Chapter 10 - Merry Christmas baby
Hello!
I am back sooner this time with a Christmas chapter. Since it's days of joy and happiness, I decided to give my characters a little peace of mind and a lot of hot moments. ;) So they will enjoy themselves very much. With that being said, I think you understand that lemons are back along with some fluffy moments. Because we are romantic souls after all. ;)
Some notes, that the story starts with Edward the day after that sexy dance they had with Bella at that night club. While Bella was out with her friends, he was doing other stuff.
I wanted to write a Christmas chapter, so I really hope you will like it, because I had lots of fun writing it. ;) Get somewhere warm and get ready to enjoy this chapter! (I hope.)
P.S. I would like to dedicate this chapter to a special person. Huli, this is the surprise I told you I had for you. I can never thank you enough for your support and your preference on my stories. Much love and have a Merry Merry Christmas! )
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"So I wait
Now with our souls misunderstood
And our minds they saw a map of a way
For how long.
For how long, how long must you take.
It's all on you, baby
You turned your back when I tried to learn
Still I cannot lift my eyes
If your hands are turning mine
But you dared not
What you said our souls could contain
They could contain
But now I'm gone
With a broken twisted soul in mind
But for how long?
Cause I've wasted this train of youth all on you, all on you
Its all on you!"
Robert Pattinson-"It's all on you" (I like his voice and his songs and ok, generally Rob! ;) )
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~Edward's point of view
"What will you be doing later tonight bro? Are you free? I'm in the mood for a drink."
Me searching my mobile phone and going back and forth on Bella's name at the numbers still torn between calling her or giving her some space.
"Hey dude! Earth calling Ed!"
Emmett was moving his hands in front of me to destruct me.
"What?" I said like the moron I was.
"Ok. What the hell are you doing there?" Before I could react, my "kind" brother had already grabbed my phone from my hand and was checking on it.
"Awwww…that chick huh…?" He grinned stupidly moving his head while watching my phone. "That is why you are aloof all the time today."
I tried to get it back. "Give it to me now!"
He sat further away from me. "Ha ha! No way man!"
I sighed and retired. I sat on my chair comfortably and then put my hands on my laps.
"So..what's all this fuss about?" Emmett finally asked and moved my phone in front of him.
I shrugged.
"Come on bro. Tell me. Don't be an ass! You know I can help you with any women matter."
Of course he can! My notorious brother had a master's degree on women and their psychology.
I rolled my eyes in the thought.
"There's nothing there to talk about."
Emmett left my phone on the cafeteria's table in front of us. Since it was sunny, although quite cold, today, me and my brother went to drink a coffee at a cafeteria at the centre of the city. It was Sunday and two days before the shooting would start again. And I have to admit I was logging to see Bella again. I couldn't get her out of my head. I couldn't stop thinking about her. For fuck's sake, I couldn't even stop dreaming about her! She had taken over me completely.
"You like her, don't you?" It sounded more like a certainty the way Emmett pronounced it.
I pressed my lips and looked at him through my black sunglasses.
"Wow. You don't answer. You don't deny it. Ohhhh someone is in love…" Emmett took off his sunglasses and grinned widely nodding.
I snuffed and looked away.
"I bet you think about her a lot.." Emmett continued and I gave him a stern look.
"And you fantasize her in many…spicy thoughts.."
"Emmett stop it."
"And you wanna be around her all the time, just to know what she's doing…"
"I said shut the fuck up already!" I almost yelled and hit on the table. Some people from the near tables turned and stared at me, but I ignored them.
"Aw easy dude!" He lifted his hands up as if he gave up.
"And for your information, I do think about her a lot, I do fantasize her in scenes that are really embarrassing even for you and yes, I can't sleep properly since…many weeks now, because she is in every dream I see. I miss her smell, her touch, her beautiful face, her soft skin… I miss fucking everything about her!"
Emmett remained silent with his mouth wide open staring at me.
I sighed heavily. "But all this is my fault. I had it coming with my stupid actions. She'd be right to never talk to me fuckin' ever again!" I talked silently now and moved my head defeated.
"I can't believe it! My younger brother has finally fallen in love. Deeply enough.." He murmured and smiled. "Call her. Tell her all this shit you told me right now. Chicks dig that." He grinned.
I rolled my eyes. "Em…"
"What?! You want her, don't you?"
I looked at him seriously and nodded.
"Then why not call her?"
I sighed. "It's not that easy. She doesn't trust me anymore Em." I looked down on the ground. "And I don't blame her for that. I treated her like shit…While I should have known better and respect her.."
"You know you've never talked like that for any other woman. I say hell yeah! Go for it! Better try and see the result rather than having regrets for not even trying dude."
For once my brother spoke wisely.
"You might be right bro, but I want to give her some space and time. I want to prove her that I've changed. I'm not the asshole she thinks I am."
Or am I?
"As you wish. You know better." Emmett complied.
