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WARNING: THERE IS PHYSICAL ABUSE IN THIS CHAPTER IF YOU ARE NOT COMFORTABLE READING PLEASE SKIP THIS CHAPTER I TRIED TO KEEP THAT PART SHORT.
"So are you going to tell me why the hell you didn't let me know? Why you let me get surprised that way after everything I've been through?" I got a surprised look I was pissed and there was no way I was not going to be heard, and get some damn answers and now.
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Sookie's POV
"Well Sookie dear I have no idea what you mean?" She replied with an raised eyebrow, that damn eyebrow I swear I wanted to smack the smug right out of her. I spent years with her smugness and knew that she had been keeping it from me and I hated that she was so underhanded just like her damn brother.
"Oh, cut the shit Pam seriously, don't play all innocent. I know that you had some sort of idea that Eric and I would end up working together. You didn't tell me after all that you saw me go through Pam, you let me walk into it without being ready." I was pissed she knew more than anyone my shame how could she throw me into this without even a life jacket.
"Well Sookie it was not my business, I am not part of the hotel, I run the bar its not something I really take a part of." I looked at her with disbelief she was bullshiting me and she knew it. "Though I must admit I did sort of suggest your services to mother. With a list of your references and accomplishments included." She continued with a smile and a twinkle of mischief in her big blue eyes. She was really aggravating me at this point.
"Pamela what gives you the right to…." I didn't finish she cut me off she fucking cut me off.
"I have all the right Sookie and you know it! You are my family and will always be and you know why. Don't play dumb you have been keeping things from everyone for years and I think its about time that you chickens come to roust. It's about time you were honest with me and with yourself, Sookie!" I couldn't believe she yelled at me and confronted me in such a way. How could I tell her what happened? God help me! I feel my chest getting tighter and my breathing become heavier. I look at her and see that she is concerned and hurt by all of it. I just couldn't face the truth right now, I couldn't and wouldn't.
"Pam, I can't tell you, not now, not like this." I told her tears in my eyes praying that she understood and would just drop the subject that brought me such turmoil and pain in the past years.
"No, Sookie you need to grow up and face the truth. I have stood by you without a full explanation for years. I had to face the loss of my nephew or niece Sookie and I had to just take it because you would never tell me why." She said her eyes filling with tears and breaking me with the words she said bringing up the night that I lost myself.
"Pam don't." I cringed wishing she would just drop it so that I could forget that night ever happened.
"No, I have held it in way to long. I have gone behind my brother's back to be here with you. I have kept things from him that I regret, Sookie. If he ever found out what I have been keeping from him it would break my family. I will lose all that is important to me, I think I deserve to know the whole story, I am sacrificing way too much to not know." Pam pleaded to me. I had to tell her I had to be honest she was right she was putting a lot of the line for me and I have been keeping it from her trying to forget what obviously haunted her.
"Okay Pam, you're right you deserve to know you've been a great friend, been there for me like no other has been. But I do ask that what I'm about to say stays between us, I don't want anyone to find out especially Eric. Do you understand me?" She thought about it for a minute and finally nodded her agreement.
"Fine, Sookie if you want to keep it between us it's your choice."
"Well the night that Eric and I broke up was the night we had to attend a dinner at Victor's home. I met him a few other times and I always had a strange feeling when I was around him like I couldn't trust him."
"Sookie what did Victor do?" she asked with tears in her eyes.
"Well there were a lot of people there and I didn't know anyone so I kept Eric close to me. Until he received a phone call and went into another room to take it. I was left standing there like an idiot trying to hold my own I really felt out of place when Victor walked up to me I smiled and tried to be nice. 'Victor, what a lovely get together you have here.' I told him smiling. 'Why thank you Sookie, I needed to speak to you and Eric can you do me a favor dear and go fetch him for me?' The way he asked me, should have tipped me off. Pam his tone his smile there was obviously something going on, but I was too blind to see it that day."
"So Victor sent you into his office, where Eric was?" She asked with a confused look.
"Yea and when I walked in I saw Eric and Sophie Ann kissing, Pam it broke my heart more than finding Bill and Lorena fucking. I told him 'How could you Eric? After all we've been through, all you said about Bill you're no better.' I turned and ran out I went to the valet and took Eric's car and raced home crying the whole way. When I got home I realized that Amelia wasn't there she was visiting her father. I went and took a hot shower and cried my eyes out some more. When I came out Eric was standing in my living room and I'm not going to lie to you Pam I was so angry I ran to him and hit him over and over until I crumpled on the floor in tears. It hurt I don't know want come over me I yelled at him.
' You are such a fucking liar Eric Northman!'
'Sookie!'
'No you are so full of shit, you told me you loved me, I gave you all of me for what so you can be another fucking Bill Compton!'
'You know what! Fuck you Sookie.'
'What?'
'After all this time together you don't even know me! You don't give me a chance to explain, you just jump to conclusions! I'm tired of your shit Sookie! So done with the poor Sookie routine! You know what I didn't kiss Sophie Ann, she was kissing me I was pushing her away when you walked in.' By this point he had grabbed me and was shaking me as if he was trying to shake some sense into me.
