hey guys first of all thank you for all the reviews as always they mean a lot. Wow already chapter ten I didn't even think anybody was going to like my fan fiction.I seriously had the first chapter of you found me saved in my computer for a very long time. And every time I was about to post it I would just end up deleting it. I always think that I'm a horrible writer so that's another reason I was deleting it,but enough about that. second I would have this chapter up sooner but so you think you can dance got me so mad last Wednesday. I mean come on they totally where so unfair to even, its not his fault his face is adorable. love you Evan!!!!!! either way let me go on, have you guys heard the rumor that Chace Crawford was caught making out with Ashly Greene. i saw the pictures and guess what guy its totally legit. Awh!!!!!! they make such a cute couple. I know I'm a Kellen and Ashly fan but i guess i can accept Ashly and Chace and fourth of all the, one of main thing that is pushing me to type this sooner is that i just saw the gossip girl season three trailer . i was freaking out when i found out they had it already. it is omfgg,sure to gg I'm not lying. if you haven't seen it by now I advise you to go and watch it( well after you read and review my story.=p). fifth of all, i cant wait till the eighteenth gossip girl season two on DVD. i cant wait. I know this is a very long authors note but i guess i need to say these things. so please review,this is my longest chapter yet since i made you guys wait so long truly sorry it was all so you think you can dance fault. OK,please review and i hope you like. i think i should shut up now.
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I was stepping out of the elevators I was remembering what Chuck said to me.I was smiling at the remembrance of him. I walked right passed everything without a second look.
"Blair,"my mothers unmistakable voice around to face was odd she was never home this had her glass at the tip of her nose as she looks at me. Her measuring tape around her of course indicated that she was working from home.
Yes mother.I asked as she shifted back to the dresses she had in a rack. She was expecting them for her next line,their was no room for imperfection for her.
"I need a young face for my new line,well at least that's what my publisist said. And the model I had booked for the line had to go back to Russia since the incompetence fouls work visa expired and I wont be able to get have her in the states until six." said frustrated as she flipped throw the dresses. She pulled out a hot pink pencil skirt. And put it on the maniecen to her right.
"And why is it your telling me this mother?" I asked her.
"Blair! I don't have time for this. i need to get you fitted so that i can make adjustments for my line." Elanor said to me but her full attention was on getting the shirt that went with the pencil has never asked me to be in her line,let alone be the face of it.
"I'm having a diner party to introduce my new line in two days.I expect you to be their." said coldly,but i was to happy to even care.
"Is that it mother?"I asked her. I was ecstatic about the news,but I know that I couldn't show that to Elanor. So as she dismissed me, I made my way up stairs with a smile on my actually taking me in count now. I have been trying to get Elanor to take me in count for years.
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I was more at peace you could say that night when I went to though I my social life was going throw hell at least I had some pros. I had just finished getting fitted for my mothers as much as I try I cant hold my excitement back. Tomorrow my mother is going to have her yearly spring line dinner party .Its the most important diner party she has all year its the diner party where she gives a preview of her new line and who consists of it, and this year its going to be with Chuck its a different story. I'm not quite sure how long I can as his fake girlfriend because as much as I hate to admit it I'm warming up to the idea of him more and I just cant allow myself to fall for him because I know he wont be around to catch me.I need a prince not a Casanova.I need a guy who can stay by my side no matter what,who listens to what I have to say and not what he hears from others, I want someone who recognizes what a bitch I am and is not afraid to say it to my face. And I know that these are quality's that Chuck dose not at all have well he has some but not all. But I might as well have fun whille it last.
I woke up to the usual voice of Derota.I pushed my 100% Egyptian cotten sheets off of me as I was getting off of my bed. I steped into my usual reutine of the week. I first took my shower,then did my hair,and makeup that consit of Chanel number five. when that was done I steped into my walkin closet. I had to ware my constance uniform much to my distaste. with it i added my Via Spirga 'Amelie'suade peep-toe pump, my Tory Burnch vilot leather hobo bag .I had on my vilot head band with a silver rose on the side.I took one quick look in the meior and I was out.
After my talk with Chuck yesterday, he asked me if he could pick me up in the morning and I had denied his request. I didn't actually feel bad. my rejection wasn't hurtful for him, he took it as a then again hes Chuck Bass hes probably never been rejected.I probably had him up all night thinking about how he got rejected. Awh! isn't that cute, but so just so six grade boring much.
