Okay this is the second time this has happened to me!! I'm at home updating my story, and Word screws me over. I was on the 7th page of this chapter, and Word did the same thing it did, when I was updating You Owe Me. that's why I'm late again!! GRRRR I am so mad. It's a long story I can't even get into what it did.

Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha. I sure wish I did.

Chapter 10: Paybacks a bitch

P.s. I have deleted the author note for chapter 10, but that does not excuse the fact that I will be deleting 'wanting' if the hackers' distort it again.

I was somewhere dark, but I had no idea where. I started to pick up speed, because something was behind me, but I didn't know what. My mind wasn't processing thoughts. My feet were a decade ahead of my head, so I trusted them. I took a short turn, and I saw the person I was running from, but he or she was incased in dark. I knew it was too late, but before I could say something, the whole image was engulfed with a dark blue mist. I had no idea where it came from, it was all blue, and I felt protected. I knew this strange mist wouldn't protect me forever, so I turned the other way and began running again. But another shadowed person was blocking my only exit. I was surrounded I had no idea where to turn…I'd die.

"WAKE UP, I'M LEAVING" someone yelled, I was startled from my previous thoughts everything vanished. My eyes were now focused studying everything around me. "Wake up I'm leaving…unless you want to stay here." The same person snapped, I started to come back to reality my eyes looked towards the left to catch gold perfection. I sighed deeply in my throat. I knew I had just embarrassed myself. Inuyasha just saw me right after waking up. I probably looked like shit.

It was too late to cover myself he was looking down at me annoyed, everything was clear now I knew where I was, who I was, where I was suppose to be. I knew everything. "What are you doing here?" I asked a bit annoyed myself. whenever I woke up I always looked disgusting. Hair a mess, face revolting, and he got to see all the imperfections. I pushed myself off the bed. The room was dark besides the opened door to the right, which was completely engulfed in light.

I tried not to make eye contact with him, but it was pretty hard. "I have to go." Is all he said, and wherever he was sitting, he lifted himself up from it. I was so grateful for the dark, this way I didn't have to see myself in the mirror ahead. I was about to get out of the bed, but I remembered I had put my clothes in the dryer, so I was only in my underwear. I was in the hotel that cost an arm in a leg, my mom would kill me when she saw the bill, but I would worry about that later.

I sat there, trying to organize my thoughts, but before I could think completely. The lights were turned on blinding me almost instantly. "Damn it." I cursed holding my face that actually hurt me. It took a while for my eyes to come into focus, but when it did. I saw the image of myself I really didn't want to see. "EWW I look disgusting." I said looking at the mirror my hair everywhere, I wasn't thinking. I just wanted to run towards the bathroom, and fix my face before Inuyasha could say some rude remark about it.

I got out of the bed spontaneously. "Wow, nice is that cheetah print?" Inuyasha asked cunning smirk on his lips as usual, I had no idea what he was talking about. I looked over at him confused. He was on the other side of the room near the switch staring at my body. I looked down at myself my sports bra was a deep yellow with dark brown spots on it, while my underwear was a dark green. Something that wasn't even close to matching. My skin started to warm up with embarrassment, I couldn't believe this, I pushed myself back on top of the bed, pulling the sheets over me too. He sill had a smirk on his face, shaking his head. "I want to leave by twelve." He said humor evident in his voice. I herd the door close, and I looked up he was really gone.

I left the bed strolling towards the door to lock it. What did he mean he wanted to leave by twelve? I looked at the balcony it seemed to be past nine that was for sure. It looked very late. Where were we going to go this late? I had no idea. I was also starting to wonder when all this would come to an end? I didn't want to go home, but I knew I'd have to. I made my way to the bathroom, I had taken a shower before, but I felt like taking another. I probably wouldn't have time though it seemed pretty late, like twelve was around the corner. Knowing Inuyasha it was probably 11:50 and he was only giving me ten minutes to get ready. I could picture him just leaving me once the clock hit twelve.

