I Can't Stop Thinking About You

Alyssa's Pov

"Ugh, fine," I said. Preparing myself for the countless number of annoying questions only a best friend can ask.

"first off do you like Aidan?" Kara asked. I gave her the "are you a retard look." "I know you like him, but do you like him because of his hots, or because of his personality, or both?" she asked.

"okay, I like his hots, but I'm still getting to know what his personality is like, so for personality I don't know, he is kind of sweet."

"what do you like about his looks?"

"Well I like the fact that he's imperfectly perfect,because you know how most vampires are so perfect it makes them look ugly, but at the same time you can't." I was an artist I had an appreciation for the beauty within imperfection. Because that's what art is, art sees the beauty in imperfection. Because there's no such thing as true perfection, it is in the minds of the artist and viewers to decide what is perfection.

"Yeah I know what you mean, would you want him to kiss you again?"

"Umm, yeah I guess, I just wouldn't want it to be so random, more romantic maybe." I imagined myself running my fingers through his brown locks, staring intentley into his green eyes. Then I gently kissed his lips before breaking apart.

"Umm you do realize that I'm not lezbo?" Kara asked a little shocked. "Remember I have a boyfriend so I'm still straight.

"Omigod I'm so sorry, it's just that I was thinking about Aidan and ugh," I said putting my face deep into her bed mattress. Why did I just do that, it's all fucking Aidan's fault, if he wasn't so good-looking this would've never happened. Stop thinking about him stupid brain,you'll soon start jumping off cliffs.

"It's okay," she said, rubbing my back gentley.

"It's just that ugh, I can't stop thinking about him, it's like every second I want to be with him, like I'm anxiously waiting for the next little romantic moment to happen, its impossible for me to keep away for too long. It's more than just a stupid little crush, it's as if I can't live without him, it's stronger then what I have with my boyfriend, I don't even think I have anything going on with my boyfriend, it's not like I even like him. Sure he's a great guy,but thats just in friend terms, ugh why did my life have to get so complicated." I told her, which was true I didn't like Max, he was more of a friend. I mean I didn't want to be like some slut he broke up with there boyfriend, because they found a hotter guy, but I also don't want to act like I'm afraid of breaking up with him, if you know what I mean.

"love is confusing, it harms you in painful nasty ways."

"you can say that again," I muttered, obviuosly having felt the effects of if myself

"But once you've figured it out the rewards are great," Kara said.

"Wow when did you become so philisophical."

"I'm trying to be more like Uncle Iroh," Kara said

"I see, you better start drinking a lot more tea."

"So do you want to watch a movie?"

"Sure, just not romance, I need to see some action, and NOT THAT KIND!" I said putting emphasis on the last part.

"We both know your saying that because you haven't even gotten close to doing that with someone cough cough."

'Why would I want to? I don't even know him that well, you know what never mind?"

"So you want to get to know certain parts of Aidan better?" she smirked.

"You know what sicko, never mind can we just watch the movie?" I begged feeling slightly irritated.

"Okay fine have it your way, what do you want to watch? How about Grease

"yeah sure whatever," I said dismissively. Kara picked out the dvd from her shelf and played it on her TV.

Once the movie was done I still couldn't stop thinking about Aidan. Kara had already fallen a sleep I was still lying there wide awake on the pop up bed, that Kara had set up before I arrived. I lay there I couldn't fall asleep, eventually I did but that was because I was so damn tired. Thinking about Aidan was exhausting, I literally wished I didn't like him just so I could get some sleep. I mean I know he doesn't get that much sleep, but that doesn't mean he ha It's basically when your so tired that your brain totally forgets about your worries and you just instantly fall asleep. Zzzzz

Aidan's POV

I couldn't stop thinking about her, I just couldn't no matter how hard I tried I couldn't. All I could see was her blonde hair, rosy cheeks, pink lips,and green eyes. The one girl I actually liked, I had to work for that was just great wasn't it. Hey Aidan no one ever said love was easy. They said it was wonderful but not easy Ugh why couldn't I just skip over the hard part, and get to the wonderful. If I'm just a pawn of an author's creative thoughts, I'm to kill him/her for not hooking me up with Alyssa sooner. I mean no one wants to read the awkward part, really. We could just move the story along you know. But yeah that probably wasn't it I just had problems when it came to romance.