The only thing I expected now was for Tuesday to come. I wanted to see her again. I missed her since last night at the club. Yeah..I'm pathetic like that. Only a few hours and I miss her. I need to talk to her, but I won't force her into it. I will let her come to me whenever she is ready and willing to do so. And I'll hope that her feelings for me haven't changed.
~Bella's point of view
A couple of weeks had passed. I kept going out with Mike Newton but just in a friendly way. We both agreed we would keep it low and strictly as friends and nothing more. And as far it concerned me, it was the best thing for both of us. Or…at least me..
Things were getting better for my friend Angela. My publishing company had informed me the last days that they would like to hire her and apart from my references, she was qualified, according to the interview she had given them through skype and that from the next year they'd like to start working with her. I was so excited by the news that I asked them for their permission to announce it to her myself, as I was going to Forks for Christmas. The human resources department agreed and now I was eager to visit my home town, not only to see my people, take a break from the exhausting but pleasurable shooting and start writing my new book, but also to tell my friend the amazing news.
We had been shooting all these days. And when I say we, I mean the whole cast and the crew, including me and of course Edward who was the protagonist. I can't say that things were cool between us. The contrary. Things started getting really strange. During the shooting, at the set, we were professionals and all. But after that…we were actually the same. I don't know why I expected him to run after me and beg me. I had become what I was mocking and laughing at; a heartless, selfish person. Oh my God… I had become him!
The shooting now took place at New York, so we didn't have to travel for these scenes. Edward had tried to contact me by calling me a couple of times the day after the club incident, but after that nothing at all. Even after or before work, he might just look at me for a brief second, but that was all. No other move from him or from me.
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One day, I was getting ready to go to the early shooting. And when I say early I mean at about 8 o'clock in the morning. Therefore I was having my breakfast at about 7 o'clock, while I was watching TV. Can you imagine that they were gossiping so early in the morning? Oh yes. It's true.
And then I saw the gossip news.
"According to sources from their close environment, Edward Cullen and Tanya Jones have given an end to their long relationship. Being almost two years together, they took part in a few films and we saw them quite often in public in very intimate moments." (Yeah…I remember seeing the photos of these moments…) "According to rumors this break-up was due to a third person, but why don't know from whose side."
A third person? Yeah right.. Probably that Tanya bitch. It's her style after all. She is too…open with people. Especially men. But rumors are always rumors. Who believes this stuff?
But what did I know? I was just a former Edward's fan. Wait. Did I just say former? Nuuh. Forget that. I still AM an Edward's fan.
Later that day, which by the way was the last day of the shooting for this year as it was December and Christmas was only a couple of days away and everyone wanted some time with their families and friends, I saw, without wanting it, Edward having an argument with his manager, Jasper Hale. Edward was sitting on a chair in his personal van, the main actors and actresses of the movie had one of their own where they could relax, take a nap and change their clothes, put make-up on and have their hair done. For the rest of us there was one huge van where we could hang out for a while.
"Can you leave me alone, Jas? I told you, I know what I'm doing!" Edward sounded angry and irritated. He moved his hands furiously and I got behind his van's door and checked them from the door's crevasse.
"No, you OBVIOUSLY don't know what you're doing. That's why you've hired me!" Jasper yelled at him bending a little bit over Edward in a threatening way before he kept on walking up and down in the van. When I saw the tone in which he talked to Edward I had the urge to get in there and punch that ass hole, Jasper, hard. But considering the fact that all this time I was picking from the van's open door, it wasn't the best possible idea.
I saw Edward passing his hands through his hair and then abutting his elbows on his knees and closing his face in his hands. He seemed devastated as I heard him sighing.
Jasper went on scolding him. "First, it's your break-up with Tanya.." What? So it was actually true! The news I saw on TV that morning, which Angela had also talked me about a week ago but didn't believe her, were just confirmed by his manager. But no one officially had talked about this. And it was normal. They both had films coming out. They didn't want anything to steal the thunder of their work, let alone their own relationship.
"And now…this!" Jasper crossed his arms at his chest.
"I told you, I don't wanna play in that fucking sucky movie!" Edward was out of control. His vein at his forehead popped out and his eyebrows had frowned. I had never seen him so furious, so red from anger..He seemed so sexy!
Oh Bella…You're losing it…
"Awww reaaaaaaaally?" His manager's sarcastic comment made Edward get up from his chair and go close to Jasper. They were like two roosters in the same henhouse. I was ready to get in there and prevent them from fighting.
"Yes, reaaaaaally!" Edward growled looking him in the eyes through his big dark eye lashes.
"This movie has made your feet get off the ground and you think too much of yourself Edward. Do you forget what lame movies you took part in before that? Huh?" He pocked Edward's shoulders a little. "Or are you too..classy and qualitative now for movie like the one I'm suggesting you?"
"You basta…"Edward talked through gritted teeth. He made a move to grab Jasper's shoulders.
"Edward!"