I'd skip the shower, as I started to wash my face with the hotels washcloth. I started to remember that dream I had. I was in a dark room, running. What I was running from I didn't remember. The person had caught me, but I couldn't see the persons face. Warmness embraced me, I was warm like I wouldn't die, and I was being saved by something blue. I had no idea what the blue thing was, but I knew I had felt it before. I couldn't keep the blue mist with me, because I had no idea how too. So, I continued to run the other direction, but another person was there, I was trapped no one would save me, I had no more blue warmth I'd die.

I couldn't believe how depressing the dream was I never had dreams like that before. I didn't want to think about it anymore. I continued with what I had to do, and left the bathroom. I walked over to the dryer, which was in the closet, and began taking my clothes out. I pulled on my cargo pants, and my shirt. Looking in the mirror now. I looked decent. I walked towards the door unlocking it, and leaving. Inuyasha was in the living room of the hotel reading something. He didn't seem the type to read, and his eyebrows drew together as if he was pissed at what he was looking at.

"I'm done." I said and he looked up, he hid the anger on his face, and rolled up the article he was reading, as I watched I realized it was a magazine. He obviously didn't want me to see it. I walked towards the couch across from him. "Where are we going?" I asked watching him, he seemed different, but I couldn't put a finger on what it was that made him look unusual.

He shrugged, and I eyed him what was the point of leaving if you didn't know where we were going. I didn't tell him that, and as he left his seat, I realized what was different about him. He was wearing different clothes. He had dark black jeans, and his shirt was a black with a single red strip running through it diagonally. He looked well…hot, like always his hair pulled back in a ponytail. He was standing near the door eying me. "Are you coming?" He asked and I woke myself up, I was probably staring at his body, telling by his face I was, and he was annoyed.

I nodded and got up walking towards him, the way he stayed near the door I thought that he was going to keep it open for me, but he made it a practice effort to close it right before I could get out of it. "Asshole" I whispered, opening the door myself, and leaving out of it. Inuyasha was a few paces in front of me as we walked down the hall. I didn't say anything to him. actually there was a weird quietness that engulfed us as we walked. Something told me that he was a bit angry with me, but I didn't think about it for long.

The hotels halls were an eerie quiet and vacant, but that was probably because it was 12 in the morning and everyone in there right minds would be sleeping at this time. I sort of felt like a bat the way I had been sleeping the past couple of days I was up at night, and sleeping in the afternoons. I took a wide yawn before turning the corner. I wasn't going to lie I was a bit restless, I continued walking down the hall till we made a complete stop.

Inuyasha was pushing the down button for the elevator. It didn't take long for the elevator to actually get up here. It wasn't like there was anyone else up at this time. The doors opened, and Inuyasha stepped in. I was so grateful there were no doors to close when it came to the elevators, because I knew he would have been quick to close it in my face. I walked in after him, and he pressed the number for the lobby. We stood there as the elevator closed and began going down. it was so awkwardly quiet. I could feel the tension between us, and as I looked down at his body again watching his clothes, I realized he still had that magazine balled up in his left hand.

What the hell was with that magazine, any normal person would of just took a glimpse at a magazine in some ones hand, and looked away, but I was drawn to it. Something told me the tension we were feeling towards each other had to do with what was balled up in the palm of his left fist. I stared at it for a while, and then the door opened, and without warning, he left. I followed behind him my eyes looking around the empty lobby. It was a bit dark, and there was no one at the front desk. I walked my way over to the desk, putting the key on top of it, and signing out. "I wonder where everyone is?" I asked myself.

I was still shocked that no one would be manning the desk. "They're probably sleeping." Inuyasha answered, and I had to turn and look his way I was surprise at the tone of his voice. There was no cockiness in it. He talked as if he was really and purely answering my question. It had seemed as if he was angry with me by his body langrage, but I was wrong. "Did you sign out?" he asked, in the same voice, and I just nodded. We continued to walk to the exit, which I could tell was crowded with media, who obviously never slept.

As we approached the exit I stopped, letting Inuyasha go first he had a tendency to slam doors in my face. But as he opened the door releasing the warm summer wind, and the screams of the media and there flashing cameras. I realized that he was opening the door for me, which was something he only did when the press was present so they all would think he was a nice guy… which he really wasn't. I hurried my way out of the doors.

