A/N: :) Well hello. This is another update, if you didn't notice... and it's mid-night indeed so just ignore my awful tired rambling and read this chapter :D

But because I am usually really talkative when I am not sleepy but still am (what?) I will tell you how miserable I am... because I am still being sick and coughing my lungs out. Also because Glee is in hiatus :( once again

but to the story :)


You Found Me

Chapter 10 - Devotion & Greed


Thad walked out of the shower, last evening still playing in his head like an endless track. The boy was pretty sure that he was drooling from the memory. Because after his and Sebastian's kiss - oh dear God - Thad had agreed with the brunet, that he can sleep in his and Kurt's dorm. Luckily Kurt wasn't there.

Thad peeked from the doorframe at Sebastian, who was still sleeping and snoring softly. The brunet turned around, mumbling various words and throwing the blanket over his head. Thad shook his head smiling and backed back to bathroom.

He wrap the towel around his lean waist and walked to sink, taking the box where his contact lenses were and put them to his eyes. Next, Thad took his toothbrush and toothpaste. He ducked down to wash his face, before he started to brush his teeth.

When Thad straightened up again, from the mirror he caught Sebastian's eyes staring at him and a content smile on his lips. The taller boy was leaning against the door frame, tilting his head slightly.

Thad spit to the sink and washed his mouth, before turning around. "G-good morning", he said blushing and smiling shyly. "Mmmm, morning", the green eyed boy grinned and walked lazily next to the smaller boy and kissed his hair. "Slept well?" he asked, yawning and felt Thad nodding. "Good… Can I take shower here?"

Thad watched at Sebastian for a while until he realized that the brunet was only in his boxers and he was only a towel around his waist. That was… nope. "Y-yeah", he said, hiding his flushing face. "S-sure… I will just… go!"

Thad hurried out of the bathroom and closed the door, sighing in relief and shaking his head to get the picture out of his head. The council member walked to his bed and took his phone from the night stand, checking what the time was.

He walked to his wardrobe, taking out his Dalton blazer and threw it on the bed. Thad started to put his uniform on and tugged the belt close. Sometimes he really hated the uniform. Why couldn't they just wear their casual clothes, it would be so much easier that way.

Thad stared himself at the mirror, which was hanging on his wardrobe and spin around shirtless. The boy scrunched his nose at the sight. No, Thad didn't hate his, well body but same time he really did, because… He wasn't as muscular or something as other boys were. Well, Jeff wasn't muscular but he had abs. Kurt wasn't so muscular but who can blame him… he looked good in those clothes what he used.

And Nick and Blaine didn't even care if they were muscular or not. Because they loved their boyfriends no matter what. And Thad was sure Sebastian loved him too no matter- wait… Were they boyfriends now?

Thad's thoughts broke off from the whistle what he heard. Sebastian walked out of the bathroom and looked at the boy shamelessly up and down. "Good morning indeed", he winked and took his own blazer from the chair, where he had left it yesterday.

Thad looked at Sebastian for a while. Then he walked to his bed and took his dress shirt, wearing it on. The brunet eyed the other boy's expression carefully and frowned. "You got to stop thinking so much, Thad", he said suddenly and the council member turned to look at him. Sebastian shrugged. "I can practically hear them."

Thad mumbled his sorry and started to put the tie on. The brunet frowned again and sighed. Sebastian walked behind Thad and wrap his hands around the smaller boy's waist, nuzzling his neck. "What are you thinking?"

Thad bit his lower lip and turned around in the taller boy's arms. He looked up to those eyes. "What are we now?" he asked, playing with Sebastian's blazer. Sebastian looked at him confused. "What you mean?"

Thad let out a long sigh and unwrapped himself out of Sebastian's arms. "What are we?" he asked again and motioned the space between him and the brunet. "Are we dating now again? Or was yesterday just… the lovely meeting of our bonds?"

"Well", Sebastian started and let the strong tension fall to the room. Please say yes, Thad thought secretly. The brunet walked slowly back to Thad and took the smaller boy's hand in his. "I would like to say that we are dating now again… If that is okay to you I mean", Sebastian said quietly.

