A/N: Ok, it's going to get dark again. It might seem somewhat repetitive but I felt like it was coming…

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Warning: Mentions of rape

One Friday a few weeks later, Lindsay hadn't seen Danny all day. She didn't know where he was so she tried to call him at lunch but he didn't answer. She tried him again after school but again there was no answer.

Since Danny had started at this school he had only been absent once and he had sent Lindsay a text to let her know he wouldn't be in but she hadn't gotten anything today.

The halls were empty and she was getting ready to leave when Mr. Mason walked up to her.

"Hi Lindsay," he said.

"Hi," she replied with her head down. She didn't really want to talk to him right now.

"Could you follow me to my office, I found you're paper that I didn't have in class earlier today," he explained.

"Ok," she replied and followed him because he indeed couldn't find her paper in class earlier. She should have known what was going on when he closed and locked the door behind her but she was to inside her head thinking about Danny to notice.

"I've missed you," Mr. Mason said.

"Huh," Lindsay questioned not really paying attention. When she finally looked up she saw him coming closer to her. He kissed her which she tried to pull back from but he just held her and kissed her with more ferocity.

When he moved to her neck she asked, "What are you doing?"

"What does it look like I'm doing," he responded.

She tried to push him off her but he was too strong. He pushed her to the couch and hurriedly started stripping both of them of their clothes. She tried to protest but he kept her down. He didn't bother with getting their tops off so once he had their pants and underwear off he pushed into her. Lindsay tried to scream but he just covered her mouth.

When his hand slipped away from her mouth she pleaded, "Stop, please stop," but it was no use. She gave up fighting and just waited until it was over. When it was, she quietly got dressed and walked out feeling numb.

When she made it to the street she ran home and went straight to her room. She ripped off the clothes she had on and threw them in a garbage bag and hid them in the back of her closet. She jumped into the shower and made the water almost scalding.

Lindsay scrubbed until her skin was raw and then turned off the water. She could feel the panic and the pressure so she took out her blade and made one cut, than another, than another. In the end she had eight new cuts; she had never done more that two at once.

Lindsay decided to take another shower but she still felt dirty so she gave up and got into her pajamas.

Lindsay got into bed and didn't go down for dinner. She slept late the next day telling her mom she didn't feel well when she knocked. Both of her parents had to be at their offices on Saturday so she was left alone.

When Lindsay finally got up she realized that Mr. Mason hadn't used a condom and began to panic. 'What if he gets me pregnant,' she thought. She felt more than panic rising and had to run to the bathroom so she could throw up.

Lindsay got dressed in sweats and a t-shirt and threw on a jacket. She didn't brush her hair, she just threw it up into a ponytail; she didn't really care what she looked like at this point.

She looked up a clinic near by on the internet. She walked over with her head down, hands in her pockets and her mind wandering. She wasn't really paying attention to where she was going and wound up accidentally walking into a few people but she didn't bother to apologize. It was New York after all so no one would know the difference.

When she got to the clinic she lied and told them that her and her boyfriend had forgotten to use a condom and she feared she may get pregnant. She didn't want to tell them the truth; she didn't want to tell anyone the truth. They gave her the morning after pill and then she was on her way back home.

When she got home she realized that she had left her cell phone there and when she picked it up she realized she had a new voicemail.

Lindsay dialed her voicemail and listened as Danny's voice came on, "Hey Montana it's me. I'm in LA visiting my sister. I'm sorry I didn't call earlier, my phone broke and I just got a new one. I'll be back in class on Monday so I'll see you then. Bye." She closed her phone and threw it across the room.

Lindsay stayed in bed the rest of the day Saturday and only ate when her mother told her too which Lindsay wound up throwing up. Again on Sunday she spent most of the day in bed sleeping or just doing nothing. Her mother checked on her once or twice and took her temperature thinking Lindsay might have a stomach bug.

When Lindsay's dad called Lindsay down for dinner Lindsay didn't answer. He went up to check on her and saw that she had the lights off. He made her come down for dinner but she ate very little and then excused her self so she would crawl back into bed and go back to sleep.

Please review. The next chapter is going to be dark too but it will lighten up after that.