I couldn't believe how many people were up at midnight, just taking pictures, and being so very annoying. I looked down at the street as we passed the parking lot, getting to his car with no problem. I could here the unlock beep, showing that Inuyasha had pressed a button on his key chain unlocking the car automatically. The screams trailed behind us and around us screaming our names, it was so annoying to ignore a crowd of people trying to get your attention. So as I sped up towards Inuyasha's car I herd a lady with a perky voice say my name, I looked up somewhere to my right. The woman smiled, and I smiled back, as she blinded me with the flash of her camera. "Now can I see your ass again?" She asked, and I rubbed my eyes as my paces turn to one of quick jogs. People started to scream out my name even louder, and I was grateful to see the passenger door open, waiting for me.

I slipped into the seat, and closed the door. Inuyasha didn't say anything to me, the way he sat down at the drivers seat. Looked as if he had been waiting for me to sit down for months, but in reality he had just made his way to the seat a couple of seconds before me. He started the car, and began to back up, which got people scattering in every direction. Obviously noticing that Inuyasha would run them over with out a second thought. I was grateful to be leaving the crowd of people, but as we drove up near the exit, in complete and otter slowness I realized that people were beginning to chase down the car. 'Go faster Inuyasha,' I was about to say, but he began to roll down his window, and I was too shock to say anything. "I just want to let everyone of you know." Inuyasha said. His voice was loud and clear so he obviously wanted his voice to carry, so he had to be talking to the paparazzi. "That I am going to a party at Koga's and if you want some million dollar shots you should be there." He said, and with that the crowd became louder, and more annoying, but there voices drowned out, as he rolled his window up again, and sped out of the hotel exit.

I didn't know exactly why he did that, but I didn't question him. I just sat forward in my seat. Watching the trees of the main road go by. We didn't talk, and again all I could hear was the silent buzz of his radio. It seemed as if it always stayed on, but not loud enough for any of us to hear it. I sat back in my seat. And with out warning, I realized that the silence that we were so comfortably engulfed in, had traded itself in for one of awkward and conventional silence. I bit my lip trying to think of something to break the eerie quiet, but whatever I wanted to say, he would probably take as an insult. I couldn't come up with anything besides, 'nice weather were having.' That would break the ice. I didn't know why I only had insulting things to say to him. I guess I was a little frustrated that he'd tell the paparazzi to follow us to the party, didn't we get enough of them on a daily basis.

"So I'm thinking of staying in the car." I said, after awhile of sheer awkwardness, He didn't say anything right off the bat so I went to plan B. "Nice weather where having." I said, and as he took an unmarked right, he eyed me. I had to admit that was a slightly stupid statement, but what else could I say.

We were now driving in a straight road, and as we drove full speed I could see a booth at the middle of the road, and Inuyasha was force to slow down. The man who was at the small roadside booth pulled his head out of the window. "Invitation?" he asked, and Inuyasha looked at the man, as if confused. And I had a small smile on my face, I didn't want to go to a party anyway, so it didn't matter to me rather he had an invitation or not. "Just joking." The stocky man at the entrance said with a humongous grin, which spread from ear to ear. Inuyasha only nodded. And the short dark haired man smiled "Have a nice night Mr. Takashi." The man added in, before pressing a small button to his right, and letting the bar cross go up. I had to admit I was disappointed that the man was joking. He had lifted my sprits and brought them down again. I watched the stocky man lay a 'close' sign on his small entering booth. And cars began to pass freely.

"Weird," I whispered, and Inuyasha looked my way, only for a few seconds. As we drove at a reasonably fast speed limit down the road, we had begun to slow down. I looked ahead of us to see why. Noticing that we were approaching a couple of cars ahead. I could only imagine how crowded the party would be, since we were all ready slowing down because of traffic. As his Lexus began to slow down and inch forward. I realized that this would be a very awkward time for both of us. I sighed deep in my throat, and Inuyasha took a hand off the stirring wheel. I had to start to make conversation, but I had no idea how to go about it.

We continued to sit in complete silence, and I glanced over at him from the corner of my eye. He was looking straight ahead. I had no idea why he was going to a party in such a bad mood. He seemed so mad as if he really didn't want to be doing anything. I could only blame that at the magazine he left rolled up in the back, but I didn't press on about that particular idea. "I'm staying in the car." I repeated again. I was wondering if he picked up on that before, or if he just didn't care.