'Eric let me go!' I told his trying to get out of his grasp.
'You know what I will let you go Sookie. Where are my keys?' I gave him his keys and he walked out never turned back."
"Sookie, Eric does still love you. You know that he's just been waiting for you to come back to him."
"Pam, Eric and I can't be, you see after he left I got another visitor."
"Who hurt you Sookie?" Pam asked with tears in her eyes.
"After Eric left I was sitting looking into the fire when there was a knock at my door it was already one in the morning so I thought it was Eric so I just opened the door. There standing in front of me was Victor. 'Victor? What are you doing here?'
'I came because we have some things to discuss Miss Stackhouse. I heard you had a check up yesterday and had some blood work done is that correct?' I was confused I didn't know how he knew did Eric tell him about my check up and my ear infection this was completely crazy but he was still staring at me expecting an answer.
'Well, yeah.' I had nothing to hide and was completely dumbfounded by his absurd line of questioning. ' I had an ear infection and I was really sick so the doctor did some tests to make sure that was all it was. It's not that big a deal Victor and I'm sure it isn't any of your business.' I was beyond pissed who did this asshole think he was.
'Well my dear you quite wrong on that account it is my business when my family name is in jeopardy.' I was completely out of the loop what the hell did he mean his family's name is in jeopardy.
'What are you talking about Victor?' I asked and he stepped closer to be till he was a few inches away.
' I'm talking about the bastard you are carrying Miss Stackhouse. You are going to soil my family name with that child.'
'What I'm pregnant?' I couldn't breathe I'm pregnant with Eric's baby! Wait how the hell did Victor know? 'How the hell did you know that?' I yelled at him.
'I make it my business to know anything that can cause me potential harm, and my son having a child with common street trash is something that can cause a scandal.' He spewed at me.
'You stole my medical records?' Was all that came out of my mouth I didn't know what to do, I was in shock.
'Yes my dear, I have my sources. I have power you don't understand and I get what I want.' He spat at me and grabbed me by my arms and pulled me close to him.
'Victor let go!' I screamed as his arms squeezed my arms hard causing my pain and making me whimper. There was fire in his eyes and he was scaring the shit out of me.
'Not until you agree to do as I say Sookie.'
'What do you want?' I asked trying to pull out of his vise grip. Damn it he was really hurting me. I knew that he would be leaving marks on my arms.
'I want you to get rid of the problem. You will take care of it, this child will not be born.' He said and his eyes held pure hate.
'No!' It came out without even me thinking about it there was no way I would get rid of my child. Not for his special plans I didn't give a damn what he wanted. I was not going to kill my baby. As the word left my lips, he smacked me hard. The pressure across my check stung like a motherfucker but it didn't matter.
'Fuck you! I will not kill my baby!' I screamed as my hand went up to my cheek and then he pulled back and punched me, I felt my nose crack underneath the force and fell backwards onto the floor. I curled up into a fetal position pinching my nose trying to stop the bleeding and hoping he would just leave. I started crying I to scared to move to speak, terrified that he'd hurt me again, I flinched when I felt his presence standing over me.
'You just had to make me do this the hard way you little bitch.' He spewed at me and I felt a sharp pain in my back as he kicked me causing me to roll over. Then he kicked me again in the stomach he kept kicking me and yelling a long stream of curse words at me. I was in so much pain I was praying for God to take me I couldn't stand it anymore. When I started to feel darkness take me over, he crouched down next to me and grabbed me by the hair to get me to meet his gaze. 'You will not tell anyone about this or I will come back and finish the job Ms. Stackhouse. Do you understand me?'
'Yes' I managed to croak out straining my voice.
'And I suggest that you not contact my son.' He added and dropped my head with a thump back onto the floor and he left. 'Good evening Ms. Stackhouse.' He said as he closed the door. I laid there for a while feeling empty and worthless, until I remembered the baby and looked down and realized that the floor under my hips was covered in blood. When I let out a scream of pain from deep inside me as I realized what happened and I lay there crying and crying until I had no more tears to shed. I dragged myself to the coffee table where my cell phone lay.
"So I grabbed the phone looked at it for a minute debating if I should call the police and decided against it because I knew that Victor would kill me if I did. Since Amelia was out of town, and I couldn't call Eric, I decided to call you because I have no one else in this world Pam. I couldn't tell you what happened. I was so ashamed!" I sobbed out hoping she'd understand praying she would forgive me. I looked up at her red puffy eyes hoping she wouldn't judged me. Pam got up and moved her chair right next to mine and wrapped me into her arms. I felt a weight being lifted off my shoulders because I finally told someone about my shame.
"Sookie, I'm so sorry." Pam said in between sobs.
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A/N: That was hard to write, I hate violence against women! Up next is Pam point of view. Do you think she will break and tell Eric? Or should she keep Sookie's secret? How will Eric react when he finds out his father beat Sookie so she could lose their child? Please review and let me know what you think and what Victor deserves for his actions. I might have a new chapter up hopefully by the weekend. Lots of hugs to those who reviewed you inspire me to keep writing and I appreciate you all!