When I came out of the elevator I walked out the door of my building to see a Chuck outside of his limo and with a single red tulip in his hand and a dazzling smirk on his face. He was wearing his uniform. he was wearing black pointy Prada dress shoes yet again I found myself smiling and my hart started to flutter. And every thought I just had just erased. I quickly composed myself and walked right to him.
"I take it you don't take rejection good." I asked him.
I`m here to give you a ride to school. and as for the rejection part, all I have to say is that i have never been rejected by anyone but you ,but its not a true rejection because I always convince you." he said with a satisfying grin on his face.
"Whatever Bass," I rolled my eyes at his comment..
"For you," Chuck said as he reached over and stroke the red tulip on the structure of my jaw then handing it to me. I eyed curiously.
"Whats this for," I asked him while looking at him with an arched eyebrow.
"So that you can except my offer of driveing you to school." he said.
"And if I don't except?" I said to Chuck as he looked straight at me. I felt strange when he looked straight at as if he could see right through me and I cant think straight when he d.
"I could find a way to persuade you,Waldorf." he said as he opened the door of his his hand so that I could get it.i just decided to give in this time and got in the limo with out another word.
"I never took you for the flower giving type of guy."I said to Chuck as he turned to face me.
"I'm for you I'll always make the exception." he said with a smirk.
"why a red tulip,why not a white rose bud,or Casablanca lilly?" I asked him curiously, as he shifted his man bag to the other seat. he started Inching up closer to hart rate exeleratng as are proximity gets closer.
"You got me thinking about it yesterday,with all the gifts from your admires and what yellow roses meant." he said to me.I looked at him more confused. he got me flowers because for their meaning.
'So why not white rose buds.' i asked.
"Blair, you will never be the one I give white rose buds to". he said with a sicking grin on his face. How I wish I knew what stupid white rose buds meant.
"I thought you said I was the only girl you gave flowers to." I eyed I'm coldly did I just catch Chuck in his lie.
"You are, but you just will never be a white rose bud type of girl." he said to me.
"Why wont I ever be one Chuck?" I asked him in a clear voice that was a little annoyed.
"Waldorf I thought you where an open encyclopedia when it came to flower." Chuck said sarcastically.
"Do I look like the plant whisper to you." I said to chuck with the same amount of sarcasm.
"Not at all, Waldorf." he said as the limo came to a stop. he puled away from me and stepped out of the limo.
We started to make are way up the stairs. We where getting stares from everyone,they would look at me then Chuck and then at the red tulip in my hand. Then they would turn around to face each other and gossip about us. Ahw... little freshmen they don't have an exciting love life so they must gossip about ours, that just so six grade. I group of giggling girls moved out of are way as chuck and i got close to them. I just loved the feeling of being the center of attention,but then again who can blame me.
"I'll see you at lunch ,Waldorf." he said to me when it was time to go are separate ways.
"Just my luck."I said sarcastically to gave me on of his signature smirks and walked away.
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English as I made my way to usual set I saw this stupid wanna be in my seat. She even refused to get and move when I told her to . A week ago she would kill for me if I told her to and then stupid Mrs. Carter made me move to the seat in the back. Good I hate her, she so caught up with fiction that she doesn't even live her life. and talk about her wardrobe I know teachers dont get payed much. But would it hurt her to dress up some, shes looks like a old she wasn't the biggest of my problems at the moment. Everyone's falling for Serena as queen. shes even dressing the part. She has a black silk headband on today I started all of and thats not all she even got her own minnions. Ugh..........can Blair Waldorf ever have a problem free day.
The bell finally rang to dismiss us off for lunch. I was actually looking forward to lunch with Chuck. I couldn't be as bad as my morning. I garbed my bag and left my AP French class.
"Whats the rush Waldorf?." said Chuck as I made my way out of the class. He was leaning against the wall of lockers waiting of me.
"You know Waldorf I'm still waiting for my reward." Chuck said as his eyes met mine. I looked away from his pericing eyes.
"What reward and for what?" I asked him as he got closer to me. my breathing was starting to get some what heaver as my back met the wall. I was looking straight into Chucks eyes in search of an answer,but they refused to give away anything. he put both of his hands on the wall. His face coming closer to me every minute.
