Clare took a deep breath before she continued.

"3 years ago I was with this guy Declan. He was sweet and funny but when we first had sex I ended up pregnant. After I told Declan he left me and moved away. I ended up giving birth to a son named Damon Arsen Edwards, he is 3 right now. When I would go to foster homes he would come with me of course. When I got adopted into a home, Declan showed up on the doorstep and beat me and Damon. Damon was sent to the hospital and just like Darcy, he's in a comma and Declan is in jail" Clare finished.

Clare looked at Eli.

"Clare I m so sorry that happened" Said Eli apologizing.
"Me to" Clare sighed.
"Why don't you go and see him?" Asked Eli.
"I can't" Said Clare.
"Why?" Asked Eli confused.
"He is in bad condition and they told me I wasn't aloud to visit until he made some progress" Clare started to tear up.
"How long has he been in there?" Asked Eli.
"A little over a year" Clare tried not to let her tears fall.
"I'm surprised they didn't ask you if you wanted to pull the plug" Said Eli.
"They did but I refused" Said Clare being a protective mother.
"I see" Eli nodded.

Clare let the tears fall and Eli hugged her.

"Clare, he will get threw this if he is anything like you" Said Eli.
"I'm scared" Clare said into his shirt.
"I no" Eli rubbed her back.

Clare pulled away.

"We can't get close Eli".
"Why?" Asked Eli.
"Because everyone around me get's hurt and it's all my fault" Clare let more tears fall.
"Clare-"
"No it's true Damon, Darcy, and now Julia" Clare tasted disgust in her mouth at the sound of Julia's name.

Eli stayed silent.

"They are all hurt because of me" Clare wiped away her tears.
"Clare I don't care about that okay, I m going to keep seeing you" Said Eli.
"Eli you don't get it, the fire was all my fault" Clare felt guilty.
"Clare, no it wasn't" Said Eli.
"Yes it was!" Shouted Clare.
"How?" Asked Eli.

Flashback:(No one's POV:)

Clare was sitting in her room listening to dead hand. Darcy came in her with tears. Clare took off her head phones and put her ipod on her desk.

"What's wrong?" Asked Clare.

Darcy sat down next to Clare.

"Mom and dad called me a slut because I had sex with Peter" Cried Darcy.

Clare let Darcy cry on her. She rubbed her back and looked at the wall.

"Don't worry Darcy, everything will be okay" Said Clare.

After Darcy calmed down she fell asleep. Clare walked down stairs.

"How could you call Darcy a slut?" Asked Clare as she walked into the kitchen.
"You're just like her!" Shouted Helen.
"Like you haven't had sex at our age!" Shouted Clare right back.

They both stayed silent and Clare walked upstairs and into Damon's room. She packed up his stuff and texted Alli asking if she could sleep over which Alli replied with a yes. Clare walked into her room and packed clothes, her charger, and ipod and walked out of the house. She walked to Damon's babysitter's house.

"Clare" Said Marge.
"Hi, I wanted to no if you could keep Damon over night, there is a lot of drama in the house and I didn't want him to be around if something bad happens".
"Sure" Smiled Marge.

Clare gave her everything and left. She walked to Alli's.

*Later that night*

When Alli was asleep along with everyone else she jumped out Alli's window and walked to her house. She used her keys to open the door. Clare walked in and saw that her dad was asleep on the couch. Clare took out a lighter and lit it up and threw it on the floor and watched flames appear. Clare ran out of the house. Clare didn't no that Darcy saw. Clare ran back to Alli's and went to sleep feeling relieved.

End of flashback:(No one's POV:)

Clare looked at Eli.

"You're the reason your parents are dead".
"They called me all sort of names and I was tired of it".
"I can see that".
"Are you scared of me yet".
"Nope".

Clare looked at Eli and smirked and he smirked back.

"What about you?".
"What about me?" Asked Eli.
"Anything that you kept a secret".

Eli took a deep breath.

"Yeah there is something s".
"Like what?".
"Well when Julia and I started dating and I knew that she wouldn't have sex because of her faith I went to Marisol's house and ended up screwing her because I was horny" Said Eli.

Clare laughed.

"Anything else?".
"Yeah there is one more thing and I m afraid you will over react" Eli was nervous.
"What is it?".
"When we had sex the second time I didn't use a condom" Eli said slowly.

Clare was pissed.

"WHAT!" Shouted Clare.
"Clare I m sorry I was just caught in the moment".
"How could you do that?" Clare was pissed and upset.
"Because your a tease Clare" Said Eli.
"How am I?" Asked Clare.
"Because you didn't see the connection we had when we first looked at each other, then when I would come over after I met you, you would wear really hot clothes" Eli said.
"I did that on purpose" Clare laughed.
"What?" Asked Eli.
"I knew you liked me" Said Clare.

Eli pulled Clare to him.

"Because of that I have to teach you a lesson" Said Eli smirking.
"Then do it" Clare smirked back.

Eli kissed her and she kissed back. Eli opened the back door to the hearse and they climbed in. Eli hovered above Clare. Clare and Eli took off each other's shirts and they were kissing. Clare's phone went off.

"God damn it" Clare sighed.

Clare looked at her phone to see Carmen calling.

"Hello" Clare answered.
"C-c-c-clare" stuttered Carmen.
"Yeah" Clare rolled her eyes.
"Julia's dead" Carmen cried.

A/N: Sorry had to end it with another cliffhanger.