I walked down to the kitchen where Jason always seemed to be if he wasn't …. with my sister, you know what, forget that I said that, I try not to think about it. I needed to tell someone about how I was feeling, and yeah usually I'd just keep it to myself. But the truth was I'd never felt this way before. I mean sure I'd gone out with plenty of hot girls, I've dated vampires hello! But Aly was different, I didn't exactly know how I felt about her. I thought she was beautiful, and well I don't really know what else. For some reason I've never been able to keep myself away from her. So after a week of not catching a single glimpse of her I was starting to go slightly insane. And these bottled up emotions weren't helping much either. Yeah I finally decided that I just confined in my best friend Jason. I entered the kitchen and saw my sister Echo petting a golden cat.

"Echo, I need to talk to him so can you move?" I asked her in a sort of rude older brother tone.

"yeah sure whatever, are you going to talk about your girlfriend with him?" she asked in a pushy tone.

"It's none of your buisness, now could you please just get the bleep out of here."

"Pushy,pushy," she said. "Bye Jason." she kissed his furry little head. I was so grateful that he was account, because I was so not in the mood to see lovey dovey moments between the two of them, at least when he was an animal, it wouldn't seem as gross. Echo finally left. Jason transformed back into his human form, and yes his clothes stayed on during the transformation.

"You know normally I would tell you not to talk to my girlfriend like that, but then again she is your sister, so you have a right to," Jason told me. "So what was it that you wanted to talk about?"

"Well I'd rather talk about it in my room." We walked up to my room, and plopped down on the couch.

"So what did you want to talk about?" Jason asked.

"Well I kind of like this girl, but I don't know exactly why, I just can't seem to stay away from her." It was true , I wasn't even sure how I managed a week without seeking her out.

"It's called falling in love stupid." How could I love Lizzy, I barely know her, why was I falling for her, was it her blood scent. Because plenty of girls blood smelled good. Perhaps it was the fact that she was the first girl, to talk back to me without restraint. The fact that she called me a jerk, and the fact that she seemed hard to get. Some part of me told me she liked me to, the other part wasn't so sure. When I was with her, it was different then when I was with other girls. I could kiss them without second thought, Alyssa I just couldn't I didn't want to upset her. You know how guilty I felt after what I' had done to her in the principle's office. Maybe that's why I liked her because she yelled at me when I upset her, because she didn't restrain for something rude when she replied to my email. The fact that she stood up to me.

"Well it stinks right now."

"Well it doesn't for me."

"I don't even want to know."

"Okay, then well your sister's one hell of a blah blah blah, just kidding just kidding."

"You better be." "I think I like Alyssa the girl because she stood up to me she isn't afraid to get all in my face, she looks past my looks, and I just can't get enough of it."

"Well umm okay, yeah the other girls you dated were either clueless, or just annoying, no offense."

"none taken." "yeah I also think I like her because she can be understanding, and not just say okay but actually understand, she seems to naturally know how to flow with me, I know that doesn't make any sense but it seems like she always is doing the right thing at the right moment when she's with me, it's like were two halves."

Jason looked down at his phone, "Sorry man, I got to go do some servant stuff, see you around."

"See yeah," I said. Probably screwing my sister. I sat there in my room for a couple of hours just staring at ceiling, then I crawled into bed and fell asleep still thinking about Alyssa.

Yeah the hots of Aidan are back, so review and tell me what you think! also do you think the guy in Alice should be named Evan or should I change it? Also would you use Lynn or Kate as a nickname for Kaitlyn?