl how are you filling"? Bradshaw asks as I take a sip of water.
"I'm actually filling a lot better! I don't know why this give is already giving me hell but good lord I haven't been able to keep anything down since yesterday"! I say as I take a couple of bites of my food and I savor the taste it tasted like heaven on a spoon and it was filling me up pretty quickly. I smile as I look at the table of card players; there was Bradshaw, Kevin, Shawn, Sean, and Scott. Who to my surprise was not drunk, it wasn't that I didn't like Scott I considered one of the guys just like I did the others but his drinking had gotten a little out of hand Mark said he had always been that way and they have tried to help but Scott did the own thing.
"Well we have to consider that Mark is the father of that baby and since Mark is the father now I can see why that child is giving you hell already".
"Hey that's my unborn you are talking about". I turn my head and Mark is standing in the doorway with his arm around Sara. I lower my head and go back to eating my food as I try to avoid the glances that people are giving me. They wondered for so long how I kept putting up with Mark and his games but the only answer I could give was that I loved him. Sara wasn't a problem she was kind and sweet towards me and she treated Eli like her own Lynn, Margret, and Liz had taken the younger woman under their wings so to speak. I finish my food and I wash my plate up and put it in the dish drainer and I for some strange reason go and sit in the lap of Bradshaw who is a little surprised himself I guess you could say I was a little jealous of Mark bringing Sara. I wrap my arm around his neck and watch as they play cards and I actually helped him win a couple of rounds who knew I was such a good card shark. I can see Mark's face turning red and I smile to myself serve him right I think to myself. Sara is over there chatting with the other women not even paying attention to Mark. Bradshaw wraps an arm around my waist and I lean back against him, I considered Bradshaw a friend and nothing else he was good to me and was always a welcome guest at the house. Little did anybody know I was planning on taking a couple of days to myself at Lynn's parents lake house I needed a break from work, from friends, from Mark from everybody. I planned on leaving tonight which the girls already knew. The guys play a couple more rounds of cards I whisper something in Bradshaw's ear and he nods as I get up and make my way the stairs to grab my things Mark tries to stop me but the guys convince him to play a couple of rounds of cards with them so that gives me a chance to get out the door without too many people seeing. I put my stuff into the trunk and I slide behind the wheel as I crank up the car and I make my way towards the lake house which was only an hour's drive. This was where I had first meet Mark all those years ago, I smile he was my first everything and I hated to give him up but I could not continue to be in a relationship with him knowing he was with Sara also. I stop at the local store that is just down the street from the lake house and I grab a couple of things just to get me through the first day until the next day. I pay for the items and I get to the lake house and unload everything as I flip on the lights and smile we had always loved coming to the lake house it was place that could carry your burdens away. I put everything away and unpack my clothes into the first bedroom pull out a pair of pjs and stuff to take a shower with him and I step under the hot spray. Luckily the housecleaner had just left the day before so everything was cleaned and fresh linens had been put out I groan as the hot water hits my body I shower shaved and then rinse off and step out as I grab a towel and wrap it around my head and then my body. I didn't do anything to my hair expect blow dry it and brush it out I smile as I think about the little life growing inside of me. Next month we finally got to find out what the sex of the baby was I then frown I hated that Mark was with Sara but there was nothing I could do about that I make my way into the bedroom.
"You wanna tell me what that little stunt you just pulled was". I scream as I see Mark standing in front of me in the middle of the bedroom. I suck in my breath and try to focus on something other than the fact that he looking fucking amazing his long hair was pulled back into a ponytail he had on a pair of black pants and a tight fitting black tank top. I was still in nothing but a towel and I was a nervous wreck I knew Mark was possessive and he had to be in control of everything. I really couldn't explain myself other than I did it to make him jealous and it had worked. I lower my head and blush I was hoping he hadn't noticed I was gone but I forgot Mark knew everything about me sometimes he knew what I was thinking.
"I did it to make you jealous; I got mad when I saw you walk in with Sara so I sat in his lap to make you jealous". Mark laughs and then takes two steps towards me and pins me against the wall and yanks the towel away from me his eyes are filled with hunger and desire as he kisses me showing me how much he wanted me. Mark strips off his clothes and I watch as his cock springs to life, I moan as he grabs me pins me against the wall picks me up and kisses me again as he slowly slides me down on top of his cock I arch my back as he massages me breasts as he sucks one nipple into his mouth.