Thad stayed quiet and just stared at the brunet. Then a smile started to form to his lips and he looked down, biting his lips slightly. "Yes", he told simply, looking up again meeting Sebastian's eyes.

The brunet looked at those eyes. The first time for a long time he saw how Thad's smile actually reached his eyes. "Yes?" he asked to making sure if he heard right. Thad smiled more widely and nodded. Sebastian let out a laugh and scooped Thad's smaller body up, spinning him around. "Best. Morning. Ever!" he told and kissed him.


"Stop it", Jeff groaned and pushed Thad away from his head. The whole day the blond had tried to stand the council member's dopey and dreamy smile. Thad sighed smiling and leaned against his elbow, trying to focus his pair work with Jeff. Which was clearly not working…

Jeff looked at his friend again and sighed, smiling. He was happy for Thad and it was good to see him thinking something more than only school work and books. And to be honest, Jeff had any rights to blame Thad right now. Because he had been a lot worse when he got together with Nick, and they all thought that he was still the worst love sick puppy of them all. Including Blaine.

"So, I see you had a pretty good night then", the blond said with a small smirk and for a response got a dreamy nod.

Thad turned to look at him, sighing happily. "Jeff I know that I am acting awfully annoying right now and I am sorry", he started. "But I am just so happy right now and I feel like we have really much to catch up… I have a freaking boyfriend- No, no! I got my dream back."

Jeff blinked. "A dream?" he asked and Thad nodded, putting a finger to his lips. "It's a secret though", he told and turned back to their work. Jeff nodded slowly and hummed, leaning against his hand. Good for them, he thought.


Wes banged his gavel to table. The only thing was that he wasn't sitting behind the council table but on Richard's lap. And the table where he banged that gavel against was the coffee table in front of the couch. The warbler's hid their sniggers as their leader eyed them challengingly. Richard rolled his eyes, but he had anything against this position after all.

David looked at Thad, who looked at his friend amused and hid his giggles. The darker boy rolled his eyes but couldn't help but smile too.

"So", the Asian boy started. "About the Regionals… we decided that Blaine", he said motioning at Blaine, who was sitting next to Sebastian and Kurt. "He is going to sing a solo, like always and after that comes his and Kurt's duet, right?"

The Warbler's nodded. "Well, I just got the newest information that there must be three songs… and we only have two", Wes sighed, leaning against Richard's chest and crossed his arms. "Plus, I am bored… we should do something new."

"New?" Thad asked tilting his head confused. Wes turned to look at him and nodded, biting his lip thoughtfully. "Yeah, something new. We have always did a love songs and etc. and it's always like that same style… Let's try something energetic", their leader suggested.

"Like?" Sebastian asked, not really sure what Wes meant. The Asian boy sighed. "I don't know, something like… AC/DC, Billy Talent, Queen, Maroon5-"

"-Muse?" Sebastian asked and Wes nodded, pointing at him smiling. "Yes!" he said and clapped his hands.

Sebastian grinned and turned to look at Thad. "Hey, remember your Muse song last summer?" he asked and every Warbler's eyes turned to look at Thad, who was gaping at his boyfriend. The council member shifted a little from his chair but nodded. "Yeah… I guess… So?" he asked warily, not liking where this conversation was going.

Sebastian's grin got wider. "You should sing something from them at Regionals. You were phenomenal at that when you sang Panic Station", he winked and Blaine's eyes widened surprised. "Wait, wait… You sang Panic Station? Like for real", he asked. Thad opened his mouth to say something and saw that everyone of his friend were waiting for the answer.

"Uh, I- yeah I did", he mumbled, blushing at the warbler's whistles. He send a pointing glare to Sebastian. "But I am not going to sing Panic Station at Regionals", he told, crossing his arms. Sebastian shook his head. "No, I didn't mean that you should sing that song", he told. "Just some other of their songs, okay?"

Thad groaned, but didn't say no. He got an idea. "Okay, but only if you sing with me", he grinned when Sebastian's eyes widened. "Me? Sing Muse?" he laughed. "You got to be kidding me."

Thad bit his lower lip. "Nope, I am not… and because I am at council I can make decision so nobody listens your complaining", he grinned and winked. "Sorry, darling."

Sebastian narrowed his eyes. "Oh, I see what you did there now", he mumbled and pointed at Thad. "We are talking about this today."

