I could feel all of their eyes on me. But I was way past caring. I pulled my smokes and lighter out and took a deep drag, pondering ways I could escape this house of vampires. When suddenly in mid drag my cigarette was ripped from my mouth.

"didn't you know that smoking is gross" said Alice

"didn't you know that I don't care?" I replied back to her I sighed heavily "agreeing to this was a mistake, I'm going home" I walked back inside and grabbed my stuff

"Bella's under the delusion that she is going home" Alice stated

"I told you Bella I need to observe your recovery" Carlisle said in a very calm voice

"Come on Carlisle, its stitches people don't need to be watched for recovery" he sighed

"Well I guess the cats out of the bag"

"What! You're just going to let her leave? To go kill her self?" Alice half screamed

"Hey you guys are the ones that wanted me to stay human, and dying is all about being human, and I here I thought I would of been making you proud" I said with a smirk " besides you guys left for a reason because you didn't want me" my eyes started brimming with tears, it was so hard to state things out loud "so I will just leave and let you all get on with your distractions" I finished my voice cracking the whole time

"Bella thats not true" Alice whispered

But I wasn't listening. I picked my stuff out and left, I cold hand stopped me I turned to see Emmet

"we love you" he said and the knife made a deep lurch in my chest. I was crying and couldn't get a hold of myself. I collapsed to the ground

"no you don't, no you don't, no you don't no you don't" I repeated over and over again. I just wanted to leave, I wasn't to see mikayla I wanted to see Jason but I just couldn't move. Eventually I felt a cold pair of arms lift me and place me in a bed. I wanted to fight, I wanted to scream but I just let them take me and I soon fell asleep.

When I awoke I could hear people talking

"What did you do to her, I went hunting for 5 minutes and I come back and not only is she leaving but she is a complete mess."

"Edward ill I did was tell her we love her" said a sad sounding Emmet. I could almost see Edward running his hands through his hair. I stopped listening after that, I looked around, I was in Edwards room. My head started swimming I thought I might pass out. I didn't know if it was from the lack of food or the fact that I was in Edwards room. I quietly got off the bed, I was hoping to make and escape. When suddenly Edward appeared in front of me with a tray full of food. I needed to be left alone.

"Eat" was all he said

"No"

"Eat"

"No"

"Eat"

"NO!" with that I ran, I ran as fast as I could, I needed to cut, I needed to feel the blade across my wrist I was just at the front door when Alice stopped me.

"I saw what you are going to do" she said. Escaping wasn't going to work so I tried bargaining

"If I eat can I go home" I asked looking at the ground. N o one said anything I took that as a no.

A sudden idea came to me. They may not be humans but they had to follow human laws

"I order you to let me leave" Rosalie started laughing

"You order us? Haha since when do you order us around?"

"then you leave me no choice" I reached into my back and grabbed my phone. It rang 3 times before Charlie picked up

"Bella is everything okay?" he asked

"No" my voice cracking a bit " I am being help against my will"

"WHAT" he bellowed "Who's got you! Where are you? " the phone was suddenly gone from me

"Charlie this is a big misunderstanding" Carlisle's voice said in alarment

"CULLENS? I should of known it was you!"

"Charlie please let me explain, we noticed Bella was engaging in some dangerous habits and we wanted to help her, an intervention if you may" and my secret was out.

"DAD ITS NOT TRUE! HELP ME!" I yelled in my most scared voice

"I'm sending a squad car over to get her. I advise you to let her leave." And the phone clicked shut. All of the cullens were looking at me, not believe what I had just done

I turned and waited outside. But of course Edward joined me.

"I'm sorry " he said hanging his head " I just love you" I needed to cut. Just then Charlie pulled up

"if you loved me you wouldn't of left me" I said and got into the car

It took a lot of convincing on my part to convince Charlie that the Cullens were lying, he asked me to take off the tensor bandage but I told him that the doctor told me to not take it off until he said it was fully healed. He grumbled a bit but eventually believed me. When he fell asleep I called Mikayla and told her what happened

"SHUT UP!" She said after i had finished

"I'm serious! God I need to get high"

"Be there in 15"

True to her word she arrived in fifteen minutes with a baggie full of weed after smoking up she slept over and we went to school together. I stopped at the store and bought a few blades to bring to school with me. And I was lucky I did this.

Just as I was pulling into my parking space so were the Cullens. I felt so pathetic breaking down in front of them like that. I wanted to prove them that I was different. Mikayla went to the smoke hole I stayed by my truck,

"MIKE!" I called over he ran to me at my call.

"Ya Bella?" he said grazing my arm

" I know its only Wednesday but I was just wondering what you were doing tonight?" I said in a sexy sweet voice

"I think I could fit you in tonight" he said, I could only imagine what he was thinking. I saw that the Cullen were watching, probably listening too

"I kiss me" and he did. He went to pull away but I made him give me more.

"see you tonight bella" he said and gave my ass a squeeze. When he walked away I saw that Emmet and Jasper were holding Edward back.

Epov

I watched my bella call that scum bag Mike Newton over.

"I now its only Wednesday but I was wondering what you were doing tonight" she said in voice I had never heard her use before . I couldn't hear their conversation anymore, all I could hear was the disgusting thoughts of him. and MY bella, and images of her, I couldn't believe it images of them kissing, of them undressing each other, I tried to block him out but I couldn't, thoughts of him being inside my bella, I guess they were together now, is that why she wanted to leave so badly yesterday? When I looked back up they were kissing it confirmed my thoughts, that they were together. I wanted to kill him, to rip his throat out I lunged at him without even realizing what I was doing. I felt strong arms grab me and hold me back, bella walked over to go give her self cancer with the other smokers, then she was kissing someone else!

Wait what?

She was kissing another guy? So she wasn't with mike? Was she with this man? I was so confused

Did I still have a chance?

Sorry if this chapter wasn't as good as the other ones, I have had mad writers block and I just started writing today just sorta of guessing things. I will try to update again soon review please!