I looked over at him, and he shrugged. "I won't be back for a long time." He said, and I was debating on rather or not I should go to the party. It was still pretty hot outside. Yet windy I didn't know if I wanted to stay in the car with no air conditioning. He wasn't going to leave his key on I knew that much.

I didn't want to stay on that subject, because looking ahead, the slow moving traffic. I knew we wouldn't make it to Koga's house for a while. "So…." I began trying to start another conversation. He didn't seem very in the mood to talk to me. I didn't think we could consider each other as friends. obviously he was on the brink of hating me. "Do you know all your lines…you know for the movie?" I asked, I didn't know if he knew, but all the awkward sex scenes we had, were skipped threw meaning we missed them this morning. Which was good I had no attention, of saying 'Oh Ash touch me again.' And having everyone stare at me as I read a script. It had turned out that Casey was actually three characters. The writers at the last minute put the three characters together and formed Casey, which meant that a sex scene some character name Trish would have to do. I'd have to do. This I thought was completely unfair, because I signed up for an 'extra' part, and at last minute, I was the eternal enemy in the whole movie.

It was something I sucked up, and would deal with later on. Inuyasha didn't bother answering my question, and I sighed looking forward. "It must be easy for you to memories lines I imagine you do it a lot for your other movies." I added in, but I didn't meet his face. He wouldn't look towards me anyway, so what was the point, I didn't even think he was going to talk at all to me, so even as I talked I lost interest of what I was saying.

He didn't say anything still, and I was grateful that the car started to pick up speed again. I was starting to realize that from the booth to the gates up ahead was all Koga's property, and I was surprise at how big of a house a man at only 23 could get by himself with no parents. Inuyasha's Lexus started to travel slowly through the gates. The security guard weren't really checking for who passed in. I was thinking that a random fan could go in with no ifs or buts, and no one would bother to stop her. I looked around at the hundreds of cars parked. Inuyasha took a left towards the back of the field, and decided to park under a cascading tree.

He took of his fastened seat belt, and unlocked his door. I sat contently not wanting to leave the safe haven of his car. He pulled his key out of the ignition. Getting out of the car in one lithe movement. I watched him leave the driver seat, and walk around. I was amazed at how gorgeous in plain view he was. He looked better in person then on TV, which was unusual seeing when a person was on TV they were dolled up. I had no idea at what time he exactly left the hotel, and changed clothes, but a person as good looking, as Inuyasha Takashi should never be accused or associated with being around someone as plain and drab as me. I was way too skinny, too tall, too everything to go against something as good looking as him. Kikyo who had been accused of dating him a while back didn't look right with him either, she wasn't beautiful enough, and that was saying something seeing as Kikyo was gorgeous now then she would ever be, at the top of her career.

I was watching him make his way to the passenger seat. I didn't think anything of it though. What could he possibly do. I didn't think he mind that I was staying in the car. He probably wanted to get something out of his compartment, and didn't want to pass over me. Though I wanted him to. He did a small wave at someone, but my eyes stayed on him, he opened my door, and crouched down, so he was at my level. He had a shockingly subtle smile on his face that brought a sparkle to his golden eyes, and at that moment, I wanted to latch my arms around him and give myself to him. That was actually something I didn't think about that much, so I blushed a bit, at the dirty thought. "You coming?" He asked, and for someone that ignored every statement I had said, I was surprise at the calm uprising in his voice. I thought that it was very nice and decent of him to talk to me face to face like this, and I didn't see any paparazzi around so could it be Inuyasha Takashi was being nice without a cause.