Oh we are now, Thad laughed in his mind giddily and wrote his and Sebastian's names to paper.


A/N: Just a small warning… small make out scene… no can you call this one make out scene? Warning, because I suck at these, so don't hate :D

Yeah, continue…


As soon as Thad was back to his dorm room and threw his bag to his chair, the door opened and Sebastian walked in a smirk playing on his lips. The brunet shut the door behind himself and locked it, with a faint click voice. Sorry Kurt, no interruptions, he thought and put his hands in his pockets.

"So, a duet, huh?" he asked, smiling and with raised eyebrows. Thad grinned cheekily and nodded. Then a playful pout appeared on his lips. "You don't want to sing with me?" he asked with a fake sadness.

"Tease", Sebastian told and pulled Thad against his chest. He hummed as he nuzzled the smaller boy's neck, breathing his scent. "Well, I can't really blame you… You have always been a tease, Thad", he muttered. Thad closed his eyes, enjoying the familiar feeling.

Then he felt himself being lifted up from the ground. Thad leaned back a little and looked at Sebastian's green eyes, cocking his eyebrows. The brunet wiggled his eyebrows and grinned, leaning forward to catch the smaller boy's lips in his. Thad breathed deep through his nose and wrapped his hands around Sebastian's neck and legs going around his boyfriend's waist.

The kiss longed for a while, until Sebastian pulled away just looking at Thad for a moment. He saw that Thad's eyes were still closed and he was sure that he heard a small whine escaping from the smaller boy's lips. Sebastian grinned and pecked him lightly to his lips and pulling away again, sniggering a little when Thad followed his lips.

Thad opened his eyes, only finding Sebastian staring at him and groaned. "Are you going to stare at me? Or are we going to make out?" he asked slightly annoyed. The brunet was surprised from Thad's sudden boldness, but then again; He didn't disapprove that.

Sebastian slammed their lips back together, meeting Thad in the middle jumping a little so he get a better grip from his boyfriend. Thad tightened the hold around the taller boy's waist and actually pulled himself as close as it was possible.

He didn't even notice when, but soon he and Sebastian were laying on his bed - or was it Kurt's - mouths still occupied. Sebastian pulled away to take a deep breath and kissed along Thad's jaw line, until looking back those eyes. He swallowed audible at the sight of Thad, flushed and panting beneath him.

"Somehow", Thad started hoarsely and smiled hazily. "This looks bad", he added and Sebastian licked his lips, not saying anything. The smaller boy let out a breathless giggle.

"What?" the brunet asked.

"I can't move my body", the smaller boy started. He took Sebastian's hand and moved it across his stomach to his chest, right above the place where his heart was. The brunet felt his heartbeat. "And my heart is beating faster than usual… I don't know why", Thad laughed again, hand going to his forehead. "I don't know if it's cause you are close to me or why. But every time when I see you, I get this strange feeling", he whispered.

Thad swallowed, closing his eyes when tears started to form in them. "I'm scared… because this feeling isn't just love it's also the fear."

Sebastian looked at the boy beneath him lovingly. He slid his hand from Thad's chest to his cheek, brushing the tears away. Thad opened his eyes, finding Sebastian smiling gently at him.

Sebastian then took Thad's hand from his forehead and put it above his own heart. "Feel that, Thad", he asked quietly, his voice waving. "That is what you do to me… My heart beats faster from love… and fear", he told. "Fear because, I am afraid to love you this much… I don't know how it is even possible to love someone this much. It feels like you are my life line, Thad."

Thad blinked few times. He was surprised, because that was exactly how he felt too. He huffed out a small giggle. He was glad.

They stayed quiet for a while. Then Thad opened his mouth: "Now, did we have to make out or…"

Sebastian looked at him and laughed out a loud, pushing Thad down to mattress. "I totally forgot", he grinned, leaning in.


Thad hummed happily as he made his way back to his dorm room after his trip to library with Wes. The library was at the fourth floor as well as some of the Senior rooms. Apparently Wes' dorm room was there, so he had to opt out there. Thad's room was at the second floor.

As he was just about to go down the stairs from the third floor to his, he heard unpleasantly familiar voice.