"I'm the one who is jealous Kat". Mark says he shoves into me I wrap my arms around his neck as he carries me towards the bed and he lays me down but keeps my ass on the edge as he wraps my legs around his waist and he begins to fuck me hard and fast, his grip was a little too tight but I love every second. I look up at Mark and smile he arches his eyebrow and he realizes that I did this to make him mad.
"You are a very naughty woman, you may be carrying our child but I'm not afraid to put you over my knee and bust your ass for being such a brat".
"Then what are you waiting for". I say Mark pulls out sits on the bed and puts me over his lap in seconds. His hands are wondering over my plump as he slides a hand down between my legs, he moans as he fills just how wet I really am. I can fill his erection pressing inside my side as I wiggle trying to get comfortable on his lap. He lands one smack to my ass cheek and I moan as I can fill the tingling starting again, he does it again and I'm whimpering with need as he does it a third time and I all but cum on his lap. Mark is beyond turned on at this point; he slides his hand back between her legs and slides two fingers inside of her as Kat moves herself on his fingers. He places his arms around her waist and fists his hand in her hair as he begins to move his fingers faster in and out of her as her moans are mixing with his grunts.
"Mark"
"Hush".
I moan as he sits me up and I straddle his lap as I attack him our tongues and hands are all over the place I want him badly and I couldn't help it. I shove him down on the mattress and before he can say anything I sink down on top of his cock, rocking myself back and forth on his as I arch backwards giving him more access to my body as he rubs his thumb over my clit. Mark grabs my hips and thrusts his hips upwards as I can fill my body responding to his every touch. Mark quickly gains control as he sits up and I'm looking straight into his eyes as I can fill the blush creeping onto my face, he wraps his arms around my waist as he sees the questions in her eyes she was upset that he had Sara with him. Mark laughs and I look at him weird. He knew he had to choose and he was having a hard time deciding on what to do, his original thought was to have Sara move in with him and also keep Kat, and Eli there also since they were a big part of his life. He couldn't think about that at this moment in time so he lays her on her side and pulls her back against him as he enters her from behind wrapping arm around her waist and throwing his leg over hers as he begins to pump in and out of her. He hand finds her stomach that was a little swollen with his child and he is overcome with emotion, he couldn't wait to find out what the sex would be. Mark kisses her neck and squeezes her breasts as she is trembling and shaking he knew the affect he had on her and he knew that no matter what she would always be his and that's when he sees her wrist on the inside of her wrist was the date they first met, and the day that Eli was born along with his and her initials all done in a circle. He looks at Kat and she smiles he loved her no doubt about that.
"Since when did you like tattoos"? Mark asks as he kisses her on the lips and rolls her under him as he pins her beneath him. I look into his eyes and I can't help but smile the last time he had left to go on the road and a couple of days before I found out I was pregnant I had gotten the idea for the tattoo off a website. I had never been into tattoos but I saw this one and I had to have it the artist was a woman and she was cool as hell. She had actually signed up to have somebody help with her grandmother several times a week because she was in a wheelchair and needed assistance with bathing and such. Mark smiles as he kisses me again and I wrap my arms around his neck, I moan as he slides his cock inside of me and I pull him closer to me I couldn't get enough of him. Mark looks down at her she has her eyes closed and her head thrown back as he is pumping in and out her. With every thrust he makes he can see the pleasure building and he smiles. This sweet woman had walked into his life and he hadn't been able to let her go. As her orgasm is building her can fill her whole body go tense and he slows down his thrusts as she opens her eyes and looks up into his and then I let out a scream as my orgasm hits and my whole body is shaking and I'm clinging to him my head resting against his chest. I hold onto his loving the fill of him against me which he was still hard and pumping into me as I can fill my orgasm building again. Mark kisses my lips as I wrap my arms and legs around his waist as I arch into him running my fingers down his back and cupping his ass as I bring my legs up towards my body and I push him into me urging him to go deeper. My whole body was on fire and I was desperate for release I run my tongue down his neck and I swirl my tongue around his nipple and I run my fingers through his hair gathering it in his hands and giving it a tug. Mark growls as he grabs my hair and also gives it a tug and I open my eyes as Mark's are boring into mine, he nips at my lips and my neck and close to my ear as I giggle and he I fill him grow bigger inside of me. I gasp as I look at him and he arches his eyebrow and then begin his thrusts again as he cups my breasts and run his thumbs over my nipple causing them to spring to life I moan as he rolls over so that I'm on top.