I shook my head, for some reason his closeness caused my head to fog, and I was reminded of his warm breath near mine, in the rehearsal building, he acted as if it never happened, but intimate closeness zoomed the memory back to me. His lips to my neck the feeling of my blood completely cooling. What I would give to relive that moment. I'd do it any where, I wasn't sure what had happened when he sprung himself against me that day, but if he could have that feeling again then I'd be completely, and indefinitely happy. "I don't think you have much of a choice." He told me, and I was sent, back to reality. His eyes were towards the dark street, where cameras were starting to come in to focus. The fact that the media was here was completely and utterly his fault, I had thought they weren't here a couple of seconds ago, but I was wrong. I put my hand to my hip ready to unsnap my seatbelt, but he reached over, hypnotizing me with his strong scent, he forever smelled like a number of intoxicating aromas. His scent was now mixed with the subtle smell of cologne, something that just interfered with his natural exhilarating fragrance. He reached over unbuckling my seat belt for me, for some reason, and I was reminded of the time in the rehearsal room, because his body lingered over mine for longer than needed. I felt my breath hold in my lungs, and as he pulled down, he rose up waiting for me to get up.

I rose up as well stepping out of the car. There was nothing I could do obviously I was stuck, he had told paparazzi where he'd be, and I didn't think I could take a bunch of crazy people of every race, size, shape, and gender. Beating the passenger window of his Lexus trying to get my attention. I sighed, as Inuyasha walked ahead of me like always. I had a weird essence that this paparazzi, had been here for quite awhile. The mob that met us at the hotel would join this mob soon enough, but not now. I ignore the yells that came out of there mouths, but I didn't feel completely surrounded, seeing as the media, connected themselves to the other guest coming out of there cars. And like always they were very fond of Inuyasha who they always stocked as he walked. Since he was very far away from me, at this point. I realized that the mob that followed me, was composed of about 20 people not that much compared to Inuyasha's load. I did my best following Inuyasha, who could see very well, for someone who was being flashed at every second.

We had made it to the stone stairs, the double doors ahead were wide open, and as Inuyasha walked up the stairs, two men big of stature blocked the paparazzi from getting close to the door. Obviously they could tell Inuyasha from the crowded people asking him questions. That wasn't surprising, Inuyasha was a huge star, but as for me, it would be harder. I approached the stairs, sighing I didn't want to go inside, but I didn't want to be out here either. I was stuck between a rock, and a hard place. I walked up, and the humongous bodyguards swarmed trying to separate the press from me, and I was surprise they recognized me enough to know I wasn't one of the screaming banshee's. I smiled towards a security guard, who took his time to nod, and smile back.

I walked up towards the stairs, but I made sure I went up carefully my eyes on every step I made. When there was flashing, and a lot of people watching I always acted very stupid and most defiantly clumsy. So, I kept my head down. Analyzing my steps smiling to myself I got to the top of the stairs completely with no slips or falls, I was pretty proud of myself smiling from ear to ear at my accomplishments. I looked up slowly seeing Inuyasha's legs first, they were crossed in an annoyed way, but as I looked up seeing his face. I expected him to be annoyed as his legs and arms had shown. But his face was actually one of confusion, as if he didn't understand what I was just doing. My mouth moved trying to explain myself.

"Inuyasha what took you so long?" Someone questioned, his voice was loud, and rang together. The cameras went off trying to capture a very sloppy Kouga. He had a cup in one hand, and I imagined the cup to be filled with alcohol. He was leaning towards the doorframe, wide open to the cameras, which were having a field day capturing such a popular actor, and the host of the party, Drunk and slipping on his words.

Inuyasha's eyes tore away from mine, but not with effort, his golden depths were quick to glance somewhere else. He looked over at his friend. Behind Koga were two women. All with dark hair, I recognized both of them. One was Inuyasha's sister, well sister in law. She was married to his retired brother Sesshomaru, who was a child and teen actor, but now only at 26 had retired and married a petite model. She was very thin and wore a bright pink shirt that said 'Think Pink.' She was signed with the Play Boy Bunny Company, but worked for Pink, which was a teen division of the notorious Bunny label. She had her hair in a very low ponytail. Curly, and long down her back she was short, and most defiantly cute, but when you took a second look she struck you more as gorgeous. She had dark green eyes, but the color of her eyes changed from mood to mood. I knew her. She was one of the only models that stayed on TV more than on a magazine. She was known more as Sango's friend then Ayame herself, and she looked down at Koga wide eyed.

