Your P.O.V.

The sun shining in my eyes made me wake up. No big deal about it.
As i stretched, i was thinking about the last night events.
I looked at my side to see Yukine gone. I sigh quietly. It would have been nice to wake up with his presence still there
Still, i did feel his warm body near me last night. The thought made me blush.
"Oi! (Name)! Hurry up and get down here for breakfast!"
The voice belonged to no one but Daikoku

"I'm coming!" i yelled in response
Hopefully no one knew of the event of Yuki being in my room
I got up from the bed and put on my normal clothes, but let my hair loose, which showed me it's length
"I need to cut my hair.." i mumbled to myself

I walked down the hall, and i had to pass threw the boys' room. Silence was heard
That's weird.. they're never that quiet..
As i walked down the stairs, i began to think of things i had to do today
I got to the kitchen and only was welcomed by the silence and emptiness of it
Again.. weird..
I decided just to brush it off and grab breakfast myself. I opened the fridge and began to pour juice in my cup
I thought again of my daily duties. I had to have breakfast (obviously..), then work in the shop during my shift, take care of the "fallen rose" (i decided to call her that way. To the rose i had back to life), go shopping with Hiyori as promised a few days ago, take a quick sh-
"SURPRISE!"
"AHHHH!"
I nearly let the glass full of juice hit the floor but it didn't, luckily..
I take a deep breath before looking up. To my surprise, everyone was there.. standing and smiling at me
Yato with a huge grin, Yukine with a camera, Kofuku & Daikoku smiling and Hiyori holding a cake
The cake caught my eye. It was made of chocolate for the brownish colour. But that isn't what caught my eye. No. It was the writing it had
"Happy anniversary (name).." i read to myself
"Do you like it?" Hiyori asked
"I-I don't have the words... what.. why.. well first, what is this all about?"
"Well, since you've been in the family for a year already, we thought it was good idea to celebrate" Yato said
Now that i thought about it.. they were right. It had been a year ago, ever since Yato took me as his regalia. It felt a lot more shorter to me
"OMG... guys i don't know what to say... thanks.."
"We are glad that you liked it, right guys?"Yukine said
Everyone gave a quick nod, smilies in their faces
"Well, what are you waiting for? Blow the candles and make a wish!" Hiyori said
I thought for a moment. What could i wish for. Man, i had everything that i needed!
A home, friends, a job...
But then it hit me. I knew the only thing i didn't have and wanted it more than a baby wants a candy
I closed my eyes and took a deep breath. The let it out with a big blow, turning all the pink candles off
A sudden applause filled the room. And i smiled. I just hope my wish comes true one day...

- 3 HOURS LATER -

The past few hours had been a blast! We played so much games that i lost the count. First it was DDR (Dance Dance Revolution XD) I won of course!
Then we played twister. I didn't survive. But when the only players remaining were Yato and Kofuku, lets say that Daikoku canceled the game hehe..
"Hey guys! I have a game!" Yato said
"What could that be?" asked a sarcastic Yukine
Then Yato pulled out a bottle and put it on a table, a grin on his face
"Lets play the bottle!"

I don't know why i accepted this, but here i am, sitting next to Hiyori waiting for someone to spin the bottle. I began to feel nervous and anxious at the same time.
"(Name)!" Hiyori yelled
"Huh? Oh! Y-You said something Hiyori?"
"I said it's your turn"
I gulped as i looked at the bottle, the one that would give me my faith.
I gently grabbed it, shaking a bit and began to think. It's time...
I was scared... but i had to do it
I let my hand go and the bottle spins
The time went in slow motion as the bottle goes. Until finally it stops
I search for the person who landed on and to my horror, faith was trying to get myself humiliated
Yukine with wide eyes stared at me. It was obvious he didn't want this
"OHHH Now that's a trick. Now you two start smochin'" Yato said
My hands are sweaty and i don't blame them
But then, my body takes over and it refuses. Before i knew i stood up
"I-I have to use the bathroom first!"
Before no one could question me, i ran.
I realize i'm pretty good at that. Running away from my problems...

I run towards my room and shut the door. I slid against it putting my knees near my chest. I can't believe i actually did that! I had my chance on kissing the guy i like and i refused. What is wrong with me?!
Then i remember a song all of a sudden
"Putting my defenses up. Cause i don't wanna fall in love
If i ever did that i think i've had a Heart Attack!" i sing quietly
That song describes how i feel right now
But then, my thoughts are interrupted by a knock on the door
I'm not mad or anything, so i just get up and open the door
Now i wish i didn't..
"Hey.." the blonde boy said awkwardly
"Hey.." i said with the same awkwardness
We both stayed there for a while in silence, until he broke it
"Can i come in?"
I muttered a "sure" and led him to my room. He sat in my bed while i was sitting on the floor again
Again silence
"I'm sorry... about that... downstairs.. it's just that.. w-well.. i-" i shuttered until he cut me off
"It's ok! I understand, i get that it must feel awkward... kissing your friends.."
"Yeah.."
Silence
"But still... it's a shame that you couldn't do such a dare.. you chiken!" he said while chuckling
I know he said it to make me laugh, but it still got to me
"Excuse me? I NEVER run from a dare!"
He looked surprised, but then smirks at me
"If you NEVER run from a dare, then why don't you wanna kiss me?"
"B-Because! B-Because..."
"Because your a chicken!"
"No i'm not, want a proof?"
'What proof?"
"This!" I grab his t-shirt and pull him into a kiss
He looked amazed and then after a minute or two i let go
He has a blush on his face and i bet i have one too. Then i realize my action and in a blink of an eye, i'm out

Tears rolling down my face while running to the park. I ignore the calls of my name from the others.
Only one thing was on my mind right now

What have i done?...