"You will always belong to me, I own you Kat". Mark says as he thrust into me as I gasp and I arch my back as he grasps my hips and stills my movements. He places his hand over my slightly swollen stomach and I smile. That was our child growing and I was happy but then Sara pops into my mind and I can fill myself pull away from Mark. How could I continue to be with him and he was basically living and traveling with Sara. Mark can see her change in attitude and he already know what is on her mind, Mark goes to grab her arm but she pulls away and goes into the bathroom. He knew that he couldn't have both of them even though Sara knew how he felt about Kat he knew Kat wore her heart on her sleeve and sooner or later he had to face reality and realize she wasn't going to let him keep playing her forever. Kat comes out of the bathroom with her hair in a ponytail, her clothes on and her bag that she came with in her arms. Before she can lose her nerve she turns to Mark but doesn't look him in the eyes she knew that she would be lost if she did.
"I'm done Mark, you know I love you but I can't keep doing this you are with Sara and I refuse to be the 2nd woman in anybody's life. I deserve better than what you are giving me and I refuse to let you hurt Sara. You can come to the hospital when the baby is born and be a part of this child's life but our relationship is over with".' I look at Mark and I can fill the tears in my eyes as I grab my car keys and I head out the door and head to my house in Dallas Texas which I had purchased a couple of years ago it was a smaller two bedroom, two bathroom house that all of us girls used when we needed to get away for a little bit. He hears the front door close and he hangs his head down and he can't help the tears that come falling from his eyes Kat meant the world to him and so did their children but he knew Kat was done playing 2nd fiddle to Sara. He gets up out of bed and heads to the shower and then gets dressed he locks the front door and then gets into his car as he heads back to the house he knew that she would probably have one of the girls bring Eli to her so he wanted to get back to the house before they took off. Mark's heart was torn into pieces and he didn't even fill like dealing with Sara right now but he knew that she would be waiting for him with a smile on her face. He wipes his eyes and decided then and there to put Kat out of his mind and focus on Sara. He knew that Kat would distance herself from him for the next couple of months just to give herself sometime to breathe but he knew she would never deny him his kids. Mark composes himself and hits the highway towards their home where he knew she would no longer be waiting for him when he got time off from the road. Sara was his future and he knew she would make him happy but she wasn't Kat and never would be.
6 months later…..
I was nine months pregnant and miserable; I was sitting on the couch holding my stomach as I had been having contractions off and on all day but my water had not broken. They had kind of faded off and were easing up as I let out the breathe I had been holding. I was excited about the upcoming birth of my daughter but I was also nervous as hell, I had moved out of the house me and Mark had together and I was staying at the house in Dallas. Mark would call to check on me but I would always let one of the girls talk to him and fill him in on things. He had once again reminded all of us that we needed to call him as soon as I went into labor but I just rolled my eyes not even in the mood to deal with him right now. After I had left that night it had taken me three months before I was finally able to speak to him without bursting into tears. He was currently engaged to Sara and she was happier than ever she finally had Mark's undivided attention and I was out of the picture…sort of. She was nice to me and I had no problem with her but I could care less about Mark at this point in time. I remember the day I found out I was having a girl, I was beyond excited and Eli was ready to be his sister's protector. He was such a big boy and he was always asking about his dad, in fact I was getting his bag ready for him to go spend a couple of weeks with Mark since Mark had taken a couple of weeks off. Sara had done a great job decorating his room and I was glad that Eli had taking a liking to her I smile as Eli is laying his ear against my stomach and he squeals with delight as his little sister decides at that point in time to kick him.
"Momma I can't wait to meet my little sister"! Eli says as he throws his arms around my neck and I smile he was my pride and joy. Mark was also taking him for a couple of weeks until I got adjusted to the new baby being around. Which was probably going to be hard but I could not wait until I got to hold her into my arms. I had already picked out her name and Mark the couple of times that we did talk liked the name that I had picked out which was Mariah Elaina Calaway. I smile as Eli jumps down off of the couch as Sara knocks on the door and makes her way into the living room, I try to get up off the couch but I groan and roll my eyes it was so hard to get up off the couch with an 8 pound baby pressing down on your bladder. I laugh as Sara hold out her hand and she helps me up off the couch I groan as I grab Eli's overnight bag and I hand it to Sara.