"Wow Koga you are disgusting." She said looking down at the sloppy wolf demon, she only glance down once and her attention was back on Inuyasha. "Hey little bro," she said and that struck me as funny seeing as she was slight, and about 5'4' a very short model. She was of course older than her 21-year-old brother but only by months.

Inuyasha looked down at his smallish sister. " What are you doing here Rin?" He questioned, and I could see in his eyes a complete annoyance that could only be caused by an annoying little sibling. She smiled up at him, and I was about to say something about moving in to the party, because the flashes of the cameras were slightly blinding me. I put a hand to my brow about to say it, but I felt a weird feeling from deep in my being that someone was staring at me. I looked up trying to see, and my eyes flew to the second dark haired woman, in the doorframe. Obviously slender perfect body shape for dare I say it porn. It had to be Kikyo I didn't say anything, but she stared daggers at me, and my blood ran cold.

"Your hot you look hot…you want to come upstairs with me?" Someone asked, and my eyes drifted from Kikyo to Koga who was pushing him self towards me. I shook my head he smelled of alcohol, and something else.

I put my hands up towards Koga, but he pushed himself on me, and I had no idea how to get him off. "Leave her alone, she's a virgin." Inuyasha's determined voice rung out, I narrowed my eyes towards him, and for the first time that night, he gave me a smug smile. I would at any other time hated that smile, but as gorgeous as it looked, and how nonchalantly normal it seemed on his face. I disregarded it, and looked the other way. Kikyo had indefinitely disappeared, and I was so happy for that.

We were finally trailing into the house, which was banging with music, I couldn't tell rather or not the house was as gorgeous as Vh1 had said. People lined the walls kissing, drinking, dancing, there was nowhere to walk. I tried following Inuyasha, through the path, but I felt clingy, as the music deafen me. I walked only a bit further behind him, and he turned setting his golden eyes towards me. "You're not planning on following me all night?" He questioned in a yell. I shrugged, and he had for once a truly amused smile on his face. "Go do something." He screamed again, trying to talk over the roar of the music and the screaming people. He paused after awhile looking down at me, and I was tempted to look the other way. I didn't want to be so hooked to his eyes. Someone pulled on his sleeve, and to avoid looking at him. I looked over at the person it was Miroku. He had a plastic cup in his hands. "Where did you get that?" Inuyasha questioned towards Miroku who took a rather large gulp of his cup, and pointed towards a door. Inuyasha nodded, and looked back over at me. "Come with me," he said putting a hand out, and I looked down at it, was he really asking me to grab his hand. When he realized what he was signaling, he put his hand down, and began walking.

I followed him towards the door Miroku was signaling, and Inuyasha went through it. It lead to a very big kitchen that was still crowded with people. He walked towards a table, and grabbed a plastic cup and handed it to me. "Drink." He said, and I looked down towards the cup. "Your acting way to innocent for your own good." he continued. Eyeing me. I only shrugged, and he looked around the room we were in. Some people looked over at us astonished, and some seemed as if they could care less. He looked down, and smirked, and I didn't like this particular grin he held on his face. He pushed a hand in his pocket, and my eyes went back down to the alcohol in my cup. "Here" he said simply, and I looked down at his hands.

He had pulled out a simple white tablet. Nothing was extraordinary with this pill, and I thought nothing of it. "I don't want any candy." I told him looking around the room, as I did I could see that most people had at this time left us alone, there gazes went somewhere else completely. I took a sip of the beer in my cup, and I brought my attention back on Inuyasha he had an eyebrow arched when I looked back at him, and I had no idea why. I looked down at the pill in his hands taking a closer look. Small, round it had a slight slit in the middle, the tablet looked more like medicine than candy.

I looked up at him slowly, and he did the same he could tell I realized it wasn't candy, but I still had no idea what it was exactly. "Take it." He said, and he dropped it in my hand. I forced my eyes on his golden ones. They rang with determination, and something else…I didn't want to take whatever it was he was handing me, and I shook my head not knowing how to say no exactly. He shrugged, and looked somewhere in a bored manner. I watched him closely he didn't seem like he was pressuring me into taking it, but the way he held it in his cupped hand was so very tempting. He didn't have to say anything all he had to do was advert his attention to somewhere else, and I was bought.

