A/N: Hey guys, this is not at all scary. A little bit of a filler, but the next chapter is going to be full of craziness. This chapter is definitely rated M. Finchel smut ahead. :)
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Nine.
The plan had seemingly gone off without a hitch, Kurt ended up breaking down and telling Carole the whole story and she was able to pull $15,000 out of her 401k and Blaine pulled another $5,000 out of his bank account and they had wired it over in the name of Sadee Raven and Chris Bengal. Finn went to pick up Rachel's ID that morning before anyone caught him. He was fully planning on getting them out of this mess and once he did Chris Bengal and Sadee Raven were going to take care of themselves.
He wasn't too fond of taking care of anyone else.
Rachel stirred in the passenger seat and looked over at Finn, "Hey."
"You done being mad at me?" Finn asked with an raised eyebrow.
"No, I'm still a little mad at you." Rachel nodded, "But, I'm not going to punish you anymore. Just because your attempt at chivalry just cockblocked us both."
"Rachel Berry!" Finn laughed, "You did not just say 'cockblock'."
"I most certainly did." Rachel scowled at him, "It's what you did."
"I did not, I simply said we were sleeping together under those circumstances." Finn argued.
Rachel rolled her eyes, "We're about to die is a great reason to have sex."
"Well first of all, we're not." Finn nudged her.
"Some dude might ra-" Rachel started.
"Yeah, that would have been a good reason. But, in retrospect seeing as we're going to pick up the money now… wouldn't you have been upset that you wasted your first time out of fear?" Finn inquired.
Rachel shook her head, "No, because no first time with you would have been a mistake." Rachel grinned at him.
"I love you, Sadee Raven." Finn teased her, "I'll go get the ID and be right back." Finn said and hopped out. Rachel twiddled her thumbs and flipped the radio stations to find something that wasn't a morning talk-show. Once she found a song she deemed appropriate she stopped and hummed along. Not too long after the drivers side opened and she turned to smile at Finn.
Finn huffed and got into the van and looked over at his smiling girlfriend who's smile seemed to falter upon seeing his face, "What's wrong?" Rachel furrowed her brows.
"Nothing, I'm just a little overwhelmed." Finn admitted, "I'm trying to be the leader and stuff and I'm just snapping at everyone all the time. It's not cool." Finn frowned and Rachel pulled herself, however awkwardly, onto his lap.
"Baby, you're doing amazing."
"I snapped at Quinn." Finn said softly, "And at Brit…" Finn trailed off.
Rachel nodded, running her hands through her hair, "We've been through a lot." Rachel whispered.
"But, I'm supposed to be…"
"Human?" Rachel suggested. "You're only human. Sure, yes, you're our fearless leader and you've taken care of us. You've been a great Papa Hudson. But, you're only human, babe." She comforted him, pulling him into a big hug, "You know what a big stress reliever is?" She whispered into his ear.
Finn grinned into the skin his mouth was touching on her chest, "Yeah, I know." Finn laughed, "You really want your first time to be in a dingy motel room while Puck is being held captive and we don't know whether we'll make it through tomorrow?" Finn asked softly, feeling Rachel fist through his hair, letting her soothe him. Taking comfort in the fact that he was only human and Rachel not only recognized that, but loved him anyway.
"I can't think of a better way." Rachel whispered. They stayed like that for a little while longer until Finn decided they should go pick up the money that Blaine and Kurt had wired over. Once they picked it up, Finn dropped Rachel off at the motel.
"I thought we didn't want to split up." Rachel frowned, "You kinda promised." She refrained from stomping her foot.
"This is special circumstances, Rach. I'll be right back." He promised and made her take the bag of money (it no longer fit in an envelope) and he took the remainder.
Rachel trudged inside, half expecting to find another one of her friends missing, but all seemed well. Santana was playing with Brittany's hair and Quinn was sleeping. It was Finn and four girls, how did he do it? Rachel chuckled to herself before climbing in bed with Quinn.