Alice stormed in the van from nowhere and got between the two men. Luckily she didn't see me, as I was still hiding.
"Stop now you two guys!" She told them off and they both looked at her and ceased fighting.
"Jasper. Come on. Let's go." She put her arm around his and they got out of the van, after the two men gave each other a killer look. I had heard that there was something going on between Alice and Jasper, I myself had seen them laughing and being closer than normal, but now the way she leaned her head on his shoulder and kissed his cheek confirmed to me that they actually were a couple.
I picked from Edward's door now. I got in hesitantly.
"Edward.." I called him.
He sat on the chair with force and left a deep sigh. He sealed his eyes and hid his face in his hands. He moved his head from left to right.
"Are you ok?" I asked worried kneeling next to him and touching his shoulder. He slowly removed his hands from his face and stared at me. He just nodded.
My heart broke. He looked me deep in the eyes, but his way was so sweet, like a hurt puppy. His eyebrows frowned and his lips were turned on the sides.
"You're here…"He whispered and I saw his hand approaching my cheek.
"What..?" I whispered feeling my resistance wearing out and my lips parting. His hot breath was all over my face as only few inches separated us.
"You talk to me. You are here with me…" He explained and stroke my cheek with his knuckles.
Oh Gosh…I had forgotten how good his skin felt on mine.
I closed my eyes instinctively.
"Edward…" I tried to protest, but his name sounded in such a sweet and loving way when it came out of my mouth, that I'm sure no one of us believed I had any intention of ruining our moment.
"Sssshhhh…" He put his index finger on my lips and touched it stroking it gently from side to side. I shivered at that move and moaned slightly.
"I don't expect you to forgive me Bella." He said with a pleading voice. "It's up to you now. I won't pressure you ever again."
So that was what it was all about. He left me free space. He wanted me to think, to decide on my own what I wanted to do with us.
"I'll just be here whenever you are ready, whatever you decide."
I opened my eyes and looked at his blue endless seas. I wanted to ask him about so many things; Tanya, his argument with the manager. But no voice came out of my mouth. As if I had no more power anymore. I was drained out.
"My sweet, beautiful Bella…" Edward whispered stroking my cheek and staring at my parted lips, as I did at his. "You are the only sane thing in the madness I live in."
My eyes were half closed. I exhaled noisily. My heart was thudding like crazy.
"Please, don't leave me again…"
Oh my…
Edward Cullen asking to not leave him again? When had I done it again?
"Ed…I can't…" I looked down at my knees. "What about Tanya..And you…" I moved my head. "I can't trust you."
He put his fingers under my chin and lifted my face up so that I could look at him. "I am sorry. I know I acted like a jerk." He took a lock of hair and put it behind my ear. "I'll try anything to gain your trust again."
I blinked many times lost in his words.
"As for Tanya…"He passed his other index finger over my neck and up to my ear. "We've broken up. We are not together anymore."
I nodded. I don't know why but I did. I stared at his parted lips as he approached me. I realized that I wasn't even breathing right now.
I was ready for our lips to connect. And oh how much I wanted them to….
"Uh…sorry for interrupting you..?" Someone coughed and we drew away from each other.
"Mike!?" I said loudly and totally surprised. "What are you…doing here?"
"I came to pick you up and..they told me you were here so I…"
"You know that guy?" Edward interrupted Mike. He was mad and angry for some reason.
"Uh…yeah?" I said but it sounded like a question.
He growled. "What the fuck do you want here?" He addressed Mike in the rudest and angriest way I have ever heard.
"I-I just ca-came to take her ho-home…" Poor Mike…He was stuttering.
"Take her home?" Edward practically attacked Mike and threw him away by pushing him hard.
"Edward STOP!" I shouted and grabbed his arms.
"Does she know? Huh? Have you told her what you are?" He started throwing accusations to Mike, although I had no idea what he meant.
"What…What a-are you talk-talking about?"
"What?" I asked him. "Edward you are insane! What the fuck is wrong with you?" Only that moment he turned to face me.
"I thought you had changed Edward. But you proved me wrong in just a few seconds from the moment you told me you would change.." I moved my head disappointed and left his arms that I was holding. "You are unbelievable. I don't wanna see you again."
"Bella please, you have to hear me!" He grabbed my hand pleading me to stop.
"Don't!" I shouted to him and he let me go.
"Let's go Mike!" I passed next to him taking Mike's hand and grabbing him out of the van.
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~Edward's point of view
It was those moments again. Those moments I lost control and drove uncontrollably without even noticing where I was going. I put my Bluetooth at my ear and yelled for my phone to call Emmett.
"Call Emmett!" I ordered.
"Calling Emma."
"Not EMMA! Call EMMETT!"
"Calling Emma."
"Fuuuuuuckkk! I told you to CALL EMMETT you fucking stupid bitch! NOT EMMA! CALL EMMETT!"
"Calling Emmett."
AT LAST!
"Hey bro."
