Author Notes: Ok seeing as how I've become a queen of fluff, I'm most likely going to make this chapter very angsty before the real fluff comes, so bear with me. I own nothing.

Rating: R, M, MA, X, NC-17.(later.).

Chapter Ten: Opal

It had now been a week since that day. Shigure and Tohru had moved into the livingroom with Kisa, Tohru had been enrolled in the school, Akito and Kureno were having two rooms added on, and Yuki and Haru had announced their engagement. Everything was supposedly right with the world.(AN: Sorta.). Yuki and Haru had planned to get married on March 5th. It was January 26th, a Sunday. Haru and Yuki were talking about the wedding.

"Yuki, what colors do you want?"asked Haru.

"Violet, Black, and White."said Yuki.

"Who should make the cake?"asked Haru.

Yuki seemed distant.

"Yuki, what's wrong?"asked Haru.

'Why do I feel this way? I love him, I'm happy, he loves me, he's happy. But what if he's only doing this because I want to? What if this is to soon for him? What if things don't work out?' thought Yuki.

Yuki was snapped out of his thoughts at Haru looking worriedly at him.

"I'm fine!"Yuki squeaked.

"You don't seem it. You've been distant all week."said Haru.

"Are you sure you want to do this? That you're not doing this just because of me?"asked Yuki.

"What brought this up?"asked Haru.

"Answer my question!"exclaimed Yuki.

Haru's eyes filled with tears.

"Shit...Haru, I'm sorry. I guess the pressure has just kinda got to me."said Yuki.

"Yuki I love you. I'm not just saying yes to make you happy. How would that benefit me?"said Haru.

"Haru...I love you too. It's just...I'm so happy with you, and I don't want marriage to change that, I don't want to lose you just because you couldn't handle it or anything like that."said Yuki.

Haru pulled Yuki into a hug, then he felt something odd. Haru looked down and saw Yuki had some new gashes.

"Yuki? Why do you have new cuts on your back?"asked Haru.

Yuki stiffened and began to sob.

"Haru...(hic)...I'm sorry."said Yuki.

Haru pulled Yuki down to the bed with him and held him as he sobbed.

"Yuki...I had no idea...I thought you stopped..."said Haru.

"I did. But last night, I saw the knife sitting on my dresser, and I was so worried that everything wasn't going right that I...couldn't help it. I was so worried. I promise I'll never do it again, please forgive me."said Yuki.

"Yuki, is this what you do every time you get anxious or paranoid?"asked Haru.

"Only when it gets really bad."said Yuki.

"Listen, I love you. I want to marry you. And I want you and I to spend the rest of our lives together. So you can't do this anymore, ok? Next time you get nervous about something like this, just talk to me, ok?"said Haru.

"Ok...tell Hatsu I'm sorry."sobbed Yuki.

"He knows, and he forgives you."said Haru.

Haru gently nursed Yuki. Then Yuki fell asleep in Haru's arms, Haru had thought Opals were unlucky, but if Yuki was an Amethyst and he was an Opal, shining all different colors, he was the luckiest Opal on earth in his mind.

T.B.C.

Author Notes: I hope you all enjoyed, please review.