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Previously…I woke up in sweat and on the verge of crying I talked myself down from the panic attack
I haven't thought or dreamt about that in a long time I got into the shower water turned up to the hottest it can go which isn't that hot and I was on the verge of tears but I haven't cried in a while I forget the last time but ever since that incident I don't really like to show my emotions. I just stood there in the shower for who knows how long but I got out when the water was ice ice cold just like my heart. I got out and put on some clothes and heard a knock at the door.
I opened it to see Angela
"Hey Angela" I said
"Hey Bella Carissa is in the car." Angela said
"Want to hang out me you and Carissa?" Angela asked
"No I'm hanging out with Edward, Alice, Rosalie, Jasper and Emmett tonight." I said like it was no big deal
"Look Bella I'm tired of you thinking I'm her personal baby-sitter you are using me and I'm sick and tired of it! You forget about me the second you meet someone new. Have a nice life with me out of it!" Angela was screaming at the end and gave Carissa to me.
"Wait Ang" I said but she got in her car and drove off at racecar speed.
"Mommy!" Carissa screamed
"Carissa!" I said just as excited and put my poker face on so that she wouldn't know that I was dying on the inside. We spent the whole day together she was like my escape from reality just like Edward. Renee and Phil were still passed out when someone knocked on the door.
"Shit" I said when I looked out the window it was child services doing there annual check
I grabbed a cross necklace put it on me and grabbed one for Carissa too and took the bible from my shelf and put it in Carissa's hands works every time.
"Hey" I said and opened the door and they came in
"I was just reading my little angel a bed time story." I said and we were both smiling and they drifted towards the kitchen and the officer pulled a bag of cocaine out and raised an eyebrow. What should I do play it dumb no never works hmm blame it on Phil yes.
"Oh my gosh that stuff is not mine it's my mother's boyfriend's Phil." I said
"I'm sorry but until you find a place of your own without drugs or Phil and with food and water and electricity that doesn't go out as much were taking her away." They said and grabbed Carissa
"Mommy!" She shouted as they took her away but a guy was holding me back so I couldn't run and get her
"Carissa! Let me have my child back I can raise her!" I screamed in hysterics
"Sorry miss we will put her in a foster home and you can have weekly visitations" They said and left
"What the hell!" I screamed at them and then I knew my life was falling apart right in front of me…
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