"Emmett stop whatever it is you are doing. You have to help me."
"Uhh…Look Ed…It's not that I don't want…I just…"
"Bella is in danger. I don't care if you can or not!"
I heard Emmett sighing. "I wanna hear the magic word bro."
Oh come on! Now you found the time for this?
I took a deep breath. "Please Emmett?"
"There you go. I'm home. Come over."
"I'll be there in five."
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"Dude it'd better be something serious, cause I abandoned a serious possibility for sex to be here with you." Emmett told me in a serious way.
I rolled my eyes. "Aren't you with Rosalie? Who is it this time?"
"It IS Rosalie Ed. That's what I'm saying!"
I snorted. "Wait a minute." I checked on my watch. "You'd have sex at four o'clock in the afternoon? Don't you have anything else to do?"
Emmett shrugged and grinned. "Is there a proper time for sex bro?"
I moved my head. "I can't communicate with you sometimes."
He laughed enjoying my frustration.
"Will you now tell me what is all this about? What happened?"
"Ok listen. Bella is in trouble without even knowing it."
"How you mean?"
"There is a guy that she met at her flight back from our shooting at Paris."
"Ohh…." Emmett moved his finger. "That blonde guy you were extremely jealous off from talking to her?" He furrowed his eyebrow and had lip sided smile on his face.
I gave him a stern look. "Seriously now?"
"Isn't it true dude?"
I closed my face in my hands.
"That's NOT THE POINT!" I was indignant.
"Ok. Then what is it?"
I sighed. "That guy is still talking with her and I am pretty sure he is spying on her. I don't know why for though. I told a friend of mine to find out who he is. His name is Mike Newton and he works for some lame tabloid called "Spicy"." I made an expression of disgustion.
Emmett nodded. "I think the guy is looking for some hot news to make the headlines huh?"
I moved my head. "I don't know Em. I really don't."
"But are you sure he is after Bella?" He still sounded suspicious.
"I'm telling you that ass hole is following her! He is a stalker!" I kept yelling furious.
"Are you sure it's him man?"
"YES! I remembered his face the other day, after I saw him watching us at that night club when we were about to kiss with Bella. I ran after him back then, but I lost him after a while. He is that stupid guy I saw her with at the airport. The "polite" mister who kissed her hand conspicuously!"
Emmett thought about it for a while.
"You should tell her then. I think he is spying on both of you Ed. You are both celebrities now."
And then it hit me. OF COURSE! Emmett was right! I had to tell her and protect her from him.
"Where are they now?"
"I don't know. I had a fight with Jasper…"
"Again?" Emmett interrupted me.
"Yes, again. Will you let me finish?"
My brother lifted his hands in the air.
"Then Alice came and stopped us, took Jasper and left. Bella showed from nowhere, like my guardian angel that she is…"
Emmett pretended to put his finger in his mouth like he was vomiting. I rolled my eyes and went on.
"And we talked, I started telling her how I felt and we almost kissed. We would have kissed damn it, if that ass hole hadn't got in!" I hit on the table in front of me.
"Heyyy! Easy dude! I want that table you know."
I stared angrily on him.
"Ok. And then what?"
"Then my blood went straight to my head from the sight of him. I wanted to punch him, to….."
"Jealousyyyy…." Emmett said with a grin.
I sighed. "Em…"
"You're so in love with that chick man. I won't judge you for that. But I will judge you for being here with me instead of there with her."
I glanced at him. He was right. Totally right. What was I doing there after all? I should be after her, look after her, protect her from this dangerous guy. And then I remembered.
"I heard she is leaving for Christmas Em…" I announced defeated.
"So?" He said naturally. "Go where she will go!"
And that would be…
"At Forks!"
"Forks it is then Ed. You'd better book your tickets." Emmett suggested and I agreed with him nodding.
"Thank you brother!" I hugged him in a man's way hitting his back and closed the door behind me while I wished him "Merry Christmas!".
I had to make it! I had to reach her on time! I had to explain myself to her! I had to make her mine! I couldn't pass one more day without her. But I was running out of time…
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~Bella's point of view
"What's this guy's problem?" Mike finally spoke on our way to my place.
I just shrugged still gazing outside from the window.
"I mean..did you see how he insulted me and he attacked me?!"
"Yeah Mike. I was there." There goes my sarcasm again. I sighed and turned to face Mike. "Sorry. I-just…Sorry."
He nodded. "It's ok."
After a few minutes of silence we were outside my house.
"So…um…can I come upstairs? Do you need any help or something?"
"No, I'm ok." I opened his car's door. "Sorry for not telling you to come up but I have to pack my things. I'm leaving for Christmas so.."
"That's cool. Have a good time!" He wished me and smiled.
"Thank you, you too. And thanks for the ride as well. I had to have my car fixed, something went wrong with the brakes, I think…" I don't get car things much.
"Don't worry. Whenever you need help just let me know."
"Ok then. See you Mike! Merry Christmas!"