"You get the money?" Quinn whispered and Rachel smiled and nodded. "Thank you." Quinn said softly and pulled Rachel into a hug.
The hug should have felt awkward, it really should have, but it didn't. It felt good, nice, sincere. "Of course." Rachel whispered. "Let's watch a movie or something."
They had gotten halfway through Mean Girls when Santana asked for a couple dollars for breakfast and Rachel realized she didn't have any. She frowned. What were they going to do when all was said and done?
Her thoughts were interrupted by Finn walking in with a couple of grocery bags and a McDonalds bag, "Breakfast burritos." He grinned as if he was pleased with himself.
"You act like you found the food yourself. It's fucking drive thru, don't be so cocky." Santana barked.
Finn kept his cool, "Sorry Santana, just wanted to feed you guys. I'll remember not to next time."
Quinn sat up and stretched, "Thank you, Finn. I'm grateful." She told him and he nodded.
"Listen ladies, I want to thank you for putting up with me yesterday." Finn told them softly, "I kinda had a break down knowing-"
"Your boyfriend was missing?" Santana teased.
Rachel slapped her arm, not so playfully, to shut her up, "Go on, baby." Rachel insisted.
"Yeah, and then with everything with Rach. I was scared and I kinda flipped. I'm sorry." Finn said quickly, "But, I need a favor." Finn asked softly and Rachel tilted her head in wonder.
"What's that, frankenteen?" Santana asked as she threw burritos to each girl.
"Can Rach and I have the room tonight? Like just me and her? For a couple hours?" Finn asked nervously, "I got you guys movie tickets to that place across the street and I'll give you money for dinner too."
Santana shrugged, "I guess, but you'll need more like 20 minutes instead of three hours."
"Can you shut up?" Rachel finally yelled.
Quinn's eyes widened, "I don't know if I'm up for going out." She admitted, taking small bites of her food.
Rachel nodded and Finn sighed, "Okay…" He bit his lip in thought. "I kinda really need this." He asked again, "You kind of owe it to me, I know I was a jerk to you… but you…"
"I know what I did." Quinn spit quickly before looking up at Rachel. Her eyes not meaning to seem to desperate, but they were. "Okay," Quinn said up to Rachel, "If you're sure you're ready."
Rachel nodded slowly, "Of course I'm sure."
"This is awkward." Brittany whispered loudly to Santana, "I thought Finn only slept with lesbians."
Rachel couldn't help but laugh, nope this was nothing like she thought it would be. But, everything was different now. It just was. She wasn't Rachel Berry. She was Sadee Raven. And Sadee Raven wanted Chris Bengal. She wanted to give everything to him, and she would.
Rachel took the longest shower known to man that afternoon, letting the hot water soothe her untamed nerves. She wanted to cry out of nervousness, or just because she didn't know where she would be tomorrow night. But instead she let the butterflies overtake her belly and got jittery at the thought of being fully connect to Finn.
She would be his now, in every way. And she was giving him something he could never give away. It was his. He was right.
When she got out, she dried her hair and put on her make-up, keeping the towel around her. She decided to walk out in just the towel, that would be the best idea, right?
Wrong.
"Oh!" Rachel gasped as she noticed Finn had set up a nice picnic for them, "I'll get dressed." She said quickly, looking around for her clothes. Finn chuckled at her and pointed to a pretty dress that he'd laid out for her. Baby pink and delicate and just her size, "Where did you-"
"Good will. It looked like a Rachel Berry original." Finn laughed and Rachel nodded and let herself into the bathroom to put it on. When she came out she did a quick spin so show him the dress and he smiled back at her. He looked nervous. She was sure she did too.
"They left?" Rachel asked lightly.
"Yep, in the movie. You took forever in the shower." He said as they sat down.
Rachel nodded, "I was nervous." She admitted.
