True Feelings
My eyes flutter open, and I notice that Laila and Tariq were still talking. So was everyone else, except Edward and I. Edward stands up and motions toward the stairs. We race up them and Edward got the door. I really needed to talk to him. "Ed-" I started.
"Bella, I am so sorry." He interrupted me.
I never meant to hurt you.
I'm not that way at all.
Please believe the words of the heart
A heart that seems so small
And I swear
I never meant to hurt you
I guess I lost my place.
Please believe the wards of the heart
A heart that hides its fail
Why do I do things
That I never mean to do?
Oh, why did I speak so carelessly
When all I felt
Was love from you?
And I swear, I never
I never meant to hurt you
I've got to make you know
Please, believe the words of the heart
A heart that didn't show
I never meant to hurt you
I only meant to love you
It's true
And when I saw you crying
I cried too… Barbara Streisand
I embraced him, I felt horrible. I wished that everything were like before. But as if that could happen. "Did you always feel this way? About me?" I didn't want to let go, but I had to, and reluctantly did so.
"Don't. Please don't let go." He whispered.
What could I do? I love Tariq, Edward had his chance many years ago. But I gave in, and embraced him again. I inhaled his sweet, intoxicating scent and sighed. "I've missed you so much."
" So have I." He responds.
We don't talk, the silence is pleasant. I'm absorbing the moment, locking it away in memory. The door opens, and Alice steps in. Edward and I instantly repel from each other. Alice looked at both of us, examining. I quickly left and ran down the stairs.
I grab Tariq and yell for Kartik and Gemma to follow. We reach home in less than no time.
Tariq grabs my shoulders, "Bella. Why?"
"I don't know." My voice is merely a whisper.
But one thing is for sure, I am still deeply in love with Edward Cullen.