"You know every girl would love for their boyfriends to come and meet them right outside of their classes room. They totally eat the crap up. but still their boyfriends don't go their the trouble. shouldn't I get a reward for all of my hared work." Chuck said to me. I could feel his breath hitting my skin.
"I suggest you go find one of those girls are you going to understand that I'm not like every girl,Bass. I don't believe that fake crap I'm Blair Waldorf i demand more." I said to him.
"I never doubted that." are faces are an inch gave me one of his dazzling smirks and right then he leaned in to me. it was to late to part,his lips are just about to meet mine.
"Miss. Waldorf their should be none of that in this facility." i pulled away from Chuck just when are lips where about to meet. I faced headmistress then she walked away from Chuck and I . I leaned against the wall not saying anything. I could not believe I was about to cave to Chuck. but worst of all I actually wanted to.
"Where were we,"said Chuck as he tried to get close to me.
"We where no where, bass." Isaid to him as I started walking again.
"But we where having so much fun." he said as he started walking with me.
"Correction Bass,you where having fun." I said to him as we made are way to the court yard.I sat on the center table.
"Why do you try to fight it, Waldorf."he said in his typical Bass way as he sat down.
I laughed, "As if, bass!"
"You know we should try to play are parts can we try to confinceing everyone where together if you refuse to act like a said to me.
"Well then if they don't believe us ,then theirs no reason to pretend anymore. is their then."I said to chuck coldly.I could tell that he was some what taken back from the tone of my voice.
"Don't get your La Perlas in a bunch, Waldorf.I was just stating." he said sarcastically to me.I just rolled my eyes at his comment.
The rest of the lunch had gone like that with Chuck. My look of annoyance had him so entertained. I hated how much he got in my made are way into to biology and made are way to are seats.
Chuck pulled my chair so that I could sit. in moments like this that I forget about every sarcastic, sexual remark he says to thing that makes me hate him,is all gone with this simple gesture and then that moment that i look into Chucks eyes i feel like if I could believe his every word, to bad that I know this part of Chuck never last long.
"Chuck Bass has manors, what a shock." I said sarcastically and then I gave him a smile.
"Only for you Waldorf. and take my advice your so much beautiful when your smile." he said as he brushed away one of my curls that had fallen over my face.I looked straight at him, my hart was starting to accelerating. I felt this flutter in my stomach and this time I didn't even try to ignore it.
I got pulled away from his glaze as I heard the screeching of a chair being moved next to me. I turned away from Chuck and noticed the lasts person I wanted to see today at my right.
"Blair, I really missed you last night. such a pity you couldn't join me last would have just so much fun." said Stefan to me with a such a pig. I just rolled my eyes at his sexual remarks are just so disjusting, at least Chucks have some class. but his all they make you want to do is barf.
"I can guarantee you that she didn't miss you last night." said Chuck a little annoyed with his comment.i laughed at didn't even relied to Chuck.
"So what do you say you make it up to me tonight for yesterday absence. " he said as he started to play with a my hair.I felt as Chuck growled at the scene of him. Did he just growled. I pushed his hand away from my hair. He is totally screwed up if he thinks I owe him anything.
"Don't ever touch my hair. only my boyfriend is allowed to touch my i don't owe you anything you repulsive ass.I turned away from Stefan and scooted my chair more closer to chuck.I saw the huge grin on Chucks face,this was differently amusing to him.
chuck reached over and whispered into my ear,"And believe me I love touching it. you crushed his poor soul, I don't think he will ever recover. You could have played with him just a little bit more, it was actually amusing to watch." I smirked at his comment.
I leaned over and whispered in Chucks ear,"So you would have liked for me to flirt with him?because the way you reacted with his comments about me you looked it wouldn't have said that."
"never,"Chuck said and then he gave me my favorite smirk.
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I don't even know why we have physical education in school. Its just a wast of time. We don't even do anything its just like a social period. I don't know why the coaches even think we would do anything that would make us sweat. I was paying full attention on my phone as the coaches decided to play lacrosse today.I of course was pointed caption. The genius of are two physical education coaches thought it would motivate us if they mixed the classes up, their just so naive.I had these girls in my team that I didn't even know I didn't have the time or even the will to know the only one that stuck out to me was Jenny Van Der Bass. Oh and to add to my excitement my team was going against Serena's team.
