Dear Double D,
If you're reading this, then I have runaway. I'm sorry, but I just couldn't deal with the fact that that sack of crap Kevin beat me...AGAIN! I hate him so fucking much.....he's one of those people you just wanna run over with a freakin' steamroller!! I hope he dies!!
Ugh....I guess I'm sorry for writing that....but I can't help it....he beat me. No, not in that fight at school because I kicked his little pansy ass! I mean, he beat me.......at winning your heart. Yes, Double D.....I love you.
I think I might've loved you all long, but I was too stubborn to admit it to you....and to myself. I mean, it's not often you see some greedy fat kid that likes guys and girls (yes, I'm making fun of myself. Don't get used to it, I'm only doing it because I probably deserve it). I just can't believe that I hurt you earlier.....and I'm so very sorry. That's something I'll probably never forgive myself for!
I just wonder....what the hell do you see in that jerk anyway?! I mean.....REALLY! What's so interesting about an asshole that rides on a girl's bike all fucking day?! NOTHING.
What does he have that I don't? He's always been a prick to you....and I might have also....but at least I stayed by your side. Is it because I don't ride a sissy bike? If I started riding a girl's bike, would you love me then?
If I have learned one thing since my feelings have grown..it's that money really isn't everything. As long as there's love in the world....I could care less about money. I mean, I'll still want to scam every dumb fuck around, but I want to do it..and know that your right there with me, supporting me all the way....loving me no less then you did the day before. I wanna be with you, Edd.
I still remember all the great times we've had....like the time that we tried to sneak into that crappy pool party. You actually looked very sexy in that tiny swimsuit. And the time that you tried to help me shrink that huge ass zit on my head. Yeah....those were the days.
If you didn't hate me right now, I'd say that our future is...or at least it COULD be......in each other's arms....holding each other until the sun went down. If I didn't fuck this up so badly between us, I'd tell you to your face that I love you. But, I DID fuck up...and now I have to leave for your sake. For MY sake.
If I have to see you and Kevin together any longer, I'd go crazy and try murdering Kevin (more so then I did at school). But, I know that he means a lot to you...so I'm just going to leave, instead. It's for the best. Good-bye, Double D................I Love You.
Love,
Eddy