BPOV

I lay on the bed with Sam's arms wraped around me remembering the past few hours. My dad was gone, he was never going to walk me down the isle on my wedding day, he was never going to see his grand children grow up he is never going to see me grown up.

I remembered all the birthdays I had with my dad all the times I said I love you. The time I wasted all those mouth I was a zombie but I will never forget the look on his face when he caught me and Sam at the door the first time they met.

Sitting in the living room with Sam I knew who killed Charlie she was going to kill all the people I love till she gets to me."Is she going to go to all the people I love then? What if she comes after you guys?" I don't think I could lose any more of my family all I have was the pack and my mum.

"Bella she won't get us I promise im not going to let anything happen to you baby I love you I wont let her hurt you" did he just say he loved me? Yes he did, I loved Sam more than anything, I just did not want to get hurt I didn't want him to leave me, but I knew Sam would never hurt me

"I love you to Sam please don't leave me" he promised he would never leave me and hugged me.

Sam told me I would be staying at his house tonight as I was not be allowed back home. When we got to his house we just lay in bed close together, I started to think about Alice, would she of had a vision of that happening? She could of warned me she could of called, she was meant to be my best friend. She said she cared about Charlie it must be true, out of sight out of mind. Sam could feel me shaking with anger " Bella what's the matter?" I never told him that Alice could have visions he knew they had powers but told me to tell him when I was ready.

"Alice she must have had a vision of Charlie being killed by Victoria why did she not ring me or something, she could of stopped this" I was sobbing now he held me closer if that was possible.

"Bella what do you mean by vision? Is that one of there powers?" I had no loyalty to her or Edward now. "Yes she had visions, Edward could read minds but never mine and jasper could feel emotions, that is why they left I got a paper cut on my birthday and jasper attacked me, but it was not his fault he felt five other vampires thirst for my blood, Edward's was worse my blood smelt ten times better to him than any other blood I was his singer, my blood sang to him Edward made it worse by pushing me into a table with glass plates on" it was weird did she not have a vision of all that happening?

Sam was shaking, anger all over his face, I put my hand on his cheek and he slowly calmed down "Bella thank you for telling me that, I wont let her or any of them near you again." I was glad I just hope I never see her or Edward again.

"I only blame Alice an Edward the others I cant blame them". I sighed and lay back falling asleep in Sam's arms.

The last few weeks have gone by in a blur. I was let back into my house the next day, Sam came with me along with the rest of the pack there were 7 wolves now Sam, Paul, Jared, Jake, Quil, Embry and Seth ( Seth is a only child in this story ) the biggest so far. I walked into the living room and just sobbed I could not stay in there any more I was still staying with Sam two days later he asked if I wanted to move in with him.

Flash back

The pack had all gone to do there own thing Jake, Quil and Embry were out on patrol and Jared had gone to see Kim. I was in the kitchen cooking dinner the pack would be back later and they would be hungry. Sam came at the back of me wrapping his arms round my waist.

"Bella you know you don't have to cook every night" I liked to cook, Sam was letting me stay with him I wanted to make sure my boys were well fed.

"Sam you know I don't mind cooking I like it , plus you let me stay hear with you, when I go back I won't have anyone to cook for"

"then don't go back move in hear with me" I turned around and looked in his eyes to see if he was joking

" you mean you want me to move in with you here in la push?"

"yes, u can sell the house in forks if you want or you can keep it I love having you here, having you close to me waking up with you next to me" a tear fell down from my eye he always said the sweetest things. Thinking about it I don't think I could ever go back to the house, I don't think I would ever want to.

"ok but you are only saying this so I can cook for you every night" I giggled letting him know I was joking. He had the biggest smile on his face he bent his head down and gave me a sweet loving kiss.

End of flash back

I sold my dads house in forks a couple of days later. The pack helped me move all my stuff into Sam's, bribe them with pizza and they would do anything for me. Charlie's funeral was held an it looked like all of forks went and a few from la push. The pack carried the coffin and Billy black said a few words about Charlie he told story's about the many fishing trips they had with Harry Clearwater. I sat at the front with Sam on one side and my mum on the other. My mum loved Charlie even after all these years she still cared about him he would always have a part in her heart for him. After the funeral we buried my dad in forks cemetery his headstone was already there something simple he never did like anything flashy.

I found out a few days after the funeral that my dad had life insurance which was quite a lot, it all went to me. With that and the money I had from selling the house I had quite a bit of money. I gave billy some of it he was doing his house up with everything he needed. Some of it went into mine and Sam's house doing it up and making it feel like a home, he liked the feel of it being out home.

There had been no sign of Victoria since she killed my dad but I know she will be back she wont be happy till she gets me, she will keep trying and the pack will protect me till the end but why do I have a feeling something bad is coming?