"Merry Christmas to you too! Have fun!"
I went to my apartment and packed my things for at least three hours. And that's because what I did most of the time was to rethink of the scene that I witnessed at the shooting earlier that day between Edward and Mike but also between Edward and Jasper. Why did all this happen? What did Edward mean when he accused Mike for hiding something from me?
It was all too much to take and the only thing I wanted right now was to forget everything and relax. I would fly to Forks the next morning at six o'clock in the morning and I couldn't wait to meet my parents again and tell Angela the incredible news I had for her.
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"Muuuuum!" I shouted and ran into her arms. "I missed you so much!"
"Aww…me too sweetie!" She hugged me back.
"Bella…" My father, Charlie was hesitant, being a man. But the moment I went to him and hugged him, he hugged me tightly and kissed my hair. "We are so proud of you Bella. So proud of you!"
Unshed tears filled my eyes. They were proud of me? Because I don't know if I was proud of me for certain actions of mine…
"Yes, we certainly are very proud. You should see us bragging around the whole Forks for our writer daughter who works for the film company now." My mother, Renee said smiling and we all laughed. I was satisfied that my parents supported me so much. I couldn't have made it without them.
"Come in!" Charlie picked my luggage.
"We have a big surprise for you." Renee winked.
I looked at them suspiciously.
"Close your eyes sweetheart." My mum put her hands over my eyes.
"Mum!" I protested.
"Sshh! You'll see why."
I heard a door opening and then…
"Merry Christmas Bella!" I heard a lot of people's voices and the moment I opened my eyes I realized that this was my Christmas gift. All my friends were here; Angela, Jessica, even Jacob with his new girlfriend Lia, many other friends I had from my previous job and school and of course my parents. They had invited them all at their home to surprise me. And they did it!
It was Christmas Eve and therefore a huge Christmas meal was waiting all of us especially made from my mother who was an excellent cook. The next hours were full of joy, happiness and Christmas spirit. We exchanged gifts, I talked to everyone with my most favourite moment the time when I told Angela that she would be hired from my publishing company. She screamed and hugged me. That was my Christmas gift for her. Well, apart from a cologne. Jacob was calm and happy. Something that I have to give credit to Lia for achieving it. I would get really upset if I saw him unhappy. I cared about him. Besides, we were together for many years. They can't be written off. He'd still be my friend. Jessica was the usual..Jessica I guess. Except that her jealousy for me had grown bigger now. And she wasn't even aware of the spicy details about Edward and me….
Late that night, my father took me at my home and helped me carry my things inside. But being so exhausted I left everything in the middle of the living room and went to sleep. My house was cold after all these months I've been away. I turned on the heat, got under the covers and fell in a deep, calm and refreshing sleep.
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The next day I took my things out of my bags and cleaned the house a little bit. Then we went for a stroll with Angela and Jacob around the city. I told him he could bring Lia too, but he said some relatives of hers were coming and she would stay home with them. I didn't protest. I missed him too. Our conversations, the way we communicated. There might not be the same feelings anymore, and I was really glad to see him moving on, but we still had a great time together. We were cool with each other and I loved that.
Since it was Christmas day I went to eat lunch with my parents at their home, talking about my job and working with stars like Alice and Edward and many more things about my life now. I invited them to New York and they told me they would pay me a visit as soon as possible.
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It was seven o'clock in the evening now and I was sitting in my living room watching TV. Renee gave me a small Christmas tree they had already decorated with Christmas ornaments, because my house was very "empty" as she said. So I had turned off all the lights, except for the Christmas tree's flickering lights and the TV's, I had put my CD with Christmas songs on my stereo and I was lying on my couch.
"I don't want a lot this Christmas. There is just one thing I need. I don't care about the presents underneath the Christmas tree. I just want you for my own. More than you could ever know. Make my wish come true. All I want for Christmas is you!"
Yeah…Seriously if one more year passes by without me having what I want on Christmas and every day, I am gonna sue the creators of this song!
All I needed was to relax and try to empty my mind…
But I couldn't.
There was something missing.
Or should I say…someone….
*A knock on the door*
"Who is it?"
No answer.
I normally don't open the door when I get no answer, but now something told me to open it. It might be my parents or a friend of mine? Little did I know then about the person behind the door and how my whole life would change after that evening.
"I said who…." My breath hitched in my lugs and my heart stopped. "Edward…?"
"Merry Christmas Bella!"
His kind smile, his bright blue eyes. Everything about him was absolutely perfect. The night was getting cold and snow was falling now. He wore a black coat, but his cheeks were red from the cold.
"Come in."
"Thank you." He smiled again and got in. He seemed so cool as if it was the most normal thing in the whole world that he showed up on Christmas day at my doorstep. Am I missing something here?
"May I ask what exactly are you doing here and how you found me?"
He huffed. "Seriously? I don't even deserve a wish for a Merry Christmas from you?"