"Well hello", the voice practically purred. "Someone has lost something really sexy to third floor, huh?"

Thad felt like he had ran right to brick wall. He didn't need this now. But because his parent's had taught him to be polite he turned around to face Wayne. "Hello to you too Smith", he said sarcastically. "Don't you have to be at your dorm and sleep…or doing homework?"

Wayne laughed and moved closer to Thad. "You got nerves, I like that", he said, smirking and Thad didn't even try to prevent his eye roll. He rose his other hand to rub his forehead. "What do you want?" he asked tiredly.

The copper haired boy thought for a moment. "Hmm, didn't I say it to you already. I really hate to repeat myself, but", he started but shrugged, moving closer again. "I want you, Thad."

Thad hummed, not so impressed. "I am flattered", he lied smoothly and smiled like-a-poison sweetly. "But I have a boyfriend, so no thanks."

He was ready to turn around, but couldn't. Wayne laughed out loud. "Are you dating that Smythe? Really", he leered. Thad looked now angry. He crossed his arms and leered back: "So what? Are you jealous or what?"

Wayne stopped his laughing and scoffed. "Yeah, right… Like I have to be jealous to a scum like him", he told, also crossing his arms. Then he looked at Thad shamelessly up and down, making the council member feel sick. Somehow he had a feeling that he didn't know what kind of soup he had messed into.

"C-can you just go away… and stop staring at me like that?" he said suddenly nervous. He hated to sound nervous. Wayne hummed and made his way more closer. Thad swallowed audible. "Like what?" the copper haired boy asked leaning a little forward.

Thad backed away a little. Just the way how Wayne looked at him was… sickening and the fact what he the boy had done to his best friend made Thad's breath fasten. Because Wayne had acted this way to Wes, before he had done it. And now the boy was acting this way against him.

And the worst thing was, that no one wasn't around at this time. The halls were empty and everyone were at their rooms. Thad was screwed, he was sure of it.


"You are going to sleep at Thad's room again?" Trent asked as Sebastian backed his things. The brunet turned to look at his room mate, with apologetic smile. "Does that bother you?" he asked carefully. Trent smiled and shook his head. "Nope, I am happy for you guys", he told simply, turning his attention back to his computer.

Sebastian smiled at his friend. He was fair and he liked him. Always honest.

"Besides you snore", Trent added grinning and the brunet groaned. Of course he had to add something like that after amazing words. Sebastian shook his head amused. "See you, Trent", he called. "Go to sleep, you need your beauty sleep", he joked.

He heard Trent scoff. "Oh please, I don't need to sleep… I am always fabulous", he told and Sebastian chuckled, closing the door behind him.

He tried to be quiet so he won't get caught by the janitors. Because it would be really uncomfortable and not hoped trip to principal's office. Also the talk with the head man about how sleeping with boyfriend's room would be really meaningful to the night rhythm. Yeah, right… Niff is sleeping in the same room and that's not the problem.

And it's not like he and Thad do something like that… really, though.

"-stop looking at me like that?"

Sebastian frowned. Again he heard voices and it had came awfully familiar to him.

"Like what?" was heard another voice. Sebastian growled because he unfortunately knew that voice too well. It was Wayne and that other must be Wes then… Why can't he let him be alone?

Sebastian walked a little bit quicker towards the voices and peeked up to the stairs. His eyes widened. Not only because Wayne was now actually almost touching this guy but also because this guy was not Wes. It was Thad.

"L-like you o-own me or something", he heard Thad say a slight panic in his voice. The council member was still backing his way away from Wayne, who response was walking towards him. Wayne let out a low laugh. "Come on, Harwood. Who wouldn't look at you? I bet that almost half of boys at this school are looking at you when umm… next week our swimming is starting at P.E.", he grinned wolfishly.

Thad's breath hitched. Oh my God, he had totally forgot. The swimming and he was at the same P.E. group as Wayne was… This was bad, this was very, very bad.

Thad was so focused to think about everything horrible what would happen if Wayne get close to him, that he didn't notice the stairs. Thad's stomach fell and his heart felt like stopping as he stumbled and swayed backwards. Falling. Thad closed his eyes.

"Thad!"


A/N: cliffhanger? I am not even sorry :D

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