He never once put the pill back in his pocket, and I try to convince myself that the small round capsule was just a mint, or something along those lines. I didn't want to think that Inuyasha Takashi would be walking around with a dangerous drug in his hand, and I sure didn't want to think he was offering me one. "What is it?" I asked looking at his closed palm.

He turned his head back my way, and I got a better look at his perfect face. He only shrugged. "It's an aspirin, you looked like you were in a bit of pain." I looked up at his face, and I realized that made plenty of logical sense, I was starting to get an aching headache from the loud music and an aspirin sounded like heaven. At the same time, I was wondering why he had a random aspirin laying in his pocket. I didn't think to deeply into the situation, and I thought about how much better I'd feel with my head calm, and at ease.

"Fine," I said grabbing his hand without thinking, his warm fist. made my skin prickle, and I let go of it quickly. He didn't think much of it, and he extended his hand again dropping the pill in my free hand. I took it eyeing him before putting the pill in my mouth and swallowing. It wasn't something that came to me quickly, but as I swallowed, my taste bugs became aware of the foul taste of the tablet. I coughed disgusted taking large sips from my cup. My face I could already tell was a dark green, or red either way I was heating up with revolting heat from the taste of whatever it was I had just put in my mouth. "Eww that's disgusting." I spat out, the taste burned my tongue, and after I was done with my first cup of beer, I moved on to the second.

Inuyasha rolled his eyes, "shut up, its not that bad." He murmured, and I eyed him he obviously hadn't tasted that pill, so small, but the taste was so revolting I was tempted to vomit. The sour taste of beer didn't help, and I was soon on my third cup. I took large intakes of air, and after awhile the taste started to disappear, but I could feel my stomach do flips. Inuyasha eyed me for a while, and then he looked towards the door. "I'm going to go meet up with Miroku," He stated, and I ignored him taking large sips of beer, and letting it stay on my tongue, as he left the kitchen, I could feel his eyes watching me. I didn't care at this point. I set down my now finished cup, and grabbed two more filled ones. By now the taste was gone, but I wanted the beer it self for its exhilarating affects.

I didn't want to obviously stay in the light kitchen by myself, so I walked towards the door, and as I pulled it open the music caved in. Louder then in the kitchen that was obvious, it was hotter too. I had no idea what room I was in, but it was crowded with people dancing, and it had the smell of smoke from a drug, what drug I had no idea, but whatever it was, it was mixed in with the smell of cigarette which was evident in the packed room as well. I for the first time didn't mind the smell, and I actually found the tobacco enticing, I wouldn't have mind at that moment whiffing one down my lungs. I didn't know exactly where I was going, as I pushed through the heated crowd, but I was starting to feel very hot, I pulled off my shirt which was unusual seeing as I only had a bra under, but I didn't mind.

The feeling of being bare felt great, and I knew that I'd feel it ten times better if all my clothes were removed. I threw my shirt on the ground, and made my move on my pants. I was in the middle of unbuckling, when I rammed head on into someone, I didn't think much of this, and I didn't say sorry. The beer I had carried over had fallen with my shirt a long time ago, so I had nothing at risk of falling to the floor. "I'm sorry." I herd a girl say, and she looked up at me I recognized the girl to be Rin, but I didn't really care she looked a bit distorted though. Her nose a bit too flabby mouth a bit too small her ears were the size of Texas for crying out loud, I was starting to seriously doubt how a girl so weird looking could be such a successful model. "Have you seen my brother?" She asked and I started to laugh.

Her voice sounded like a chipmunk on heroine, she stared at me weirdly, and I laughed louder than before. "Are you okay?" She asked and at this point, I wanted to lie on the floor and collapse with laughter. I wanted her to shut up she had to shut up. she was making my stomach howl with pain. I walked away from her trying to settle myself, but I could feel her behind me. The music was starting to change, and I was now aware of the colors that the beat of the music was sending. Orange, green, blue, gold…. all the colors in the universe ripped out in front of me in beautiful cascades, and I spun around in all of them. Everyone dancing around me became a beautiful vast ocean, and I was swimming waist deep in them. The people's head became mountains, and I so wanted to clime them. As the beat changed, I could see a boat over yonder, it was stationary, and I wanted to be on top. I swam through the indigo waves, and climbed on top of the boat, with no oars or ladders. I felt proud of myself, and as I stood overhead, I could hear the ocean chanting.