I moved my head. "Merry Christmas Edward! Now, what the heck are you doing here?" I was losing my temper. "Are you following me or something now?"
"Following you?" He snorted. "No Bella. I leave that for that moron, Mike Newton."
"I don't like your sarcastic attitude. You came at my house on Christmas day to tell me about Mike? Are you kidding me Edward?" I started yelling.
"Will you listen to me for just once?" He told me growling.
I moved my hands and crossed them at my chest. "Be my guest!" I moved my leg hectically while he took off his coat and put it on a chair next to the front door.
"That guy is dangerous. Keep away from him!" He advised me with tension.
"What? Excuse me, YOU will tell me who to hang out with and who to not do so?" I laughed sarcastically. "I must have been in the twilight zone or something now."
"Bella listen to me please!" Edward yelled. "He is not what he seems! That guy is a stalker!"
"A stalker? Look who is talking!"
"That ass hole is following you! He is a journalist!"
"Oh you don't say! Did you hire Sherlock Holmes to find that one out?" I laughed at his face and I saw him getting even more red and inhaling faster.
"He is working for a tabloid Bella. He is in search of big news. And YOU are the big news that will promote him and make him known!"
Can you believe that guy? He just makes things up. Or…nuh. He can't be jealous of him. I mean..why would Edward Cullen envy anything Mike Newton had?
I clapped. "Bravo! You should write that down. All this imagination is wasted."
"Will you shut the fuck up already and fucking listen to me!" He yelled while he grabbed me from my shoulders and pushed me back until my back was touching the wall next to the door. He caught me off guard. My breath stopped. My legs felt weak and I could feel my blood boiling in my veins.
"He knows everything about you. He investigates. He follows." He pressed his lips and closed his eyes for a brief second breathing in, I guessed so that he would calm himself down. "Do you remember the night at that club, more than a month ago?"
I just nodded unable to speak.
"Do you know why I left the moment we were about to kiss? Do you?" He asked through gritted teeth.
I moved my head as a "no". I always thought just because you were an ass hole, but I guess I am not in a position to say something like that now..
"Because I saw him hiding behind a tree. He was watching us the whole time we were arguing." He pressed his lips firmly.
"And why should I believe you?" I said that? Ok. My voice was more like a whisper so he might not have actually heard it.
But, nope. He heard me if I could tell from his reaction. He moved his head and half smiled biting his lips. He turned his back on me and put his hands through his hair. He grabbed it for a while and then he let his hands fall on his sides.
"I had it coming…It's not your fault." He looked down on the floor. "Of course you can't trust me now. How could you?" Edward talked to himself in his inner monologue. And I found my courage back to fight him off verbally.
"You told me what you wanted. Now please get out of my house."
A surprised and shocked Edward turned and stared at me.
Oh no…
His eyes were smaller than usual and his eyebrows frowned. His hands were closed in strong feasts. But he didn't say a word therefore I kept on talking with more anger this time.
"What do you want from me Edward? Because I can't understand a thing anymore! WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT FROM ME!?"
"What I want? You wanna know what I want from you?" He asked laughing sardonically.
"Yeah that's what I'm asking!" I approached him spitting the words on his face.
"I want YOU damn it! YOU!" Edward exploded coming closer to me in a brief second putting me back to the wall and hitting the door next to me with his feast.
My mouth opened widely from this move of his. Is it ok that I found him so sexy now? The way his face was full of anger and tension…
Bella you are a lost cause….
"It's all on you for that. It's all on you for this nightmare I've been through the last few months, since that day I saw you at the audition. It's all on you that I see you in my dreams, that I hear your name from strangers and turn around to see if it's you. It's all on you that I can't forget your scent, your soft skin…" He touched slightly and stroke my lips with his fingers. "…your warm and hot kisses on my lips…"
I don't know who attacked the other first. Was it me? Or Edward? I have no idea and I really don't care.
The next thing I remember is me kissing him with all my passion. Biting, licking and kissing his lips while my hands grabbed his hair and pushed his face more towards me. His tongue forced its way in my mouth which I allowed. I didn't want to stop this. I wanted him so much. His hands went down my ribs and grabbed my thighs. I pulled my legs up and put them around his waist letting a loud moan, never leaving his lips, the moment he pinned me against the wall using his body to hold me there.
"I missed you so much…" I echoed my thoughts between our hectic kisses.
"I missed you too very very much!" He replied making me blush and become even more red than I already was from the heat of the moment.
We smiled to each other and he put a lock of hair out of my eyes. "Much better now."
I bit my lips and attacked his lips again. His hands went down my neck stroking it gently before his lips got where his hands were before. I lifted my head up with my eyes closed giving him more access to my bare skin around my neck and shoulders. I kept holding his hair feeling his curls in my fingers. His lips left a hot burning line from where they passed on my skin.
But I wanted more of this. I wanted more of him.
I put my hands on his cheeks lifting his face to look at me. He was magnificent. His flawless face, his lines around his chin, his perfect jaw…I could get lost in him forever.
