Author's Note: Due to some technical difficulties I will be posting 'Heartbreaker On a Mission' as soon as my laptop is up and running again. Oh and in case you get confused, don't feel bad…I've excluded some major descriptive images to allow a more "Lost" look at things. This chapter is DARK and somewhat depressing in the beginning if you don't have the heart for it…skip the first two sections. By the way this world could be Tarzan, but I'm being selfish and focusing only on these two characters for now…if you have questions just feel free to ask.

----------------------------------------Demyx's P.O.V------------------------------------------------

"Hey, uhh, Axel?"

"Yeah?" he said breaking away from his concentrated glances at the other's smile.

"Where are we?"

Demyx glanced about the tall grass and the high rise trees. There was a beetle crawling away from him and he made a gagging sound. The sitar player grabbed his robes and held them protectively as if the grass stains had greatly damaged his clothing.

"I don't know where we are," Axel muttered then looked down at Demyx and suddenly swung at him. The blow knocked the younger man further from his spot.

"What the hell?" he muttered.

"That was for being an idiot," Axel hissed then leaped up onto a tree and started climbing higher.

"What did I do?" he wondered out loud.

Axel stuck his head down and glared at him. "If you hadn't meddled with my plans, we wouldn't be here!"

"You make it sound as if we are stuck here!" Demyx growled.

"We are, you little shit!"

"What are you talking about?!"

"I'm talking about this, moron!" Axel created a gaping black portal, but as he stuck his hand, the black hole disappeared. "Something has blocked our abilities to teleport."

Demyx fell back and sighed.

"Oh sure, go ahead and fall back to sleep, you lazy bastard!"

He was seething inside. He felt this burning anger towards Axel, but for some reason his face was contorted in a gentle sigh. He refused to submit to his comrade's taunts. Usually Axel's anger would blow over. He was much like a flame…burning up in rage then diminishing altogether. Demyx, however, was like a wave building constantly and even when washed over he would charge up once more without much effort. Yet…he did not speak up.

"Are you listening, Demyx?" Axel raged on. "If you weren't such a weak shit…"

"FINE!" he yelled suddenly stunning both of them. "It was my fault. Everything that went wrong was because of me. I admit it. I am stupid and unable to resist fucking up everything you worked so hard on..."

Axel's figured was too high up for Demyx to see so he got up and banged his fist against the trunk several times until he heard the rustles of the leaves from above him and he whispered. "I wish I could have taken back everything that happened, but I can't."

Axel sat perched up on a branch above the Nobody with a grim expression, but said not a word.

"I wanted something, Axel," he mumbled. "Something I now know I can't ever have."

There was an awkward silence then what he heard next tore Demyx into little pieces.

Axel laughed. "You thought you could have me?" he snorted as he laughed. "You could NEVER have me. Roxas had me. Not you…you're too stupid to even think about wanting someone like me. And for all the shit you did…you think you still have a fucking chance?"

Demyx blinked back tears.

"What gave you the right, Demyx?" Axel dropped from the tree. "Who the hell made you decide you could come onto me?"

"I wanted you the same way you wanted Roxas!" he screamed unable to contain his tears from flowing. "I saw the emotions. I felt them. I hid them all this time until I could show you that Nobodies could fucking feel!"

"…I see," Axel mumbled then faced the blonde. "I loved Roxas, Demyx. You can't understand what he and I shared."

"You never saw me," Demyx sobbed. "I was simply a new addition. A weaker and stupider addition to the Organization and nothing more…just a replacement…"

"No, not a replacement," sighed Axel rubbing his temples. "Look, I don't want to argue much further. You fucked up my chance on vengeance fine, I'll deal with it. Don't start shoving your feelings onto me. I can't feel them. I don't want you. I'm going to the other side of this world until I find out how to teleport back."

"Wait!" Demyx started off as Axel began to leave. He was pushed back.

"Don't," the older male growled. "You mean nothing to me."

Words echoed in Demyx. He fell into himself and for once he did not speak up. He got back up. Stared at the fading figure and turned the other way.

Demyx dragged his sitar through the grass and made his way quietly towards some hill or another. He wasn't paying any attention to the monkeys constantly chirping and gawking at him. He could sense their curiosity, but he couldn't care any less.

He stumbled on a rock and cursed. His sitar vibrated almost as if displeased with its master.

"I can do this," he huffed. "I don't need him.

A voice inside told him it really was his fault.

"He won't love me back."

He kept trudging.

"He," he grabbed onto a ledge of a cliff, "won't," he hauled himself up, "love," he picked up his other foot, "me…" and slipped down.

Tears formed and he feared for the worst.

"I defiled myself for him," he muttered to the sitar. "I let Sephiroth have his way with me just to ensure Axel would be safe. Sora was too powerful for him…there was no way I can let him get hurt. Not after that look he gave me when Roxas suddenly took off…"

He began to cry again.

He was so alone.

There was nothing but the rustling of the leaves and the soft growls of some predator. Wait…Demyx tuned his ears and heard the growl again. He turned to his left and came face to face with a jaguar.

"I won't run away," he whispered as the jaguar lunged towards him. "I won't let him get to me." The creature's claw drove through Demyx's clone. "I won't let him beat me down." He summoned up a few more clones and began to thrash the wild cat until it was bleeding. "Come, little pussy cat…come play."

There was a glint of fear as the jaguar took note of Demyx.

"Are we having fun yet?" He swung the sitar and bashed it across the cat's head several times until blood began to spurt out. He was yelling profanity all the way until all that was left of the jaguar was a bloody mess. He cleaned himself off the blood and grim using a simple water spell.

Demyx composed himself and turned away from the disturbing dead body, but before he could go any further he collapsed and began to claw at his own face.

What have I done? He wondered.

A hand dropped from somewhere and began to shake his shoulders soothing him of his troubles. There was a whispering voice by his ear and he felt something tug at his nonexistent soul.

"Axel," he whispered.

"Demyx, what are you doing?" came an irritated response.

"I—I," he stopped. What was he doing? He didn't remember following Axel. He couldn't remember what he was doing for a while.

"Did you do this?" there was a hushed period in which Axel pointed at the jaguar's body. "If you did this, you really are a messy worker."

If I'm a sadist, what does that make you? Demyx wanted to ask.

"I did, and no I wasn't following you," he growled and pushed his hands off him. "Why would I follow you? I was simply going my own way. In case you didn't notice you followed me."

Axel's face was laughable. He changed from shock to anger to confusion then back to shock all in one second.

"I wasn't following you get that memorized," he murmured then made a face once more towards the jaguar. Demyx could see a flitting emotion of what appeared to be concern laced in his eyes, but it merely made him grin.

"I'll be off now," he said lightheartedly. "Do tell me if the teleportation works again. I'll be on that side of the jungle after all I mean nothing to you remember?"

Demyx moved and thus ended the cowardice appearance. He held his head high and his posture was proper. His walk created wet prints that vaporized into mist. Power surged through him and for once, Axel watched him walk away.

Closing Note: Wow…that was the longest chapter for this fanfic EVER…anyways I'll update in a week or two, but I can't promise much action till the next chapter where Demyx's new attitude grabs Axel's attention and things end up happening. There you go a sneak peak…