We where all siting on the bleachers as we waited for are coaches. I could feel Jenny's eyes on me. She started making her way towards me and sat next to me but didn't say a word. I just sat their what could I do. I didn't even look her way.I could hear Serena talking to this other group of girls. They asked her about what had Chuck said about mine and his relationship.
She looked over to me and then turned back to them and said,"hm.....no he hasn't likes to brag about his conquest, not his victims. the all found that amusing. I just tried to brush it off as I cleared all the previous unread messages.
"Don't believe her, shes just like that." I looked up to see Jenny talking to me.
"I don't quite understand you."I said to Jenny. I tried to pretended I didn't even hear the comment.
"I'm Jenny, Chucks sister."Jenny presented herself to me.
"I'm Blair Waldorf."I said to her,as the coaches called us over to the field.
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I stuffed my things in my locker,and i retrieved my red tulip just before I closed it and made my way out.
"Are you going to tell me what red tulips symbolizes?" I asked Chuck once we where in his limo.
"Maybe later, Waldorf." he said to me.
"You know I could just search it up on the Internet." I said to him.
"If you wanted then you would have done it a long time ago." he said to me.
"Whatever bass." I looked away from him.
"Why are you never around your family?"I asked him
"What do you mean?" he asked me.
"Well you are never around your brothers or sisters and this isn't just recently you where like that even before you started stocking me." i said sarcastically to him.
"They don't approve of my ways, well my sisters don't, and their always so into each other. I'm just not like them." Chuck said to me.
"And why is that?" I asked with curiosity but he didn't say anything and then the limo stooped.
I think that's enough questions for today." Chuck said to me as his driver opened the door.I looked at him and then left,but not before him giving a smile and I gave him one in return.
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I made my way out of the elevator only to be faced with caters everywhere. and Derota directing everything. My mother was over looking a list she had in front of her. The pent house was being transformed into a what ever my mother thought her line was inspired by..
I made my way up stairs to start to get not before grabbing a small vase for my tulip,and with that I made my way to my bathroom.
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I came out of the shower feeling much more relaxed.I decided to start picking out my outfit for tonight.
"Blair ,"I heard my mothers voice outside my door.I got up to open had a garment bag in one hand.
"Here I picked it out for you.I want you to wear it." she said not even looking at me. her full attention on her phone.
"I'm capable of dressing myself mother."i said to Elanor.
"I know that it just you will never be more beautiful or thin then you are right know so I want you to make the most of it."she said.
"Thank you mother." I said to Elanor in a dry voice. I wonder sometimes if she even realizes the words she say. You could say that I'm used to all her comments but believe me they hit me like if they where the first. a women is only as tough as her shoes and with my luck their always no use in crying over it know, i went back to getting ready.
I opened the black garment bag,to see one of my mothers designs it was black flowing chiffon drees. It had three inch straps and it was floor had beaded work on under my chest. It was not bad just not my style. but i had no say in it i had to wear it.
three hours later.
I put the finishing touch of Chanel number five with that I made my way out of my room and headed down to the the living room.
"I knew I did the right choice with that dress it makes you look a size smaller. I don't know if I agree with the choice of heels." said my 'oh so lovely mother' as I met her. I just smiled at her comment what else could I expect from her. She was pulled away by one of the planers which I was thankful for. I breathed in and out trying to compose myself. I need just an escape from all of this.I don't know how much I could last with Elanor. Every time I receive on of her 'complaments' I question myself why I even came back. I wish that as easily that I came I could just easily leave this city and go back to Paris. But as much as I think I should I know I wont be able to move out of the city it would take everything I have to leave it all again, and even if I did I would some how find something that would force me to stay. And in a way I think I did find it. And for at long as it last its the one reason I have to stay here. And in moments like these I thank Chuck for being that reason. Even at Elanor's worst I have to stay....I need to stay.
"Wow uhm I guess I have never seen something like this." turned to face Nate. he had this black Hugo Boss suite and he had a blue striped shirt under neath.
"Where would you see all of this in Brooklyn?" I sacasticly said to decor was a little over bord but what could I say. he smiled and gave me a hug.
"Still with the Brooklyn jock's Blair." he looked straight at me with a some what mad face wich later turned iinto a grin.
"I'll stop once you decide to pick a side of the bridge to stay on. You know Dorota was watching the discovery channel yesterday. don't laugh Nathaniel its her favorite channel either way they where saying something about how if a storm hits New York it could take the bridges down. And I was thinking what if you get stuck in Brooklyn forever." he stared at me and then broke out laughing. I hadn't realized who many guest of my mother had already arrived. Which reminded me what was Nate doing here.