"What are you looking at?" He grinned unveiling those lines on his cheeks which made him even more attractive.
"You!" I giggled and kissed his lips tenderly. Then it became more urgent, more passionate and deep. I passed my hands under his sweater and I took it off. He was panting, his lips were half open and he was so so sexy!
Edward went back to kissing my lips, then my chin and my jaw, before going to my neck and behind my ear. Imitating my moves, Edward put his hands at my back, stroke all the way up my spine giving me the chills and making me roll my eyes at the back of my head, before he pulled my blouse over my head and I assisted him by holding my hands above my head. I brought his face back to mine.
I didn't care how mad I was at him. I didn't care what he had done to me. For some reason his words, his actions made me forget everything. I might regret it later but I didn't mind anymore. I was his. Only his.
"Bella…" Edward whispered my name next to my ear before kissing my skin behind it. He went on to my collar bone and made me moan louder. Oh the feelings he was giving me…
He moved to my chest kissing my bare skin there. I still wore my bra but he didn't take it off. Instead he put his one hand inside it cupping my right breast and making me lose it while he stayed there massaging it.
"My beautiful Bella…" He whispered in my mouth and I felt his other hand stroking my left leg, which was around him, from my ankle to my thigh and lifted my skirt on his way up until it was high at my waist now. Then I felt his hand touching my skin from inside my silk underwear.
"Oh God!" I cried out completely turned on from his moves on my breast and at my lower part, as he was rubbing it softly at first and then harder and faster.
"Fuck Bella! You are so wet." He sounded so satisfied about it. I just nodded and bit my bottom lip.
I heard Edward growling and he kissed me hard. His tongue got in my mouth the exact same time that he slid two fingers inside me making me leave a loud shout. His kiss got as hectic and rough as his fingers. Faster and faster, deeper and deeper.
"Edward! Edward I'm gonna come! Oh fuck!" I grabbed his hair tighter.
It seems that he took it as a sign to move more quickly, as his pace increased and my body started reacting to him.
And then he stopped.
"I want you too. You won't finish alone." I heard Edward telling me with his rough sex voice.
I cried loudly as he pressed my body more against the wall to ensure that I wouldn't fall and he unbuttoned his jeans. Then I helped him to take off my underwear as he moved it slowly down my legs and he lifted me back in his arms again with my legs placed around his hips.
I looked Edward in the eyes and then kissed his face. I never had the chance to explore him the times we were intimate. It was always so…rough and sudden and…all about me. But right now I didn't want to change this. I was too lost in him to care.
"It's been so long since I last had you." Edward spoke breathlessly and took a lock of hair out of my face.
"It doesn't have to be that way again."
"Never again." He completed and he kissed me. He bit my bottom lip and then licked it causing me to growl.
Then I opened my mouth giving him access and the moment our tongues touched I felt him entering me.
"Aaaaaahh!" I broke our kiss with a light scream.
"I'm sorry my love!" He stroke my cheek. "Was I too harsh?"
Edward caring if he was too harsh? That's a first!
I smiled to him. "I'm great." I gave him a lip sided smile and leaned my head to whisper in his ear. "More than great actually." And placed a kiss on his neck after I sucked on it.
For some reason this drove him over the edge. He started moving inside me but he felt harder now and he went slowly at first. The more fraction we had between us, the more our breaths became heavier and we both got completely lost in each other.
The only lights were from the Christmas tree and those songs were still playing. The TV was on but I had no clue what was on, as I enjoyed myself much more doing something far more pleasurable. And if I can judge from Edward's hard breathing, increasing pulse of his heart and his priceless sex expression, I think he was enjoying this too.
I smiled at myself and closed my eyes while we were still moving together increasing our pace now. Thank God for the wall which was still holding me and prevented me from falling, because my powers had completely left me.
"Oh God…This is….I'm about to…come Bella…" Edward moaned and leaned his head on my chest. I felt his hot breath on my skin and I gasped when he pushed harder than before.
I kept my left leg around his hips and I lifted my right leg and put it higher to help me join him in this pleasure he was about to have. Edward understood the message, even in the ecstasy we both were, and he held my leg with his hand next to his left ribs, while his other hand was behind my back to prevent me from getting hurt from our rough movements and the hits against the wall.
And I was so right doing so. It was like he found a new spot inside me which made me moan and pant and scream even more than before.
"Don't…stop!" I advised him with all the voice I had and the part of my brain, although small, that was still functioning well and wasn't all blur and distracted by that sex god who was giving me all these sensations.
"Bella! Oh fuck Bel…." It took him two more deep thrusts to explode inside me moaning my name and me to come feeling my body clenching around him and shaking from the waves of orgasm that hit me and seem to never end.
After almost half a minute we ceased moving and we both left a loud sigh panting hard. We laughed with our synchronization and Edward carried me all the way to the nearest couch where he laid me with calm moves.
