February 16 2013

So, how is things? How is Caroline?" She asked with warm smile on her face. Ive met Rosalie for brunch since Jasper was willing to take Caroline with him for few hours.

"Shes great."

"You really did amazing job with her. Who knew a single 19 year old mom could pull it off."

"I wasnt alone. I got you guys. And Jasper. I never thought in my life that he will commit in a way like that."

"Well, he did treated you awfully back in highschool. All this shit he did."

"Yeah, I was surprised that the day I told you that I was pregnant he showed up a my door and said he will be with me in every step. I'm so grateful. He really is Carolines dad."

"So...but how is it? With him around? I knew you had it really bad in highschool. Feelings still there?"

She was right telling that I had it pretty bad. Loving Jasper was suicide. I was pathetic when it came to him. He played with me again and again and I let him. And every time he pushed me away I died a little things changed. And I'm happy they did.

"A little, you know I never got really over him." I said truthfully. Once in a while I feel this feelings crushing over me when I steal glances at him and watch him, the way his moves lips, the way he touches me sometimes. I know he feel its, I know he knows that sometimes I still wish we were something more. And watching him with Caroline makes it so easy to believe that we could be together.

"Yeah. Well. Enough about past. You coming to this dinner tonight?"

"Yeah of course. I havent seen Donna and Peter long time, Caroline misses them too."

"Thats fantastic. I hate these boring dinners and Emmet can't make it so it will be lovely to have you there."

"He can't? What is he doing?"

"I think he's cheating on me." I almost choked on my tea.

"what?"

"he's coming home late, when his phone rings he leaves the room, he has this late meeting all the time and when I question him he answers vaguely."

"Rose, that is Em we are talking about." I set my cup of tea down to a wooden table. "He loves you so much, he would never cheat on you."

"I know he loves but Bella, this shit is weird. He had never done this before."

"I'm sure its nothing." I said taking her hand in mine. "You will laugh about this later."

"Bella. it's so great to see you. Youve been really busy lately." Donna pulled me in a hug. Donna was Jaspers and Rosalies mother. Rose and her looked so much a like. For 42-year-old women donna looked like she could be Rosalies sister.

"I know and I'm really sorry for that." I said apoligesticly. "How are you?"

"im great dear, than you. Oh Caroline? You look so gorges in this dress." She said bending down to face my daughter.

"Thank you. Daddy baughed it to me." She smiled and looked up to Jasper. Jasper smiled odwn at Caroline. I felt my heart flattering, for a split second I really wished for Jasper to be Carolines real father.

"Of course he did. He loves you so much." Donna said and stood up. "Okay, our guests are already here,so we should go. Anastasia, could you please take Caroline with you? I'm sure she doesn't want to sit through this business thing. We will take after we had ate if its fine with you Bella?"

"Sure. Carolien gets bored easy." I said and kissed my daughter before she was taken away.

"Follow me." She said and led us to family room. Jasper puthis arm around my waist and held me tightly. I catched Rose looking at us and smirking.

"Good evening." Donna said as she entered the room. Everything went silent and I was sure I stopped breathing. There they stood. There he stood. The father of my daughter - Edward Cullen.