"So what are you doing here Nate. What they finally ran out of rivers to clean." I smiled at the reaction I was getting from Nate. he found them all amusing.
"Elanor invited my family." Nate said.
"But please tell me what else you found out of that show Dorota was watching." Nate said throw laughs.
"What ever Nate. just watch Nate when it happens it wont be funny anymore Nate." I tried to be mad at Nate which didn't really work because five seconds later I broke out laughing also.
"No I don't think it would be funny at all when it you know what Blair it would be hilarious if it happens when your in Brooklyn , i could already imagine Blair Waldorf stuck in Brooklyn." his own comment made him laugh. I playfully slapped him on his arm.
"What the hell are you on. Why would I ever be in Brooklyn for."I asked him.
"Well if you ever decided to actually do something for the less fortunate." he said.
"I do a lot for less fortunate. Just two days ago gave a homeless twenty dollars." I said in a very proudly tone.
"Wow Blair you have become New York's own mother Teressa. I had no idea." Nate said jokingly.
"What ever Nate."I said as I rolled my eyes at him.
"So tell me who is Vanessa?" I asked Nate as he took a drink from his drink. He looked as if I was jocking.
"You seriously don't remember her Blair." he said to me.
"I'm not a usb Nate, I cant remember everything."I said to him.
"If it isn't every ones favorite man banged super hero Nate."said Chuck as he made his away towards me. This didn't get a laugh from Nate at all.
"This coming from scarf boy." Nate sad with no hint of sarcasm's any where. Chuck jaw tightened. I found the scene some what amusing.
"Don't mock my scarf Nathaniel ,its my signature." chuck moved to my side and stared right at Nate.
"You should just go save thee world together. Forget about about of batman and robin. its all about man bangs and scarf boy." said my favorite person in the world. is their anyone my mother didn't invite.
Chuck and Nate turned their glairs to Stefan. how made his way to my right side and kissed my hand as a greeting. i retreated it immediately. i need to wash my happened now.
"What the hell are you doing here?" I asked to Stefan sickeningly.
"I was invited as I assume everyone I wouldn't pass a possibility to see you." he said to me.I could feel chuck disapproval of Stefan fondness of excused himself as he got a phone call.
"I'm still waiting for my date with you Blair." he said to me.
"Do you ever get the picture.... I will never lower my standers and go out with you never." I said ticked off to just stood their as his stupid next thing i know chuck pulling away from him.
"I didn't even know you where invited,Bass." I said to Chuck once we where alone again.
"My whole family was." he said as he caressed my check. i was actually getting over the coldness of his hands.
"So I'm still waiting for the meaning of what a red tulip represents." Chuck broke of in to my favorite smirk. I felt as if I had just melted.
"You haven't goggled it yet Waldorf?" he asked.
"No..I want to know from your own mouth." i said to Chuck. he just smirked st me and then when he was about to say something i realized as his reaction changed.
"Ill be right back Waldorf." he walked off to the direction of his brothers.
"Blair,." i terned my attention to Nate who had just come back from his phone call.
"Don't tell me they found another river to clean." i said sarcastically.
"No it was actually my grandfather. He said he needs to talk to me. So I guess I'll see you later."Nate said . then he headed to the elevators and left.
Chuck later returned and he still refused to tel me what a red tulip meant. I could tell that he was hiding something. I wish I could know what the emergency was that he needed to attend to.
My mother couldn't seem to take her eyes off of i didn't like that at all. She have been talking to her practically all night. This wasn't like Elanor at all, I hated it but I couldn't do anything about it.
"I would like to thank you all for coming today. As some of you may have heard the face of my spring line couldn't do it, so this left me panicking. I had to find a new model , that was worthy to wear my line in less then one week. This being fashion week,its practically impossible to find one. But i did. now she has never modeled before, but I know that she is worthy to wear my line. I would like to present my new model. ..." I felt so glad and i actually felt like my mother had change,maybe just maybe she did love me. i was getting ready to hear my name. "Serena Van Der Bass." I could hear everyone clapping as Elanor presented her new model. The voice were just so distant, I felt just so light headed. This scene was all happening all before my eyes. I tried my best to pull it together and drank the glass of champagne in one glob.
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