I giggled and stroke his face.
"I think you should move out of me if you don't want me to have an orgasm again."
"Hmm…Let me think about it…" Edward pretended to be skeptical and I gave him a fake stern look. "I wouldn't mind giving you another one…" And he moved just a little bit so that he would make me gasp and feel my body reacting to him again. My eyes got closed instantly and my back arched.
"Mmm..fascinating…" He crooked and put his arms on the right and left side of my head. "Look at me beautiful."
I opened my eyes with difficulty and focused in his. "There you are my pretty girl." He stroke my cheek and leaned to kiss my lips softly. He took my bottom lip between his teeth and pulled it a little bit biting it.
"Since I don't mind giving you more orgasms…" He lifted himself up and pushed back inside me slowly causing me to moan. Oh I so don't mind it either Edward!
My legs were pressed firmly around his body and my nails were trailing his back. At some point when he got a lot rougher, I'm pretty sure I let a small scream and dug my nails deeper in his skin. If he wasn't so turned on like me, he would probably be in real pain.
As I already was in a post orgasmic state, it didn't take me long to feel a new orgasm taking over me making my whole body shake hard.
"Edward! Oh yes yes Edward!" My voice echoed in the living room.
We came simultaneously moaning loudly and holding each other tight.
"Now..you…really have…to move out…of me…" I managed to say panting and we both chuckled.
Edward moved his head smiling and did as I told him. He kissed my lips, my nose and my forehead and then led his head on my chest. I kissed and then stroke his hair tenderly. We were both breathing heavily and our bodies were still moving up and down, but we were gradually catching our breaths.
"We are so insane." I giggled and so did Edward.
"We're crazy and we know it." He added. It sounded like the lyrics of a famous song and we both laughed with that. It was the most amazing Christmas day I've ever passed in my whole life! When I sat miserably on my couch listening to music and watching TV earlier that day, I never thought I would end up having sex with the person I wanted the most in my life. And it was all perfect!
"Merry Christmas Edward!" I leaned and kissed his hair while still stroking it.
I heard him making a sound of satisfaction.
"I like that…" He whispered and kissed my arm. I smiled and hugged him.
That moment another Christmas song began on my stereo. Probably one of the very few sexy Christmas songs, if not the only one. Edward heard it and I felt him smiling against my skin. I bit my lips from the feeling. What I never thought would happen was what Edward did next.
"Merry Christmas baby! You surely treat me nice!" He started singing with a rusty sexy voice. He placed a kiss on my neck, lifted his head up and looked me in the eyes continuing. "I feel just like I'm living in paradise. Now you see. I feel real good tonight and I got music on the radio…"
That man could sing too! He was amazing! I can't believe it! I was about to have another orgasm just by listening to his deep voice.
"Now I feel just like I wanna kiss you underneath my mistletoe."
"Then what are you waiting for?" I whispered and giggled.
Edward grinned moving his head. "You are amazing my love…"
And we kissed.
"I love it when you call me love." I mumbled when we ceased kissing to take a breath.
"Really?" He gave me a sexy crooked smile. Edward was so enjoying this.
I nodded biting my bottom lip.
"Then I shall call you love every day from now on."
I left a kiss on his forehead and brought him into my arms. I hugged him with all the love I had for him hidden inside me all these years. The love I could finally show to him if he actually let me to. And I hoped Edward would do so as well.
"This must be the best Christmas ever!" He announced echoing my own thoughts.
I smiled. "Definitely!"
Edward stared at me. "I promise that this will be just the first Christmas from many Christmas days to come, that we will be together and I promise, I will try to make you more and more happier year by year."
Aaaaaaaawwwwww! Could my heart stop beating from extreme happiness? Could it? Because I think it just did.
"You're crying?" Edward whipped a tear going down my cheek.
"I am?" I said surprised. They were silent tears, I had no idea they were actually there. "Don't you worry, they are from happiness." I reassured him and he kissed my nose lovingly. Can I be dreaming? Can all this be a wonderful, magical, surreal dream?
"Bella, my love…" He hesitated for a while, but then a sparkle appeared in his eyes. "Let's get lost!"
I furrowed my eyebrow, unaware of what he was talking about.
"You and me baby! Let's leave everything behind and go somewhere far away! Let's pass the holidays together!"
I opened my eyes wide. "What?!"
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Chapter end notes: Aaaaaaaaaawwwwwww! How cute! :') Now, if you have your love next to you or somewhere there, grab them, read the chapter together, put the song Edward was singing on (Merry Christmas baby by Bruce Springsteen) and have fun! haha! Merry Christmas everyone! I tried to make the chapter as Christmasy as I could. I hope I made it. What would you answer to Edward? Would you run away with him for Christmas? Should Bella leave with him? Till next time!
P.S. I LOVE the song "All I want for Christmas is you" and whatever I wrote there was for fun. xD I would never put Bella suing them. Lol And Merry Christmas!