"STRIP STRIP STRIP!! The waves rang in unison, I smiled obviously the colorful waters wanted me to float on top of them, with out the interference of clothing. I pulled off my pants tossing it in the water. I kicked of my shoes. "STRIP STRIP STRIP!! The ocean said louder, and I pulled my bra off wanting to get completely naked for the ocean, I didn't want the heftiness and impurity of clothing to get in my way of being one with the water. As I pulled off my bra, the water roared with passion, and I smiled, as I reached over to my underwear.

I looked over at the ocean, smiling ready to get completely nude…"Kagome!" a familiar voice rang, and I looked towards the drift of water. I smiled I didn't want any one to interfere with me giving my soul to the water angels. I dived head first in the water, and as I had expected. It carried me, through the smoke consumed skies. I took deep breaths of the foggy colorful air. "Kagome!" the person screamed again, but I closed my eyes as I traveled through the waves, when I opened them again, I felt dizzy confused…. I wasn't in the ocean anymore. I had no idea where I was. I was consumed in black. And I suddenly out of nowhere fell hard… was I dead?

The figure closed up around me ready to kill, I tried to run, but I couldn't I was blocked. The showed figure moved up ready to attack. Then I felt as if I was being engulfed by a warm energy. It was the blue mist. I thanked it under my breath, and ran past the shadowed man. I continued to run till I couldn't any more, I stood where I was heaving for air, the warmness had disappeared I was alone again. I started to hear stomping foot steps to my right, and I started to run again. 'When will I stop running?' I asked myself, I couldn't do this forever I was exhausted. I continue running, but the footsteps got louder, and I could feel tears swarm down my face. I could feel death around me, I would die…I couldn't run for much longer. I closed my eyes tears running down my face. I didn't want to die, obviously, I wanted to live, but no one was going to save me, I had to save myself. I couldn't do that anymore I was too tiered too weak. I bit down on my lip, losing the bit of energy I had left. Then with out warning I felt comfort.

Complete and utter comfort, I had stopped encased in something warm. I looked up through blurry tear eyes. Who was holding me? Who saved my life? I looked into the person's eyes only seeing gold.

"INUYASHA!" I shouted voice cracked, my eyes flew wide open. I was sweating, and I didn't know exactly where I was. I had lifted up from something comfy. My eyes weren't in focus though they were a bit glossy, and blurry, but I could make out my room. The walls... everything, I blinked trying to focus my eyes. I was in my room…I was in my fathers' house. How I got there, I had no idea. My mind hadn't caught up with my body yet, but after a few seconds of looking around. I was aware of the screeching pain in my body, my head ached I felt bare.

I looked down; I was sitting on my bed. no sheets wrapped around me I felt cold. I was only wearing a dark black jacket. I had no idea who the jacket belonged to, but under it, I had no bra on, my boobes just sat completely out. All I had was underwear on. I had no idea why I was in this position, but I felt disoriented.

"KAGOME!" Someone shouted most likely a man. I looked up to see my dad staring at me. I pushed the jacket I was wearing over my body, so my dad wouldn't see my bare parts. When I did that I was aware of the scent radiating from the soft coat. I knew that smell this had to be Inuyasha's jacket. I looked down at it. But I my dad had pulled my attention away. He had busted into the room, and looked very nervous. "I herd you yelling." He told me. I looked at him not corresponding I was a bit out of it. I was on the outside looking in I couldn't follow everything, and my head was killing me.

I didn't understand why I was in the position I was. How I had gotten here, and as my dads worried expression turned to one of anger. Everything started to click to the right of me my suitcase was all packed sitting near the door. I was in deep shit.

A/N I said it before; I deleted the author note that was to be chapter 10. But that doesn't mean that I will not be deleting the whole entire story if hacking does not stop. It's been pretty calm lately, but still you guys get it.

I'll answer a question, I update about once or twice a week for who ever asked me that in a review last time. I hope you enjoyed this chapter, and RR or just review, and I'll UP very soon