Finn and Rachel began to snack on the meal in front of them, nothing special, crackers and fruit and a couple of beers leftover from one of Puck's beer runs. After they finished Rachel excused herself to brush her teeth and Finn chewed on a mint, or four. When Rachel came back Finn was on the bed, patting the side for her to come sit with him, she obliged.
"Finn…" Rachel whispered as she inched closer to him.
"Yeah, Rach." Finn said softly, the glow of candles lighting her face.
"I love you so much." She told him, "And I am so happy I get to give this to you." She smiled and all his nerves melted away in an instant.
"I love you more, Rachel."
With that, the talking ceased. Their lips attacked each other and Rachel let his mouth explore hers. He moved from her mouth to her cheek to her collar bone. Down the neck line of her dress and he reached to unzip it. She let him, knowing he had seen her before, not nearly as nervous as before.
She lifted his shirt, wanting more of him and he let her take it off slowly, revealing his chest. She ran her hands down him, "You're amazing." She whispered and he laughed.
"Have you seen your boobs?" His voice a little shaky, "You're the awesome one." He told her, it was a little crude, but somehow Rachel didn't mind.
"You're crazy." Rachel laughed and let him kiss down her body more.
Suddenly, all she could do was want him. She wanted him inside her, and she wanted it now. She let her dress fall off of her and she took the liberty to undo his pants and release him so she could see his whole self. He was so big. Scary big. But beautiful.
He fought off his pants and boxers and began to pull down her panties, quickly, almost reading her mind.
"Do you have a condom?" Rachel asked and Finn reached over to the desk and grabbed one, ripping it open with his teeth. "I want to put it on." She requested with a grin and Finn nodded with excitement.
"Oh God, yes." Finn handed it to her and she slowly rolled it on. Finn shuddered at the touch and Rachel grinned up at him, with her 100 watt smile.
"I love you." She whispered as he hovered over her.
"I love you. Are you ready?"
Rachel nodded and he felt her, "You're so wet." He grinned and Rachel bit her lip at the sensation before he slid his finger inside her, "Like really wet."
"I told you I was ready." Rachel whispered and Finn removed his hand and positioned it around himself, putting it in place and teasing her entrance a tad.
Rachel moaned a low moan in her throat and Finn let himself enter her slowly and Rachel pulled at his hair as he did. Her face scrunched up in pain and Finn halted, "Does it hurt, baby?" Finn's voice hit a new octave out of fear and Rachel nodded a little.
"Yes, but I can handle it, keep going." She pleaded with him and Finn did as he was told. Softly rocking back and forth within her.
"Oh baby." Finn growled, "God damn." He whispered.
Rachel nodded and fisted her hand into his hair, "I love you." Is all she could say and she felt him release within her.
"I-I-I'm sorry… I-"
Rachel laughed a little, "No, shhh! It was perfect."
Finn frowned, "It was short."
"You'll make it up to me." She winked and he nodded with enthusiasm.
The next morning, they were tangled up in the blankets, and Finn woke up with Rachel's naked body pressed next to his. He was so happy that he got to feel this feeling.
Until of course he looked up and saw Santana staring down at them, "Santana?" He asked in shock.
"I'm Rachel." Rachel said from his arms, looking up to his eyes.
"No." Finn said and pointed up to Santana and Rachel jumped and check that she and Finn were all covered in the right places.
"Midget. Man boobs. Come on. Get dressed. Lets go get Mohawk back!" Santana said before dumping a handful of clothing on them.
Rachel looked over at Finn with sheer embarrassment in her face and Finn just leaned down to kiss her nose and then her lips, "I don't care how awkward that was, last night was still perfect." He whispered.
Rachel nodded, "I couldn't agree more."
"Let's do this." Finn told himself and Rachel and she nodded.
"Turn around Santana." Finn shouted and she laughed.
"Should have known I wouldn't get away with that." Santana laughed before turning around.
Quinn huffed, "Just hurry! I want my boyfriend back!"