"Everything he needs is in the bag, he is potty trained but he does have overnights in case he as an accident. He has plenty of clothes in case he does have an accident and some extra underwear. He is doing pretty good but knowing when he has to go but sometimes he doesn't make it in time. He is getting kind of picky about his food right now the only things he likes are chicken, and hamburger and junk food"! I say as I moan as a small contraction hits me Sara has a worried look on her face but I tell her everything s ok as Eli comes into the room and I give him a big hug and kiss as I walk him outside to Sara's car and I buckle him into his car seat.
"Take care of little sister momma"! Eli says as he kisses me on the cheek I smile and tell him I will as I close the door and Sara backs out of the driveway. As they disappear out of sight I call Lynn and see if she can come over and stay the night in case I went into labor. She agrees but along with her comes Kevin, Liz, and Margaret! I smile as I fill my little girl kicking and then I can fill the tears spring to my eyes, this was not the type of relationship that I wanted her with Mark, I was so hoping that just maybe me and him could work things out but that was not meant to be. I dry my eyes and I go to the bathroom and shower and I let the warm water relax my tired and sore body I was so ready for my little girl to be here! I step out of the shower and dry off as I pull my hair into a ponytail and I slip on a gown as my pj pants didn't fit around my belly anymore. She was really active tonight, I groan as I fill a pain shoot from my back to around my front and I go still and take a couple of deep breaths, the pain soon goes away and I make my way to the kitchen to grab a bottle of water and wait for my friends to get here. The house was way too quiet without Eli hears; I missed my little man so much when he was with Mark and Sara. I lay back on the couch and groan as I fill another pain and I sit up on the couch as I go to stand up I fill something wet dripping down my leg. I'm in panic mood because I'm by myself Kevin, Lynn, Margaret, and Liz were still on the highway, I make my way to the living room and grab my overnight bag that was already packed and I grab my car keys and I head towards the front door, I double over as I fill a sharp pain rip though me again and I groan as I reach the car and start the engine. I can fill my body tighten up for another contraction and I let out a groan as I fill a lot of pressure as I'm backing out of the driveway Kevin, Liz, Lynn, and Margaret pull up as I'm getting out of the car they notice that the front of my pants are wet and they also go into panic mode they help me into Kevin's car and tell him they will follow him in my car he helps me up into his truck and he speeds towards the hospital. I was so thankful they showed up just in time the last thing I wanted to do was delivery this baby by myself. Kevin has a worried look on his face as he sees me place a hand on my belly and I groan as another contraction hits me.
"Unless you want me to have this baby in the front seat of your truck I suggest you put your foot to the floor"! I try to smile but I'm in way to much pain! I fill like I have to push and I know that I will deliver this baby sooner than expected, the doctors would be worried because I had a c section with my first I wasn't sure how they would handle things. As soon as we get to the hospital Kevin grabs a wheelchair and he helps me out of the truck and rolls me fast than I cared to be rolled into the labor and delivery department. The nurses come rushing out and get me settled into a room and they look at my chart and I notice the expression on their faces. They probably were not sure what in the hell to do either, I groan as another contraction hits me and I all but lose my balance. Kevin helps me sit on the side of the bed and is rubbing my back as his cell phone starts to ring its Mark who had apparently tried to call my phone but I was not answering.
"Hey Man is Kat ok, I tried to call her several times and I didn't get an answer"
"Well she is in labor we are currently at the hospital and the doctors are not sure what to do since she had a c section the last time".
"What! Why in the hell didn't she call me when she went into labor! I promise you that when she gets to filling better I'm going to light her ass up! I roll my eyes and laugh as Kevin can't help but smile at the fact that Mark is a little frazzled. Mark tells Kevin that he and Sara are leaving now to go to the hospital as he says ok and hangs up the phone. My doctor comes in and smiles at me as he looks at my chart.
"Well Kat we have two options here, we can go head and try to deliver the baby vaginally or we can go ahead and get you set up for a c section. Either way we want both you and baby to be as safe as possible during the delivery. First we are going to check to see if the baby is head down and just how many centimeters you are at". The doctor puts on a pair of gloves and Kevin makes his way out of the room and all three women are hounding him with questions as soon as he gets out of the room. The doctor nods his head and he can also fill the baby's head as he checks me.
"Well you are only 5 centimeters dilated so you got a while to go, when did your water break"?
"About 1 hour ago, and the contractions started right afar".
"Well what do you want to do"?
"I think I'm going to try and deliver the natural way".
The doctor nods his head as he leaves the room and then Kevin comes back in as I lie back in the bed and try to get as comfortable as possible. I smile as I fill her kicking up a storm and then groan as a contraction racks my body again and I breathe through it as I grip the side of the bed where the rails are at. Mark comes busting into the room as he looks at me and I grin he makes his way over to the bed and kisses my forehead as he places his hand on my stomach.
"You have some major explaining to do as to way you didn't call me when you went into labor Katherine O'Shields"! Mark says as I grab his hand and squeeze hard as another contraction hits me.
"well I knew you and Sara were busy with Eli and I didn't want to bother anybody I was going to call as soon as I go to the hospital but as I was backing out of the driveway Kevin, Margaret, Lynn, and Liz all pulled up so Kevin drove me to the hospital. Where is Eli at Mark"?
"Well as we were fixing to leave Eli fell asleep so we didn't want to wake him up and bother him by bringing him up to the hospital so Sara decided to stay home with him and she will bring him to see us in the morning".
I nod my head as another contraction hits me and I scream out in pain as I cling to Mark's side. It felt weird thought he was in a relationship with Sara but yet he was by my side while I'm fixing to give birth to his daughter. I shake my thoughts clear as the nurse comes in and she checks to see how far dilated I'm and she smiles.
"You are currently 7 centimeters, won't be long now Miss.O'Shields". I thank the nurse as she leaves the room and all of my friends make their way into the room I smile as I get hugs from just about everybody I smile as Bradshaw comes into the room with some flowers and a pink stuffed teddy bear as I hug him and kiss him on the cheek and he rubs my stomach. He had become a really close friend to me and he lived in Texas also so if I ever needed anything while he was in town he was somebody I could count on. I groan and pant as another contraction hits me and I lean up in the bed and I swing my legs over the side of the bed and I reach out for Mark. I wrap my arms around his waist and I lean forward as I breathe in and breathe out as he is rubbing my back whispering to me and laying sweet kisses on my forehead reassuring me I could do this and that we are so close to meeting our little girl. About 2 hours later I'm getting ready to push as Mark helps me sit up and I take a deep breathe as the doctor looks up at me and smiles.
"Ok Kat, on the count of three I want you to push as hard as you can, this might be a little tough because of the c section but we are going to take shot at it".
I nod my head as he counts as Mark helps me sit up and I push as hard as I can. The doctor counts again and I bear down again as I can fill the strain that pushing is putting on my body. Mark has his arm wrapped around me and is very helpful as I bear down and push again for the third time.
"I can see her head Kat, one more push and your little girl should be here". I lean up with Mark's help I bear down and push with all my might as I fill her body slide from mine and I hear her first cries as I groan and fall back on the bed as I'm crying and Mark is cutting the cord. I smile as they clean her up, and swaddle her and place her in my arms. She was beautiful, she had dark hair like me, but she looked like Mark I kiss her sweet face as Mark kisses me on the lips and then kisses our daughter as she begins to cry and I try to nurse her. It takes a few tires before she latches on good but she is soon drinking from my breast as the doctors are cleaning me up and making sure I'm as comfortable as possible.
"Have you picked out a name yet". Mark asks as he is sitting in the rocking chair holding her after she has gotten done eating".
"Ava Lynn Margaret Elizabeth Calaway". Mark arches his eyebrow at me and I smile I shrug my shoulders and I groan as I fill a pain in my female region, I lift the covers and I gasp as I'm covered in blood. Mark quickly puts Ava in her cradle and yells for a nurse who comes rushing in. She gets two other nurses who page the doctor and they all rush me back towards the emergency section of the hospital. Apparently I started hemorrhaging and couldn't stop, this had not happened with Eli but somehow I knew that me giving birth the natural way to my daughter is probably what caused all the bleeding but I wouldn't trade that experience for anything in the world as my eyes are growing heavy I see Mark's face and he smiles at me.
"Hang on baby, just hang on! I nod my head as I heard all sorts of noise going on and I can't for the life of me figure out what in the hell is going on. Was it me was that causing all the commotion or was something else going on? I can fill myself slipping into darkness but I'm trying to fight it I can fill and hear doctor's and nurses around me but I can't see anything the last thing I fill is Mark's lips on my lips as he watches the mother of his child being taking into the operating room for emergency surgery and he wouldn't know anything until afterwards all he could do was pray.